i'm starting work today.
everyth'g's gonna turn out fine.
at ;east it's better than lazing around at home,with nothing to do.
i gotta earn some money yo!
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
life is full of regrets
i know right!
after doing something wrong,
some people will admit that they are in the wrong,
while some will just say,"if i've done it in that way,i'll be right"
while some will not admit that they've made a mistake.
there's this particular quote that goes,
"i've no regrets in my life,and everything happens for a reason.the hard times u go through builds character,and make you a better person in the future"
FORGET,REGRET,OR LIFE IS YOURS TO BE MISSED.
after doing something wrong,
some people will admit that they are in the wrong,
while some will just say,"if i've done it in that way,i'll be right"
while some will not admit that they've made a mistake.
there's this particular quote that goes,
"i've no regrets in my life,and everything happens for a reason.the hard times u go through builds character,and make you a better person in the future"
FORGET,REGRET,OR LIFE IS YOURS TO BE MISSED.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
omg!xlb buffet
no more buffets for me,
till i crave for it!
15 xlbs and i feel like dying,
i wonder how my friends can finish 20.
i am impressed.and they are very very skinny,envious max!
i am gonna go run soon,feeling so fat.
i am xiao pang! :(
i really love hanging around with my friends,
enjoying the company,and totally showing the unglam side of me.
ugly ttm i know.
Monday, June 27, 2011
and you swept me off my feet.
i don't understand why ppl cant just make the effort to d up.
mei you chou nv ren,zhi you lan nv ren.
unless u wanna be left on the shelf forever.
sry,if im being mean,
kthnxbye.
mei you chou nv ren,zhi you lan nv ren.
unless u wanna be left on the shelf forever.
sry,if im being mean,
kthnxbye.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
brainwashing in process
all i need is some time.
i can get over it,its not affecting me at all
i'm perfectly fine.
i'm independent.
i can get over it,its not affecting me at all
i'm perfectly fine.
i'm independent.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
contented
gotta say,
i have really awesomeeeee friends around me.
those who are nice to hang out with,
those who'll listen to your rants,
without complaining,even the slightest bit,
those who gave good advices,
those who stick thru everyth'g with you,
thru thick and thin.
those who make the effort to meet up though they're super busy.
I LOVE MY FRIENDSSS.
<3
TTM
i have really awesomeeeee friends around me.
those who are nice to hang out with,
those who'll listen to your rants,
without complaining,even the slightest bit,
those who gave good advices,
those who stick thru everyth'g with you,
thru thick and thin.
those who make the effort to meet up though they're super busy.
I LOVE MY FRIENDSSS.
<3
TTM
Friday, June 24, 2011
a run a week keeps our body at peak
i ate too much this few days.
this explains why my throat is still sore.
from all the korean bbq,mcspicy,fries and pizzas i had.
and coke is the still my best friend.
what's better than a bottle of coke when u're eating spicy food.
i love it when i gulp the coke down and let out a loud burp after that.
i must say its the most satisfying part of it all.
too much unhealthy activity.
cut down on it,yes i should.
this explains why my throat is still sore.
from all the korean bbq,mcspicy,fries and pizzas i had.
and coke is the still my best friend.
what's better than a bottle of coke when u're eating spicy food.
i love it when i gulp the coke down and let out a loud burp after that.
i must say its the most satisfying part of it all.
too much unhealthy activity.
cut down on it,yes i should.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
the only way of achieving longer looking legs
is to,
wear very mini shorts,
paired with very very high heels,
and had the picture taken at a good angle.
but then no one wears tt out,
if not,she'll be looking like a prostitute.
wear very mini shorts,
paired with very very high heels,
and had the picture taken at a good angle.
but then no one wears tt out,
if not,she'll be looking like a prostitute.
i had a dream,
and it was you saving me from this pervert,
but i woke up after u've saved me,
cause my legs cramped.
but i woke up after u've saved me,
cause my legs cramped.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
hello hokkaido fair!
i'm starting work officially on the 30th june
and it'll end on the 10th july.
11 days of work straight.
hopefully i'll be strong enough to survive.
at least i'm earning some bucks.
making myself useful,and not spending money whilst working.
gonna save money for my 21st bday celebration and the upcoming phillipines trip.
and it'll end on the 10th july.
11 days of work straight.
hopefully i'll be strong enough to survive.
at least i'm earning some bucks.
making myself useful,and not spending money whilst working.
gonna save money for my 21st bday celebration and the upcoming phillipines trip.
Monday, June 20, 2011
yes,it is.
i love the holidays!
it's the only time when i can catch up with friends,
and talk about the good ole' times we've spent together.
even if we've not met for years,
it wont be difficult to start a topic.
enjoying life too much now,
i guess i wont be able to get use to school life when the term starts.
guess it'll be work and outings for me till the end of august!
yay!!
it's the only time when i can catch up with friends,
and talk about the good ole' times we've spent together.
even if we've not met for years,
it wont be difficult to start a topic.
enjoying life too much now,
i guess i wont be able to get use to school life when the term starts.
guess it'll be work and outings for me till the end of august!
yay!!
Saturday, June 18, 2011
sad but true.
Feelings fade, people change, but life goes on
If we are unable to work through our shared issues that cause power struggles, a relationship can still survive, but at a cost. The relationship will gradually sink towards what has been called the Dead Zone. This is a time when we may become bored with our partner and life in general. They may bury themselves in work or a pastime and take little interest in us. At the heart of the Dead Zone is withdrawal and emotional dissociation.
In the Dead Zone a relationship loses its sense of connection and the feelings of love. Love may remain as an idea rather than a feeling - you will know that you love somebody but the emotion has lost the delicious sensations that you experienced when you first fell in love. We subdue our emotions in this stage because we are afraid to deal with the fears and negative feelings that might come up if we were to communicate our insecurities to our partner. We are afraid that they will not love us, think us bad and even abandon us if we were to be totally honest about how we feel towards the relationship and about our self. Unfortunately we are largely unaware of these feelings as they are hidden in the unconscious mind.
Both the Power Struggle and the Dead Zone that usually follows are caused by a fear of intimacy - one of our greatest repressed fears. We fear that if our partner gets too close to us emotionally, that they will see aspects of our personality that would make them reject us. Paradoxically, our fears and behaviour around this issue make it much more likely that they will leave us. The key to getting out of the dead zone is to commit to your partner to move towards them emotionally so that you can once again begin to feel and share your full spectrum of emotions. It is not feeling emotions that destroys relationships and robs us of life's joys. Although sharing fears and insecurities in a heartfelt way with a partner, especially after many years together, can be frightening, it will always leads to more honesty and love in a relationship. As your hearts open again you will become much more emotionally aware and healing will automatically occur. You will once again begin to feel those powerful feelings of love that bought you together in the first place.
If we are unable to work through our shared issues that cause power struggles, a relationship can still survive, but at a cost. The relationship will gradually sink towards what has been called the Dead Zone. This is a time when we may become bored with our partner and life in general. They may bury themselves in work or a pastime and take little interest in us. At the heart of the Dead Zone is withdrawal and emotional dissociation.
In the Dead Zone a relationship loses its sense of connection and the feelings of love. Love may remain as an idea rather than a feeling - you will know that you love somebody but the emotion has lost the delicious sensations that you experienced when you first fell in love. We subdue our emotions in this stage because we are afraid to deal with the fears and negative feelings that might come up if we were to communicate our insecurities to our partner. We are afraid that they will not love us, think us bad and even abandon us if we were to be totally honest about how we feel towards the relationship and about our self. Unfortunately we are largely unaware of these feelings as they are hidden in the unconscious mind.
Both the Power Struggle and the Dead Zone that usually follows are caused by a fear of intimacy - one of our greatest repressed fears. We fear that if our partner gets too close to us emotionally, that they will see aspects of our personality that would make them reject us. Paradoxically, our fears and behaviour around this issue make it much more likely that they will leave us. The key to getting out of the dead zone is to commit to your partner to move towards them emotionally so that you can once again begin to feel and share your full spectrum of emotions. It is not feeling emotions that destroys relationships and robs us of life's joys. Although sharing fears and insecurities in a heartfelt way with a partner, especially after many years together, can be frightening, it will always leads to more honesty and love in a relationship. As your hearts open again you will become much more emotionally aware and healing will automatically occur. You will once again begin to feel those powerful feelings of love that bought you together in the first place.
Friday, June 17, 2011
i've fallen so deep...
why do i not know what i want in life?
dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever.
dun wanna regret any decisions i made.
its still too early to..
someone enlighten me.plss
dun wanna be stuck in this situation forever.
dun wanna regret any decisions i made.
its still too early to..
someone enlighten me.plss
Tuesday, June 14, 2011
DLS
When we live such fragile lives,
it's the best way we survive
i go round a time or two,
just to waste my time with you.
it's the best way we survive
i go round a time or two,
just to waste my time with you.
don't judge me
sometimes,i feel so lousy.
i couldn't tell what's exactly going through your mind.
and i didn't dare to ask.
cause,it may not be the answer i was expecting.
so,what i wanna ask is just "do you take me seriously?"
or just for the sake of fun?
i'm getting back on track again.
i couldn't tell what's exactly going through your mind.
and i didn't dare to ask.
cause,it may not be the answer i was expecting.
so,what i wanna ask is just "do you take me seriously?"
or just for the sake of fun?
i'm getting back on track again.
Monday, June 13, 2011
the only exception
my throat's still soreeee.
i think i shld refrain myself from eating chicken.
cause mummy says so.
Sunday, June 12, 2011
its gonna be a busy busy week ahead
i hope i wont pass out,
with the load of activities that's coming my way.
i'm so exhausted,and i need some time to breathe
sometimes,it makes me feel that fun only happens during the month of june july and august.
when September comes,everyth'g ends.
and poof,
back to my "oh-so-boring" life.
my life is so miserable.
but i have the ability to make it interesting.
but i guess i'll have to pay for all the consequences behind everyth'g
soon enough.
Saturday, June 11, 2011
i am not,
i am not affected.i am not affected.i ma not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.i am not affected.
kthnbye
kthnbye
Friday, June 10, 2011
getting a lil' too involved
Hit me out of nowhere like a car crash on the street,
Suddenly colliding into me,
Now I'm broken, bruised and beat up
Tangled in my sheets,
How can this feel so bad when you seemed so good for me?
Oh my god, what's wrong with my head?
Sweating with the chills, still in my bed,
Tell me how I'll ever make it through
It's the short hellos and the long goodbyes,
The shake in my lip from the look in your eyes
Makes me wanna die,
I've got the worst hangover from you
Suddenly colliding into me,
Now I'm broken, bruised and beat up
Tangled in my sheets,
How can this feel so bad when you seemed so good for me?
Oh my god, what's wrong with my head?
Sweating with the chills, still in my bed,
Tell me how I'll ever make it through
It's the short hellos and the long goodbyes,
The shake in my lip from the look in your eyes
Makes me wanna die,
I've got the worst hangover from you
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
sampan or cruise?
sampam
1.only carry one person
2.very sturdy
cruise
1.may throw onw off board
2.many roomss.
zzz
1.only carry one person
2.very sturdy
cruise
1.may throw onw off board
2.many roomss.
zzz
first
the therapist's really nice.
though the process was nt totally painless,
but it's bearable.
its summer time.
off to the beachesss(:
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
i'm pacing impatient,up in my head
did you take off while i was gone.
i missed it all
i messed you up
i missed you.
homecoming.
i missed it all
i messed you up
i missed you.
homecoming.
random facts about me
1.i like my noodles soft and soggy(so i always microwave them after i poured hot water over it)
2.i always keep all lights on when i'm alone in the house.
3.my alter ego cannot be controlled.
4.i do whatever i want,if i really want to
5.i'm not good at rebutting others,so even if i'm right,i'm still wrong
6.i love meat,not a vege eater,but i do eat cabbages and french beans
7.i always sing in the shower,when the tap is still running
8.i'm always in for new things,but fear taking risks at the same time.
9.i am complacent
10.i hate my nose.
2.i always keep all lights on when i'm alone in the house.
3.my alter ego cannot be controlled.
4.i do whatever i want,if i really want to
5.i'm not good at rebutting others,so even if i'm right,i'm still wrong
6.i love meat,not a vege eater,but i do eat cabbages and french beans
7.i always sing in the shower,when the tap is still running
8.i'm always in for new things,but fear taking risks at the same time.
9.i am complacent
10.i hate my nose.
Monday, June 6, 2011
Sunday, June 5, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
i love coco (:
first day of work
@ fairprice and carrefour.
i must swallow my pride and ask kids to eat cereal!
kena ignored by 7395475 kids.
:(
@ fairprice and carrefour.
i must swallow my pride and ask kids to eat cereal!
kena ignored by 7395475 kids.
:(
Thursday, June 2, 2011
State of being completely carried away by unreasoned passion or love
expresses the headlong libidinal attraction of addictive love.
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
headache
too many drinks again.
dear liver,please do not fail me!
1st band practice on sunday.
so excited.
dear liver,please do not fail me!
1st band practice on sunday.
so excited.
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