Simplicity.

Yeah, so I just finished both my I&E reflections, A: 1202 words, B: 943 words.

Woohoo, I think I just wrote out everything that happened and more!
Za says that I am mad mad maddddd :O

Really tired right now though..eyes droopy and Za's doing her jap listening compre with my Sony MDR-CD900ST :O Studio-grade headphones from Japan, used by Japanese artises for recording purposes.

Kay anwssssss, update on PARENTS FORUM :)

I had to sleep on the sofa because apparently some new form of mosquito loves to disturb me in my cold air conditioned room. Freaking thing kept buzzing at my ear :(
It was like 1am then so I didn't want to waste any more time trying to sleep thus just left the room.

Yea..got up, Mom said she would fetch me over to Clementi station. Dad came along too..no idea why though LOL
Yeap, was panicky because left the house at 8:10 and was sup to be there at 8:30. Gosh.
I made it on the dot though, stupid Mr Koh gave me wrong instructions ytd, said meet at bus interchange, when in fact it was to meet at bus stop that buses go towards NP.
Made me run about Clementi early in the morn..and I wasn't perspiring in the first place!! Grrr.

So was at the other side, gonna run over and suddenly heard someone calling my name :O
I turned around and I saw Nadine..which really puzzled me because she was supposed to be at NP already for her other bus guide duties. Apparently she got transferred here early in the morning and the other girl who was supposed to be there with us, wasn't and she didn't even inform anyone.
We kept talking and talking while waiting for the shuttle bus to NP to arrive. It was really quite fun talking to her and like, at 8:09 we only saw 2 parents, okay maybe 3 at the bus stop area who were waiting for the shuttle bus. It was so crappish of NP, they didn't even have a sign there that says queue here for shuttle bus or anything. So Nadine and I were joking that wow, 1 more min and a 40 seater bus arrives to pick up 3 parents LOLLL

When the bus came, I donno why, a lot of parents suddenly popped out >_>
Weird..........I got on the first bus and it was pretty awkward..cos I was just supposed to sit inside the bus with so many parents. And a guy behind my seat was damn cocky, supposedly a year 1 I guess, boasting bout him knowing more bout the sch than we all do. Omg, I was like damn damn irritated. If he thinks he's sooooooo gd, then give feedback to NP man -.-'
Fancy him talking like that when he's just behind me.

Anw, was smsing Nadine on both trips to-and-fro frm NP, about how retarded this all seems LOL, at least the bus uncles were quite nice :D

So so, I was back at NP first (Nadine's SLOW :P), waited like 7minutes before her bus arrived :D Then..we made our way back to NP CC. We got on the shuttle buses for the tour ard NP..and u knw wad, damn irritating, I wasn't supposed to be doing this at all. So sat inside a different bus frm Nadine..

Went thru the route once, got off the bus, couldn't find Mr Koh in the area, went in to find Benedict LOL. Wahahaha, sucker doing ushering inside x) Then went off to find Elaine and Limin at Ourspace :))))
Joke of the day: Wei Lian, our waiter who was delivering water to all the tables and he accidentally spilled water all over the name lists, luckily no one killed him x)

Hanged around there for a bit, Diana kept disturbing me though, told me to go away and not flirt about there -.- Idiotic girl, shall scare her again when she's sleeping on the bus UNGLAMLY LOLLLL :P

Went back to CC to check on the conditions, Nadine was there this time after a few rounds ard NP. -I slack really well during events. No?- x)
Then we saw Mr Koh and asked if we could go for a break LOL and he said to juz be back by 12 HAHAHAHA!

SCORE! =P

Back to Ourspace and Nadine went to Atrium to find food after that. Was busying taking some candid shots of Wei Lian hehe, shall send those over to Elaine later for some nice tagging on Facebook LOL LOL =X

I was damn hungry, didn't eat at all that day, and it was like near noon already. The buffet there was nice yet, couldn't touch :( Dammit. Saw Mr Pon there, but he was kinda busy so didn't bother him heh.

It was nearly 12..so yea..I really think I should just be a good guy and do my job. I went back to NPCC OKAY? SO GOOD RIGHT? :P
Mr Koh waved to me and asked me to get on the bus with a girl who I became friends with =D
Cool. She's Mel and she has pretty eyes :)
Chatted quite a bit but we got a bit bored of seeing the same route and sitting on the hard bus chair was killing us after about 40minutes...ended up we went around NP for like 10+++++++++++++++++ times. Annoying.

We thought that was the end..Nadine suddenly hopped up our bus after seeing that I was inside LOL then damn funny, the bus uncle went to park x) and Nadine was like..hey..I just got here LOLLL!

We all got down, my legs were really really happy to touch the solid ground again. They felt whobbly though..then suddenly Mr Koh called Mel over asked her to accompany a lady to find her car around Blk 51 -.- Damn dumb la...I didn't want to leave her alone so I went up the bus and Nadine followed as well :)

Her frigging car was like parked at the road near the yellow submarine..gosh, it was so near the main road, can spot it from afar la -_-'
Then...we were like I think she was just lazy to walk all the way up. Irritating.

We went back, and Mr Koh asked us to go for 1 more trip. WTF MAN. We were like...no parents left to pick up already la, but still we had to go. -.- I think I am getting pissed from thinking back and typing it all down :/

The bus uncle was really kind and funny and we had fun joking bout Mel's chinese LOLLL :P
Cute girl she is, wahahaha!
We asked the uncle to stop over at canteen 2 and grab a bite since he was hungry [I was too okay..hvnt eaten yet :(]
Suddenly the bus erupted with complains LOL, damn funny..I think we held it all in because the bus driver was around x) and and, we wanted to strap Mr Koh in 1 frigging shuttle bus and send him around NP 10 over times.

Alrite..so after that trip, it's really da final one..went back, saw Wen Bin, Dao Hui, Benedict, etc. Damn cool sia. Ben tried to flirt with Nadine LOLLLL but she didn't remember him from Yi Mei's bday party WAHAHAHA, fail. x)

Wen Bin was scolding him for pronouncing Dao Hui's name wrgly, hey..my chinese sucks in the first place LOL LOL :P

Soooo, after that, Mel hanged out with her Mass Comm frens for a while then Nadine and I went back to find the envoys ppl and then she saw me to the bus stop and went off to the gym area :)
Hoho, and and I saw Mel already at the bus stop~ Wanted to accompany her on her trip home since I could take the same bus but could tell she was already very pissed from all that had happened that day >_>
Another time then :)

So woo, took a bus home and like rested a little before before...DINNER. Guess where!
HEHEHEHEHE :P
Yeaaaaaa, it's at Indochine. Hohohohohoho! Yay~ Absolutely love that place :)

Alright I think today, I really typed a lot a lot.I think this post is like friggin long and my fingers are all tired alrdy. Back to seeing Za do her listening compre, damn cute. LOL BYE~

LOLLLLLLL, This is what happens when u're done with a reflection journal and high on caffinne.

Thanks illy Coffee, I love you! LOL

Ohhhh, so tired yet am still playing my psp.

Gotta sleep soon cos gotta be at Clementi soooo early tmr!
Damns, whatta bother...

Oh and Nadine's just so blur :P
Nonetheless gonna blame her if my NP shirt for tmr is tight fitting, since she said that it looks alright just now when I tried it on. LOL

Alrights, back to wrapping up my game for da night :)

Ciaos

Why does it seems that my life is crappish when exams are nearing?
No, ain't caused by the academic side.

Just so irritating and darn right distracting. Bah.

Wanting to study but just no motivation, just no health, just so pissed.

Darn..I am still feeling so sick.
Why am I so weak? Arghs...irritating to always fall ill in crucial moments.
Barely surviving these days and my mood hasn't gotten much better, kinda moodless I must admit.
But how can I not? With so many things I want, being denied time and again.

Oh well, better shut up now and go read through my audit notes.

I think I am too kind, I feel that I am taken for granted all the time.

Shall just add this in.
The only song I have been listening to these days.
Strikes a cord in my heart. Don't know why.
I know I told people how I felt after listening to this song. Don't wish to post it up, it just shows my soft side =X

"In Another Life"

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life

In another life, in another life

In another life ...

Credits: azlyrics

Hi guys, blogging cos...the person I wanna chat on msn with is not online, thus, no distractions LOL

Yea, I wanna blog bout that tiny term break we had. I know I know, damn long ago rite? But I don't really care x) Known for my postdated posts already!

I don't really remember doing much for that hols cept Envoys camp :D
Sending my com in and ZA dragging me out for a date. WOO~
OH, I watched Transformers 3 TIMES. AWESOME. AIN'T IT....?

Envoys camp wassssa blast. Game master for the most gruesome game ever was yours truly.
HEHE, left all the extra ingredients for my group. Poor Isaac, nearly died from the smell.
Blame the exco for their idea of stink games, 100% sadistic creatures :P

Gotta damn cool group in-charge, LIMIN! The japppieeeeeeee gurl =X
a.k.a MY SELF PROCLAIMED SECRETARY. (No idea why too)
She's just so totally cute. And and SARCASTIC as her nickname is x)
Okay...Jhansi if u read this, don't go telling her I said this. I don't wanna die =X
Applies to Elaine as well!!

Freshies were cool too, girls like Rachel, Lucia (COOL NAME RITE?), Xin Hui, etc.
Guys...hmm, Charlie (the unicorn.), Elvin (da hamsap lou, likka seriously.), Meryn (Hokkien cheer leader ROFL)

I forgive the exco for some miscommunications for the food. Things always happen somehow or other for camps..at least it was still a success ;)

Movingggggg on.

Hmm ZA DRAGGED ME OUT FOR A DATE. WOOHOOZ!

Yea, poor girl asked me out for Transformers, adding to the number times I had alrdy caught it xP
She asked me to go and paid half of the price of my ticket for me as an INCENTIVE.
Oh yea, I bought the Ice Age combo set cos I wanted the cup and a lil snow globe thing (reminded of what I made last Dec hoho), and she said I was childish for wanting the cup :(
But..look who was shaking it AND smiling at it wildly in the cinema :PPP

After the movie, as planned, we went to Haji Lane to check out the clothes stalls there. Ohhhhh, I found a not-so-bad-looking-bag. A nice tee and a cool pair of slippers. Sadly, all were too expensive there and then :((
Gosh, and 85% of the stalls there were for females >_>

My Mom loves that place too, though she went on a Sunday with me, and like 5% of the shops were only open. Gosh...she loved that place already after going into 1 shop >_>
WOMEN.

Alright, I think I am feeling bit high. Donno why. Maybe cos I had dinner at Indochine?
Hmm..weird, I always go Indochine to eat when I am trying to loose weight. This is bad. LOLS

Sorry guys, I am really lazy to post up pics =X Just go to my PB account and check for updates hehehehehe~

TATA!

Ohh ohh.

I am getting so fat. Hope that 114g of honey alomond nuts for dinner won't make me fatter.

Anw, serious sleep debt. Been really listless and blur these days. Not too mention lack of memory. Omgawd, serious case of STM alrdy. Hardly remember much.

Ohhh damnnnn!
I have uploaded most of my pictures but got no time to blog :(

Oh well, damn back dated anw. Doubt I wanna blog those =X
Unless people request I blog bout those events? :D

Okay, since not blogging bout past stuff atm, shall just update.
Sat was spent at EP's I&E event, whoa, seriously really tiring. Scavenger hunt, photo taking contest and loadsa walking!
My group rules, we rawk at jump shots! Needed only 1 to clear the station LOL.
I didn't know my camera was so good at scenery shots till I checked my pictures, some shots were beautiful :) Have to train up my skills!

After that, went to change, look around Vivo for a bit, and head over to study with Li Qin and Winnie! It was kinda fruitful for that 2hours spent there. Don't know if they really did study :P
Li Qin keep saying she donno wad to write HAHA!!
Then took me for a tour around Bukit Panjang Plaza >_> Both being realllllly lame and they had fun counting how much I was worth for the day and ended up very afraid someone will just kidnap me! -I didn't know I got out the house with those clothes on, if you know what I mean :O-

Soooo, Sunday, let's not really talk about it. The day was okay with lunch at Curry Favor and dinner at Kenny Roger's with my Mom. Spent the day looking for my new bag (still found nothing, except that Tumi bag which costs a bomb. Scrape that idea)

Midnight sucked. Won't really tell everyone.
Thanks to someone.
I felt much better and more composed. I seriously would have flared up if my Mom wasn't there. Kept all the feelings bottled up, never even thought of hauling a vulgarity.
Stupid guy, damn lousy excuse and example as a person, a human.
Was busy whole of Monday just cos of this ordeal.

I thought I would be late, since I had to run home and get my Harry Potter book for Samuel (Sam, you better not destroy my book, or I will kick you to UK to get me a copy)

So Soooo. While I was walking up to the Lt, I saw ML in her car driven by her finance minister, idiotttttt. I was perspiring so much and she was ALL DRY. Some more can smile smile till so happily. RAH!

Blogging, just cos I can't get to sleep. Too many things on my mind. Too little things in my heart.

I never knew it had be this hard, this tough to get through it all.
It certainly is becoming a long journey, a journey that I am still on.

Though it hasn't been long at all but, I really didn't expect to feel like it all just happened.
I didn't feel anything there and then, at least, not on the surface. I couldn't.

I really can't let this continue on. I really have to lock it all away, leaving it for another time, the time, when I won't feel the need to feel this way at all. If only that time could come soon. It's just so hard, this internal.burning.endlessly.

I thought everything subsided from the initial absence. Guess I was wrong after all.
I can't hide it anymore. But I can't let it hold me down, not this down at least.
Though I can't accept this situation, I can't handle this feeling but I got to try.
With so many of my friends encouraging me to, I have to.
Even if I have to be down, I can't bring their hopes down.

Affecting me all over, taking me over.
Tearing and breaking down.
Watching it fly away.

Moodlessness taking over, pushing me out in the cold.
Turning me into stone.
Leaving me not knowning what to do
Or where to go
Wondering and wandering

Not touching it, merely avoiding it
Taking caution to not fall in
Not that I don't wish to chat
But I can't, not in this state,
State of mind
Growing wreary.
Time. Is what I need.
Right now, it's time,
To lock it all up?
Maybe not, but just closing the door to that room for now.

The feelings will remain, they won't change.
But I have to learn to not let them affect me.
Just waiting for that time to open the door once again.

I know I am rambling, I do feel a little lighter.
And thank you my friends. For all your support and wishes and encouragement and company.

-SILY...BIL-