IT WAS A REALLY BAD DAY FOR ME YESTERDAY. first,i got scolded by a customer for something i didn't do. that particular customer accused me of taking her tokens and not returning with her drinks. but,why would i wanna do that,its just a miserable 10 dollars worth of tokens. i understand that someone might have took theirs,and left without returning and was wearing the similar uniform as me, but im sure they would be able to at least remember their faces right!? then,again,are they even in their sober state. which brings me to this question, are they even aware that they have gotten their drinks already? seriously, for 10 miserable bucks!!! however,i'm not trying to say tt this amount is worth nthg. the fact that they are able to kick up a big fuss for 10 bucks means tt it means "something" to them. the 2nd thing that happened to me yesterday was that, MY I-PHONE DIED! COULDN'T EVEN ON IT! WAD THE SHIT. i swear i was gonna cry. fucking worked for the whole day,and now the pay will be spent on repair fees. yes,i admit its my fault,for not keeping it dry. i needa rant i needa rant! and its the second time already. fucking sad please. totally no mood to work. i must get the incentives to compensate for my phone repairs, if not i can say bye bye to my pay!!! and half way during work,IT RAINED. OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!! JUST THE PERFECT ENDING TO MY @#$%^&*() DAY! i had enough man!!i was drenched,and i got home in my uniform, waited so damn long for a cab. but was lucky to get a ride from kimmy's friend out out the f1 pit to somewhere further where we could flag a cab. though all shitty stuff happened to me just in one day, a little part of me still felt thankful i'm thankful for all friends i've made during beerfest, it's them that made the long hours bearable,and also the PAY(This is a major factor) though i might face challenges along the way,I WILL NOT GIVE UP! YES,i may feel sad,defeated and discouraged at times, but all i need is to remember,there are people who are suffering even more than what i've encountered right now. so,who am i to complain about how unlucky i was. SURELY NOT AS UNLUCKY AS BAD LUCK BRIAN right? HAHAHAHA, i just hope today will be a better day. last day of beer fest. FIGHTINGGGG! <3

happy birthday to me

i'm turning 21 soon!
can't wait!!it'll be a busy busy weekend!and i'm hoping everything will turn out great.
nothing's gonna go wrong.
i have lots of wishes to make!
hope it'll all come true.

studies first!graduate by may2012.good grades for all mods.though strategy and esap totally catch no balls.
so sick of school life alrdy!
just hoping everything in life will turn out fine.i'll be more than happy.
i think i really need to start reading thru my notes at least.
at this rate i'm progressing,i'm really gonna fail my mods.
jiayou ba!

you make me smile

school's starting tmr.
i hope i can make new friends in class.
if not i'll be a loner.
gotta practice smiling infront of the mirror now.lmao

i'm skipping work today,
for casting.
and i don't even know what casting is all about?
an interview?
picture taking session?
and i'm sacrificing work for it.
am i doing the right thing?
i'll just try it out,who knows what might happened,right?
ok,i'll just go for it.

i'm sorry

i'm sorry for not being as pretty as the others.
i'm sorry for not being tall enough.
i'm sorry for not able to convince pple in buying my product.
i'm sorry for not being able to spend like crazy.
i'm sorry for being tired after standing on heels for a mad period of 8 hours.
i'm sorry for not being smart,
i'm sorry for being slow at picking up new skills.
i'm sorry for not being able to make good decisions.
i'm sorry for not being able to make it for supper.
i'm sorry for being so tired all the time.
for everything i did,
i'm sorry.

but i thought you guys will understand.
i need a break.

i'm working my ass off this few days.
just for a new phone.
zomg!i wanna die.
just did glenlivet promo at powerhouse yesterday.
i'm glad i met some really nice girls,which guided me in promoting the whiskey,
and friendly staff there.
it made my day really awesomeee.


school's starting in a week's time.so not looking forward to it.psst.

lost phone

i'm so suayyyy!
just within 2 to 3 minutes they took my phone away from my bag!
hai,how could they?all my contacts,photos and etc :(
and still daRE TO DENY.
u two can burn in hell,and i curse the day that u were born.
motherfuckers.
everyone knows that the people that could have took it was you guys.
the police will catch you.
lie detector,pls do your job well for the investigation!