Monday, February 28, 2005
Its monday again~ thErE's no trg todAy..bt its a chancE for mE to stUdy 4 CommSk2 tEst for tml..n also a chance to try n complete my Law prOj..i've 2 more articles to find..hOpE i can find someting on family laW..tml wun havE pOol trg!! *sObz*~ i wanna train on shOotings..n many mOrE..bt cAn't.. TnT sAd tt after i recover frm sick..trg always got "prOb" lidat..andrEw's words r still in my hEad...make me sO guilty..=>learn so long le still can't apply wad we've learnt properly..dats y paddle a bit den very fast tirEd le..<=someting lidat..can't rmb exactly wad r e wOrds..bt it has got to do wif e paddling skills.. =xtml's tEst i got no bao wO..jus pray tt can pass can le..i'll stUdy for it..dO e best baz..if realli cannot..den cannot blamE le.. hmmz..tml would b a long day for me..after sch ard 3pm..will go to lab n do my law prOj..den mayb meEt lame at engineering sch for some snacks~~shUi jiaO~!! YUm! yUm! den if have timE den do a bit of warm up & ball paSsing..den have games at e competition pOol bAz..gtg n find articles for my prOj n stUdy le..zZZ!=>",<=
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Sunday, February 27, 2005
Ran on friday after creative writing lesson..i finished my 1st draft and was quite happy about it. Just nit to ask around 2 ppl to help me edit den i can start on my storybk le..den finally can finish this proj..Its been a long time since i've last ran le..abt 3 weeks? hmmz..tink so..and this time i ran wif a bit of cough n flu has just subside. Its quite uncomfortable to run wif flam..can't breathe properly..nv even ran 1/2 round lidat den cannot take it le..lolx..weak sia.. bOoz..Its e 1st time i ran using my mouth to breathe. As i started to run, my ankle hurts a lot..they seem to be like on fire. Maybe i nv do warm up enuff?or too long nv run le??bt after running one round..ok le lehz..dun hurt le..i've only stretched my calves and hamstrings and arm[for swingingmahz..lolx..]..When i've ran only half a round, i'm alreadi panting like mad. I thought of gaving up..bt all my team mates have already finished running theirs..so i just continued to run. in e end e timing was 20:13..hmmz..nx time when i'm better le..i'll aim for less den 20min..Sat, i went for the city tour..it rained in the morning bt when we reached there, e weather was just nice to tour around. We have stops at singapore river, chinatown, and the chinese temple..n pass by little india and orchard road.
When the city tour bus reached sch, i ran to e pool was around 20min late for trg. Had to do sprintings n turnings ALONE..n skipped ball passings..My turnings is so lousy..can't do nice stern dips..den sprinting i cannot sprint fast oso..bOoz..will buck up after exams..of cos nx trg will do my best la..bt now..i'm focusing on studies & projz 1st ba..
wad i wanna improve on is: long passes,stern dips, sprintings,keeping n shootings.
wad i realli wanna acheive is to be able to handle e ball..i wan to control e ball instead of e ball controlling me[pass ball bu zhun den chase after ball]~~i still rmb after tt one tuesday of good shooting of ballz..i duno y i cannot do it again..i'll challenge tt "mE" again! my aim would b winning myself! hahaz~
my mistakes during game whether its due to personal skills or not: - nv shoot properly for one gd chance..sad ehz =(- nv support joan when she's holding ballz..instead squeeze into the opponent's zone wif my 2 team mates for nth..hahaz..jus realise wad stupid mistake i can make..bt also i tink e nearest team mate to joan can support her if possible..- tink i should spread out more when attacking- try to stay at e back if possible ba..cos everybody seems like in a driving mood when attacking..hahaz..my "flower" showed me a video on e match btween NUS n Nat.team..nat team always have 2 persons staying behind..whenever one of e 2 bhind drive in, another person will come out immediately de!! they're so aware of their surroundings..n it makes me feel tt their mo qi..2 thumbs up! if only..we can have a little bit of tt 2~how great will tt be.. =P anyway..hahaz..found tt joan can b a keeper if she trained up..hahaz..tink i'm nth in compared to her le..hahaz..hmmz..cannot bian di myself until lidat..wait demoralise ownself..wahahaz.. hmmz..bt at least i'm still someting la hOrz..hahaz..bt to say e truth..i duno wad position m i playin..jus all..n being flexible..~ mayb dats wad we should all do~ n tt wad andrew say is still on my mind..dat so long le we still use incorrect way[Our WAy] to turn dats y so easily tired..and dun always rely on e same ppl to sprint for ballz..lolx..gota do prOjz le..=>",<=
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Wednesday, February 23, 2005
wAh sEi..gOt a running nose since 3 days ago..den today start coughing le..thrOat yang yang de..bt no flam yEt..haix..'m siCk for the 2nd time in one mth's time le..wEak sia..tot sports will make me healthier..hahaz.. i became more sick.. =X kiddin lahz..actually cos i weak mahz..nv rest enuff will easily fall sick de..bt its not tt i dun wanna rest..cos i gOt prOjs..a lot to rush at this pt of time!! espEcially individual prOjs..n still got hmwk 2~ lolx..bEen tryin hard to takE carE of myself..i can de..aftEr exAms? =P =Xtml there's presentation again..at 9am!! gota reach sch at 8am to go thru e ppt..zZZ..gtg wake up at 6am..later still got econs newspaper analysis to do b4 i slp..n now i'm having TTO discussion online..zZZ..tml if running nose okok le..den gotA run 8 rounds at e track at sports stadium..OTOT..b4 gym trg starts..yAwnz..gotA continue discussion le..~~=>".<=
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Thursday, February 17, 2005
Thx for all the bday wishes!! Like e gift tt my team mates gave me! ermz..heez..bt i still feel paiseh to carry e flower ard.. =X
heez..cos vEry shy..bt i like it cos its from u gErs..heez..now its on my bed le..brightens my morning everyday! ^v^Heez..realli thx a lot for my SDLG to go thru so much trouble planning for my bday bt i ruined ur plans..cos went to KL..n paiseh ehz..killed so much of ur brain cells..lolx..LovE e gifts tt u gave me..if u're readin this..ehz..i noe u realli wanna chong wo..hahaz..bt nx time dun spend so much k..dun realli want u to spend so much.. =X also, although u dun like me to say thx..cos very jian wai..bt still wanna say a big 10Q to u.. =P heez..caiyun:sadly, i din go for e TTO test..cos of MC..actually i tot of goin for the test..bt e doc persuaded me not to go sch..so din go in e end..haix..guess e % would b carried forward to exam baz..stress..Lately been doin e prOjs stuff..bt its quite a rush..feel tired le..missed one bus stats lec due to mc..n find tt i dun understand e topic..yearning for the tut klass so that when tut go thru e topic briefly, i can understand it.. Spent my bday at KL..parents can't realli rmb again..aunt knew cos thru a conversation on e way there..she said she'll buy me a cake..lolx..bt 4gt in e end..hahaz..find it strange..cos everytime during my bday..sure cannot do wad i hope to do de..still feel like a kiddy under parents' wings..still hope tt parents rmb my bday nx yr n hope to celebrate my day's evening wif a fruit cake n my whole family..heez..n maybe spend e day frm morning till evening wif my loved one.. =P ain't askin too much actually hOrz..kekez..hmmz..missed trg for quite a while..zZZ..brain dun function well..when i got into e boat..i paddle a bit slanting sia..lost control le..feel so sian..very demoralising..and oso..after so long nv train..feel even sian when there's a timing to be taken for e sprinting and turnings..feel quite lousy n find my paddaling so damn slow..too..sian diao a lot a lot..when i paddle..my muscle ache and nv realli turn body..den SDLG keep tellin me "tired rite? cos u r using ur arm's strength n u nv turn ur body when u paddle..muz turn body ar.."..bt from neck till back quite pain lehz..cos e previous day i went for gym trg..although its optional..i tot of goin gym trg cos dun feel like not goin anymore..so sian...zzzZZZZZZZZZZZ..........din realise IVP's comin soon lor..until EU showed me a worried face..there's not much trg sessions cos have to minus exams n stuffs..n lately trg r becomin optional cos of factors like prOjs..can we realli make it in IVP? i realli duno..Saw a volleyball match wif one of my team mates b4 gym trg on mOn..there r 2 teams..1st team- very gd team work- communicate well- very high morale [everytime they scored they cheered each other on..and if they lost a ball which is rare when i c tt game, they tried to push up their team's morale]they seem so proz sia..although they made a bit of mistakes..lolx..2nd team- morale realli low after laggin by a few ballz..- poor team work..[very obvious]- dun tink communication well baz..cos unlike their opponents, they nv realli call out name hu take when a ball fly to their side den nobody take!! den lose lor..n wads sadder is..we felt tt we're a bit similar to e 2nd team..sad ar..aimin to apply wad e 1st volleyball team've done in e match and apply to CP n i dream to b more perfect den the 1st team..if we can do tt..we can conquer le ba..lolx..izit fat hope? is e dream too far? not an easy task to get everyone tokin ba..including me..?hmmz..*tinking*..there are some tings tt i c n know abt..tt no others saw or know abt..it makes me realli sad for huever..n i believe there's tings which r nt resolved somewhere..somehow..n nobody wans to voice out..hmmz..dun tink anybody wanna voice out..n let e prob remain until one day..all buay ta han baz den give up? hmmz..realli duno wads e outcome..can't imagine it..mayb those kind of tings are normal to happen during competitions? or mayb if someone feels tired n blabber tings at other times?? hmmz..i realli duno e ans to it..sad ehz?..?......wadever it is..i feel that if only we had beter mental strength, we can win more games..feel tt fear can wipe us out easily n make our performance below our usual performance standard..n sadly..i feel the fear when ppl r emphasising on e fear tingy..ben lai bu pa..bt keep on stressing on tt will make fear presence in me..me lousy 2 horz..=X tink have to depend on ownself to train up on this type of tings ba..haix..wadever it is..we shall c la..just hope trg will b a bit bit more serious..result gd gd..everybody happy happy can le baz..3.05am le..gtg n zZZ..tired..open hse today!~~ games at bedok reservoir..feeling scared tt there might b fishes or accidentally hit e tortise wif shotovers? OUch n YUcks~~ n quite worried abt allergy stuffs cos my skin quite allergic to dirt..[i realli dun feel like seeing doc le..e med i took recently when i was sick realli makes me so upset n makes me moody,bad tempered n nag at ppl..tokin nonsense..hahaz..tot of tt..pity e person whom i blabber nonsense when i'm sick..=P]aiyOz..can't imagine wads goin to happen later..~~=>".<=
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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
During trg yesterday, it was very windy when i sat on the pool side waiting for next match..den i caught a cold for a while..den ard 11++12am kana high fever le.. =(
went to c doc at 8.30am..high fever resided after 1st intake of med...tot oni nit to take antibiotic..*oOpz..made a mistake*den temperature went up again in late afternoon..zZZ..feel so lethargic. tml got test..TTO..20mCq..duno can go or not.. =(
zZZ..e yr 1 guys played very rough yesterday during the game..tink they wana win e gers a lot..i kana a "paddle to neck" and a paddle to hand bt ref nv c..den play on lahz..e stroke for tt paddle to neck wasn't realli pain..bt e paddle to hand gave a short hill to my hand. pain until cAn't even clutch my fist for at least 1/2 a day after tt..thx for whoever. heez..heng now no hill..bt nybOdy touches it, i'll bite them if i still have energy left.. =(
oh yeah..cos in e morning till afternoon..i feel too weak to do anyting..den i just lie on my bed after taking my med..den i started to reflect on e game i've played yesterday. wAh sei..we could have won e guys lor..IF only..our shootings were a bit more accurate lor..jus the diameter of the ball size will do. N 2 tings tt keep floatin on my mind is that i din react to xianwen n hazel when they called me to pass them e ball..oso when defense..i over comit..cos i tot e guys were quite strong..den i should pushed them more..guess i dun commit these mistakes again..oh..n my attacking was a bit strange lahz..zZZ..will tink more when i got the energy..tirEd..
bOoz..creative writing pairwk prOj gota hand in on fri. gota slp until 12.30am den climb up eat med n go n do le..zZZ..
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