i'm walking in the rain with flower in my hand and try to pretend i had a crestfallen ,just to see you sad .

yesterday i realise that i found someone who just like you .the way he talk ,behave and laugh always just like you and the most i like is the way he adore me ,nothing more one and only just like you .do you remember how we first met ?

it wasn't either me or you who had to be blame for all this tears .maybe ,the jealousy of time had push us to the edge that we nearly fall ,creating an unhappy ending .

bumping into you last month ,we can call it a fate .but i swore with my blood that i miss everything in the past ,telling a beautiful of the untold fairytale between me and you .you weren't my lover ,but you are part of mine who always dancing in my heart with your words and non-stop keep me smiling .

so ,please don't forget about us .

p/s :listening to don't forget by demi lavato ,remind me of who you are to me in the pass that wasn't my luck to see it by that time .

awak ,awak ! kan best jadi macam AWAK .

i kan selalu pasang impian nak jadi macam barbie doll ,alah macam AWAK .cantek ,pastuh kurus ,pastuh kulit licin macam kulit telur pastuh putih bersinar .tapi i dapat rasakan ,orang lain kata i neh macam patung childplay ,chucky .dah lah muka berparut ,pastuh jahat pastuh tade orang nak kawan dengan i .sampai i terpaksa yakinkan diri i ,yang i neh cantek .gila tak malu i kan ?

nak buat macam mana i neh bukan jenis yang selalu ada orang tanya pasal i ,
macam AWAK , "siapa budak cute tu ?"


i tahu yang bertuah selalunya AWAK ,
dan yang selalu jatuh ditimpang tangga adalah i ,
bila i berada dengan AWAK ,i rasa invinsible .

agak agaknya AWAK tahu tak i cerita pasal AWAK ?

hari2 mendatang selalu menggila menanti di jendela kamar ,deruan kaki menghentak tar lagi tidak macam dulu2

you mana nak pandang orang macam i

tiap-tiap hari i tunggu you lalu ,bila you lalu i akan panggil panggil nama facebook you ,myspace you ,nama panggilan you dalam kelas and even nama betul you ,tapi you tetap buat buat jual mahal .

bila ,

i dengar cerita you ramai kuncu kuncu ,i tak kisah kalau you ketua ah long sekali pun

i tahu you pendiam orang nya ,i cakap "cool gila" you

i dapat tahu you tak layan sangat perempuan ,i yakin you bukan gay

tapi,

bila i dapat tahu yang you interested dengan perempuan macam mana jenisnya ,terus i putus asa lepas tuh rasa rendah diri .kemungkinan besar lepas ni i takkan pandang you macam yang i pandang you selama ini .

terus i rasa ,

bestnya kalau i ni macam owner nissan sentra tu .