LET'S ALL WELCOME 2011,with an open heart

its gonna be a good year for everyone.
new year resolutions

1)i will study hard and graduate in 1 and a half years time
2)work hard and earn more money
3)save money=don't anyhow spend
4)slim down,be healthy
5)learn parallel parking(i know i'm a noob cuz i dont know how to parallel park,*sobs*)
6)i cant think of any now..zzz




2011,here i come.
HUAT AH!

so sweet!ahhhhh!

khuntoria!!!



someone told me,everyone's perfect in their own way.
have more confidence.

there are some days when i just don't feel like talking,
replying messages becomes a chore.
and i dragged myself to work,simply cause i'm feeling lazy,
because, i have no choice,if not i wont have money to spend.
have no intention to answer any phone calls at all.
just feel like lying in bed,
waiting for time to pass.
am i weird?
or is this normal?

life's not that complicated,

you just complicate things yourself.
but why make things so hard for yourself when it can solve easily?
just dont understand the way people think.

i know this may be very childish,

BUT!!!
omgggggggg!




nichkhun! (:

someone didn't plan to spend x'mas with me.

:(

my stomach feels funny!

stopppppp!

how do i tell my brain to tell my stomach that i'm full,
so i would stop gorging on food?!
hate the feeling of puking after eating.
eeyerrrr!



i just finish 2 pieces of prata,
so full i feel like puking!

no voucher AGAIN!

%*^^&%&^%*&$*$*^&%&%(%%(&%&%&%&%(%$$%!

VCCB FORGET TO SUBMIT OUR NAMES FOR DFS VOUCHERS AGAIN.
though i filled up the form for her,
forwarded it to her,and reminded her to send it in!
wahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i'm so angry,i could diezzz.
$60 ley,i have planned to spend it on make up lor.
cuz my foundation cui already,and my blusher's gonna be used up,
and my mascara need to be replenished.
rawrrrrrr.
i wanna kill somebody right now.
my 60 buckssss!FLYYYYYY




EVEN THE CAT'S ANGRYY!

i have an ordinary face,

that doesn't stand out from the crowd,
with a ordinary personality,
that people wont even notice.
but i'm lucky that i have great friends that will stand by my whenever i need that,
and a fantastic family,though my mum nags at me all the time cause of stupid and minor stuff.
but still i'm grateful for all the things around me,other than my stubborn belly fats!

so disgusted

why am i gaining back the weight i've lost again?
why cant i control my hunger?
why must i eat so much,then regret after?
its just like giving me sth,
then taking it away when i thought everything's gonna be okay.
WHYYYYYYY?

live to eat

i cant stop eating,
guess i'm having a second puberty?

lets play a love game.

i'm done with my hrm essay!hurray!3 full pages.
hope victor yee can gimme a decent grade for it.
coming to the end of 2010,
i wonder what's waiting for me in the year of 2011,
uol exams,i'm afraid so!

let's hope in the yr of 2011,b and bro can both get their licence and drive me out for supper.
so i can be in the passenger seat,and wont put other drivers on the road in danger.
cause,i'm a road hazard! :(




Let's play a love game
Play a love game
Do you want love?
Or you want fame?
Are you in the game

cable ski

we had fun today at batam,though my arms and body aches like mad now.
but its super funnnnnn!
gotta try it again!SOON!

god's always fair.
when he gives you something,he'll take other away.
i wonder what did he gave me?

what's done is done,
and what's undone can be left undone?

havoc.

mummy's coming back today.
means i dun have to do housework anymore,
but then i wont be able to stay out late after today.
oh wells!

i will survive!

ahhhhhhhhhh!
why do i have to do housework everyday!
after school,come home,do house work,go work,come home,do housework.
walaooooooooo.dying alreadyyyy!
prepared food for tonight's steamboat,
hope i wont have to wash the dishes later.
get b to do it for meeeeee!
HAHAHAHAHAHA

i need a new phone with a front camera,
wells,i think i'll save up for it,slowlyyyyyy.
then,
i think i'll need a thousand years to get the phone.

Unresistable temptation.

i baked chocolate muffins today,when i'm supposed to be reading through ibm notes.
and mind you,it's flour-less chocolate muffins.damn naiseeeee and moist!
i think mummy will kill me when she sees the muffins.
better get rid of it soon.

and,its kinda weird that i dun eat the cakes that i made.
make them but dun eat them,
haa,


and i'm still stuck at chapter one of my ibm notes.
good game.
wells,tomorrow will be a better day.
studying buddy,anyone?(:

I WANNA KICKSTART A HEALTHY STUDYING LIFESTYLE!!!!
rawrrrr!

turning twenty soon!

why am i always not aware how lucky i am.
seriously dont understand what i'm thinking!
dear brain,please tell me wad i'm thinking!

:(

i feel so pathetic.
anyone there willing to lend a listening ear.
i would rly appreciate that.

b's 22nd :D

i think i made the icing a little too sweet,
bah!its my first attempt anyway!
haha.

car crash

..seriously,why would this kind of thing happen to me!!!

i wanna be a billionaire,so fucking bad!

so, daddy wont have to work so hard to pay for my school fees.
so, i can buy all the things that i want.
so,i dont have to work so hard.
so,i would never ever worry that i wont have enough to spend.

sometimes,life doesn't seems as easy as it is...

yesterday,when i was at work,
one of my colleague told me about his family.
he has been a single parent for 12 years,
and has 2 children to feed.
and one of his child has passed away cuz he had leukemia.
and the child was just 7years old when he passed on.
i really feel for him.
and when the doctor told him that there wasn't any cure for it cus he has past the stage where he can still be cured,
he was at loss.
if i was him,i wont even know how to face it.
life is tough sometimes,but there's always a solution to all problems.
but for him,the only solution,was to ..
no,there's no solution for him.
he could only pray for every single day while he's son was still alive.
now then i realise how lucky i am,
to be healthy,
to have a family
to have every single on by my side,
i'm really really grateful for all the things that i have.
:D
and may it all stay the same.

i've been eating too much.

first,its milk cream puff,
then its fried wanton.
after that,vitasoy.
dinner's indian food.
and super thick chocolate fudge cake for dessert.
can someone tell me wad on earth am i doing?
so dumb so dumb.

MUSTAFA!

i'm going to BKK again! (:

they have sushi at roadside stalls,
but i dun think it'll guarantee you a clean stomach after consuming.
:X

too many things,too little time.

i have lessons on monday,tuesday,thursday and friday.
and,i'm not really a "study and remember" type of person.
gotta get myself organized.
i need to know what i shld do and wad i shouldnt.
wad i need to do,and wad i need not.
JIAYOU!

a really nice song

really love this song.
her voice's rly special,and she's talented too.
lyrics's meaningful.
typical emo song that people would listen,

damn,shift work.

b has just started with his shift work recently.
the time we get to meet is getting even lesser than the days when he used to book out during saturdays and sundays,
sad :(
was late for management mathematics today,the reason's simply because i fail to get out of bed.
wonder when can i really kick this habit of mine.
i shall try my best not to be late for lessons again,if not i'll really miss out alot.
SIM should really hire buses to fetch students to school for morning lessons like wad ngee ann poly's doing.
we pay so much school fees,at least give us some benefits mah.
hate squeezing with other commuters on the train,and not getting a seat when i actually got up at the 2nd stop of the green line(tampines).
rly cannot take it when time is wasted when i have to train down to pasir ris first so tt i'm assured a seat,and have to give away my seats to "people in need" at tampines!arghhhhhhwhyyyyy!

work's getting really boring,
always get to see "a" at work.
really want to dig her eyes out,face so irritating,voice so irritating,
everything also irritating.she rly gets on my nerves.


there's alot of things on my mind,
sometimes i wonder if theres rly a need to even think about it.

some random thoughts.

was talking to b about my colleagues' children,how cute they were blah blah blah,
and saying wad if we had a daughter,and if the daughter grew up to be stupid like abc..
then if our daughter kenna pregnant early how.
then he become ah gong,i become ah ma.
really cannot imagine if this situation really happen.
hahahaha.
then we'll have grandchildren blah blah blah.
we ended up laughing to ourselves.
so stupid.
Zzzzz.

SCHOOL=BORING!

school has started,
went for my 1st class which is ibm on monday morning.
seriously cant find a nice,friendly person to talk to,
peharps,everyone's having monday blues uh.
i dont wanna be loner in lectures ley :(
after 2 hours in lecture,got to know one friend.
heng ah,hope that friend will come to lectures on time,teach me ibm,if not i will "da pao".haiii.
paranoid already,

LOVE IS..

LOVE is patient,

LOVE is kind,

it always protects,

always trust,always hopes,

always perseveres,

LOVE never fails

<3

does alcohol make you fat?answer is YES!

The problem with alcohol and fat is that alcohol contains a great deal of sugar and is calorie rich. This sugar quickly turns to fat inside our body. That alcohol induced fat clings to our belly, thighs, arms, and all body parts. The common assumption that alcohol somehow affects belly fat more than on any part of the body is false. Each person has his or her own genetic makeup. This alone determines the body parts which are more prone to accumulate fat.

Overall, men gain more weight in the abdomen, so it's likely that alcohol would cause belly fat for men. But it's not different from any other fatty food. Women mostly add fat in the pelvic area, so alcohol will not cause a massive accumulation of belly fat for them. However, it will still add more fat overall.

Because alcohol is calorie and sugar rich, and because it doesn't make you less hungry, it's detrimental to weight loss. One of the things it can hurt more than anything is an effort to get a flat stomach or six pack abs, since that requires an overall low body fat percentage.

Alcohol makes you fat only if you drink too much of it. If you want to lose body fat, I recommend that you cut down on your alcohol intake. I'm not suggesting to cut it out entirely. You're still entitled to enjoy yourself. But cut it down to 1-2 drink when you go out. That should be enough to enjoy yourself but still keep your body fat down.

DIE AH!i feel like puking out the martell i drank yesterday!

courage,what's that??

some people have the courage to do surgery,cuz they know it'll make them prettier,better in terms of looks.

some pple have the courage to admit their mistakes,because there's a need to.

i wonder where's mine?

stress-free now,stress-ful later.

OMG!school's gonna start soon.in less than 2 weeks time.

honestly,i dont miss school at all,

not a single bit.

:(

dun understand why pple like to study so much.

wad i rly wanna do is finish my degree in 3 years time,

find a job and start earning big bucks(if i can).

by choosing the modules,its already killing me.

wad goes thru my mind right now is,

"wad if i choose the wrong modules,wad if i think i chose the module that i wanted and end up regretting?"

think too much?better than not thinking about it and screwing everything up.

i need to sing!!!to release some stresssssss.

satisfied but will try harder.

finally gotten my results.

passed all.

its kind of sad that i'm actually aiming for passes,

but then i'll aim for honours if my brain allows me to.

the stressful period is over.

next semester's gonna be better i hope.

should be taking ibm,mm,marketing and human resource management.

need to jiayou and memorise everything!(:

i could really use a wish right now.

less than half a month to the release of results.

:(

if fail 2 or more modules,confirm year 4.

if fail 1 modules-i'll have to take extra modules this yr.

if fail half a module-will be happy,cus no need to take one whole module,sad becuz need to retake

if never fail-i will open bottles and celebrate!!

cant stop thinking about it!!!argh.

when the results are released,it marks the end of my freedom+holidays+no money

BB'S MESSAGE (:

Nite dear!!tmr's friday!!here comes xiao long bao..n swimming n movie!
and most importantly ..yr baby!!heh heh...k ba..i'm off to bed le..love ya! <3



cant wait for tml! (:

That could have been mine.

2 more days to the end of this month's shift.
i could hardly wait,
looking foward to the weekends.
planned it so full,hardly could squeeze any more activities in.

punchcard machines are gonna be left aside,and makeway for the new machines to clock in our timings.
and how cool is that,
we'll have to use our fingerprints to clock in our working time.
means ppl cannot help us punch cards already.
booooooooo!
vendor's so lazy that she havent sent in our names to register!
hai,
so hardworking uh.

results are gonna be release soon.
please let me pass all.
i dun want another year.
pleaseeeeee.

nobody loves me :(

gonna wake up my idea now.
work hard,study hard,play hard.
spend less on clothes,food etc
be more sociable pls.

results??

so when will i be getting them back?
late aug or early sept,
cant stop thinking abt it.
pls let me pass all modules,so i can finish my degree within 3 years.
plssssssssss.

dun feel a thing at all.

:(

:(

shall try again in 2 years.(AFTER UNI)
maybe it's a blessing in disguise.
MAYBE!

GOOD AND BAD NEWS

Dear Applicant,

We refer to your Flight Stewardess final interview
 held on 8 July 2010 and
are pleased to inform you
 that you have been selected for the position of
Flight Stewardess.

2) You are required to go for
 a pre-employment medical check-up on 16 July
2010 between 9.30am and 11am
 at the following address:





STUDY OR FLY?
IDK

despicable me is AWESOMEEEE!

the "not-so-supportive" parents

so wad do i do about it?
:(

NOTHING!
I CAN DO NOTHING!

Afraid to walk alone,with an open heart

i'm off to work again.
feeling rather nervous for tml.

any kind souls out there?

http://www.herworld.com/esteelauder/vote.php

pls vote for me!!!
though the picture's not very fantastic,
and there's not much difference anyway.
but please vote for meeeeeeee!




(:

maybe i got lucky,

nevertheless i hope the luck will last me a lifetime.
:D

#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$

I know it's not nice for a girl to keep cursing and swearing.
but i gotta say,
FUCK WORLD CUP.
this year's matches are so fucking screwed.
when u predicted that this team will win,the other team wins.
wad the heck is going on man!
zzz.
lose money lose till pocket got hole already.
i can buy myself lots of dresses lor!!!

mexico just lost!
there goes my 20 bucks,and my nice dress.
diao

(:

happy 1st year annivesary.(:

august.

need to work more shifts,so that i'll have money to spend in bkk for shopping.
bird nest,thai massage,eat good food...
hate going to work now.
i want to stay at home at nua.

PMS

worst sunday ever!
alone @ home.
why do i lose my temper so easily?

Today this auntie complain about me to the TL at work!
tmd,this lao-bu-si de!
u will get bang by car tml!
cuz i'm not at fault.
lao cb!

hellooooo!i'm not dead yet

sentosa,3d2n,was one of the best vacations i had this year
amara,fiesta,universal studios,carnivoire,cafe del mar...
we lived and spent like kings!
but now back to saving for my bkk trip,
cause mummy specially took leave cuz zhe wanna go bkk to shoppp!
yay!and she'll be sponsering my plane ticket
dad's sponsering food and hotel expenses.
which means i'll only have to save up the money i need for shopping!
hurray!i doubt i still have space in my wardrobe for clothes,but who cares!
i want to shop shop shop till i drop!
too bad baby cant go,cuz SAF wont approve his leave,frak!
but he promised we'll be going taiwan during september,say only!!!!
and finally b cleaned his room,FINALLY EH!
IMAGINE having ur siblings' clothes inside your room and your own clothes in the living room.
where got liddat one!!!!diaoz.

and,i'm so not looking forward to collect my results.
i dun want to repeat modules.
finish the 3 years,get a degree and GET A FULL TIME JOB!
please ar,i pray to whichever god that can help me.
ke lian wo,let me quickly get my degree leh!haiii.
dont want to study already!

currently still stuck with the airport job,
actually compared to other j0bs,it's quite good already.
the working location's near to where i stay,8 hours every day,pay's average,no need to sweat,no need to look at boss's face etc.
i rly need to get my pay,if not i rly poor till like %^&(


oh,b finally got me a gps,now i can finally drive to more places in spore already.yay!thanks b!though my mummy asked u not to spend anymore money on me,and ask you to save more for urself.hahahaha!so we'll start saving from next week onwards!(:

oh my!I'm craving for beancurd!:(

Its friday already.
there goes my studying time.

STRESSED OUT

MOCK EXAM was a mockery.
i feel so stress now,that i feel like puking.
nothing seems to get into my brain,
perharps i'm not working hard enough,
or i'm just plain stupid.

S.H.E.

sure as i'm standing,the love ever ending.
here's my place.

i wish to be fucking skinny,with small boobs small ass,
and stick thin!

:(

I saw this pretty girl,
i almost fell in love with her.
something's just not right.

just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying, even though she acts like nothing is wrong, maybe she's just really good at lying.

♥

the perfect vday(:

this is <3


:D

F**

can everyone please try not to mention the three letter word starting with the letter "f" infront of me.the last time mummy said that,i burst out into tears.
and mind you,it's on the 1st day of cny.
seriously,it's my problem wad.
say one time jiu hao le,
dun need to keep repeating and saying non-stop.
also cannot lose f**s in the next few days one.
i'm not a miracle.

明天的 故事都是我的 ,是我的

我不要變得小小的
找不到自我

the eighth sigh of the zodiac.

Scorpio is represented by the scorpion. Scorpios are truly the contradicting sign. They can be the best and worst of both worlds - independent and clingy, loving and cold, authoritative and weak. Above all else, they are intense about almost everything.

Scorpios are often mysterious(i dont agree) people because their true feelings run so deep and they keep their emotions hidden. They also like to uncover things under the surface of others and are very intuitive. Their intense desire to uncover things combined with their determination and loyalty make them great spiritual leaders, scientist, and doctors. They are very adaptable, often changing careers and going down new paths.

They can be strong willed and determined, almost to the point of being stubborn. This makes them great competitors, even if they are able to hide this desire to win from you. This also makes Scorpios very dominant, controlling and passionate. When they do not have a positive outlet for self-expression, they often turn inwards and become destructive.

When wronged, they do not easily forgive. It is almost as if the Scorpio sign invented the word "revenge." However, they just as easily never forget an act of kindness and are always ready to repay it. Scorpios are very loyal friends, but can be possessive. Scorpios are also conservative when it comes to money but when they do spend it; they know the right investments to make. (but why i keep spending???)

Brilliant Minds

Scorpios have a native understanding of humans and often show psychic tendencies. They are often interested in the mind and its potential powers. Scorpio is the sign of many of life's mysteries: birth, sex, death, and regeneration. They are willing to explore things others are afraid to look into such as different religions and the occult.

Intense

Scorpios are often a force to be reckoned with. They are passionate, committed and in the same turn, if you are an enemy, they can be just as intensely ruthless. Scorpios are so intense, there are few challenges they are not willing to meet. They will use any information at hand to beat competitors and do not hesitate to move in for the kill.

Weaknesses

Because of their intensity, Scorpios can be jealous, possessive, and controlling.(okay,i admit,this is ME) When mistreated, they will make it their objective to get revenge, EVEN IF IT TAKES YEARS. They like to keep their true emotions hidden from others, which causes people to perceive them as cold and uncaring.

Not on diet,but on budget.

porridge,lettuce and bahkua.
D:

BIG SWEETLAND

dont he just look adorable!
i mean MICKEY!
:p


EXAM'S COMING SOON!
i can feel the stress.
really.

IN LOVE WITH EGG TARTS

YAY!
can't wait to try their eggtarts.
om nom nom nom




(:

now,
i'm never gonna lose any weight.
:(