to be beside you, to be there.
Thursday, February 26, 2009 @
(Edited)
Hmm..on second thought, maybe I will just blog about sitting for my first final exam paper.

Yeap, it had to be ITB.
Wretched module, like ever. Nvm..

I slept at 3am thanks to it :S
But got to see Zach and Wayne having fun online LOL
Zach, yes, u're KING

I screwed up my Question 2, ironically, my PBL group did the questions on iN2015, which were the same as the question that came up. Good job Shireen, I didn't have the energy & mood to study everything. I hate you now, joining the rest of the School of BA Module 1.1 students.

My exam venue was different from the rest. Mine was at the erm, stinky Lt 73, except it wasn't smelly today. But utterly COLD. Lucky I had my sweater. Geez..I caught a cold there in the end. Nose wasn't too good after that. Anw..how cool is it to have 2 examiners to yourself in an otherwise empty and big room. I can't explain how it felt..but it sucked LOL
Brain dead after Question 2.

Hmm...something happened today, and I didn't think I needed to stomach someone's attitude.
Some people just have attitude problems. Others just can't make up their mind on how to approach & treat you.
No matter, don't want to care about all this now.


Anw, had lunch with Gladys & gang at KAP :D
Damn fun to shoot Gladys LOL =X
And she laughs till her face's damn red when Wen Xuan does something..yes, I really mean something, because it always gets her laughing =S
Red red hot air balloon~~ (To: Debbie) WAHHAHA

Left the place soon after...had to take bus back with Zach. Man, sad ride. ROFL

Got off at usual stop and took a ride to Bishan LOL, madness I tell you.
Wanted to get my hair cut :O
Becoming a bush..yeap. I don't want to end up like Mantou-Zach.
(I think he's gonna 'rage' at me if he reads this post)

Rained heavily after that. My head got knocked really hard by this old lady and her umbrella. Fish. What the heck was she doing with an umbrella OPEN in a BUS STOP.

Well okay, am pretty tired now, even after that great nap, only to be woken up by the smell of dinner.

Had a few chats on msn after dinner, and Hakim, don't talk to me. Shut up. ROFL
I don't want to have any more silly debates with you and, if you still want to find out if they are lesbian, ASK THEM YOURSELF :P
Hmm...and I find that some people misunderstand my questions at times, sadly :O

Okay, the baka Si'En ain't replying my sms, probably busy mugging for her last paper, or maybe she fell asleep =X That piggy. LOLs
Yes, she will want to slap me for this~

Time for bed. Epic day, 2 fellas made me laugh.

Des Ong: HE HAS BANGS.
Benedict: For spelling Pocahontas as "POKAHUNTERS", I renamed it to POKKAHUNTERS for some silly bullsh*tting, let's all go hunt after bottles of green tea :D K. Lame.

Nights

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @
Day and night
I wait for you to appear
To rise up from bed and bring me cheer
To enjoy moments with you that I hold so dear
These feelings for you were never this clear


A simple glance turns into a stare
Did Love hit me unaware
Between Love and Friendship
Should I cross the once clear line?
To gamble on the bridge we have built,
I can't bear to watch it fall
I am left not knowing what to do at all
But for now,
I just want to show you that I really care
To be beside you
To be there


Night falls
We bid goodbye for the day
And head to bed
And every time these eyes do close,
A visage does paint a dream
And in these dreamy journeys, this heart has truly found,
The beautiful wingless angel, that walks upon the ground.

@

A wide path to behold, stretching long, far and wide. Even the most beautiful paths would have bumps and holes along the way.



No exception for this dear path. Right now, the journey has reached a standstill, too many bumps, too many holes. I don't think it's impossible to continue moving forward if we work on this together, to reach a much smoother part of this journey.



Let's start moving forward together, instead of further apart at the very same spot.



Whenever I tripped up, you were there to catch me, to put a smile to my face. Let me do the same for you as well, and so much more.



Words, lost for them, I can't say anything as what I am feeling is more than what they can ever convey.



I earnestly, would love to have you back, beside me, walking through life together, and taking in every moment; no matter if they may be a beautiful sunset or an incoming storm, they are all the same, because every moment with you is special.



My heart wishes to say, wait, no.

Every part of me,

I wish to say, I like you

I hope it's not too late

Monday, February 16, 2009 @
V-Day Post

Hmm..okay, it's late. I know. LOL

Heck, a lot of my posts are late :S

Wanted to post a picture up..but then again, changed my mind.
It was simply too obvious.

Well anw,

Happy BELATED Valentine's Day ;)
Hope every couple out there had loving fun with each other (Okay sounds totally wrong)
Hope the single ladies all had fun camwhoring, please, no mobs outside my house, thanks. ROFL

Okay, enough crapping!
Hope everyone enjoyed a loving day out with their uhm, loved ones, friends, families, pets?, etc LOL

Yeap! That's it from me :)

Sunday, February 15, 2009 @
Hmm...okay, time for me to get a birthday post up (though nothing much really happened)

So here are the standings for the fastest people to wish me.

1. Benedict - 11:45 pm (Some more say he stay up to wish me, bugger couldn't even wait 15mins longer LOLLL)
2. Si-En - 11:59 Wooohooo!
3. Deborah a.k.a Debbie Dar 12:00 ON THE DOT :P

So officially, Debbie Dar's the first to wish me on the day itself, or so it was DEMANDED by her.
Opppsss LOLLLLL
(AND SHE'S NOT MY GF, so guys stop teasing me about her, she isn't the one who has my heart)

Okay so...here are the awards!

First person who wished me


DEBBIE DAR~!

Most Original B'day Message

MONSTER a.k.a Si'En

Most Childish Message

Grand Daughter a.k.a MAN LING

Lamest Message EVER

Samson CCP (LOL, finally a guy)

Most Heart Warming


GLADYS!

(with the picture she drew for me <3)>

Most Vulgar

DESMOND ONG

-Extract of Chat Log between Desmond and I, 13 Feb 2009 -
(12:18 AM) DESMOND says, f:
FUCK FUCK FUCK.
(12:18 AM) DESMOND says, f:
then still need to fold 133 hearts more,
(12:18 AM) DESMOND says, f:
still need to prepare for tmr gift.
(12:18 AM) DESMOND says, f:
NAHBEI.
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
NAHBEIIIII
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
k sorry, for the vulgar.
(12:19 AM) ⓡⓤⓢⓢⓔⓛⓛ™:
OI
(12:19 AM) ⓡⓤⓢⓢⓔⓛⓛ™:
slap u
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
lol.
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
sorry la,
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
I damn stress now,
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
plus not enough sleep.
(12:19 AM) DESMOND says, f:
no sleep + a lot of work = stressed & fucked up Desmond.
(12:20 AM) ⓡⓤⓢⓢⓔⓛⓛ™:
okokkkkk
(12:20 AM) ⓡⓤⓢⓢⓔⓛⓛ™:
go go
(12:20 AM) DESMOND says, f:
k ttyl.
(12:39 AM) DESMOND takes a:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
(12:39 AM) DESMOND takes a:
NAHBEI TOO BUSY.
(12:39 AM) DESMOND takes a:
forget to wish just now.
(12:39 AM) DESMOND takes a:
sorry uh.

-Extract End-

See...the person, who folds 999 hearts for his buddy, but has nothing for his bro.

Tsk, taking you off the good buddies list LOL

Most Unexpected

Nadine Yeo! Thanks for wishing me, didn't expect you to even know my birthday (okay there's facebook for that) but heck, at least you took the effort :D

The Last Person To Wish Me

LANLAN a.k.a ALLAN GOH


Think that pretty much sums up that weird idea I have for posting this weird 'ranking' up LOL
Okay it's not ranking anw. Just some lame idea I came up on a boring Sunday.

I would like to thank every one of my best buddies out there for really remembering my birthday amidst Valentine's Day which falls on the next day =)


Sorry to reject the offers for coming over...namely Deborah, Regina and Desmond & Gang
Would love to have the company but didn't want you guys to see me like this, yea...not like THIS :(

Yep, think thats all I have to say for now (since my mind ain't focus on blogging but rather on something else, well, what else could it be? (: )

Shall end it, by saying.

Thanks to everyone who wished me, no matter if your message was well written or just a simple "Happy Birthday", it really warmed my heart and my life.
I was really in the mood to share this great gifts of friends I have in life, to share the happiness with those who are down. Though it's MY birthday but can I bare to see YOU being unhappy?
I would very much love to celebrate it with you and see you smile or even just to be able to hear you laugh over the phone.

Most of the time I always felt so alone, disheartened and always thought people didn't care much about me.
But heck, was I so wrong.

Thank you guys, you really light up my life.


AND

Curse you chicken pox (and Desmond Ong)! (Damned, why can't it blend in.)

Monday, February 9, 2009 @
Being sensitive can be a huge problem.





Mr Pon..you can still joke in times of crisis LOL
I wanna strangleeee yaaaa!

Ouch ouch, my throat hurtsssss.

Thursday, February 5, 2009 @
Hmm...I haven't blogged for a while properly huh?

Been pretty busy.

CATS is over, nice effort group :D
BCOMM Oral Presentation 2 was bit screwed up, didn't catch Mrs Peng's question correctly. But what's done is done? I really don't want to think about it, things aren't going too well for me these days, don't want another load dragging me down.
ITB's tmr. Project didn't go too well, a bit due to me being caught up with other work, sorry gang, esp ZY who really did most of the work..
Thanks for being understanding nonetheless =)

Stayed back in school for dinner with da happy gang :D
Yes, that certainly does mean that Gladys was there LOL
Wen Xi taught me to play some card memory game, rather fun
I sensed this game is more bout MIEC, u knw u knw..collusion & cartel ROFL
Boo to Gladys, Jessie & Li Jun ROFL

Ahh..I just deleted a chunk of emotional words that were supposed to be here, don't think I want to post it up. Maybe just not right now. I do know my feelings but the words came out a bit wrongly. So yeap.

oh hello you
+ Russell Teoh
+ 13/02/1991
+ Aquarius
+ Ngee Ann Polytechnic: Accountancy
+ Msn/Facebook/Friendster:
+ crim_tears@hotmail.com

records of life

shout out!

the people
Adrian
Ah Kiat
Alison
Allan
Aneza
Ann
Benedict Choh
Benedict Lim
Benny
Chesed
Deborah
Desmond
Dorcas
Elaine
Elda
Fiona
Gladys
Hakim
Jhansi
Joey
Kai Guan
Limin
Man Ling
Matherine
Matthew
Serena
Sherlyn
Shermin
Si'En
Winnie
Yen Hui
Yi Jun
Zhi Yong

looking back...


thanksgiving
.fourth!Romance is the designer.
Inspiration from Exuvalia and mintypeach.