Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Many a times..I almost gave up on myself in some areas..Too soft-hearted can really be a prob too..a few times..when i admit tt i realli do appreciate ppl's extra effort or ppl hu go the extra mile as a service provider, e response i get from related personnel is tt they take it for granted..kaoz..for tt specific incident..i cannot accept.. *Firm*
hmmz..lately been spending a lot leh..e.g. foot bills; parents going abroad..den as usual gotta sponser their expenses etc..lolx..recently got myself a necklace as a bday gift[as usual..every year i'll get something special for myself..kekez..]..find it very meaningful..its in the shape of a mask..to me..its very unique..when i set my eyes upon it..i feel tt it gives me a mysterious feeling..moreover, lately seen a little bit of the insights of humanity..find tt most of the time, in working industry, ppl are wearing masks..kekez..shall not elaborate more le..just can say tt..i simply love the necklace..so meaningful lor..hahaz..
well..i'm not those kind of spendthrift..bt i spend when i feel tt they are worth my spendings..just like some ppl hu helped me b4..n i feel grateful..den when they come over from afar, i'll buy little tings for them..its like treating them as if they are my own kin..[bu shi zhi you xue yuan guan xi de ren cai jiao qin ren]..bt of cos to a certain extend la..muahahaz.. =P
Well..to think of it, i'm grateful to be employed directly after grad & have met so many ppl..and most of them treat me very nice..of cos there are mean ones tt i'll nv forget..bt still..i understand y they are so mean la..anyways..really *xing fu* to have known so many ppl whom i treat them as sis & bros.. (^._.^) The feeling of work is really different from say..8mths ago? hahaz..tt time was like working..as long as u know ya stuff can le..den do ya work properly & THE END FULL STOP. bt now..e force to keep me working is tt..i wish to promote the tourism sites..to let ppl @@ the best of a specific destination..can't bear to c my agents headache..wished tt everyone's happy..can't bear to c my closest partner kena scold..dats y will try to help do her things..[of cos when i needed help..she'll help me 2 =) ]which some ppl may find it foolish..bt well..learnt a lot out of it wad..& well..mayb if one day when i feel tired le..den i'll just stop/let myself disappear ba..hahaz..kiddin.. =P
bt sometimes i really find myself foolish lor..its realli like huang di bu ji tai jian ji..haha..ppl's own booking..they dun even care..den i'm like worried for them..check here remind there whenever possible..bt *sigh..* sometimes..oso jiu bu dao..hai..
Anyways..yao zhuo jiu yao zhou dao zui hao de..watashi gambarimasu! Cheers!
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Ahzhen
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Current time is abt 12.05AM..Read some of my friends de blog..I wonder if its the classical music tt i'm listening to now..or perhaps its the night tt makes me sentimental..
Just found out that many of my friends are going through a lot of life experiences..those tt u're unable to learn in sch..some are touching..bt for some incidents..felt pity for them or even their friends..haix..Life are always full of choices; obstacles; temptations etc. Its a matter of fact how you face each incident. Some ppl may choose to make decisions; solve problems..some may even leave unsettled things aside..n just wait for miracles to happen. Well..diff ppl have diff styles..
I'm considering whether or not to join the upcoming Marathon on 31st May. I've nv joined marathons b4..so if i were to join, i'ld have to start to go for regular jog(needs abt 3 mths' preparation..dun play play eh..) All i know abt the Marathon is tt it starts at night time; falls on a sat night; distance is 42Km..& it costs S$50/- to participate[have to register by the end of this mth]..lolx..seems cool to participate in the run..kekez..bt this morning when i told dad abt it excitedly, he immediately opposed..for quite a few good reasons..bt still..i guess the final decision is still up to me..*still deciding..to go or not to go*
Lately there are loads of tings tt needs to be settled..loads of admin staff..both personal & work..gotta jiayou le. (^._.^)
21st Bday's coming~~ in abt 2 weeks' time..hahaz..at 1st wanted to go on a holiday with mum n dad for like 8 days..in e end din submit leave form..cos i still rmb the yue ding for my team tt we're to meet for each n every one of our 21st bday this year..though quite a few of us are still very passionate abt the sports..perhaps the time is not right? or we lag of someone/something to motivate all of us to fight together again as a team? hahaz..waiting for shanny's batch to grad den we form ba?!?!? lol..
Upcoming sunday would be monthly internal friendly matches again. kekez..hope all my team mates can turn up..i really miss u guys..Year 2 is still our best times..really missed those days where we rushed for trg.. (TnT) still cannot imagine how we survive man..with those intensive trg..5 days a week of exercising..reservoir running/canoeing; gym trg; land trg; pool trg; do pull ups etc. hard to imagine..after grad..working life..reduced to once or twice a week of exercising or even none!!!..hahaz..[wang shi zhi neng hui wei]
Its been quite some time since i've last played my keyboard(hoping to "upgrade" it) & my pipa(gotta buy xuan le..all e strings cfm very fragile de..scary de leh..imagine if u're playing and the string breaks & hits ya face..tt's it..end of story lor..)..left brain's dying? hahaz..Shall plan a day or 2 just for myself..
haix..mommy's not feeling well lately..i've been feeling quite down lately too..no mood to plan my bday function..shall let him handle ba..
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A Song for young:
歌曲：
打起精神来
歌手：
王心凌专辑：
cyndi with u亲爱的
你从不掉眼泪是谁让你如此伤心坚强的你应该要看清
恋情结束就该放弃
你只需要再次重新出发
找到明天是很简单的事只要你能拥有再追求幸福的心情亲爱的你
快换上新衣适合现在消瘦的你你会发现走在大街上好多人都在回头看你爱上他只是一个小 miss day
没有他你会有更多机会
值得你去爱的人在未来等着你请赶快觉醒亲爱的你
过往的经历迟早会化作片片回忆打起精神来让我看见
你全新会微笑的脸
~End~
I believe time will heal all wounds. Cheer up my friend! You look better with ya smilez. (^._.^)
Ahzhen
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
Zhenzhen sick le..down with fever..luckily mum gave me medication b4 i went to bed..if not sure mc today de..hmmz..whole body aching like hell..nevertheless, still went work today..since its half day. Wanted to meet friends after work de..bt body cannot take it..all usual symptoms of fever approaches me with an evil smile..this time with additional fingers all numb..hahaz..almost blackout on mrt..haix..so went back hm directly after tt..sianz..always fall sick on either PH or weekends de..booz..
wOah..din realise..my jobscope actually covers so much things..hahas..4ever cannot finish de..help in doing air seats submission(dates i have to pick den let someone check thru); normal bookings rsvn; call airlines dapo grp seats after my pd email them; handle all those tl's payments; check agents billings; p&ls; status soon le lor..etc..loads more..luckily bookings are lesser now..leaving more time for me to explore & work on more new stuffs..kekez..
well..sometimes i feel tt the phrase "i do not know" is not an excuse to use at my workplace..duno den have to go n find out ba..this will cause less frustrations to all parties..well..i'm beginning to learn more..dats e good thing..handle more things..learn more..n get less bored..hahaz..& haix..depends on how individuals view their work ba..
haix..sometimes when things crops up, though its not my full responsibility, bt i really do feel bad..& actually it hurts me to c things happening tt way..nx time..i'll make sure i'll help them to check thru..haix..
Tml's sunday..though is only abt 8pm..i'm going to bed..hopefully..will feel better tml..den i can go pool. exercise at least once a week is much more healthier den none ba~ intending to standardize wed gym/jog & sunday swimming~ hahaz..
Ahzhen
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Year 2007 has ended & Welcome Year 2008!
Hope tt everybody's life will be smooth in 2008! May god bless. (^._.^)
Went back to tp for training today. Realised all my batch de team mates have stopped playing polo le..well..no point going back anymore..except for swimming? lolx..mayb leisure polo if there are extra boats? kekez..
hahaz..wads hot is tt they're gonna start a team for beach volleyball? hahaz..count me in man! lolx..Lets apply for the Sentosa Pass ok? Cheers! ^^
This few days have been meeting my agents..hmmz..had some official talks regarding business and of cos..met up for leisure dinner too..when we came to the topic abt their life..gosh..their enjoyment is actually having meals together with colleagues/friends. Shocking! no movies? no activities? no sports?? no night entertainments(i tot they would moon-tan..bt..no..)? no exercising programmes?? erm..no family/friends outings?? seems like..only work & having meals together. Well..perhaps different culture ba.. bt..if wad they say are real..Super Shocking. =x
Looking forward to nx sat for some blading session or beach volleyball after work. kekez..Miss ya guys(allie, mich, lindy, haz, anqi, min, shan, ria, glor, eu, wen, lame, jas, bebe!! & of cos ahwei, cpl, jf & pn!) SOOoooooOOOOOoooo MUCH!!!!!
Allie: Best for luck for application for SIM & Jiayou in work k?! Looking forward to catch up with ya! Btw..bo jio for application..I wanna go too~ Comtemplating between TMIS & SIM..Most prob SIM ba. (^._.^) Gao bu hao will sit nx to u again for lectures..hahaz.. =P
Mich: Jiayou for exams!! Hope we can plan for a team outing to Taipei in July!! Start phsyco-ing them to save now!!! hahaz..
Lindy: Bz with work? no more polo? Guess we have all moved on to our nx phase in life. Join us for beach v.ball? kekez..
Haz: bz tackling btween sch, work + bf? kekez..jiayou too eh..last seen u in dec 07 for ya bday party ehz..kekez..anybody planning for a team dinner somewhere soon?? kekez..
Anqi: Future IR strict director?! kekez.. Jiayou!! Jing shen shang zi chi ni!
Min: Din c u on Sunday at tp pool le..miss u!!
Shan: Neighbouring Country Princess Monkey misses u! lolx..
Ria: Give u some moral support for ya studies abroad! Gambette!
Glor: Take care of health k? =)
Eu: Remember our 21st bday celebration de yue ding? Well..I'm e 1st to go~~ Shall submit leave form tml..hahaz..Wad should i plan? kekez..
Wen: SQ Kong jie~ miss ya keeping..everytime i tink of u..i miss our team v.much..with u keeping & e rest of us defending~~ Those were such fine days.. *chao huai nian*
Lame: Nx time when i c u..hope u're slimmer le ar..kekez..kiddin.. =P
Jas: Pretty Jas~ Yao xing fu wor~ Long time nv chat with ya le..Still rmb ya dream is to be one nutritionist. Jiayou wor!
Bebe: Super thx for ya xmas gift. Love it.
Ahwei: Come back to Singapore le ma..lets go K okie? call me~ =P
Cpl: Sensei~ Gambette ne!
Jf & Pn: Miss Pipa days~ lolx..
Ahzhen
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