Saturday, February 23, 2008
这几天， 好久不见的朋友突然约我出门， 向我诉苦。起初还蛮吃惊她会联络我的。。但我始终还是去了。
刚碰面时， 小娴默默无言， 眼神看起来好忧愁， 似乎有好多心事。我想说她竟然约了我出来谈心， 当然得说话吧。。可能是不知道从何说起吧。。或者是太久没见面， 感觉可能会"怪怪"的吧。所以我就随便找了个话题。。说着说着，慢慢的， 慢慢的， 她终于把心里的不畅快说出来了。
让我印像最深刻的是。。小娴有一位上司。超爱吩咐她做她工作份外的事。而小娴也很难为， 不做也不是， 做又觉得担当不起某些责任。唯一能安慰自己的是能学到许多知识的事实。我听了便安慰小娴说这是一个很好磨炼和学习的机会。但谁知小娴的下一句话让我吃惊地愣住了一下。她说: "我不介意多多向上司学习。 但是有一次， 当我完成我份内的事， 放工时间也到了，而且是个周末， 她竟然不准我回家，要我帮她完成一些份外的事。虽然不是常有的事， 但很多私人时间。。我也有我自己想要完成的事啊!" 说到这里，小娴的眼神不禁流露出难以行容的委屈。而原本就不善于安慰人的我也只能借借肩膀给她。。
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Ahzhen
Monday, February 18, 2008
我觉得有很多人对幸福的定义有着不同的看法。而以下便是某某人对幸福的看法:
最幸福的时候就是每当跑完步刚冲完凉后的感觉。顿时间烦恼已被抛到九霄云之外， 精神， 清爽， 舒服，超幸福的! 嘿嘿!
最幸福的时候是当自己为自己设定了目标后，拼了命， 抵达终点， 完成心愿的满足感。
最幸福的时候是每当遇到不如意的事时有死党在身旁陪着。。听你诉苦或默默地陪着你。。
最幸福的时候是能和自己珍惜的朋友/家人在一起。。
这样简简单单地正是一种幸福啊。 =)
Ahzhen
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Sunday, February 17, 2008
好开心啊! 终于能打华文字母了。。因为前阵子电脑被病毒"袭击"所以好不容易才等到老哥回家帮它"医好病"。 =)
上个星期天， 邀请了轻艇水球的队友到我家来为我庆生。开心的是有好多位队友都来到我家。。失望的是因为有几位最要好的队友无法与我分享快乐的节日。但是，还是要感谢大家来为我庆生。。还有许多朋友送我的礼物。。我一定会好好的珍惜它们的。谢谢你们!
转眼间， 很快的。。爸妈也从国外旅游回来了。。看到他们平安快乐地回来。。我也就不计较他们与我那么多天失去联系。。只是唠叨几句就算了。 [终于明寮独自一个人那么多天果然不好过。。也超不习惯冷冰冰没人的家。。一家人在一起才是最幸福的!]
好啦。。明天还得很早起身。。就blog到这里吧。亲爱的朋友们。。晚安喽~
Ahzhen
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Sunday, February 10, 2008
Excited!!! My Big Day coming le..this yr decided to hold a mini-steamboat celebration at my hse one day b4 the actual day..as my hse is not tt big, only invited cp team mates over. Though only senior batch, it already consists of an estimation of abt 20pax. bt a bit sad tt my dear dear cannot make it..cos she already accepted her friend's invitation elsewhere le..which means i can only date her nx wk..
Anyway..17 more hrs..big celebration le..kekez.. =P Other close friends will meet them up for some k-sessions. Ahwei..u're on my top piority list ok? (^._.^) I'll nv forget u de. Cheers!
Already have a list of wishes to make..waiting for my bday cake to arrive in the afternoon. Wonders how it looks like..kekez..full of yummy looking strawberries???!! kekez..thx to my Mr Lee. *Grinz*
A few of my friends wanted to bring along wine over..hahaz..hope they wun force me to drink..still rmb last mth when i was abroad, someone invited me out..den i drank a bit..in e end body a little itch & arms have a few patches of rashes..den face super red lor..bt is minor case..cos a few hrs later..not tt jialat le..lol.. =P
hahaz..gotta end blog here le..have to do a checklist of wad else more to buy tml..have a few helpers..heh heh.. thx monkeys~! Neighbouring Country princess monkey appreciates ya help very much. =p
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AhZhen
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
hahaz..last day to brag more b4 chinese new year..kekez..n 5 more days to 21!!! kekez..
Aiyo..today my "ah tao" told me she wanna give me 'SPA' le..zZZ..such a "nice gift" to hear from b4 CNY & bday gift eh..well..she said since its CNY, shall not 'SPA' me..so i guess nx tues will have to get ready for 'SPA' sessions le..expected it though.. =( sianz..
I find tt as compared to the previous environment, the feeling is totally different. I'm guided with procedures & how to get things done properly..though a bit like "spoon-fed"..mayb cos i'm simply too new..bt i've learnt quite a lot from them..& can get things done properly..though at times I may get scolded, bt they will always scold with the heart of wanting me to learn instead of scolding me for the sake of scolding..& i do really appreciate their efforts. (^._.^) dats y..i'm filled with gratitude towards them. Though a short period of 3 months before everything starts to change, I can feel/sense the "presence" of ppl's heart who goes in line with the company's goal.
After things changed, no more precious scoldings..only the consequences of learning the hard way..every single mistake i make, i have to bear the consequences..getting little sick of it though..if not for the crop up cases, i wouldn't have learnt or even to realise tt i should be aware of some things..so lately been feeling down quite easily..bt still learning new things..so it kind of "balances" my life bt drains me..depleting me slowly..hahaz..Challenging? Aint it..
Perhaps I should blame myself for the absense of sensitivity tt my current position requires..I'm not alert enough..too little experience..Its just so different from the F&B industry..hahaz..still remember my captain praise me for having the potential in the F&B industry..mayb cos I've been working part time in the F&B industry for abt 6 years..hahaz..still remember the reason why he praised me..cos i was being assigned to serve some VIPs function..den from my point of view, the concept of the assigned place is very cosy yet class..whole dining area is enclosed with glass windows & surroundings are sea, boats, & we can even view the city area from there. Floors are white. Obviously, we had to be very particular with cleaniness cos even a little speck of stain, it is freaking obvious..den i was there looking through wad we lack of..utensils, beverages, oval tray stands etc..den i was like very particular abt the overall feel & original concept..even more than my captain..kekez..dats where i get my compliments from. =) hahaz..or mayb cos guys are less particular? hahaz~~ more "chin cai"..kekez.. =P
Can't slp early tonight..gotta "shou ye" for the sake of longevity for parents..hahaz..erm..duno since when..my family got this concept..so yeah..gotta follow eh..hahaz..gotta end here le..acc my cousins..Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!
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Ahzhen
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