By watching SNSD dance to Gee in pyjamas!
OMG Sunny and Taeyeon look so cute la! *Swoooon*!

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Including getting a C
Yes. A C.
And the best part is?
It is for a module that is worth 6AU.
When normal modules are 3 AUs each...
It means I practically like get C for 2 modules.

Should I just drop my TCM and boost my morale?

A dying man lies on the hospital bed.
He wants you, the doctor, to pull him off the life support.

You think of two things.
Firstly, the man is being selfish.
He is not the only one who is hurting now.
Everyone around him hurts with him too.
He can die now, and find peace.
But how would those around him find peace?
How will you live with the guilt?

Secondly, the man is entitled to die.
He is suffering right now.
He will suffer for a long period to come, before the Scythe finds him and takes him away.
He will cause grief to his loved ones.
Time will heal all wounds, he says.
But Time won't heal mine, he says.

But what if, he is not just a dying man,
And you are not just a doctor.
What if you are his loved one?

Spent the entire day reading The Pact by Jodie Picoult.
I'm only 3/4 way through
But I already feel like writing this entry.
Why do you want someone to do that for you?

I feel like a round peg in a square hole...
I fit, but there are many gaps.

I feel like there's a frictional force that is equal and opposite to my actions.
A lot of force, but no work done.

Like.
A loaded word.
With varying degrees of affection.
I like strawberries.
Conveys a different meaning compared to
I like you.

I guess I you could say...yeah...
I like them quite a lot.
And yeah...we talk well to each other
But with you, there's just that certain difference to it.
I feel I can tell you anything...
Even things I feel bad about, things I want to hide from everyone else.

Sometimes I wonder if I am overcompensating for past failures.
I seem to do things or say things without thinking...too often
I can't really understand what goes through your mind too...sometimes

I read somewhere that...contrary to what is taught in school
Saying sorry is bad.
It's an excuse.
Instead, you should undo the wrong and make things right.
I wonder if I'm making excuses for myself...

Sunny "auditioning" for a beer ad...
And her 3 killer aegyo (cute) moves!

On another note...
Simin, you wanted this kind of curls is it?

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Festive spirit certainly is making her high! Hahahahahah!
Tae Yeon from her Chin Chin radio broadcast on Christmas Eve!

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It seems great to have money.
Lots of it.
If life was a game with 100 levels to beat
Money is like a cheat code that clears you a few tens of levels.
Just looking at photos of a few of my rich acquaintances.
They're doing whatever they want...
They're free to chase their desires
No constraints.
Or is it just that we don't see their constraints?

Then I thought about my life.
Money.
Should money be a goal of my life?
Would this goal make me sacrifice other things in my life?
Will I have to lose a part of myself?
Is it worth it?
As people say
Money is a necessary evil.
But, once I immerse myself in it,
Can I break free and come out of it?

Sometimes, I think I am a bitter rejection of reality...
I want to do what I want, when I want
But circumstances do not allow me to do so.
So, I bend the rules, here and there.
I compromise with myself.
Are these compromises undermining me?

Merry Christmas to all of you!
And a Happy New Year soon!
Since you're reading my blog, you should be someone close to me.
Thank you for enduring my occasional irritating behaviour
Ok...maybe not occasional...maybe it happens a lot more often.
In any case, thank you for being my friend. =D

I'm really glad I got to spend some time with you.
Part of me is really happy,
But the rational, pragmatic, reasoning side of me...
Knows I'm going to miss you a lot.

Then again, without sadness, how do you know happiness?
A man's happiness is only measurable as compared to his sadness.
A poor man is easily content.
A rich man is never appeased.

Sidetracking a bit...
WHY OH WHY are random vietnamese girls adding me on facebook?!
Hmph!

Since I'm in a Christmassy mood...
=D

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I can look at the photos and no longer feel sad.

Read about forest fires in Melbourne...
And 45 degree temperatures
Hope you're alright!

Thought through quite a few things that had been bothering me
It was nice to have someone to talk to
Even if it can't be resolved, i still feel better being able to say it out.
I've always been the listening ear
And it was nice to be listened to

I have a history of being too late.
My timing sucks
I think regretting an action done is better than regretting an action not done
But then again...I fear I might bring hurt or confusion...or irritation
Dilemmas.

Suppose you have a different mask for different people
And a different protocol with each different mask
Suppose you need to wear 2 at the same time
What protocol do you follow?

The real world is not binary.
The answer is not yes or no.
The world lies in a quantum state of mind.
Schrodinger's cat is not dead or alive.
A 2 dimensional world can exist in a 3-dimensional platform
But not vice versa.

Therein lies the dillema
Of wishing the world was a set of equations
But having free expression and individuality in it

A sonnet is a poem
Known for its strict rules of form
Yet
It's beauty is in how you express yourself within it's strict form

I apologise for my profuse lack of self-discipline and awareness
It is difficult for me when I get carried away

Even though we loved each other
We are now breaking up
Even though we are in different places under the same sky
Please don't forget me

Because I miss your laughter that I hear
When the cold wind brushes against my finger tips
Your two eyes that reflected my face,
Because I'm lonely I cry and cry again
I couldn't say these words because my lips were frozen

We loved each other
We are now breaking up
Even though we are in different places under the same sky
Please don't forget me

I couldn't say the words because my tears hid my lips

We loved each other
We are now breaking up
Even though we are in different places under the same sky
Please don't forget me

Do you know
that someone let you go while hiding the hurt deep inside
that person is me
please love that person
even though we are in different places under the same sky
return to me some day

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YAYY!! End of exams!!
BOOO!! Still got 3 days of First Aid Course

Had a good dinner with fellow BMSmates at Swensens'...
Koon Hwee and Sin Yee you all ABANDONED US!!!
It was a nice feeling sitting down together and chatting
without having to think about studying...

After that I went to Orchard to meet Adeline and Simin
Simin ahhhhh...travelling overseas lehhhhh
Please be more concerned about what's happening
No Adeline to save you lehhh
And no hard liquor ah!
And DUN SCRATCH! Hahaha

Then this morning was First Aid course...
ArGH
Wake up at 7am...
Nearly slept during the theory part in the morning...
YI YUN STAYS IN HOSTEL BUT SHE WAS LATE LOR!!!
STOP BLAMING EAN WEARN FOR MAKING YOU LATE!!! NO EXCUSE!!
Had lunch at canteen 2 and just stoned around at the tables outside.
Never really stoned for a very long time
NEVER HAD TIME to stone...
Really miss stoning...hahaha

And of course...how else to celebrate end of exams?