Life a mess

Life been so miserable lately. Feel like jz pack and back home for a long holiday.theres a time when u just feel like wanna run out from the track, when u cant follow the path of others...when u feel like u not belong to the place,friends.....

i wanna back home... i cant take it anymore.....

wat can i do.... i gotta face it.. i gotta combat it... i gotta stay here...where im not belong to....

Self Updates

Im fine here... theres alot to do,bt im jz keep dragging my work. Assignment hv to be start finding materials, having quiz and midterm coming,which means i should be start revising. hmm... yeh..life kinda "study" life. lately theres no movies,..no singK,..no window shopping..=) and hoon,..wanna tell u smth>>im not going for jay chow concert d.i know u'll happy to hear it rite? *grin*

Handphone & laptop been my best "mate" lately. handphone-which able me to "annoying" on my frens when im bored or lonely...*wink* and laptop-which im sure u guys wont be denying that its the important "tool" for us-student in uni-life. i jz cant stop watching movie series when im super bored or on9 where there are frens to lay on whenever mood im in.thx guys^^

i've been keep looking forward to back home,i mean penang. weird. im homesick? i miss every1 at home,i miss my frens over there...i miss the "smell" of my hs.ha everything jz come reversely. where i feel it after i came here for my 2nd semester. its should be happen in my 1st sem where im stil new here. hmm....watever.im stil trying to coping myself over here. life isn't go smooth all the time rite.that is why we are here where we are nw,learning to be independent,be responsible, communicate with the society,...and most important*ding!*~hv a smell of the reality.

New Year + ValeNtINe's

HellO ppl^.^ its been like zeon i didnt update my bloggy. life been bz lately n getting more complicated.ha..(i tink tats life which meant to be challenges everyday)

CNY holiday jz passed n bek to study again.quiz quiz exam exam.theres no time to rest for cny. By the way,i ate alots during cny.the cookies.. the food.. the laksa...the sotong.. bt without hoon there.ha... i jz bek kl few days ago,n coming mon got test..bt am just no mood to study.*sos~help*

n yet..tmr is Valentine's day.. i got no valentine so its non of my business.*wink* i dun mind if u guys recommend me some "valentine".ha...

gawd....my english is deterioting...

its time to get bek on track... i've changed or mayb the environment change perhaps. im jz an ordinary girl who trying to adapting myself in tis reality world. where the rich win,the prettiest win,the smartest win...don't u guys tink so as well?? hmm... watever.. i don't give a f***. jz remember>>be urself<<... thx anne for the 2 words which i always apply it in my daily life.

till then.... gnitez every1. haPpy bek on study life^^

New Year New Me

New SemEsteR

its a public holiday-->thaipusam<-- not goin out bt just staying at home. At nitez,went pasar malam.=) to pasar malam was actually not in plan cz im headache plus lil dizzy. hmm...duno y. been sleeping 8hrs lastnitez,fully recharge bt stil kind of tired.

yesterday was an "exciting" and tiring day.after class,we jz went bek for a short nap then we jz bang into redbox. Its a brand new experience in the way of how we get to redbox. from our place, we took taxi,then LRT then walk a "quite long" journey(actually we can took monorail bt some of them jz insist to walk,so,we jz walk) to reach the shoppin mall called lowyat plaza.and there we go redbox...can u beliv it??it jz cost us about rm8 for singing 4hrs plus. i guess we can sing for even 5hrs.hmm... mayb its normal for those of u guys out there.bt..cz its been a long time i didnt go singK at noon.so...its like>>wart??its so cheap!! ha... THEN...

New Friend Found>>Karen<<

we were plan to hv steamboat at hm.so,..we jz sing til 8smth.then rush bek.as some of them alr start preparing the food.hmm.....when we reach home, its alr bout nearly to 10pm.which is rili late,as we plan to hv dinner(steamboat) at 9pm. ha.. we jz helping out preparing n START eating on 11pm. its a dinner!! wat a super late dinner at 11pm. its considering supper man. im starving by the way..ha..alrite..alrite.. not only me, bt all of us is starving.. fyi, we got 17 ppl in a hs to hv steamboat.ha..

this is what we waiting FOR....wahahaha

yummy yummy....i like tis alot...duno wat it call,kind like tau hu

new semester,new frens>>> been up with a few of frens in tis sem.aint like previous sem....anyway, new frens doesnt makes any different with "old frens"..its stil stay the same. *wink*wink*

It shouldnt be like this

it seems like time flyz. chinese new year coming soon. real soon.which means holidays coming soon as well~ *grin*

things goes complicated day by day.... is tat what we have to face before we are rili "well grown". family,frens,love,study...etc.. its sort of challenges tat we gotta combat b4 we r out to the society.

im lost...i got mood swing according to sum1(erhem).... speechless...

its jz >>>complicated... h-e-l-p

Recharge

After 10hrs of precious time at my "dreamland", im fully charged nw!! yeh!! FULLY CHARGE!

its been a busy week. 4 out of 5 days are 8am class. which means i gotta wake up early in the morning to attend classes till late noon.e-v-e-r-y-d-a-y. *tired*exhausted*

its time to start revising my study stuff,bt kinda lazy~~~ stil not in the mood. argGG...

Do U Know

What will u feel when u just need to print out a letter,bt u hv to stand on a que wait for one n half hour. Frustrated? Anger? Helpless? Hmm…its jz all becoz I rili nid to print out the 1 and only letter jz to give the so-called “tua liap” ppl to sign and prove tat im frm a single parent family. What a ridiculous act of that. Waiting for 1 and half hr!no jokes. What u can do is jz w-a-i-t.

What do u feel when the “tua liap” ppl sign all the documents for u,and she left the only 1 letter,refusing to sign till I show up a death cert of my dad. The super lammy pig (huan na tu ko),jz cant understand tat I jz nid a “penjamin” for my ptptn loan,and that’s enuff to show tat im frm single parent family. Bt they jz insist me to show the death cert.its kinda pissing me off for the whole morning. And the signing “speed” was so slow.cant they jz faster sign?! We pay them man.they jz take their own sweet time. Hmmm…..*shaking head*…as like wat mum said..”be patient,as u need ppl’s help..”. alrite,mum.i’ll listen to you. Nothing can be done as we are living in m-a-l-a-y-s-i-a.

What will u feel when some unconsiderate driver!parking their car blocking urs,and no hp num left on their car’s wind screen. What u can do was jz sit in the car>>and wait for the owner’s children finish sch,and get into car.then only ur car can move out frm the parking lot and continue to ur destination.

Read weint’s some previous post. Mayb..thats the feeling im experiencing now. Weint,we gotta add oil adapting this society=)