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I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about tomorrow (jump)
I just don’t care tonight
I just wanna jump (jump)
Don’t wanna think about my sorrow
Let’s go woah
Forget your problems
I just wanna jump

So so so soooooooo sick of this already.
And it just started, wth.

Today was a horrible day.
No mood at all.
I don't even know what's happening.
Maybe the prospect of doing so much stuff in so little time..
I don't care much for what I'm doing either..
Whatever happened to me?

I wanna turn my back on everything.
And just.. Escape.
I don't want to care about anything anymore..

But I can't.
OH WELL.

What happens after A's?
Who knows man.

I've no direction, hooray.

Can't I just relax? D:

If I really wanna be pessimistic..
There's nothing to look forward to.
Everything would just get worse.

Dang, gotta get out of this mood soon.

I await my next free weekend :\ So exhausted :\

The next few weeks are going to be busy.
Maaaan.


I wish.. Less than a week left to school reopening :\
I feel screwed, LOL.
Motivation to study is nada.
I'm just tagging happily.
So brainless, me likeeeeeeee :D

The holidays this time round really just zoomed past :\
What with the constant chunks of my holidays taken up..
Maaaaaaaaaan D:

I fear for my exams, LOL!
By the time A's come round I'll just run away :D
Its so so so soooooooooo boring to read the notes over and over again.
And nothing goes in :\
I don't really care whether or not it gets into my head LOL.
Now, at least.

I want more time D:
And longer weekends, HAHAHAHHA.
<3

My life sounds sad.
All I do is tag and uh.. attempt to study.
LOL.

I shouldn't be here ranting actually.
I should just STUDY, or sleep.
Oh welllllllllllllll.

A couple more days.. Gosh.
I'm finally finally finaaaaaaaaally back.

My room feels so unbelievably clean.
And I'm happy, LOL.

The hostel conditions.. -Shudder-
Not an experience I'd like to relive.
I went into shock for about 10 minutes when I first entered the room, LOL.
It was that disgusting.
(I wonder how I survived 8 days there)

Oh well.
I'm back here, HAHHAHAHA.

Actually there's a lot I can complain about.
But I'll just shut my gap.
Pheee.

I'm just relieved to be back.
So so so soooo relieved.

But I think the air I remembered breathing in Singapore before I left was cleaner.
The air pollution there was terrible too.
My nose is sorta sensitive now.
The probability of me getting lung cancer probably quadrupled or more during my short stay in Macau :\
Goshhhhhhhh.

K la, but it was fun sometimes too, LOL.
The amusing conversations.

Gosh.
The amount of work waiting for me to do here..
I don't wanna go for camp!! :(
I want to stay at home and.. Slack.
LOL. I.. feel very stressed all of a sudden, LOL.
Gosh.

And I've almost no time to do all my stuff!!
Tomorrow gotta stay back for SMUN stuff, the day after some first aid course.
Thursday, Chem assignment due and Math test.
Saturday, Amazing Race, Sunday, AED + CPR.
Monday and Tuesday, Phy and Econs tests with Lit assignment due.

WHAT HAPPENED TO ALL MY TIME!!

Oh and still do PW stuff simultaneously.

I'm just.. .___.
What can I say, LOL.

Oh right, I can't wait for next Tuesday to be over.
Yeap, LOL.

Just 7 more days..

AAAAAAAAH. WHAT'S WITH THESE TWO WEEKS!!

I just dug into my bag for my GC and took out my organiser wth.
Why's everything happening nowwww @__@ Gosh, I think I'm finally starting to feel the stress LOL.
Need to mug for Chem, do 2 position papers, a lit essay and my PI (!!!) by.. Friday.
More or less, LOL.

Gaaaah.
And I feel so tired :\
I think its time I start living on caffeine @__@
At least.. For the next few weeks.
Oh noes :(

Stupid deadlines!!

Can't wait for Week 9 to end.
And I'm free to go to Macau!!
Though.. :\

Ah well!
I want my dinner, LOL. Today was such a terrible day.
The only good thing that happened was cancellation of PW .__.

My sleeping pattern is irking me.
I wake up after about 5-7 hours regardless of how well rested I am.
Today, it was 3 am, wth.
If I slept even later, I think I'd have just fallen asleep during lessons today.
Another week of sleep like this and I'm screwed.

It doesn't help that I left all the essay plans I did for GP at home..
All my evidence, GAH.
So, I screwed my GP essay.
I was half dead by the time I wrote it anyway.

The weather was being annoying today.
It rained the whole day.
The time I was in school, at least.
It slowed to a drizzle when I got off the bus, LOL.
Perfect reflection of my mood.

And there's tests every single week until the end of term..
My only consolation that its just one test a week.
That means my weekends would be spent mugging.
Joy.

It was too much to hope that our Physics tests were over and done with :\
All the @__@ topics are coming up.

Maaaan, I'm tired.
There's still piano lesson :(



Tomorrow has to improve D: Gosh I feel so tired.
And my piano teacher just smsed me asking if I could have lesson in.. 20 minutes .__.
Piano and drums back to back.
Eek.

Oh gosh why did I tell her its okay to have piano LOL.
Tomorrow would have been more convenient :\
Gaaaah, I'm too tired to think straight >__>

I can't wait for the day to end.
Need to drop dead on my bed already.

Thank goodness I've got no homework due soon.
And I end early tomorrow yay!
Though.. :\
Ah well :D

Few more minutes before piano.
-Faint-

8D I DIDN'T BREAK ANYTHING TODAY.
HAHAHAHHA, FOR ONCE.

Instead.. Three other people did.
It has to be the fengshui.
Maybe after I went over to Chem Lab 6 (Is it 6?) to do my make up prac, I got rid of all the bad karma. (Karmic fate!! HAHAHAHA)
LOL nevermind I'm not making sense.

Its not like I know anything about.. that.
HMM.

I just remembered that there's Econs on Monday.
-Hyperventilates-
I shall chew my notes over the weekend.

Week, why must you end so fast!! :(
And there's that stupid Mathematics Week thing.
I HATE YOU!! I broke a boiling tube today.
Before I even started the experiment.
.____.

So I forgot to clean the boiling tube before trying to evaporate all the water.
After I saw some white solid in my boiling tube, I took it off the bunsen burner and proceeded to grab the rather hot boiling tube with my bare hands.
Clearly, I was not thinking straight.
And obviously, I burned myself.

Stupid, yes I know.

Then I spent the rest of Chem prac sitting at the sink with my hand stuck under running water.
Fun.

Honestly, I've never broken anything in the lab before.
Not til this year.
And definitely not at least one item per lesson.
Its the fault of Chem Lab 4, I tell you.
The fengshui there must suck.

I believe I'm not THAT clumsy.
I believe.

I wonder whether anything would happen next practical, LOL.
Or if I'll break something during make-up prac.
Cough.


TGIF!! Week 1 is finally over.
It passed too slowly D:

HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE TIL THE END OF THE TERM T^T

Even though I end earlier on some days.. 8D
Much much earlier, YAY!

And I've concluded that Chem practicals as the last lesson on Fridays isn't a good idea.
I broke 2 filter funnels today.
One didn't belong to me.
And both broke AFTER I was done with the titrations..

While washing up, I miraculously flipped one off the beaker and onto the table, which then broke into 2.
And after I filled up the Breakage Form thingy, I broke another one on my way back to my seat.
LOL.

I think that was the highlight of my day.
Isn't that sad?
The rest of the day was spent dragging myself to lessons D:

Its a pity that our class would be split up to such an extent because of the change in our timetable.
Its a mess now, urck.





Slam 'em up again.
And damn, I should have known earlier. Okay. I sort of spent the whole of these two days slacking alot :\
AND, I feel guilty now LOL.

I think complacency's getting to me.
D:

I am willing to bet that my Term 1 results would be BULL.
But look at me now.
There's Physics tomorrow.
And I still can't be bothered to read through my notes again.
Cough.

Welllll.

And Chem and Econs coming up.
Content subjects.
But..
TCH.
Look at me here.

AIIIIIIIIIIIIIYE.
Idk Idk Idk Idk.
I'm just sick of school, sick of studying.
Been dragging myself through the damned routine for the past 2 months and I'm sick of it.

Maybe I need to pick up more stuff outside school to keep myself amused.
Brainless, enjoyable stuff.
That sounds demeaning, LOL.

I'm just so sick of school and studying now.
I need more outside school activities :(

No, not that ridiculous homework club LOL.

Its 9.
Do I do GP? D: I detest monotony.
Every day is no different from the next.
And it gets more tiring as time passes D:
Until the weekend, that is.

Maaaaan, I just want Term 1 to end.
A week's break (I don't really think it will be, but it doesn't hurt to hope).
Time to sleep.
I've been refraining from sleeping in lectures/tutorials.
That 3 consecutive Math tutorials I fell asleep in.. LOL.
Just stoning there.
Waste of time, sheeeesh.

Math and lit on Friday.
Ho hum.
I don't really feel like studying for anything.
And Phy next Monday, meh.
I'm just really glad I didn't take Bio.
HAH.

There's nothing much to rant about lately.
I haven't used my brain for much other than amusing myself and doing my schoolwork.
Wonder if it'll die from lack of use.

I think I've become ridiculously simple, LOL.
I don't care much about anything other than getting through the day.
Then the weekdays, just to the weekend.

Blissfully oblivious.
8D



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I feel so lazy.
And bored.
Very very bored.

Though I've established long ago that peace is nice, there's absolutely nothing to do now.
Or maybe I just don't want to do anything, cough.

The recent 'project' I'm working on is pretty amusing though.
For a short while.
Tchhhhh. For some reason.. There seems to be a lot of homework this weekend.
It doesn't help that Physics tutorial is just 'WHUT?!'
Oh well.

Still.. Going out is fun, LOL.
Haven't been out in ages.
The deliberately go out for fun kind.
Tch.

Why do I feel like slacking when lecture tests and all are coming up D:
I know I ought to stay home and study but..
There doesn't seem to be much to study!!
Especially without Bio.
No more attempting to memorise stuff while on the bus, phew.

I think I'll wake up after I come back with failures in all or something LOLOLOLOL.
Which is well.. Too late.
But but.
MEH.

I can't bring myself to care.
And I'm thinking of giving up on Chinese, i.e. the retaking part.
I'm sort of freaked out by my Chinese standard now.
.___.

Must get rid of this heck care attitude.
Honestly, why is it coming back now?!

And I think our 'life' is pretty sad right now.
I don't think of much other than SCHOOL.
Which is.. Pathetic, really.
I need to do SOMETHING, URGH!!
I can't stand a life centered around school.
And 8-5 days D:
All I do when I get home is 1. Read fics 2. Do homework if I feel like it.

And I'm getting annoyed with my fingers as well.
They. Do. Not. Work.
My pieces get WORSE the more I play.
Wts D:

Ah well.
But I'm still pretty contented/happy LOL.
Just.. REALLY REALLY BORED 8(