Sarah: There for me, every time I've been away Will you be there for me, thinking of me everyday Are you my destiny, words I never dared to say Will you be there for me? Just think of you and me, we could never tow the line It's such a mystery just to hear you say you're mine And while you're close to me, so close to me Just hold me
Josh: When you're feeling cold and all the city streets are grey Walking all alone and watching how the children play Voices in the wind and faces from the past go dancing by They're asking why
Sarah and Josh: Will you be there for me, everytime I go away Will you be there for me, thinking of me everyday Are you my destiny, words I never dared to say Will you be there for me?
Sarah: And while you're close to me, so close to me Just hold me
Josh: Can you really want me more than for a little while? What are the stories hiding there behind your smile? Wishes in a dream and figures in a world that I could share And everywhere
Sarah and Josh: Will you be there for me Will there ever come a day when all the world can see Things were meant to be that way Will you be there for me? Can you hear the people say That you're just There for me
Josh: There for me
Sarah: There for me
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I was left speechless..
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 @ busy days
Oh man, I got so much to blog about but just that I really don't have the energy..or eagerness to upload photos.
Well, partly can blame my Mom who has been waking me up at like 6am over the past 2 days to ask if I have to go to school! Gah..I still remember being absolutely damn blur to what she was asking on Monday.
Mom: Do you have to go to school today? Me: Huh..nooo Mom: But I thought you need to do project? Me: Yea yea..later..not in school Mom: Ohh, what time? Me: 12 12 12.. Mom: Alright, so still need to wake you up? Me: Nuuuu. I want to SLEEP!
Yea, I said all that with my eyes still closed..they really didn't want to open (since I slept at like 3am the night before, no thanks to Daryl and some girls) I ended up waking up at...like 10am LOLS and hurriedly prepared my deck for my duel that was scheduled with Zach!
Yea yea, I was like damn late for the meeting and ended up being the earliest besides Dinis who arrived a bit before me. Donno why..felt like braving the WARM & HUMID weather and go find Zach at his house, only managed to walk to Katong Mall though..he dressed like some sampan boy LOL and was using an umbrella to shield himself from the sun rays >_>
Okay nvm...Dinis and I had lunch and Wayne was freaking late, he woke up and called me at 12 (the time we were SUPPOSED to meet ) rofl! Dueled with Zach 2 times, damn him..think he play tournament, keep cutting my deck and shuffling -.- screwed up ALL my combos. Nvm, drawed there
Wayne finally showed up! Somehow..we went to the pet shop (thanks to Zach and his wanting to get a dog [Okay..I know I want one too...]) Ei, finally did some I&E work and it was like 3+ -.- Bought our supplies from only 1 stall, finalised details and manpower, etc. WOOO!
Went back to macs where Wayne had his 'lunch' and kept pestering if we wanted to cab with him to Toa Payoh workplace -.- Zach and I dueled another 2 times, wah lau...his monster card seriously made me damn frustrated but at least, I won him! Woo draw. Damn fun to duel with him x) Always so close.
Okok, we left the area about 5+ 6 and I got on my bus to SRG to meet Allan, Benedict, Joey, En Nian and Desmond! Idiot Joey and Allan made us wait for 15+ mins for nothing cos they weren't hungry. Grrrr, we were starving! Now, Joey and En Nian owes me $5 each for the chicken wings! XD
Took the bus home with Joey...wah lau, she really like some non-blonde, blonde. Donno how to take bus go home. Need me to teach -.-
Highlights for the night: Benegay - Allan LOLLLLL
missing you ain't enough.
GLADYS, stop teasing me with my Personal Message!
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 @
Frustrated about the things that are happening. Really don't have the mood to be online. Sorry to all who are looking for me.
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Damnnn..stupid NP progs clashing with each other.
Have to reformat my computer once again -.- This is just wasting my time, since I have to reinstall everything and go back all the way to NP to get my programs.
Hope can get it back running by at night to chat on msn =X
Alright, time to backup files!
Nobody, Nobody but YOU~
Monday, June 15, 2009 @
OMG JESSIE!!!! X_X
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Hmm..just got back from com fair, so late because have to blame EP. -.- Gotta blame EP for 2 things, grrrr.
Went to meet Aneza and Man Ling first Have to thank the girls for a fabulous time catching movies though got pretty sleepy..must be the weather :S Too warm to enjoy movies. Hais..but it was great
Hurried to meet EP after the movie marathon, was pretty much late due to the girls delaying me, they simply love me too much till don't want me to leave xDD K la..I love Kitty, quite fun to see it..and it camwhores :S *cough*Donno how the owner train it one...*cough*
So SO SOOO, rushed through City Link, err...not without stopping at Godiva for a chocolixir (yea, one cup in 2 years, ain't that bad...right?) Mmm..went to find EP in the crowd, braved the crowd through the exhibition halls, got our stuffs and finished in like 30-40mins? Record Time! LOL
Got out of the place...saw my S&W friend on the way down and wow, I heard someone calling my name and it turned out to be Dorcas and Gloria :DDDD I didn't expect them to be there...you know what I mean x) and and and EP said that she always seems to excited when she sees me :O I wonder why... :P
Was damn funny when EP greeted Dorcas also...she gave EP a who-the-heck-are-you look and I was left laughing hysterically LOL, the expression on her face was just pure gold!
Alright alright, I have to remember to go bathe right now..and it's late, and..the water's going to be so cold.
So right, nights people!
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IMY.
Saturday, June 13, 2009 @
I don't get why some people love to act so darn pitiful. I guess it's just to attract female company but it really is getting irritating.
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CTs are FINALLY over!!
Woo...no more last minutes and all nighters...
Serious lack of sleep :S (Why am I still blogging at this hour?)
NIGHTS! So many events going by..mmm..time to settle down.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @
Thanks everyone who have showed me even the slightest concern. Appreciate your heartfelt actions =) Never expected some people to notice or expected them to ask about me..but wow does life have surprises :D
Some may have seen my MSN nicks, PMs, my facial expressions, the way I appear to you, but whatever it is. They certainly do say how I feel.
Nothing has been really smooth for me for quite some time, a roller coaster ride I must say. Coping, dealing with everything undesirable that is being thrown at me can be really stressful and taxing.
But at least, I do have you guys out there ;)
Thank you
I will blog properly soon, have to keep promises for a few posts =) I don't like to break promises made! But well, I can't blog, at least for now. Really tired. Time to take my medication. Ciao ppl~
Thursday, June 4, 2009 @
The first leaf begins to fall.
If only I could see it bloom again. and stay forever more.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009 @
Hmm...couple of things I want to have blogged about yet, have not done so.
Mmm...so firstly, found a nice new drink from Bundaberg. Woo! I already love their root beer and now love their 'Peachee'. Know it looks like an alcoholic drink..but it's a non-alcoholic drink! And and, I drank it when I watch Night at The Mueseum 2. Stupid Wei Jie, keep saying I drunkard LOL. The drunkard calling me, a drunkard. >_> Sooo..hmm, lol, stupid NP progs been making my com super wonky and sluggish -.- Damn, I am like getting impatient with the snail-pace start ups Zzzz...
Audi Q7 looks sooooo much nicer than the Q5. Darnnn =X
Anw, not feeling very well atm. Hais...then still gotta prepare for my incoming CTs. Shiat, and my preparation so far is near 0%. Freakkkk -.- Someone save me.
Oooo...so yea, was talking to Xin Yan who is in New Zealand da other day, early in the morning come bother me =X Well I did have loads of fun chatting with her x) Kept laughing the whole while, she's just too cute xP
Mm..speaking of overseas frens. Haven't gotten to meet up w Vanessa yet -_-' Donno wtheck she is right now, been like flying all around and I thought I could at least go out with her a couple of times after she's back frm studying in Melbourne. Sheeeshhhh. I shall go speak to her Mom =X
Ooo..and there's also Shenn. Haven't spoken to her in a looooooong while. Bet she's busy in New York too. Wonder when she's ever coming back :( I still wanna go ice skating with her. And throw likka-snow balls at my buddies =PP K la, except I hate her for making me fall!!
Mmm...let's see, Serena's just gone over to Sydney to study as well :O Dang, why all girls? >_> This is so not cool. Please no more girls going overseas LOL~
WHOOPS! Forgot! There's also my little Mabel :DDD Miss her badly :( So long never bully her LOLS Oh and she's in Sydney too! Hmm...looks like I can engage 2 tour guides if I travel there :P
Bah, k la, writing this out makes me feel a little better after all :) Hopefully, I will be better physically, guess the stress' just getting to me, wayyy too much Well, certainly a lot of events happening over this short period..only natural to finding it hard to accept and adapt.
Alrights, time for me to stop blogging for now and...erm, get some good rest before the WAR. I really need motivation.
After all that has been written down, I haven't said what I want to say. Why? I just don't get it. So much, so deep that it can't be expressed in words? Apart from just missing, there's just so much more.
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Hmm..if anyone has any photos request, do lemme know cos..I don't really upload all of them to Photobucket anymore x)
H-ache X 2
Anw, gosh, this headache's just killing me. Can't do much now sheesh..I really gotta get work done =/
How do I really feel, so numb so numb right now. Nothing really is able to show how I truly feel, they just don't come close to it. Not at all.
Monday, June 1, 2009 @
Samuel Lum Xin De. I know you're reading my blog and stop sniggering at my posts.
And, SEND ME YOUR CLSP CASE SUMMARY RAHH!! LOL
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