to be beside you, to be there.
Friday, May 30, 2008 @ AHHHHHH
Am too tired and stressed to blog!
May blog over the weekend or around Monday, Tuesday.........
Sorry for the delay in pics =S
GTG!
Monday, May 26, 2008 @ Ever Gazing.
Addicted to old dance songs ahhhh, omgosh!!!
Lalalala~so much energy woooo
Unlike me.
Dead tired...was sup to go thru LMS proj but yea, lazy and tired to do it... shall discuss with the rest ltr and this (LAGGY) blogger's giving me a headache too, dammit, cnt the input be smooth..shyt.
Went out with parents today..went to see if I cld get a lineout for my Sony Walkman..sadly, it's discontinued...hais =(
So...no dock for it =/ DARN YOU SONY!
Walked around DFS..hmm, din find anything nice, at least not smth I can afford..
Went home, slacked, played GTA IV, went out again for buffet LOLS
Not bad but lacked quality le T_T
Ahhh, overall still good, been a long time since I went for a buffet...
Time for me to save money..low on funds =(
Okay, time to invest in sleep too. Nites
Saturday, May 24, 2008 @ Yay~
I dug out old cds, only ripped one though...
Yea, I love the Hornet! The tracks are so different from when I heard them last time..when I wasn't even close to investing so much in audio x]
Yes, no mp3 player even then LOL
Ripped out dance tracks :D I just adore them. So much vibrant energy in them LOLX
My energy levels are really low today..slept at 4 rawr!!!
Okay..am really drowsy ~_~
C yaaaaaaaa
Friday, May 23, 2008 @ Truly~
Forgot to mention something LOLS, was chatting with Dorcas ytd then well we reached a really cute topic =X Haha, someone's in love =P
Then played around online and kind of entered her name in something LOLS and I got PRANKED lol~~~
Damn funny la esp real late at night! Well, was just curious about things between frens dats all ;)
For today, LONG DAY.
-Zooming past boring stuff and work-
Had MS Excel quiz, gosh la, so many careless mistakes >_>
Dieeeeeeeeeee but it was real fun to do, in a way, I saw enjoyment LOL
The class kind of had a debate with our tutor as the English on the qn paper wasn't clear LOL
She said tat it was okay till she read it AGAIN and saw our point =X
Rushed on over to BMGT tutorial after that. [Man Ling-Leader, never tell Mr Chan we haven't present!], in other words, my group was skipped from presenting LOLS
Wilson and I disturbed each other and Man Ling was dragged in =P
Finally, the day of poly was over. Chilled with Zach and Zhi Yong :D
They did dance moves and stuff. I must say "ouch" as they fell a couple of times.....
Esp from a hand stand, pics in cam but upload soon. Lazy to whip it out x]
Took the bus home, Mum called me after I got off 52, sayin she forgot to buy my dinner so...I headed to J8. Wow, thats when the fun started! I met Kenneth then of cos, Jennifer will be there wahahaha. They are real cute la, keep trying to bully each other =O
Well, they followed me for dinner...actually not really dinner cos wasn't hungry -.-
I din take lunch too, weird but...well, ate at haagen dazs :D
I loveeeeeee dat place man but somehow, the presentation paled in comparison to the one in Penang! Was so not camera worthy, erms, had the same thing as the last time, pic shld be in archive, in Dec I reckon =)
Crapped with them and all, yes, they abused my phone, camera, etc.
Ate finished and footed the bill =O
I think I gonna eat da fondue if there are 4 people in the group haha~
Went upstairs and met Valenisha and Prima!
Val looked real tired and she found that I looked the same way hehe
Crapped a bit with Prima and apparently, she misses Mr Gunawan!!!! LOL
Somehow, they haven't seen my watch before..and I haven't changed it YET, it's still that nice lil Fossil by Phillipe Starck =)
Ian and Thiru soon appeared from..somewhere, I really don't know whr. Esp Ian =.=
Chatted till they went into the cinema =)
I donno why...grabbed a cup of coffeebean again. That's nearly like 3 times in 3days =S
Haha, they were very afraid that I can't sleep tonight as I added an extra shot of espresso =X
Just want a better taste!!!
Yea, they joked about too, calling me Russell Crowe and Russell Lee. Okay~ they are jokers LOL
Fun day ;)
Happy, maybe cos next week's e-learning LOLLLLLLLLLLL!
Finally..I can rest a little and prepare for my common test =D
Time for me to get in touch with my gaming-self. C ya!
@ Simply~
Though it is felt by one and not by the other. It can't be formed.
All will come to naught since there's no base to work on currently.
Respecting you, I think I have laid it down (maybe a bit too much) clearly.
Won't pester, won't ask, won't chat if you don't like it.
I wish you all the best and thank you for being fun and inviting.
@ Learning
It has been a rather emotional week if you ask me.
Been feeling a lot of things.
Yes, it of cos revolves around what I really put forth these past weeks.
It is so fun at times, to see how everything revolves around it axis, to see how it copes with whatever forces that affect it ad continue spinning.
Yes, it has been kind of sumed up in 4 simple words, has few faces to it but only 2 aspects really occured to me more for the recent happeningz, namely, Family and erm...something (feelings, affections).
Won't touch on them because it feels awkward and....erms, yea, it's really truly wonderful learing about it more in depth. It certainly has no boundaries in these 2 aspects =)
@ Overcoming
Well, I overcame my (screwed up) PBL presentation today
Not knowing much about the other tasks due to a not so well coordinated group.
Ahh, wtheck. I beat the odds :D
I knew how to ans my task!
Went out with Teerapot and gang :DDDD
Fun dinner, loads of suaning, esp personal attacking Kai for pure fun LOL
Can't beat it, join in the fun I say ;)
Poor Kai...but who cares, he made of everyone else too! Wahahaa
Bill totaled to 153 where it was split evenly...stupid Teera, eat otoro then split EVENLY. Nvm, I will miss him haha~
It's just that...I have no one to really bunk in with me and...yea, he's just fun to chat and crap with lolx
He will be taking a flight back today (25/5/08).
Think he said it was a 2pm flight but all the more, sms/call me for his contact if you want his temp number ;)
Would love to go down and see him off from the airport..but got loads of make up, involving a presentation for BMGT and Excel Class Quiz....
Crapssssssss, I so dislike public hols now but...can't really say if it's good or bad. Everything is 2-sided :D
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 @ Valuing
Finished IAC today, thats a module gone!
It was truly a very good module =)
Think am getting B only for it though =(
Okay, gotta go prepare for tmr's presentation =)
@ Embracing.
It's a joy not bringing my laptop to school!!!!
SO LIGHT xD
Quite a sian day..Douglas killed a spider when the girls kept screaming -.-
Donno y must kill...oh wells... =(
Went home right after lecture fin, v tired. Yes, slept near 2.
Today would be da same...
Consider it's alrdy 12:40+
Went grocery shopping :D
Bought dinner home :)
Drank CoffeeBean LOL
Okay...am tired
With regards to the last post, I only care about one thing right now.
@ Pissed, pissed just really ticked off.
Wow, I think I will happier not being frens with 1 of my PBL grp mates.
She's really damn pissing me off, Can't take a joke? Take a hike dammit.
Sry, angry post. Will try to lessen out the angry words if possible..
She made me damn pissed off cos it's like I joke, she whack me for it and she's still angry with it. WOW, it damn wasn't offensive at all, everyone knew :D
Now, she won't go thru PBL with me, guess how the peer evaluation would be =)
Seriously..if you don't like me and wish to talk differences out den am fine with it all but if u wanna start shooting people and not working anything out when I am giving in, den suan ^^
Have it your way girl. U say many people like you, sry but I am one who dislikes you TOTALLY, complaining the whole day..critisizing people, my ears will die if I mix with you.
In short, we are quits, actually no, you owe me flaming =)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 @ Another tiring day.
Went out with parents yesterday (12am once again.)
Prayed at the temple =)
Don't ask me what religion I am, I am just happy going to both Novena and temples haha!
Came home and did work...got into an arguement with Serena too, over the stupid LMS proj >.<
Both were in a bad mood...sorryyyyyyy Serena
Did MORE work...went out to buy dinner back...did MAEC...died while doing MAEC...Allan revived me by showing me JUST FREAKING-UGLY (FUGLY) pics! Crapped around...and here's where I am after my shower.
Nothing really eventful today =S
Okay..I shall go back and brush up on my work.
Couldn't really tackle the MAEC tutorial =(
Shyt shyt and am under Mrs Ng (Class Section Advisor;MAEC Tutor;Module LEADER), she's gonna fry me >_>
Sunday, May 18, 2008 @ Blardy Jokerrrrrr
Allan, with my cap and his not-so-flashy sweater xD
Well...he did make up by attracting attention thru other means!
After meeting me at Kino, we went to Club 21 :D
Tried on Comme des Garcons (I still donno how to pronounce) parfums :)
Allan, don't give me another CDG Parfum $50 note, I will kill you!
Heading over to NYDC after our fun time at 21 =O
Oh yes, he spoilt one of the doors in Wheellock =.=
HE WENT TO PUSH AN AUTO DOOR ~_~
Den cannot close properly LOL!!!

-Situation 1-
Allan: *sees guy at next table using pda-iphone-lookalike phone*
"Hey, you know the iphone coming to SG? Later this year..I got a stupid sms from Singtel"
Me:"Yea, got it too."
Allan:*Flames, Flamessssss* (Can't say =X)
Me:"Allan..that's an iphone..", *gestures to the next table*
Allan:"OH SHYT!" *Covers himself with his lime green sweater and doesn't want to show his face*, "RANTS [Including I wanna get out of here now!!]"
After cooling down a little and after I stopped my laughing and our (freakishly SMALL) elephancinnos came...
-Situation 2-
Some SA people came =O
How he knows them..I nt sure, ask him :D
Well, they stared at us...and 1 of them he knws dropped her hp on the floor and he started smiling, sadistic him!
I don't wanna eat at NYDC le... =(
Sorry Allan but the food isn't to my liking T_T
The baked pasta has obviously no gravy whatsoever and the elephancinno's a rip off LOL
OH YEA, THEY TOOK 15MINS TO BILL US!!!
We ran to cineleisure..luckily we watched it there instead of The Cathay U_U
Speed racer rocked and we had a good time subing characters with real people =X
Allan, tsk tsk xD
Don't mind watching again if I am free ;)
Cool storyline, kinda got politics inside LOL
Who cares, just watch them race and beat each other up like they're in some hot wheels arena..wait, it resembles one doesn't it?!
Well..the sheer fun of subing people we know in..and watching ____ getting beaten up LOLS
-Don't wanna get flamed- xD
Took the crowde MRT home and dammit 2 VERY SWEATY boys rushed into the MRT at novena...I felt a bit of wetness on my finger den TURNED to avoid any more contact OMG, IT'S DAMN DISGUSTING...Allan, died...he didn't turn in time. His hand got grossed out, needed to be amputated xD
On the NICE bus ride home, without any weird sweaty guys >_>
Yes, we just took pics for fun and I can't win someone who knws how to take pics hahaha!
Allan took this cos mine sucked -_-'

Soooooooooooo~ it's Sat.
Went out to do LMS proj, arghs, meeting started on the dot at 1030.
Fin up at 1...quite fast and fun :D
-Skipping da BORING (it was still fun) stuff-
Hiked to Club 21 :D
Bought CDG parfum 2!
Here it is, on my keyboard LOLS
I should really get a photoshooting box =X
Had a hard time deciding between PLAY and 2...
Both smelled really GOOD and I mean GOOD!
T_T I shall get PLAY soon and alternate it...it's POISONOUS xD
Here's the nice METAL bottle =O
Fragance: BOLD at beginning, SWEET at the end -Marvellous-
Bottle Design: Simple, curvy, elegant, <3

Okay~ gtg, it's 12am.
I mean gtg study for now.
Blogging tonight was emotional and fun
-Tears+Laughter-
@ Skin me~
Here's my laptop skin :D
Sorry for the wait

Know it doesn't look good, oh well~

Sorry, forgot to take pics of the Hornet....
Really forgot! Shall wait till my custom earmolds arrive then do a full picture..damn, it's nearly 2 months!!!
I CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER!! ARRIVEEEEEE!!
@ I got cakeD! ARGHS
Friday :D
Quite a boring day till after school. We managed to drag the sick bday boy Zhi Yong back and donno why also celebrated Wen Xi's bday too >_>
Tadah~~~~ Da bday couple with their mango cake, yes, mango cake of destruction!

Donno wad's Zach (taiwan fei zai) frowning about

Probably Jealous
*Ahem* Couple INDEED :D
SCANDAL LOLLLLLL
The war begins....
Wilson got scared till he was rooted to the ground =S
Man, Wen Xi scares us guys LOL
Doug..watcha laughing at?
Zach u look gay once more.

Zach, you got cakeD! Sorry low res for this pic, can't really see...but it covered his face, at least half of it!
I well..got cakeD too =/ Bday boy and Samuel had fun chasing me around the atrium TWICE wah lau. Then Wen Xi had fun painting my hair, face and shirt with mango cream ~_~

Say goodbye Doug, you suck big time LOLLLLLLLL!
@ Really serenades me.
2 songs, just those 2 songs are needed to make me just tear up inside.
You amaze me.
@ -Emo-ish-
The music has come to an end.
It's all quiet around and what is to be wished for, will never flutter and serenade deep within.
It was supposed to be beautiful.
It din go wrong, it wasn't even started.
Hopefully, have the time to have a major post later on =)
Thursday, May 15, 2008 @ How I miss you..
Cutting short this post, had dinner with Dorcas.
Took 52 back with her and she transfered to her yishun bus while I got on board 93 =O
Yea, it was fun chatting with her, been a long time since we really sat down and had a decent chat!
I miss the old Whitley days! Allan, torment me with your weird crappy drawings again!
RAWR~
Am just so sleepy now, haven't really been getting enough rest, not like I don't want =S
Okay, should really go to bed, washing up 1st :D
Ahhh, love track 1 of my playlist!!
Given that it is not needed to be said, I understan and acknowledge it.
Shan't pester you any longer.
@ Was that supposed to be a joke?
Had major presentation ytd (14/5/08)
Thank you loads Serena and Diana =)
You 2 are a joy to work with haha! <3
Turned out to be okay =O
Yay, got to talk to my NZ online fren :D
Been a loooooong time since I saw her online =(
She's getting buried with work too =O
Pretty+Brains=ROCK ON!
xD
Currently still nearly finishing up INFA tutorial, got too caught up chatting with Benedict and gang just now~~~~
Am tired, so tired, from work, life and some people.
Easily irritatable these few days so..just don't step on my toes.
Time to take things seriously, like how I take one aspect of my life very seriously(while some people love to have fun with it).
Something so simple to spell, has so much feeling within; Feeling so much but not able to convey them in words.
Wednesday, May 14, 2008 @ Just wish I can get to sleep..
Am still up, doing my IAC Proj, presentation tmr..hais, it doesn't seem to be going right.
So so so tired right now..
Currently, waiting for Serena to get the powerpoint collated and I can work on my own script..
Shucks...am officially dead for later on. Panda Panda, now thats wad MTM's for, poly students who get dumped with work (JC students can be included if they want)
So sorry guys, really don't feel like uploadin the pics..
I got ripped off...seriously got ripped off...arghs!
Nvm...will know what to do in future, when I have the means that is...
I got nothing to do right now except wait ~_~
Ohhhh yea, got to get someone a bday present, hmm....
Okay..I gonna catch 40winks.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ Busy Busy, Stress Stress
Major presentation tmr. No dinner yet, going thru stuffs, destressing at some time.
Still down with flu. Homework sure buries all forms of emotions. Nothing much is needed to be said.
Saw 'GM' today..meeting was sucky, wanna know y? PM me
Listening to a chinese song right now =O
Amazing that I would get a song off a website and listen to it. Oh well...beautiful yet sad song. Lovely vocal.
Guess..it's time to go back to the drawing board.
Another day, more work, it get burried deeper inside
To be felt greatly but never heard.
It serenades me, would be much better if it really came from you.
Monday, May 12, 2008 @ Flu Flu Flu
Got my MC today...ahhh, feeling really bad inside.
Body's just so warm..I need.....
Got my Ultimate Link Silver Master cable today after much suffering...last piece, had to get it.
Anw...no mood to blog, sick, brkhrted, study but nothing gets in.
Thanks Allan for the get well soon card...I think...
[Added] Refer to Allan's 2nd blog for more updates on tonite's stuff.

Sunday, May 11, 2008 @ Drats...just drats
Darn it, am ill. Officially coming down with flu and suffering from a very bad backache.
Guess am skipping one day of my poly life tmr..
Am gonna miss everyone *sniff*
Okok, can't crap, have to go rest before I spoil mother's day and make her nag at meeeeee.
@ Exhausteddd
I went to get my hair done today =)
Was told to go for lunch first cos erms, cutting the ladies' hair wld take some time lol
Had BK =O There's nothhing else at Raffles Place on a Sat..unless you're willing to splurge on Coffee Club just to wait for your haircut LOL!
Left my Hornet at home to burn in =O
Came home, plugged in, fell asleep while reading BMGT =.=
Too tired...hais. I so need my life back.
Prepared to go for dinner. It was totally awesome =O
I so wanna go there and eat again T.T
Grandma and grandpa were going back to Penang, so waited for their bus to depart before going home. Packed my room as I really needed to get some part of life on track HAHA.
Whole layout is still the same, like how Allan always see it as whenever I pack my room xD
I hate changing the places of my stuff =S
No pics today cos am tired and freaking lazy to jam that SD card into my card reader!
~_~ someone pls jolt me back to life, make me wake up..
I can't go out tmr, sadly. DSS and BMGT are waiting for me..
Time for me to check out the ppt presentation that I have to do on Monday. Tata~
I really wish you will open up to me as a fren.
If you must continue being cold to me..then am afraid time will just be wasted cos whatever goes on between us is just merely for the sake of it.
What happens in the future will depend on you, will still be the same but I have my limits as well.
Saturday, May 10, 2008 @ TGIF
Yay, watched Iron Man today :D
Watched it with Benedict.
It was funny!!!!! Lols
Bought my amp, RSA Hornet :)
Skinned my laptop too~
Pics uploaded soon
Had a great dinner, saw an Audi R8 on the way home $_$
Feeling utterly sleepy..sry for the short phrase blogging lol
Tuesday, May 6, 2008 @ Words that weren't said.
Wanted to post something but scraped the idea..
Didn't have the heart to go on.
Simply, it was heading to where my few previous posts were heading.
@ U just piss me off so much =(
Okay, Dinesh officially pissed me off badly last night.
Not going to go into detail cos he kind of pleaded to me to not tell =O
Well, Kai has the details :)
Dinesh got flamed last night by me cos he really pissed me off over 3matters in 1 conver. Not my fault, just a raw nerve. Yes, a very raw nerve.
If you all know what he loves to do and bring up =)
Kai, Potty and Alvin joined in da flaming. Well, they were busy adding everyone into a conver, causing much lagginess =.='
Idiot pot, u die when you come back sg!
xD
I miss going out. Mostly with my buds T_T
I want to go eat, crap with them again arghxxxx!!!
Class test this week, followed by next week...and who knows, even more.
Presentation and projects have been piling up. Am just too busy, too busy to even play -.-
My mind' just filled with appointments ~_~
Even my HTC can't save me. Now, that's drastic. lol
Those were days, those were the moments.
I miss them all.
Monday, May 5, 2008 @ Serenade me :D
It was another not so bad day at poly.
Ate pancake for lunch cos din feel like eatin solid food..
DSS a.k.a microsoft excel crap class was boring..waste of time. I want to revise blaw and maec, lemme la! T_T
Did a bit of work there, which was unexpected =O
Time to get my work done, be it crap or not. lol
Was listening to music and doing work though =X
Done my MAEC work. After enjoying my music :D
My foam earbuds died, somehow, 1 side got torn apart while the other was as good as new =.=
Changed back to silicon buds, loving da bass coming out right now =D
Ahhh~ serenade me again and again =)
Would just wish, I can enjoy the moments with you again. Though few, I really had much fun.
Land me oppurtunities, once again.
For, I will be here, cos it's hard to find someone like you.
Sunday, May 4, 2008 @ Darn you stupid DSS
It's just pure waste of time! T_T
I used the 2 morns to get it done...haiz
Went out ytd night :D
Yeaaaaaaa, got what I wanted to buy~
Not gonna upload a picture of it =X
Just a hint: AJ AJ AJ :)
Am relieved to have finished DSS but now..I got MAEC, BMGT, BLAW waiting for me =(
Guess it's back to da drawing boarddddd
Friday, May 2, 2008 @ Another long tiring day.
Started my day preparing for that BLAW presentation.
I screwed up on my part =S
Minor one actually, well, was not very sure of the point den the tutor kept asking me qn T_T
Oh yea, the tiles in our tutorial room cracked =.=
Donno which elephant rampaged thru da room..
Well~ Presentation was overall a success =)
She was impressed lol~
Whew~!
BMGT lecture was a bummer. INFA tutorial was not that bad but Douglas was busy flirting with the girls again. Yes, 2 today ~
He's ranked number 1 in Zach's official TA22 master flirt list. LOL
Stayed back for BLAW lecture, really should have just gone home.
Nothing went in, just too tired and speaker was mono.
Guess, that's what weekends are for.
Saw couple of old buds today =)
Rather happy though I got scared by Gui Xiang AGAIN Thanks hor!
Sadly, that moment was short-lived when I saw someone not worthy of even greeting but still had to as was with my buds.
Well, blocked it outta my mind, had to, it's time to fully get rid of it.
I love chatting with my female classmates on msn! Only time when I don't get whacked by them! Muhahaha~
It's all JUST a dream. If only..it isn't.
@ How much can I seriously take?
Ain't my Heli marvellous?~ ROFL
Sucha beauty without a back propellers xD
I love GTA's extra randomness wahahaha!

There she goes...losing altitude...soon, crashing into the depths of the ocean.

I apologize for the picture quality, yes, BLAME MY 8.3 MP DIGI CAMERA LOL
Just joking, pictures of tech stuff can nv be taken. Booo~
I actually wanna rant about BLAW.
However, I lack the energy right now. It's 12:23 a.m. of this sentence and am still dead awake.
Want to sleep but cannot, need to prepare for the presentation tmr which our 'nice' tutor hasn't briefed us on. How 'nice' of her :D
Well...thats another public holiday gone. Wanted to go join Allan and gang for a fun filled day out or alternatively visit blackjack and see if any Y-3 caps fit my head profile but well..had to get work done.
It's an awfully tiring day =/
I cnt absorb any more dead blaw facts..
Even my keyboard's tired of it, ran out of bat, nearly I mean.
Backlight's off. No more splendor T_T
Time to fully charge it tonite =O
Didn't do dat initially haha
Surprisingly it can last 2days for a 2hr charge ;)
Now...am waiting for Zach to get the powerpoint done.
Rest have gone to sleep and I am turning into a zombie -.-
Life. It's about chances and timing.
Looks like, once again, it ain't my turn to enjoy the better part of life.
I can't get what I want once again, though life sucks, I try looking at the bright side,
which in fact, doesn't seem to have happiness installed for me..
What's passion for, when life beats you down time and again.
I am still here, I cnt do anything but just wish..wish for a change in the winds.
To bring me to some where wonderful, for a change.
It's..just so cold, once again.