May the moment continues...

feel?? haha...belaian jiwa + hari ini & semalam
70's show @ Matrade family day 2007

yay!! menang!! thanks dato'!!

Trezz..on left, Me, Daus, CC deen

at the preliminary stage, Matrade Idol 2009

aha! d best moment of d nite!!

yes, we r The Fabulous Trezz
on left, Me, Galuh, Hafiz J

aha! library berjaya diselongkar!!!

I wanna sing!!!

seriusly, dah banyak kali kot aku keep listen d same song everyday. memang macam2 lagu dah layan, tapi yang 1 lagu ni, aku suke sgt2, tak kisahlah bape banyak kali pun, i'l never bored. sebab ape? 1st memang lagu ni best! 2nd, its a gift from someone yg sgt special...dulunya seorang kawan, pastu, kekasih, n den tunang, n now...isteri...yes! my pwincezz mata bulat.

lagu tu sgt bermakna utk dia, dets y she gave it to me, so at d same time, i do able to go through wit her life experiences. pegh...aha! lagu apakah itu? biarlah rahsia..at least for now. nak nak plak, aku nk sangat nyanyi lagu ni, sebab tu la aku bukak balik 'library' cds n oso file2 lagu dalam pc aku ni, alhamdulillah jumpe gak.

kat dalam kete dapat dgr, kat ofis while working pun dapat dgr, boleh buat warm-up n listen revision, preparation utk big nite tu nanti. yg beshnye jugak, ade cousin in law aku yg blh tunjuk ajar how to sing d best way for det song. sriusly, lagu ni terngiang2 dalam kepala...for  me, lagu ni sangat indah.

last sunday, terubat gak rindu untuk menyanyi...abang, ajak aku karok, wit my pwincezz mata bulat, my bro, adi, ila n ee!! pegh, memang lepas geram, tp yang tak bape beshnye, lagu yang aku btul2 nak nyanyi tu, xde dalam list. tempat ni outdated skit, but stil ok...dapat gak menyanyi.

mm...rindu gak nk nyanyi n nak perform atas pentas...ms sekolah, ade grup nasyid, same gos to college, memang best. just name it, Saifullah? (KGV) Is-Life? (Kolej Uniti) ya, dets my grup!! mm, dah tak ingat mane letak gmba2 grup ni, huhu. ade tu..later la cari. blh letak kat sini. hihi.

lepas college, mm lame giler tak nyanyi...smpailah 1 masa, here in Matrade, ade 70's show, Matrade Idol, cube nasib le. Trezz (2007) & d' Fabulous Trezz (2009), rindu sangat ngn saat2 ni. Jom selongkar 'library' lagi, cari gambaaaarr!!!

ya...i love to sing...same gos to my pwincezz, peneman dan pengkritik setia...suke je lalak2 same2...my pwincezz mata bulat kenal aku pn masa aku tengah nyanyi2. hihi. ade gak teman yg dah roger nk berkarok same2, ya later on...Tatak? Mr Jojoe? nak karok? jom!!

to myself, cant wait for the big nite. to pwincezz & adi, redy to be my teacher.

Glee??!! Inpirasi + New Direction!!

mm kjap je dah setahun! seriusly rase kejap je. teringat lagi saat2 happening 2 tahun berturut2...team aku yang tak pernah lari dari warna merah dan hitam, seragam serentak senada dan serasi bersama. every year, mesti ade kelainan drpd kami, honestly, performance sebelum2 ni, alhamdulillah...sgt best n sgt puas hati...

mm ni team 2008, nampak mantop! memang mantop! suke sgt baju ni!!

tahun ni??

mm once again...nampak macam last2 minit gak preparation. klu tanye aku, aku neves. yele...expectation tinggi, tak kisahlah dr org lain atau diri sendiri, tapi mcm mane pun koir tahun ni kena gempak jugak, no option guys!! seriusly, memang ade tekanan, tp tu kita sume kna handle.

nampak bersungguh? memang pun, owes kne bagi d best!
as i said, no option!!

clas dh stat, means semangat baru dah kena ade...cikgu siti hajar, one of the best vocal teacher in malaysia pun dah redy nk bg d best teaching skills kat aku n team sume. so, xmo kecewakan dia, xmo kecewakan sesape...harus berikan terbaik!!

yes!! finally i found it!! tq tatak galuh!
here's the team of 2009!! memorable!!

management berhasrat untuk team koir tahun ni, give something special or something different. idea?? nk buat mcm Glee?? pegh...susah, tapi 1st? tak mustahil kan kawan2? mm...byk gak bnda2 b4 this yg kite rs susah nk buat, but stil...kita blh buat gak. mmg feveret la Glee tu, sgt2 best...team 'New Direction'...klu aku nk letak name utk team aku pun, blh jek letak nama yg same, tapi yg skang pun best gak..'Inspirasi'!!

so for us, clas dah stat...d moment start here...hope sgt kawan2 sume leh bg yang terbaik, especially on commitment..xde ape yg lbh penting melainkan kerjasama dan keikhlasan dalam diri kita. insyaAllah kalau ade sume tu, Allah akan permudahkan segalanya. jom koir sume!!! good luck to us all!!!

Mood dah ade??

ya...hari ni bangun awal dr biasa. pwincezz mata bulat dh pesan mlm td, hr ni kena bgn awal, sebab dah janji ngn syaza, nak gi itm same2. dalam hati aku, alhamdulillah, ade gak besfren dia yang nk teman n same2 pergi berjuang!! alhamdulillah..

malam tadi pun, lepas tgk dvd, terus nk tdo...xmo tdo lambat katenye...tapi sempat lagi dia wat revision last minute. syian dia, tapi xpe, aku tau...pwincezz dah buat byk revision sebelum ni, so shud be ok, insyaAllah. mm, senang jugak bangun pagi td, sbb dah set awal2, hr ni ade misi. 

alhamdulillah, sume berjalan dgn baik. pwincezz dah selesai 1st paper. so, 1 down, 3 more to go. tnye pwincezz td, she said ok, cume klu btul2 ingat ape yg dibaca, it will be better. biasela tu sayang, dnt worry, yg penting sayang dah buat yg terbaik kan...

while i'm in office, ya, mood keje sudah mari (dah macam ayat pwincezz plak ni..hihi). yap, xleh tggu lame2, keje dah stat melambak, back to normal. after trip las week, pelbagai semangat yg perlu dipulihkan. pegh, mmg dahsyat ujian kali ni..ape ujiannye? biar diri sndiri yang tau..mmm

so hari ni, gud gud, dh setel 1 keje penting. n d rest is coming to be settled. report, claim, claim, claim n claim. huhu. jangan merungut, xbaik, harap boleh diperbaiki diri ni dari semasa ke semasa. aku cubeee!!

Mosumart Story!!

ingat lagi tak header 'Aku Ada' yang aku gunakan sebelum2 ni?? ingat tak?? ingt ingtkan please..hihi. ya, header tu, my fren yang buat, saudara Supian Mustapa gerangannya. skang ni, dia dah bergerak 1 langkah lagi, demi menjayakan cita2 dan impian dia sebagai seorang pereka grafik yang berjaya!

created by mosumart



ya, many Matraders dah kenal dia, bukan sebab dia gila glamour, tapi sebab sumbangan idea kreatif kepada organisasi kesayangan dia ni. mungkin klu kte baru kenal dia, kita sendiri akan 'amaze' dengan hasil kerjanya, tp pd sape2 yang dh biasa, mmg tau dia sebenarnye punya bakat yg tersendiri dan patut dihargai.

sekarang, Supian aka Mosumart (Mohd Supian Mustapa Art) dah buat 1 blog, personal marketing blog katenye, untuk melebarkan sayap ideanya dan berhasrat untuk berkongsi ilham kreatif bersama2 kita. so, ni la peluang kita nak kenal Mosumart ni dgn lebih dekat, n maybe...klu kite sendiri dah 'terpikat' dgn idea2 dia, dia sendiri mengalu2kan sebarang pertanyaan dan permintaan mengenai keperluan khidmat Mosumart.

ape yg dia offer? ha! gud question! mase ni la nk visit http://rekagrafikmosumart.blogspot.com/ . cube tgk dlu, ape yg ade di situ! hihi. utk Matraders yg dh biasa tgk 'promo' dia via email2 publications, kelab matrade, n matrade fan club, this is the best place utk korang sendiri lihat rahsia dan portfolio Mosumart, yang mungkin ade lebih daripada ape yg kita tau. perlu lebih maklumat?? rujuk blog di atas...insyaAllah, u'll find ur way...(macam kenal jek words ni..).

Good Luck Pwincezz!!

its been quite tough when i remembered the 1st day i'm wit her, pushing ourself n others to go home early. "cepat2!! kemas2!! akak nak register kt itm hr ni...xleh lambat..." ingat lagi sore mom, mase tu aku n d rest kt homestay paroi, a day after our 2nd wedding reception in seremban. bayangkan betapa sibuk n penatnye kami mase tu...

tapi, tu sume tak menghalang pwincezz mata bulat untuk memulakan ape yg dia benar2 inginkan, even dalam hati dia masih ade rs ragu2. yang penting, dia punye restu, sokongan dari family dan hubby dia yang tersayang ni. aku percaya, jauh dalam hati mom n pap, sebenarnye sgt suke n bangga bila anak perempuan kesayangan mereka tu decide untuk further study. pasti ade kesulitannya, tapi alah bisa tegal biasa. when ders a way, ders a will. insyaAllah.

within this 3 months plus, a lot of challenges we've been faced. i can see her struggling to adapt her new life, ya..as a wife, as a part time student, n oso as a government servant. huhu...ya, its tough, even if i'm in her shoes, if we r not strong enough, ya..probably we will fail. but not this time, not for my pwincezz mata bulat. i know she can do it! she deserved to be better of what she had presently. insyaAllah...

n tomorrow, her final exam for her very 1st sem will be started. 4 subjects, 4 different papers, 4 different tests. she seems stress, but my job to make sure det she able to throw every single thing det can stop her to do her best!

sayang, hubby tau, ders a many spaces det i have to fill, to show det i'm really behind u for all this while. please forgive me for everything det u feel less from me..i just want u to know...wat eva u wanna do in ur whole life, i'll be n i am ur no.1 supporter! if u wana be better..ya so do i..i wanna be better. Good Luck sayang for ur final exam!! do ur best!! may Allah will help the less...

Kopcai

hahaha...teringat aku dgn feveret words aku during kt Laos hr tu. ders nothing much to learn, sbb pertamanya? mmg aku x minat kot dgn bahasa diorg, hihi..tiada yang seindah dan 'sebest' bahasa ibunda kita. tapi klu dh kt tempat orang ni, kite xleh bodoh sombong ye adek2...keduanya? xpelah...xpenting pon...

ya, kt laos...one of big problem kt sane is bahasa. its is good having local person like Mr. Boo, who is one of the local staff that involved in the project, yang dah banyak tolong aku n others. klu nak order makanan je, memang dia la yang akn tlg translate. hihi..bukan tu je, mcm2 lagi la..nk beli barang ke...kesian gak tgk dia, tp nsb baik ktorang nk tak fussy sgt.

well, "kopcai" , means terima kasih. tak henti2 aku cakap word tu, coz i think xde yang lebih penting melainkan kite tunjukkan tnda penghargaan pd mereka. even just one word, itu pun dah ckup untuk buat mereka tau kte cube berkomunikasi n bercakap. ade gak yang tersasul ckp "kapcai"..hihi...tu cam motor kapcai jek..

ya, "kopcai"! terima kasih!

Life in Lao

Wrap up d moments...

1st time i've been here...ya ders nothing much det i'm expected rather than just being in a safe place, peace n harmony. 30 years behind Malaysia, dets d rite words to imagine Lao in our eyes. By looking d environment, they stil love in ortodox way, but 1 thing is...ya, der no hi-tech way of living, but one...as mentioned by my bos, dey lived in peace, n harmony. dey have high-quality of living, means in the other side of living. dey didnt need luxury styles to keep gather wit their family.

during my trip to pakse, ders no other things around their homes, its just green environment, many bulls here n der, n oso dogs around d corner. dey oso have satelite tv, same like us...its realy luk like 'piring astro', but in Lao, dey called 'True Tv'. when i reached the village, i'v chance to luk at their schools, huhu...compare to our schools in malaysia, dey r so unlucky...some of dem still unable to have shoes to go to school. while rite here, majority of childrens able to bring handphones...mmm. its a fact.

Mekong river, its a benchmark, its their pride for being Laosian. its my 1st time as a witness for that such a great Allah's creation, one of the biggest river in d world. i tink its the biggest in Asia (correct me if i'm wrong). seriusly besar n luas sungai ni. n having a chance to be on d boat n go aloooong d river..fuh, its priceless bro. alhamdulillah, evrythings fine while i'm making this part of my exeperiences.

one more thing!!! coffee is laos, n laos is a coffee. hihi. laos is a coffee's heaven. don't eva come here without trying n having coffee. serious, evryone who loves coffee, u r most welcome! ders a lot type of coffees, premier coffee? arabic coffee? lao coffee? strong blend coffee? mcm2 ada!! hihi...if u ask me? ya, i'm less coffee, but i do like ice blended or frapuccino! and having it here...pegh...superb!

but, when i'm here, n far away from my beloved pwincezz mata bulat...its quite hard to take. unable to activate my international roaming, making it more difficult for me n my pwincezz to contact each other. while 'hippy' & 'zazi' try to make them usable for us! ya, alhamdulillah, we can make use of it. thanks to 'wifi' coz give us a chance to 'meet' each other via fb. even it just little moments, i feel so grateful of it. alhamdulillah.

to my boss, tq for this opportunity, coz giving me a chance to develope my experience, my work, n my personal. i do hope that ders owes a 2nd time n 2nd chance for me in my future.  insyaAllah.

to my pwincezz, tq for being strong while waiting me during the moments. ya, i face a tough times, but owes believe, i'm going for good...insyaAllah, later on.. der wil b a time for us...kte gi jalan2 ye, jauh2 skit ye...hihi.

to Allah...tq..i'm so grateful for being part of this..i cant wait for my 2nd chance...insyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah...for all this things det happened to me..

4th day...tik tok, pwincezz mata bulat's waiting

ya..break1st dlu...my final morning in laos..

waiting car...redy for next meeting

meeting wit rep. from ministry public & works, lao

visit one of Malaysian success company in laos

boss meet wit boss

very last meeting, n after dis redy to go home!!

dalam belon thai airways...

my final transit...after this, i'm flying back to meet
my pwincezz mata bulat..yay!

still in 3rd day...meeting time!

1st meeting with Country director of ADB Lao,
meet TC Vietnam, mr AJ, and Rep from M'sian Embassy, mr shamsul

at meeting room, Lao ADB

omos end...catch d final seconds...

last but not least

tak ingat dah ape ke namenye monumen ni..

ha, ni bangunan office PM Lao..

complimentary dinner wit Malaysian Cos n delegations..

3rd day...morning moments

begin my day wit d best coffee in town!!

luk at d coffee!! dato' punye tu...

aha! its mine!! frappucino latte!

take a moment, for a while...

lao coffee association..sape suke coffee, leh dtg cni

in front of d best coffee cafe in town!

arrived at pakse airport, redy to depart to vientiene

my ticket, my passport!!

yay! belon dah sampai! lao airlines...

ha, my feveret view...on air, tgkla kipas belon tu..i like!!

alhamdulillah, dh smpai

lobby view at lao plaza hotel...

2nd day...

arrived at the 1st stage of project site, pakse

chef de mission, together wit mr.zaid from cidb,
made d 1st look of the site

myself at d riverside of mekong river...

me wit dato' kh, we r redy for the adventurous journey!!

our team has been briefed by the malaysian co. bout
reading d current water level of mekong river

our trip begin...omos a day on boat!!

pegh...luasnye sungai ni...alhamdulillah, cuaca ok!

its our boat!!!

mr. boo, local laosian, reading d water level

get more information pls...

Lao moments...1st day

in mas plane...redy to flyyyy

arrived at suvarnabhum airport, bangkok

in thai airways...flying to ubon, lao

ya, boeing 737...mcm balik kuching gak. hihi

arrived at ubon international aiport.
my final transit b4 to actual destination, pakse

chef d mission, dato' kh & mr zaid at Arawan Hotel, Pakse

lovely view, in front of Mekong River...so beautifulll!!!