To Army i go!!

13apr07, 7.30am, jurong camp. Enlisted to Combat Engineer 30th Battlion operation unit. Feeling fine.. miss skate, my hair & pon pon nasi lemak!! so tired.. went st jame 11apr 1030pm-4am. Kat half drunk then went to ben hse with 5 guys.. yet i cant do a thing.. Ben even fucking guai lan with me.. fuck it man.. forget it lah.. i gave up.. Forget abt everything and move on. ns days shld be fun^^ k la.. gtg.. see ya all agn 3wks later.

my final 48 hrs..end of my freedom for 2yrs..

not much freedom left i guess.. i lost my enlistment letter and i dono what to do.. sian..hw sia.. i dun even know what to do what to bring..where to report, what time etc.. dam sian..
my worries is.. will she stay faithful to me? can she wait for me?.. all my doubt remain as a doubt.. i wanted to skate.. i wan my hair.. i wan my freedom.. all vanished.. i miss alot..even my favorite pungol nasi lemak..hmm..i wan to eat it everyday!!.. pp who own me $ dun even wanna pay me back.. wtf lah.. dam sick.. nvm..forget it.. anyway.. i enjoyed my day with my class mates!!^^ really nice of them to organize an outing for me..thx all. gt to rest..

Trip to Batam

2apr-4apr, batam. was very fun except some arguement with kat..

why kat keep saying i like Tiff? =_=.. so lame can..

Thot kat said going to make me a happy person for the last 14days?

ended up nasty.

abit sian.. but nvm..

Kat wanna go DXO tmr, thurs 5apr, but i cant go. And i really cant go

and she think that im lying to her..wth..

nvm.. i shall cherish every moment i hv now instead of bothering abt hw kat treat me.

Left 8days.. will kat wait for me? i dono.. hope she will..

i guess.. its hard for her too.. it wont be easy to wait..

and it wont be hard to wait, it all depend on her mindset.

im so tired, yet i cant slp..

now is 5apr, 4.45am

shld i give up on her after i go ns?

i dono.. abit confused.. tgt for almost 5yrs..

and if i jus let go, the yrs we spend tgt will be wasted.

what shld i do? hw can i make her be loyal and faithful to me?

i had tried to treat her well.. it did not work.

i tried to treat her normally, ended up worst.

hmm.. maybe i shld try treat her badly?

haha..impossible.

i dono.. i jus wanna be happy. simple..

Lost Lovez..


Once its gone, its gone forever...