to be beside you, to be there.
Thursday, August 20, 2009 @
Why is it that I feel that I am always taken for a ride.

Come to for favours and the like but left neglected thereafter.

Just what am I doing everything for if it's gonna be this way. If the attitude towards me is like this.
I don't owe you anything, so yea, I don't owe you any favours.
Hope that you will just stop coming to me, using me and leave. Totally screwed way to treat someone.

Am I really too giving? Too kind? I feel that I kind of stopped being to a full extent, yet this shit is still prevailing. Just don't get why this is happening.

Calculators taken way from me, unpaid loans owed to me, forgotton promises, crumbling relationships. Yet, people return simple gestures, like returning tiny sums of cash that can just be overlooked.

Is it not in your capacity to do something big in return, in equal favour, instead of these tiny gestures, that. mean nothing at the end of the day with everything else you have done.

I really hate it when people just come to me for information and that's the end of the conversation after they got what they want. I am not a tutor.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @
I am really screwed for my modules this semester. Blitz-EX. Trans-Arm. Something, please work.

Monday, August 10, 2009 @
As requested by Man Ling,

I must say she has changedd cos cos, her Mom has been unwell for the whole day but she was bz 'studying' a.k.a uploading photos she took at the airport this whole afternoon.

Then at night, she never spared a thought to bring her Mom to see the doc. Only knew how to say, but no action. TSK. Must be waiting at home for her Dad to bring her supper only.

Pity Pity. She has become a veryyyy bad girl. SO BEWARE ALL!

@
I need spending therapy. On something worth it of course. LOL

Saturday, August 8, 2009 @
Someone really seems to have changed a lot lately.
Maybe it's because I never did catch up with you much or, I never do feel like talking to you already.
What can I say..I feel tired to do so, since I am like just sharing my stories. Lame.

Only reason is that this is prickling me to blog, would be the very reason that I care.
Think I should stop, since, you don't.
Certainly has been going on far too long. Geez.

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2 modules down, more like screwed up though.

I hate NP programs. Seriously, nothing but screwed up shit. Great, because of something I can't control, I am getting a lousy grade.

Hung out with 3 beautiful, gorgeous ladies after the dust had settled, but sadly, I just wasn't reallyyy, that into the mood. My apologies. Another date would be great though ;)

Thursday, August 6, 2009 @
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Tuesday, August 4, 2009 @
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IAN PAUL ALLAN
:DDDDDDD

WE SHALL GET TOGETHER AFTER THE EXAMS!

Monday, August 3, 2009 @
Every aspect of my life sucks right now.

oh hello you
+ Russell Teoh
+ 13/02/1991
+ Aquarius
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic: Accountancy
+ Msn/Facebook/Friendster:
+ crim_tears@hotmail.com

records of life

shout out!

the people
Adrian
Ah Kiat
Alison
Allan
Aneza
Ann
Benedict Choh
Benedict Lim
Benny
Chesed
Deborah
Desmond
Dorcas
Elaine
Elda
Fiona
Gladys
Hakim
Jhansi
Joey
Kai Guan
Limin
Man Ling
Matherine
Matthew
Serena
Sherlyn
Shermin
Si'En
Winnie
Yen Hui
Yi Jun
Zhi Yong

looking back...


thanksgiving
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Inspiration from Exuvalia and mintypeach.