Your love breaks me

sometimes the only way i find myself being able to express my gratitude to You is to keep quiet and cry(:

what's beautiful

on friday at the park, a little girl smiled and waved to me behind her mum's back(:
on saturday at the park, a little girl ran up to me to show me a sticker in her hand, and showed me that her daddy had one too, on his shirt.

so she peeled it out and stuck it in his hand(:


these things in the midst of the exams, make my heart sing for joy to You.

these things in the midst of all my irritation and anger at the way things are being done, makes me try harder to take a pause and ask myself,


"what's beautiful,pam?"

when there's nothing else, we say goodbye.

PRAISE GOD for my degree!(:

this calls for a long time of reflection.

one more year:)



i don't like goodbyes. they make me cry:(

here's my 5loaves & 2fishes

A little boy of thirteen was on his way to school
He heard a crowd of people laughing and he went to take a look
Thousands were listening to the stories of one man
He spoke with such wisdom, even the kids could understand

The hours passed so quickly, the day turned to night
Everyone was hungry but there was no food in sight
The boy looked in his lunchbox at the little that he had
He wasn't sure what good it'd do, there were thousands to be fed

But he saw the twinkling eyes of Jesus
The kindness in His smile
And the boy cried out
With the trust of a child
He said:

"Take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all to feed them all"

I often think about that boy when I'm feeling small
And I worry that the work I do means nothing at all

But every single tear I cry is a diamond in His hands
And every door that slams in my face, I will offer up in prayer

So I'll give you every breath that I have
Oh Lord, you can work miracles
All that you need is my "Amen"

So take my five loaves and two fishes
Do with it as you will
I surrender
Take my fears and my inhibitions
All my burdens, my ambitions
You can use it all
I hope it's not too small

a poem to the heavens

the greatest love that anyone could ever know
overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
and till i see You face to face and Grace Amazing takes me home,
i'll trust in You.




As i drive to school in the mornings
all the cars are in a rush
they see you're a girl and they horn and tailgate
slow to anger, i must

a slave, i was, again, to fear
a slave i was to sin
yet once again You picked me up
You brought me close to Him.

As i sit here and write this poem
i think hard and search within
what are the things that make me unholy?
-My anger leads to sin.

these little things i could choose to shove them away
instead of saying sorry
but i really want to live to love You
and not fall short of Your glory.

so i pen down my life, my innermost thoughts
praying that You'll read them through
i'm sorry for living as though You've not risen
i'm sorry i always upset You.

i really don't know how to say all of these
not many beautiful words i have
but all i can say is thank You for Your provision
thank You for holding my cares.



and as i struggle through these decisions
Lord help me to be perfect, just as our heavenly Father is perfect(:

now you can see i can hardly contain my joy(:

p3ngsiang says:
hahaha
ok
that's not all
it is like
crazy to see how we are seeing fruits from our faithful witness to our friends
quite a few are opening up and asking questions
To Find Strength in Your Joy says:
WOW.
that is cool!!!
TOTALLY must share with us when you come back ok!
so amazing to hear this!!esp on a GOOD friday(=
p3ngsiang says:
i am seeing the plans of God unfolding... it's like i came just at the right time
to encourage those who started going back to church
to be there to answer questions...
To Find Strength in Your Joy says:
(=
p3ngsiang says:
i am doing a bible study with a jap student
on monday
i lead a study on john 10... in the bible study got 3NC
non-christian
To Find Strength in Your Joy says:
wow, praise God for placing u there at such a time as this!!
p3ngsiang says:
and i am richly blessed myself cos i am learning alot from these ppl
now u see i can hardly contain my joy

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to pammie
happy birthday to me(: