"Moral of The story..."

... Yeah, you know those kind of story. Since I haven't got the mood to actually update this crap, guess now's the time to do it.

I believe some of you guys know that I was dragged to the police station for nothing a month back. Guess it was my luck back then. The cops said it was for a "documentation", but I highly doubt it you know... it was more like :" We need filler actors, but we ain't paying! Cooperate or you get it!"
Seriously, there were really cameramans, buncha police, buncha people getting dragged via the almighty police truck (which actually the ride was quite a breeze... till all my hair got crapped at).

Well it wasn't much of an experience, just that we sat there from 12am to 4am, without them sending us back home, and also get to sit there for nothing. "We're just following procedures". "Bad luck for you today bro." Yeah right, like I care about your documentation when you drag the whole cyber cafe to the police station for what? Fun?

Well aside of that, nothing really big happened. Maybe just my uncle getting married on the 27th of June, my guitar recital on 4th of July... yeah that's about it. Oh, and regarding today's title... It was actually an indirect motivation of life. The moral of the story, never give up. It's from the 2 DotA games that we almost screwed up. But hey, each of the game has a Troll Warlord, each of it were near-lose experience, with the bunch of noob pubbie team mates. Well, still win :D And it was like, 1 push break everything. Scary if we don't give up too easily. Yeah, it might be just a game for anyone else, but the real message here is, if even a game can screw up, life would be just the same. If a game can turn its tides just like what this 2 games went through, why not life?

I'm too lazy for a pic ending today.

Last piece of sentence, my guitar recital will be on the 4th of July, though I'm just performing 1 song, anyone would be welcome to see me play... muahaha. A dedication to Nicole. God bless you sis.

Wow..

wee~ Last day at work, surely is something. Though actually it was nothing special 'bout the whole day. Just the normal "pick-up call" kinda stuff that we weren't able to do nicely for the past few weeks due to the *ehem*budget hotel*ehem* renovation beside our office. But still, I guess I'm gonna miss the people in Roystar. Without this industrial training, I believe I might still be going on with life in a blur state. Also, I've learn somewhat little about how the real society is. Yeah, I guess that's it for now. Did some catching up with buds ain't bad either. Heh, how do I even remember roads when I'm always asleep in the car?

I dunno, don't ask me.

I think...

I like you. Well, maybe. I'm not sure actually. Sometimes I wonder if you actually even read my blog... Nah, guess not. But I don't really care anyways. It's not like you're gonna comment or what. Stuff over here's kinda complain-ish and stupid that sometimes I feel I might be just thinking of stuff the childish ways you know. Life sucks, we all know, but somehow rather we still keep on living it. Why? I dunno 'bout you but for me, I just wanna see if the day you say: "Let's give each other a chance" will really come or not.

Meh, don't bother. I'm just dreaming my ass out.

Gee...

... whiz. Never though that the lecs would play me up so damn badly. We get to cut 1 week from the internship, but have to replace back another after the exams. God, tell me. Where the fuck is the logic in this whole shit? Seriously, you expect us to go to our offices after such a long time and say :" Oh hi, I'm back for one more week. Suprise?!" Naw, hell no. The hell you're gonna explain to HR and your former boss, and all the craps that can possibly fly out. Tell me, seriously. What the hell do you expect us to do when we have 4 papers pending? "I don't think you all will study even if I gave you the week off." Look viv, you're not the one with the pending papers, you're not the one that's gonna grad. It's us god dammit. AS IF YOU KNOW US.

We can by all means struggle to pass the god damn paper, but you had to just make things hard for us. Meh, the hell you know about kids these days. And on top of that, you're so fucking lucky that I'm not gonna see you anymore after I grad, coz if you do, seriously, you'll be seeing a buncha voodoo dolls with your face and name on it in the fucking toilet bowl that's full of shit. GOT ME BITCH?

Retarded lecturers, retarded reporting lecturers, retarded program supervisors. Why make life hard for everyone?

And the good news is...

... Yay, internship cut 1 week. Meaning? I DON'T HAVE TO WORK TILL 19th OF APRIL THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS! ...muahahah ... haha... ha. Or so I thought. Including the time for me to write the dreaded report, study for resit exams and all, ok I guess that's all the time I have for it.



Yeahhhhh but who cares. Extra time for myself is the most important thing here. At least I get to practice up for the goddamn performance on the coming May.



And what I can say about how the bad feelings went is by this pic :

And then this happened...

ok actually nothing much happened lately. Just that hey! I got diahoerra this morn till I couldn't go to work. Other than that, nothing really.



Work lately's been kinda slow, but there's this single customer that's been bugging me for almost a week. Can't think of any way to tell her "Sorry miss, ain't gonna do your business, stop finding me anymore god damn it!" Oh well, what can we do in the world where "customers are always right" and all that crap. Sheesh, why does my work turn out to be sales instead of management and all...?



So I've decided that imma change to another course. Language to be exact... and also brushing up my guitar. Man, I really wish my dad was Bill Gates or something... having an unlimited stock of money would be really great you know, don't have to worry about no money to eat, live, sleep and all.



To close this post... I would just like to sound my regret that, WHY THE HELL THAT THE PANDAN BUSH BEHIND MY HOUSE DOESN'T GROW GOLD LEAVES?

The only pic that describes what I feel these days :




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DISTRESS AND COMA

This is it. GazettE's new single. The solo part damn syok wei @.@ Aoi does it again~ The song title is what I'm feeling this single moment -.-

And then...

... Training makes shit looks less shitty. Yeah yeah, I'm so damn busy with the goddamn internship till I don't have no private time to do no shit. Curses. I'm changing industry after this shit is over.

Damn it.

Finally i decided to add back an imeem widget in this blog.
Yay music.


P/S: Fear this guy. 3rd strongest manga char of the century, Kenshiro.
1st is Son Goku of Dragon Ball, 2nd was fucking retarded Doraemon.

The news was...

very, very shocking. An old friend of my dad's, as I call him Uncle Din, passed away this afternoon while at his wife, Auntie Sarima's kampung. He's family and my dad's family were practically close, since his grandmother was a very good friend with my paternal family. Long story short, my dad and him were very close friends during their younger age, and they were seperated for many years. It was only recently that they reunited... and in not even a year, he just left us.

He was a slender short man, with a bald head, nice moustache and most of all, a good smile. He was the kind of guy that would talk as if you we're an old friend, even if you've just met him.
As mom and dad told me, he had high cholestrol, but with his body build, you'd never ever expect that I guess.

Anyways, me and my mom just saw him 3 days ago, while passing some stuff to him. What I could say is, I'm really shock, and for a minute back then... I almost broke down and cried. His family might be saddened, and I guess, though dad doesn't show it, I think he's pretty sad too. After all, it was a close family friend, and his oldest friend.

Well putting that aside, 2 days ago when dad came back from Ipoh, he brought his "adik angkat" and a buddy back. The adopted bro was actually a guitarist in an old band, which I wasn't told of by my dad. Well that wasn't something I expected... Anyways, thanks to my dad blabbering about me taking up electric guitar and all back at Ipoh, he decided to give me a short lesson on guitar. I was really astonished by his skills. Showed me what it's like to be a pro @.@. So I've decided, if I had a real holiday, I'm going to go to Ipoh and stay at his place (He's a bachelor with a big house and lives alone), and then I wanna ask him to be my sifu LOL.

Oh well, to end this entry, I guess I'll have to say that...

Maybe God loved Uncle Din more, so he took him first. Heh, never expected that I'd say such a thing myself. BTW, I've decided, if I have a funeral, I want 2 songs to be played...

This two.

Au Revoir from Malice Mizer.
Danzai no Hana from Kosaka Riyu.


P/S : The MV for the 2nd song doesn't make sense at all, don't bother understanding it.

Today is the day...

I go for interview. It's for my internship, so there's no choice for me to back out and all. Formal wear and the choking tie to match it haunts me... nah, that's just exaggerating. Just not too sure what to talk about later in the interview. Damn.

Anyways, regarding the Japanese II exam I had a few days back... It was suprisingly E-A-S-Y.
Muahahahaha. Ok time for my soup.

I should really...

Update this crap. Due to the lack of pictures, + some mistakes my mom made till my pics from the lovely camera went KIA, well yeah, I totally have nothing to show. Sadness~ sadness, but oh well.



Its exam period again, as every TARCians are kinda tormented by this fact. The fact that the exams actually takes place before AND after the CNY holidays sure does kill everyone's new year mood alright ._. Not that I'm really affected by it, since the old ones from my mom's side of the family are officially gone. So... I wonder how's CNY gonna be like this year.



Aside from the exams, the downfall of my hard disk drive makes one really depressed. RM10 for a cable (which I don't get why just a simple cable would make my PC back in action) and some advice on changing my computer foresees a lump sum of expenditures in the near future. BAD NEWS AGAIN.



Meh, I shouldn't even be bothered. I got my new darling to listen to now. There... see bottom, my new darling.