I seemed to have reached an age Where I question everything I do. It did not use to bother me That I wasted my time away playing computer games Or sat at my desk studying furiously for exams.
Suddenly, I am thinking. What am I doing?
I don't find myself without a purpose. But the road. It twists and turns. It enters the forest. And it is pitch dark inside. And I can barely see the path. And I am wondering why I am walking straight ahead Instead of maybe climbing a tree and see whether I am heading in the right direction.
I hate change. I can't stand doing mundane stuff, or repetitive activities. But I hate change. I like status quo. That makes me very very contradictory eh?
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 22:13
empty
I don't know what happened. I kinda just cracked suddenly. After school... I just felt this wave of... Nothingness. Like...end of the day. Wad else is there to look forward to? More tests? More exams? More memorizing?
I dunno what I want anymore... I dunno what I like either... I'm just mindlessly passing through one day after the other Absorbing information like a sponge... A sponge which is full of water already
Sure...I enjoy learning about Chinese Medicine But I feel like the goose Being force fed For foie gras Where's the fun in discovering? Where's the joy in applying what you learn? Nothing. Nothing but mindless memorizing. Is this what I have degraded to? Merely a hard disk drive?
I just stared forward... And felt empty. Where's the mask? I need the solace...behind that which hides my despair.
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 21:38
Sunday, 22 March 2009
Invisible
The people who don't understand... They think Invisibility
Is a superpower. They imagine Creeping behind criminals Bashing their heads in without them knowing
Or the perverted ones Think of Unmentionable things.
What they do not know Is the Loneliness The slowly disappearing identity.
What maketh a man? But isn't it what people see in him? And what he sees in people? A man invisible A man alone Is no longer A Man But Organic Molecules.
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 12:12
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
This is too fun!
My Band: Claire Goll My Quote: Diluting your product to make it more 'commercial' will just make people like it less
Hugh Macleod
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 21:06
My First Album
1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random” or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.
2 - Go to Quotations Page and select “random quotations” or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3 The last four or five words of the very last quote on the page is the title of your first album.
3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days” or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.
4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together (or paint)
My band: Cabo de Santa Maria
My quote: An ounce of action is worth a ton of theory.
Friedrich Engels (1820 - 1895)
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 20:27
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
Voicemail.
They say a picture tells a thousand words. But none of them beats hearing you.
The pictures hold memories. And memories fade. And you forget what had happened. The picture is static, dead.
But the voice. It echoes through the mind. So tangible, that when I close my eyes I reach out with my hands and I can almost touch you. I feel the life within you. No matter what the words are.
Maybe thats why, I like to Call your voicemail.
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 22:59
Monday, 9 March 2009
One tooth, thats all it takes
One day, the left hand side, lower jaw, rearmost tooth Decided to rebel. And so, it started to throb and hurt And become sore.
It got attacked by ice cubes But refused to surrender. Even after lengthy periods of massaging acupoints, (the one laoshi taught) The attacks came one after another.
DAMN YOU TOOTH! I don't want a WISDOM TOOTH! NOOOOOOO! IT BETTER NOT BE A WISDOM TOOTH
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 22:09
Friday, 6 March 2009
droplets
You closed your eyes Hoping I would not see The tears glistening in your eyes. Yet they escape from the sides And trickle down.
You leaned forward. Hoping I would not see The tears landing on the floor Yet they sparkle like diamonds. And trickle down.
I reached out. Hoping you would not see. My hands catching all your tears. Yet you noticed my eyes as well As they trickled down.
wish that I was never brought into this place signing off @ 00:47
Sunday, 1 March 2009
ZPOP -- 南拳媽媽-下雨天
ZPOP! stands for Zieldrich's POP time! haha. some entertainment for all of you... Plus actually the main reason is so I dun need to look all over the place for the vids again
Ok...this version is not by 南拳媽媽, but i like her voice better than Lara's Not as squeaky and saccharine sweet. The guy is so annoying lar...at the start...even the girl look at him in annoyance. Enjoy!
