oh dear, blogger deleted 3/4 of my entry ytd :(

SMU accountancy interview was really funny! i laughed too much that i couldnt ans their qns properly. its really cool esp with one prof and a student! and the student is really goodlooking :D he's really very charisma :D siewhweeeeeee, you lucky girl you have such a goodlooking senior :D

CONGRATS SHH for your SMU accountancy! so proud of you! :D
anw the SMU prof was really funny! :D he asked me to make a choice b/w dentistry and accountancy. i thought it was the best to tell the truth and so i said dentistry cos it has been my dream since i was young :) but some said i did sth stupid which would kill my chance. oh wells. i dint regret that. its good to be truthful about it :D
he looked at my results, and said "your results are....... very good! but except for ONE" knew it knew it! gosh stupid GP :(
but anw the student is really cute! he asked me a few qns where my replies were quite shallow.
i was really high after the interview cos it was so funny and it ended with some chit chat session where the prof asked me what else would i wanna know about SMU like how many cute guys are there.

got my NTU accountancy letter. which was really kinda unexpected.


rahhhhhh!! i am feeling really frustrated with work!
sales target sales target sales target!!! yes yes yes yes yes! I AM DOING MY BEST TO GET ALL THOSE SALES! what more do you want, tell me!

candice called to tell me that she's feeling very depressed at work. and so am i. she told me that she missed me alot and i really missed her alot too.
today as jerry drove past cedar, along the pp way which we used to walk home after school, it brought back so much memories that i almost teared.

sleep-over at candice's house :D yes! at least there is something to look forward to :D
and something to make me happy.

i am so frustrated and tired from all the things which happened at work. i need my sleep really desperately.

on a random note, its been a week since my dentistry interview. pls tell me it'll be fine.







:D :D :D
julie, candice, chenfeng at econs tuition last year! i miss them :(

*jumps around*

ETHAN RUAN! my beloved XIAO TIAN! he makes me really HAPPY all the time!!
even though i read alot of negative comments about him, that he is not a nice person in real life, but i am still madly in love with him! :)

xiao tian!

























awww.. dun u feel like melting cos he's too hot :)
and yes, PLS he DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT GUY FROM WANG ZI BIAN QING WAI- MING DAO!
ethan is cuter :D
i shall tell julie about this show! and we can go crazy about it again!! so exciting!
finally i have sth that keeps me happy after work once again!

GOOD LUCK VER FOR YOUR INTERVIEW! jia you :D

it has been a happy week! :) the manual dexterity test went well, much better than i had expected. to my utter surprise, there are two wires to bend instead of one! overall, im really happy with my work except for the craving of the plastic as my corners werent sharp enough :(

interview went well too! :D i wasnt nervous, i dint panicked! :D i had much fun during the interview, it was like ten times better than the NTU one :D the interviewers were laughing at some of the stuff which i've said :(

i guess that's really the best i could do for the 30% to make up for my GP grades which results in my non-perfect score in the 70% which consists of As results :(
42 out of 300. let's hope for the best alright? verr really really wants to be a dentist :D
pink's and my secret weapon works! :D its really a tough fight :(:( and the greatest competitor is myself. i kept telling myself that i cant afford to screw up this interview, it concerns my future, all the effort that i have put in for these years just to get this interview to prove to them that i am really passionate about dentistry.
you just got to believe in yourself, GO VER YOU CAN DO IT :) and i am really glad that i dint screw up this only chance that i have :)

alrights, im giving up on facebook games :(
i cant beat anyone's high score! :( :( i was first for both games hexic and bejeweled.
stupid kangwei and his underhand methods to beat my score. i bet he hired someone to beat my score. :D
i was first for hexic too! :( thomas beat my score, and I SAW RAYMOND'S SCORE! i was shocked! cos his score is crazy. and i told him that i will beat his score but i think that's impossible cos he said he cant even beat his own score.
alrights, i give up! shant waste my time playing useless games! wheeeee.. that two OLD MEN are too childish, they should do something more matured :D

watched taken at the cathay with xiao FY ( HAHAHAS XIAO FI), HAHA-hanisah, idiotic BFF-tiko kangwei, zach, carian, edmond, anita. jeremy followed us there to eat but we ps him cos the movie started and poor jeremy had to eat alone. i love the movie :D i am so mesmerized by the guy! gosh, he is so smart and cool!

cousin's and grandma's birthday today :D went to some seafood restaurant to celebrate and it cost a thousand plus for the whole dinner which was paid by my uncle. *jaw dropped*
anw the food was really good. esp the LOBSTER! :) it was raw and the lobster was still moving!! i felt really sad for it so i pat it to console it. poor thing.
still, i prefer my sushi place! cos the salmon's great :D or my free-flow ice cream/drinks place! HAHAHAS.

2 more months to go in CIS. im hanging on there cos i have the crazy friends with me. the unreasonable target of 20 NEW sales a month is really driving us mad. no matter what, we WILL NOT resort to underhand methods to get these sales.
poor gary is really going crazy!! xiao fy should really stop bullying him. tsk tsk. and even raymond has decided to disturb gary about it. hahahs! gary has NO ONE BY HIS SIDE!! WHAHAHAHA!!! :D and he doesnt want xiao FY and i to join his roadshow team after we leave CIS when our contract ends cos we'll be driving him crazy :D hahas
and by then, fengyi will be able to see her many love loveS at the roadshow.

alot of things happened in the office which i dun wish to mention a word here. its just between xiao Fy and me :D sometimes we SHOULD NOT bring in personal matters into work. i believe that a good leader earn their respect from the things they do and not the position which they are in. if you know what i am talking about, or else dont bother guessing :D seriously i respect her cos i feel that she is competent and capable to be where she is.
all we have to do now is just to chiong sales, sales sales and more sales.

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! MY LOVE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE :D
got to watch star awards on sunday!
ETHAN RUAN!!! <3

alrights, my mind is not functioning properly now due to the lack of sleep and mental exhaustion.
the good news is that i have to work both weekends :( which i have no idea how am i going to rest at this rate. I AM SO TIRED :( I NEED A BREAKK!! i should eat a kit-kat.

OH DEAR! i left my babies on gary's table and forgot to bring them home :(
poor WW, PP and WP :(:(
i should have put them with FY's J........... and her cute cute.


this shows that.... its time to sleeeeeeeepp :D

i can feel my heart beating faster and faster and faster as the day draws nearer. come to think of it, my dexterity test is just TOMORROW!!

fear not verena! it will be fine :D
i hope i wont get too nervous tmr, else my hands will start to tremble and i wont be able to do a proper job then.

practised a little for my test. the first two parts are fine, im getting quite good with it. as for the third part, im kinda worried cos im not sure what will be the shape but i can do it much better now :D just that im a little worried that i wont have the time to finish everything.

oh wells, i got to stay calm on the actual day cos its gonna be very tensed up in the room with many others. had a little talk with my mum, cos she knows that i really want to get into dentistry alot. but i told her that its a really tough competition, probably the scariest "fight" i have ever experienced in my 19 years. its not merely cos the intake is really small, especially when i have to take into consideration that some of the spaces are taken up by the guys who are two years older, those who got shortlisted are probably the top few in their JCs. so, its going to be a tough one.

whatever the outcome may be, i know that i've put in my very best to fight for something i want very very much. one thing for sure, i am confident that my passion and love for dentistry is not any lesser than any of them and in fact much more than some of them.

JIA YOU VERENA! :D

thank you mr tan for writting two appraisal letters for me, the scholarship one for dentistry and the one for dentistry. thanks for having faith in me that i'll be able to make it in the final lap during As esp for Chem.

thanks Dr Lee for allowing me to have an attachment in the clinic and gave me much exposure to the wonderful things that a dentistry do. from all the things which i have observed, i am really confirm that this is what i wanna do in the future, something which i will not get sick of just like my beloved chem :D

thanks Mr Ong for teaching me all the basic skills which i need for the test! :D and spending 7 HOURS guiding me along and ensuring that i do it the right way.

this entire week has been the most fulfilling thing which i did during this long holiday, it makes me happy cos i am doing something which i like to do and i enjoyed every little bit of it.

congrats candice for her double degree :D
congrats pink, julie, elaine, shihan for getting into NBS :D

18th april.
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY EYECANDY!! :D
you'll always be my one and only eyecandy :D

anw i've spend about $15 at the arcade with fengyi today! and i caught FOUR STITCHS :)
they're so cute!
i had always thought that going to arcade is a waste of money, but i was really determined to catch one of the stitchs! but somehow i got hooked onto the game, and ended up fishing out more notes from my wallet to feed the hungry machine :(

had a VERY HEAVY dinner at suntec which makes me feel like puking now. had two cups of coffee, a cup of fruit punch, a cup of 7-11. and dunno-how-many-rounds of ice-cream :( cos the chocolate ice cream was simply irresistible :( i guess i had at least 5 rounds.
oh crap, my stomach feels really horrible now :(

too much caffine, im having a sleeeeppplesss night now :(:(:(

awww, NTU interview was crap. i was rushing for it due to some students who gave me the WRONG direction and causing me to walk a big round before reaching. i wasnt nervous at all, but it seems like it cos i was panting. and i told them "im sorry, i actually rushed here, can i have some time to catch my breath first?"aww it was really embarrassing :(
let's not talk about it anymore :(:(

its okays, NUS interview WILL BE GOOD!! I'LL REALLY DO WELL IN MY DENTISTRY INTERVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!

cos i've got pink's and my secret, ultimate good luck weapon. whahahaha!

oh dear, i still cant get to bed cos my stomach feels terrible :( i've learnt my lesson, i wont be so greedy in future! :(

fengyi and i are going to scold gary on monday. we went to find him at suntec for his roadshow since we're having our dinner there. and we couldnt find him!! the best thing was alex has left :(
so the two of us look like idiots standing outside the room! :(oh wells, fengyi went crazy cos she saw her love love.

i missed roadshow so much! that room reminds me of the IT roadshow we went :(:( roadshows are really fun and exciting~~~~~~~~~ i wish i could go for the roadshow in june but looking at how things are in the office, i do not think i stand much of a chance to go :(

and gary doesnt want us to join his roadshow team in the future! grr... cos we're driving him crazy everyday. and he is so happy that i wont be sitting opposite him when we move to ubi in may. horrible and ungrateful gary! to think that im so nice to him, sharing my stationary with him, helping him to "decorate"his table with my husband's photos, putting ROTTEN apples on his table, giving him one whole stack of blank papers.

alrights, i think i'll go vomit now. :(:(:(:(:(:(

i need an outlet to vent all my frustrations and unhappiness.
to tell you that im fine is a blatant lie.

i need time to prepare for the test! tell me where can i find them. i need to make sure the things i do during the test itself is up to standard. do you know how crucial this period of time is to me cos it determine my future, my dream? i really need time, i really need a break to focus on what i am spose to be doing at the moment. and i cant even get my day off. this is seriously very frustrating! i know i have to be responsible to everything i do, but i need to prioritize my time! i'll make up for everything after my interviews and test are over!

Dr Ong told me its a really great thing to get shortlisted for the interview. that's actually what i felt - i am a few steps closer to my dream and that's what he told me too :) im doing all my best to get there, i'll do anything i can just to pass the test and interview, no matter how hard it is. i do not want to leave any regrets that i dint work hard enough for something that i want so much.
as for what i heard, 2000 ppl are shortlisted for the test and there are only 42 vacancies.

i wish chenfeng was here :( cos he's the greatest friend who would help me in this situation.

anw thanks fengyi, jerry and jeremy for being there at work. they're the greatest thing i've found these few months in starhub. thanks fengyi for listening to all my problems and troubles. thanks jerry and jeremy for all of your stupid nonsense which cheer me up whenever im down.

jerry and his stupid jennifer.
jeremy and his stupid expression and lamest crap! "shu shu tai ni hui jia!" omg.

today was a great day at my dental place. got my long-waited referral letter for Dr Lee. he asked me if i had received the letter from NUS. i told him i did, for interview and test and he congrats me for that :D
got to meet another dentist Dr Ong. he's really nice! he told me that i should be able to get into dentistry and i have the dentist look. do you know how happy i was. i had a really nice talk with him! :D

went up to meet mr ong to teach me all the stuff i need for my test. on the way up, i was still wearing this blue robe (hmm is that the right name?) and there's these two guys who commented, "woah dentist" i smiled and i was quite shy cos im just shortlisted for the interview at the moment.

learned ALOT of things from mr ong. and i got to say, im getting better at my skills which makes me a little more confident for my test. he told me i can always come back when i am in my year 2 doing practicals. i've spend my whole day doing the stuff that i need to master before my test. my hands were trembling very badly after that cos i exerted too much force doing them. i felt really weak and tired after one whole day of hard work. i had to pick up these skills fast cos i dun have the time! now i know why is the test 3 hours. while trying to do one of the section which so far im the best at :D, the radio at that place was playing this really familiar song and then i realised its SAM'S SONG! my source of encourgement! :D
do you know i love dentistry so much so much, even though its alot of hard work ahead which i've experienced the slightest one today. but i really like it alot. i enjoyed all the stuff which i did today!

had to rush all the way back to work to settle some stuff so i managed to reach at around 7.30PM. seriously i have no idea why i went back when on the way, i almost fainted cos i was too tired. had a really bad headache which makes me really giddy.

rushed home to practice all the stuff i need for the test. i got really pissed with myself cos im not doing it up to standard. i need to work harder, i need to chiong at the fullest now, even if i have to sacrifice my precious sleep.

i really really need alot of good luck and encouragement now. and not more stress.
COME ON VERENA TAN :)
BE CONFIDENT, YES I AM :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOH I AM GOING TO ACE THE TEST LIKE WHAT I DID FOR As!!

gosh, i have yet to prepare my for NTU interview.
and i got to rush back to cedar to get my cert, den back to tj to get my referral letter, den to NUS to submit them..

i need a rest... really sleepy from the lack of sleep.

managed to re-schedule my NTU interview. it going to be a real hectic month, esp these two weeks.



a week to practice for my test, which im not too sure what we're tested for that 3 hours. all i know is just merely two components. and i have to study for my interview, to familiarise myself with all the medical terms and all.



wednesday, another round of dental attachment. i need help with all my doubts and to get my referal letter from my dentist.



thursday rush back to cedar to get my cca records and then to TJ to get my referal letter from Mr Tan.



friday, im going for NTU accountancy interview then rushed to NTU to hand in my supporting documents, rush back to work.



i wish i could drive and have a car :( it makes it so easy to travel everywhere.



i woke up at 3.30 AM to study. somemore i feel that sleeping is too much of a luxury. and i cant really sleep properly cos my mind is all about interviews and interviews. haven had this feeling in ages.



i've tried bending the wires today and it was bad :( i felt so clumpsy! initially i thought it would be fine cos im kinda good with my crafts and hands work. but looking at how im doing it, i really have no idea how am i going to fare for the test and this scares me. its okays! i still have time to practise till i get it. JIA YOU! dun give up :D




travis claims that we're in ALEX FAN CLUB! HAHAS! fengyi is madly in love with alex. alex is so hilarious, esp with all the stupid stuff he says!
and we have a new team member to our team :D

i was kinda upset over certain issue today and mr white chicken thomas said so too :( this sucks seriously. i dunno why it matters so much to me and why i get so upset over it. i cant let my emotions get the better of me, i got to be logical. brain>heart.
bcos in two months time, we'll be on our separate paths and i guess i'll never see you again.
so yeahs, that's the way it should be :D

had a nice talk with jerry on sun. i was shocked at his words, to think that he's actually quite matured in his thinking :D woah, i never knew that side of jerry cos he's full of nonsense with his jennifer crap.
it was nice talking to him :D dun worry! your "dark" secret is safe with me :D

i wish i could continue my entry with more stuff which i intend to blog about.
but i feeling really feverish and giddy right now.
so back to sleep i guess :(

good friday! as the name indicates, its indeed a GOOD FRIDAY :D


1) getting paid as we slack :) today's pay is like almost $100! wheee... double pay double pay.
thanks to fengyi cos i waited for her, that's why we're late. rare occasion!

2) these few days have been really bad and miserable, as we await for the calls from the various university to seal our fate as to which faculty we are allocated to. with each passing day, my disappointment grew exponentially. i had my phone by my side all the time even if its at work. checking it every now and then to see if i've receive any miss calls/msges, my heart skipped a beat each time i received a call from an unknown and disappointed to find out that its actually another job offer which i've declined early on.

i pray and hope every single day, still having the hopes that yes, they will shortlist me for interview. hoping that my 5As will help me and to ensure them that i'll be the candidate which they are looking of. but thinking of my GP grade, its a huge disappointment. my heart hurts each time i think of it. if only i had did better, the scholarship application wouldnt be so difficult, higher hopes of getting shortlisted for dentistry. but what can i do, i cant change the fact that i dint get my straight As. all i could do is to wait patiently for their call.


just two days ago when elaine told me that NUS had sent out the mailer and called up the medicine students for the test. it sets me thinking that dentistry and medicine are somehow related, and that probably the calls have been made and im just not one of them. i started to feel that my hopes of getting in are truly dashed.


till today when fengyi told me that i could check the application status on NUS website, i ran all the way back from the toilet, logged in and afraid to know of the truth.

and it says

You have been shortlisted for the interview/test for the following course(s).

Dentistry Interview
Date/Time: Wed, 22 Apr 2009 12:20

Dentistry Test
Date/Time: Mon, 20 Apr 2009 08:30


OMG OMG OMG my jaw dropped for that instant. finally recovered and i started screaming in the office. den called chenfeng to tell him that I GOT SHORTLISTED!
and my colleagues thought i got in. oh wells, even though its just shortlisted but its not easy to get selected! cos its really tough competition which some says its worse than medicine!
its like they are ONLY 42 VACANCIES! :D


i'll work really hard for the test so that i wont leave any regrets and that i have tried my best.
and yes, i'll show them that i am capable of getting in :D


verena is one step closer to becoming a dentistry and fulfilling her dream since young :D


for the few times in life, I am very sure that this is what i want and that i'll do my utmost best to get it. no matter how diff it is, no matter how tough the journey is ahead of me, i know that i'll fight till the very end.

please wish me your best luck bcos i really need them :D


i wanted so much to share my happiness with someone. someone who can truly appreciate the love for dentistry :D but stupid chenfeng is such a boring person - econs, banking, business, MONEY. zzzzzzz mr wilson is not online. suddenly gabriel came online! i was damn happy cos he's the only friend that i have who likes dentistry too! but its kinda sad cos he chose medicine instead of dentistry


Gabes. says:cos tt verena
Gabes. says:girl
Gabes. says:sure get in
Gabes. says:i scared of the competition haha
Gabes. says:eh but dent is 10 times more competitive than medicine


that was really comforting :D cos ppl at work loves to say mean stuff hor KANGWEI?
i shant talk to him lest he makes me sad again with all the mean stuff.
i hope that this is not a false alarm.



chenfeng called during work today. which entertained me cos i was damn bored at work esp when its a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!i bet he has nth better to do too just like me that he asked me to ran away for work to go out with him den come back later. -.-

as i've said, the entire cis is going crazy and he is driving me nuts too. esp with all the stupid crap he said! i felt like hanging up on him


OMG SAVE ME! :(:( jeremy and chenfeng SHOULD marry each other, they are forever in the denial that the whole world love them! jeremy says, if he dies, the whole of cedar girls will be sad. and chenfeng says, my starhub eyecandy got into a car accident cos he got distracted that why isnt he as good looking as chenfeng.


the best thing to do, DAO.





for the past few times, we took turns to ps each other. last sat, ps chenfeng for dinner, den he ps me on sun. and today i ps him for ice cream at ISLAND CREAMERY for fengyi! (sounds les). pls be honoured fengyi! hahas i abandoned my ONLY FRIEND. and i haven seen chenfeng for almost THREE MONTHS ALR. HAHAHAS! i think he misses me.. awwww... its okays. always neglect his only friend for someone and come to me when he's sad/needs consultation/lost/helpless/etc.......


i shall charge him for consultation fees :D since he's saying that i owed him FIVE THOUSANDS cos he taught me alot during As period which is true cos he helped me so much. and he says that i got my four As cos of him, that's why my GP's a D cos he dint help me in that. BUT HELLO!!! I PUT IN ALOT OF EFFORT ALRIGHTS :D





unknowingly, my BOYS BEFORE FLOWERS ENDED when i was waiting happily for the next ep to be uploaded thinking why they took such a long time to do so.

NO MORE GOO JOON PYO!! :(:(:(:(


sam told me that he dint go back last week. hmmm.. looks like he's really busy with his upcoming mini concert and his band lessons, his music, his band....... hope that he doesnt tire himself out that much and that his concert will be a success! :D and i dun think i'll get to see him ever again. probably, i'll bumped into him someday on the streets or on the bus again, and hopefully by then i hope that he still rmbs me, that rude girl as he claims. grrr...i am rude just that i said he's OLD! i do miss the days where we get to see him everyday at xiao bai's place! where he serves us our food (HAHAHAS!) and talks crap to us over lunch! the times that he'll say hi and bye to me when we happened to pass by the place but we dint eat there. guess we took it for granted that he'll be there forever till that day which he told me the next day is his last day. he said he'll be back to visit but he's too busy with his career and music. i got to say that its quite a good band and sam has a nice voice. i still like to hear him sing most among the three of them cos his songs are nice :D


however, i am glad that i got to know him :D hahas my idol two years back. and now i got to make friends with him, isnt it so cool. this fleeting beautiful memories, i'll always keep close to my heart.


zzzzz.. got to thrash kangwei in his score!!! :(:(
i hate it when cis peeps starts joining in the game cos i wont be right on top, 1st :D
esp thomas and kangwei. as for fengyi.. hmmm scroll down, (ten minutes later) I SEE YOU!! :D
feng JI... HAHAHHAS!

Finally i have the time and mood to blog. its been such a long time since i did a proper entry.
its gonna be a real long one so please pardon me as this is my only mode to vent my frustration. i've lost track of all the dates and events. trying to recall so that i can take note of them when i leave starhub in 3 months time.

WENT OUT WITH DARLINGS YTD TO MAKAN at some thai restaurant! :D
which cost us $4.50 for the mineral water, $3 for the crackers which we dint ask for them! :(
FULL ATTENDANCE THE SIX OF US! :D

THANKS SIEWHWEE FOR THE NOTE THAT YOU WROTE TO ME!!! I LOVE YOU!! YOU'RE SO SWEET! that note brought back alot of the beautiful memories we had in CEDAR! those fun and crappy days when we ran for reccess. that's the funniest! another letter to my collection :D

THANKS ELAINE FOR THE COOKIES WHICH YOU'VE BAKED SPECIALLY FOR JESS AND ME :D they're really tasty!! :D

THANKS TO ALL FOR THE A-CUP CUP CAKE! hahas sounds really wrong!
love love. let's meet up again soon alrights.

THANKS FANGGGGG for all the msges which you've sent me. dun worry im fine. im strong :D and this small issue wont make me sad for long! thanks for being there for me all the time! :D

I AM REALLY REALLY HAPPY THAT I HAVE SUCH GREAT FRIENDS BY MY SIDE. its like we never ran out of things to talk and we crapped and laughed alot about the slightest thing ever.


last mon/tues, cant rmb which day. kangwei came back, fengyi and i went to accompany him for the LAST DINNER as he claims it to be. yeahs, VIVO AGAIN. at some hongkong/asia restaurant. KIM GARY. the food is nice! i felt like an idiot, cos it merely just the three of us and we happily ordered SO MUCH food thinking that we can finish, esp that kangwei! the entire table was FULL and hardly any space left. we had our main course which is a huge serving! the silly us ordered THREE BOWLS OF FRIES. and one peanut-wadever bread. stupid kangwei had two drinks! and the next second i was wondering where did one of them go. guess what he finished it in a few seconds and collected by the waitress. *jaw drop

on a really really random note, though its a really late one, but KANGWEI, YOU HAVE BEEN A GOOD BFF! (ahem ahem, shit, my nose is growing!! STOPP) hahas.

for the one and only time im saying this, so pls treasure this second.
i kinda miss the times where you there at cis. all the times where fengyi and i can just run to you for help whenever there's problems and stupid thomas REFUSED to help me! and your stupid constipated face which makes us wonder if you have a toilet at home. the times when all of us can just talk crap when there's a BIG generation gap which constantly rmb you of the fact that you're getting OLDER with each passing second.
THANKS so much for helping me for that incident at the roadshow. really really thanks. i was really touched for that split second. but the things that you did afterwards ruined this good impression. hahas! like STEALING MY FOOD!! OMG I CAN RMB THAT FOREVER!! when i was so happy that i was going to eat it last and then the nex thing i know, IT ENDED UP IN YOUR MOUTH IN THAT SPLIT SECOND! seeing that stupid smile on your face makes me damn sad, cos you just took away my FOOD! its okays. you're not that mean. just that you stole my favourite food when i was so hungry and tired, you twisted my hand in front of all the customers, it was so painful that i couldnt speak for that few seconds. its fine. hitting my head with the pen, "chopping" that starhub thing on my leg, not wishing me goodluck for As and still suan me about my GP grades, NOT WISHING ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON MY BIRTHDAY, and best of all, telling everyone who did, why did they bother to wish me happy birthday.

its okays even though u have a black heart with dried-up blood, what to do, BFF what. an weird friend.

the whole is CIS is going crazy.
like jerry turning into jen at 7 and jennifer at 8. acting gay and liking guys. stupid scandal of fengyi and him being a couple. JERRY THE WIFE AND FENGYI THE HUSBAND!

nura and her "PASSWORD". our stupid joke of that book cover! esp the umbrella part.

thomas and his "everything also want". omg its damn cute!! errr... sorry ar, i mean "everything also want" not thomas :D you know everything also want is damn cute esp with the shades! :D

best of all, no one can be better than this particular person.
JEREMY AW YONG! im going crazy talking to him. one fine day, he threw his RIBENA drink into the rubbish bin, den picked it up and told me.

"verena, your relative, RIBENA" i was really stunned den he threw it back to the rubbish bin.
so i asked him "why did u throw my relative into the bin" and he said "you're going in there at night"
another fine day, i was talking to thomas, suddenly jeremy hopped to thomas' side, ask him some question, and suddenly REACHED OUT HIS HANDS and touch thomas' back and front continouously. thomas and i stared at each other with our mouth wide open. omg.
he went back beside fengyi and said excitedly

"FENGYI, I TOUCHED THOMAS JUST NOWW!!!!!"

fengyi and i are the youngest there but it feels as though these little boys are so childish and rubbish! i feel so old out of a sudden.

besides the cis team, the roadshow side are going crazy soon. HAHAHAS
this disease is contagious. esp my BEST FRIEND!!. W walked past when fengyi and i are talking to gary and weijia said to us "gary's very stressed, cos he has to handle the two of them." awww poor gary. im awaiting for the day that he has crazy :D he's a nice person to talk crap to. and once in a while (probably not once) when im really bored, i'll start throwing nonsense over my table to his. HAHAS! and all my husband's pics are on his desk! HAHAHS
the roadshow ppl are damn efficient. gary helped me with two stupid cases today. esp this company one. which he asked me which company that was and he took his phone out and started calling. i was kinda impressed. not bad. so its a good thing to have gary opposite me :D other than the fact that im driving him nuts.


last thurs, watched the boys play soccer.
JOYCE AND DENISE CAME BACK TO VISIT US :D dinner at chomp chomp with the boys-and-girls-gang.

last friday, SHINJUKU incident movie with fengyi, hanisah, kangwei and edmond at tiong bahru :D MY BELOVED HUSBAND! DANIEL WU *dreams*
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG. he is so hot. and he's my favourite actor in all movies. that day when he and jackie chan came to sg to advertise for the movie, i was at the same place! :( just that one hour later and i missed my husband :(

tai-tai life with fengyi on sat. got my new phone :D, shopping like freeeeee, hair cut at jean yip.
i've spent all the commissions which i've earned during the roadshow as a birthday present for my myself :D no more money to spend. shall earn for commission to SPEND SPEND SPEND and drive the economy!!

mon, sushi at AMK with fengyi :D
got to see sushi boy but i dint get my favourite seat that day. sushi is yum yumm yummy yummmyyeeee...


NTU ACCOUNTANCY INTERVIEW ON MONDAYYY
oh boyyy, I AM SCARED :(