christmas is coming!

Announcement: ZJ is a lazy pig. believe it a not, i havent gotten ANY christmas cards yet. wows. everybody please slap me. i think i'll get them tmr since i have family outing tmr at orchard and orchard is a good place for buying christmas cards.

im blogging really really regularly. once per day! goshi. im mad. yes i am. but its just such a fun filled day that i cant wait to pull the silvery substance of memory out of my ear and place it into my pensieve so that it does not get forgotten. and i can look back whenever i want to and relive it. ok start.

firstly, i went to rachel lee's house. she has cool stuff in the kitchen -- a really nice water chestnut drink, and a very chaobien face maid. dunno whether she's having pms or her face is just naturally black. anyway, rachel got stuck in ff8 so i went to her rescue!!! by bringing my ff8 disc. it totally solved the problem. Then later we had loads of fun lafing at how 吊 and cute Jay is in his interviews, how 小S is so funny in her acting and her actions whenever Jay is around... and her singing! I wanna watch those videos again! looking at a more dimensional Jay, i realised that he really is v nice and funny. and what his personality is like. its like a more in-depth study on Jay. hes realy interesting. maybe i wanna do research on him and have a hypothesis. hes cool.

I learnt new words from Jay's vocab:

1. 吊: cool.

2. 瞎: uncool.

Jay is 吊 , and not 瞎.

Onto next section. Then i raced to roch's place, thinking im late. in fact, im the earliest. roch's christmas party! i felt v warm during that. dunno why. hey, roch's dad is cool. hes patriacal, authoritative, yet kind and loving. and he planned a great party. love that guy. peaple present that i noe: yanru, mich, candy, ek, yinxu, roch. new friends roanna (sp?)! roch's sister that looks like and sounds like her. i think shawn is typical ACSI boy. just like steph's bro. yeeeeuck. onto party. as usual, the maddies made me have stomach ache from lafing too much. we sang carols and praised the lord and jesus. I LOVE CHRISTMAS. the food was really good. hehe, i cut a whole PILLOW of ham. and it was v popular! woohoo. yes the food was really good. the achoholic sauce, the fleshy otah, and MY ham. ok la, roch's ham.but i cut them. and lots of others. oh the bbq chicken wings were superb. the little boys were cute and naughty and attention seeking. but arent they supposed to be like that? anyway, had a fun time but sad to leave early. and i didnt touch roch's ps2!!! sad. nvm. another day.

ok finish. this is all i did today. surfing blogthings now. things to put on our blog. stupid things to put on your blog, i should add. theres this jap name thingy. what jap name should you have. all they ask is your name. and then they will magic out a weird jap name. i tried with the same name for many times. everytime the jap name is different. wad rubbish. its just random picking. anyway, ima bored. so here one.

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable. You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

haha wad rubbish. i have no punch. and people DONT love me.

next.

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

see. im gay. but quite true la. Eunuch ZJ. yeeeuck.

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

prefer blue. but gray is still nice. part of Squall's color! yea! either blue or gray would be nice. or grayish blue. blueish gray!

You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing. That doesn't mean you don't rock out... You just rock out with meaning. For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

maybe.

Your Power Color Is Magenta

At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

isnt that pink? yeeeuck.

fun. but some were total rubbish. but it was fun.

sleepy. missed rumbling hearts today. family outing at orchard tmr. watching pride and prejudice cos mom and dad read the book before. mad.



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hyper~~

just got back from bball. dunno why. everytime i play finish, leg hurts like siao. hmmm wadever. watched dearboys anime today at yihan house. RUBBISH! the ppl draw until not v look a like, and the CGI so funny! the wrist action sux too. but its made from my fav manga so i say... its ok.

the other day i blogged. one whole pg of dunno wad stuff (forgot) and noel. then i closed the window. and TADAH! my whole pg of data GONE! ... so stooopid huh. yes. wad a soopit little girl. and i forgot wad i typed! die. nvm start again.

lemme organise. lets blog about: (not in order)

1. NOEL
2. SAJC auditions
3. erm. i forgot. wait. (edit: oh yes. and the nj audition)
4. totally forgot.

shucks! i forgot wad im supposed to blog about! wad rubbish. i even forgot wad i did on wad day. this is RUBBISH. oh man. but im feeling so hyper now. chingchingchongchonging with wenhui on msn. woots! fun!

anyway. found section pic for appassionata IX. wheres janice?

back row black adults (left to right) : mad yanyun. sharon the nenepok. wendy the aiyo. me!
front row band u children (left to right): nutcase the chesire cat. my super-SL cinderella. rapunzel the pretty ballet dancer.

cool! my first time donning the alumni uniform. somehow feels better than nycb uniform. hmmm. but i still miss wearing nycb uniform. haha dunno la. feels more grown up i guess. i remember last two concerts, VII and VIII , i look at the snrs wearing alumni clothes and felt so childish and so envy them. haHAH! now im an almuni person too! feels good~~~. (hope sharon dosent unload the photo. den no more.)

everyone please gawk loooooooonnnnnnnngggggggeeeeer at the pretty horn section of nycb appassionata IX. minus janice.

finish? good. time to blog REAL blog topic. thats was just the appetizer.

on to the main course.

1. NOEL

noel! quite long ago. so maybe cannot remember soooooo much. but still blog the same. in case i forgot about it totally. ok start. concert v good! almost cried again at the AI part. i think the songs that audience most enjoyed is John Williams. hairy putter. but momo wasnt as good as i thought it would be. mybe i was too scared to feel. again, my teeth caved in. and again my contacts didnt work. v pain. the teeth i mean.

ok the contacts too. coundnt see the score properly. den mispitched many times. ugh. i really suck. onto the contacts. when i got home, it was unbearable. like it was coming out but doesnt wanna. so rubbed my eyes really hard. for more than a min. and then everything just went blur. like im not wearing contacts at all. so i got afraid. afraid that it was stuck in some silly corner in my eye. so i went to work. rolled my eyes every way possible. didnt come out. washed my eyes with solution. didnt come out. and i gave up. so i went to sleep. thinking that maybe it could just come out on its own. but noooooo. it was just as blurry in the morn. and it was church later. i didnt put new contacts in cos i scared there will be 2 pairs of contacts in my eyes and that will be a CATASTROPHE. so i wore specs. felt weird. looks weird.

back to NOEL. erm ya. haha i find it funny that ppl steal the snowman. when one of the culprits is my bro. HAHAHA i have a cute snowman in my house. maybe snowMEN. i dunno.

hmmmm. haha played stoopid hand hitting game with ppl. my reaction improved! can hit!!! and avoid too!!! yippee. now i have evidence that i am NOT slow. woots. eem. lemme think. memories are slipping away from my mind like sand from a hand. i noe. kwang han de handwriting quite nice. and he conduct v gooes! and david v cute! ahaha. but i like his conducting. clear and precise. and alfred oso v funny! oh yes. embarrasing thing. before the concert start dunno who shouted my name. bloody loud. my whole face turn red. or rather i thought it did. anyway so paiseh. its sooooo loud like out of nowhere "ZHUOJING". mad ppl. oh yes, my parents were there too. and mom took pics. v blur. and YX! i don look THAT much like my bro la. please.

hmm cant think of anymore.

oh yes before i forget. yannerpox has weired taste. WEIRD.

oh yes before i forget AGAIN. aaron is nervous!!! lol! haha after the concert yy was telling us be4 concert start, aaron was figeting with his horn and looking here and there and figeting with his horn and looking nervous and anxious. LOL~~~ too bad i dint see it. and den his first Bb note came out got vibrato one leh! go figure. he must be vibrating with fear. WAHAHA im evil. let aaron's nervousness be encryted into eternal history. such a rare moment. hehe.

2. SAJC

today went for SAband auditions. thought i was late and took taxi to SAvillage. mad. and when i got there i have to wait 1394725973260525765498 millions years for glosz to come and start the auditions. aiyo. so the auditions started at 11. ELEVEN. and i kept doing warmups cos i was nervous and kept playing. guess wad. after 2 hours of warmups, i got tired. its the first time warmup get tired one lo. rubbish. den when i go in, glosz said: " i need you to play me three things. Bb major scale. Bb major chromatics. Bb major appregios." SHOCK. its like. so simple. something was missing. but actually nothing was. anyway i just played and then finished. actually i toked more than i played. and i didnt sightread. i didnt play my prepared peice. actually i forgot to ask them hear my prepared peice. ahh~ anyway it was over in a blink. haha the saband horn section v friendly. malorie and xiaohan were there today. and when i came out i just toked to xiaohan and malorie and found that we had lots in common. broadway musicals and disney stuff. haha wad a fun section. looking forward to get picked. though now i feel my chances not that good. but malorie said things are v positive. and i saw junxiong at the audition! hes as tall as me and had browny blond hair. SHOCK AGAIN. coundnt reconize him until he said hi. lol. his cornet sound v good. hope he makes it into the audition. hope i make it in too. hmmm.

ok main course finished. desert next.

should i go to rochelle house or leng's party. wanna go for both!!! haiz. ok tmr in the morn im going rachel lee house to help her with FF8. then make my way to rochelle house for more games on the PS2!!! thats when the dilemna comes. i wanna go leng house leh. cos i feel like it. but i wanna stay at roch house too. how. decisions. decisions. heh. hmmm. dunno. see first la. i think the possiblility of going to leng house is v small. see first la.

booboo. christmas is coming. need to send cards!!! but haven even buy yet. hmmm i guess everyone will just get super belated christmas cum new yr card. hurray. save money.

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woots

i noe. i should post NOEL and stuff. but i lazy and not much time left. and i lazy. and i lazy. and a lot to tok about so basically im lazy. enough. here is a stupid quiz. i don feel like toking about NOEL and others. no don get me wrong. NOEL was eonderful. but just. lazy. pls slap me.

From ziye at friendsters:

10 FAVORITES
Favorite Color: black and blue.
Favorite Food: lots.
Favorite Band: nanyang concert band. and the NOEL'O5 band.
Favorite Song: john williams.
Favorite Movie: now is hairy putter.
Favorite Sport: bball.
Favorite Season: dunno. summer. thats the ONLY season here...
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor : caramel. and lemon.
Favorite Time of Day: dunno. night?

9 CURRENTS
Current Mood: tired. angry. frustrated. lethargic.
Current Taste: im not eating anything. so tasteless.
Current Clothes: shirt. shorts.
Current Toenail Color: woo. pink.
Current Time: 0044
Current Surroundings: bedroom.
Current Thoughts: need to finish and print letter. and sleep.
Current Hairstyle: considered messy to me.
Current Weather: humid.

8 FiRSTS
First Best Friend: hard to say.
First Kiss: haven kiss yet.
First Pet: fish.
First Crush: forgot.
First Music: piano.
First Car: matchbox dunno wad car. 3 inches high
First Time: what.
First Job: washing dishes.

7 LASTS
Last Cigarette: 4 years ago.
Last Drink: water.
Last Car Ride: fri after concert.
Last Kiss: under the mistletoe. no la.
Last Cell phone call: van.
Last CD: jay chou november chopin.
Last Girlfriend/Boyfriend: Band.

6 HAVE YOU EVER
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friend: mad no.
Have You Ever Broken the Law: i think have. but i forgot.
Have You Ever gone Sky diving: want to.
Have You Ever gone Skinny Dipping: crazy you. no.
Have You Ever Been on TV: dunno.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You didnt know: no.

5 THiNGS
1 Thing You're Wearing: shirt.
1 Thing You've Done Today: tagged.
1 Thing You Can Hear Right Now: the fan.
1 Thing You Can't Live Without: God.
1 Thing You Do in your spare time: play bball.

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY

1. church.
2. living room.
3.bedroom.
4. toilet.

3 PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE
1. my family.
2. my close friends.
3. God.

2 CHOiCES
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: cold

1 CRUSH
don have.

what a rubbish quiz.

chants:

HENG AH HENG AH HENG KWANG HAN!

A-A-R-O-N! PUMA DE PUMA DE PUMA DE PUMA DE DIJI!

rubbish. go to sleep. sad. i missed kuch kuch hota hai. because of.

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Appassionata IX

its finally over. and it was not nice. haiz. i dunno la. the best song we played i think was probably the finale? was sad after the concert. haha but happy after sylvia's friend said alumni horns are super. haiz but... its like OVER. just over like that. like the last one. the only appassionata that was good was VI. the persis one. ms chong said IV was good cos we just got gold and everyone kaipo want to come and see. woots. maybe. but if appassionata goes on like that without any increase in standard, then i think we will lose our customers sooner or later. but actually whats the point of holding an annual concert? whats the real objective? what pupose? will it do us good, or just waste our time? yes, to increase our band's standard... thats true. increase playing standard through concerts. and? bonding? ya. it can. but i don't really see much of any happening. maybe more bonding yes, but playing? i dunno. dont see much diff. haiz. i dunnoooo la. confusing.

Appassionata IX is gone. Here comes Noel.

Its ten thirty already. need to report of Noel in half an hour. yes. i think noel will be better. and hope my contacts don give up on me like yesterday. ugh. that was torture. and have to LUG my horn there again. fhan ghklmflghd.

ah. need to go liao. yes. wish me luck. and i wish my whole section luck again. for their solos and wadever.
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scared is the running emotion

actually, feeling quite angry right now. yes, cos of my parents and their feeble attempts to help me. I suddenly realised that the choosing of schools is not really i choose one. its their choice for me. i dont really get much of a say, or if i say it will get rebutted down. so might as well not say. now its the same thing again. i dont wanna do it, i mean what for? no use! and then they force me to do all these crap stuff. i havent even packed for concert. wheres my collar pin? how to bring the shirt? where do i go? all the attempts are really redundent. thats what i feel. you spend soooo much effort, and in the end its a failure. yea, you tried, better than nothing. but dont you realise that there was no hope. zero. abosolute nothing. in the begining? try for what? its just a waste of time and effort. might as well use it for something more useful.

sometimes, i really really wonder if my friends have the same problem as me. it seems like only i have it.

Enough of the negative thoughts. on to concert. its tonight! my last concert playing with the main band. officially. freely. next year the feeling will be different and also, the perspective. i should cherish this perspective and hurry up move on. dont wanna stay there lingering, loitering for too long. though i kinda wanna. really miss my section. miss the old section, the new one, and the one in between. i know. i know this feeling will fade. and my feeling for band will fade. so i better cherish this particular feeling now, for it may never come again.

organisation... begin!

16th -- ny concert
17th -- hc concert
18th -- church gift exchange
19th -- 207 chalet
20th -- possible chalet with parent's friends
22nd -- rochelle christmas party

2nd -- pool day with ug

i have a feeling theres still more. cannot remember. i should go back to sleep cos today's gonna be a long day. so is tmr. and tmr. and tmr. laddida. my life is great. (full of scarsm) it is great! (now with no scarscm). er. wadever. just hope that the concert will be a success. it will be. and that my jnrs all play their solos really really well and charm the crowd. and that theres no screw ups, were all in tune, no mispitches wadsoever. great. and the audiences will rofl cos of the emcee.

im still angry. in a few hours i will see where im going next yr. it dosent really matter to me though. but it matter a lot to them. mr leng said "expectations". exactly.

yesterday was goddannar's last esp for secondseason. That hilarious and dramatic anime has ended. lol, still remember the times when a cellphone rings, a woman's boobs starts vibrating. then she reaches in between her excessively outrageously large breasts and pulls out a handphone. LOL... so funny! ah, but its a great anime after all. rumbling hearts is good as well. so much conflicting emotions. feels a bit like scrapped princess, the characters are soooo deep, and the conflicts so confusng. next week is hellsing! gothic. suddenly my interest in cosplay drastically increased after looking at cosplay pictures. the costumes are sooooo real and so intricately designed. i wanna cosplay too!

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stupid

stupid Band. make me fall in love with him. AGAIN. ugh. i really suck. fall in love so damn easily. maybe the reason is cos he forced himself to be my super steady boyfriend even though we broke up months ago. should have refused it. but i don really regret it, though i dread it. it feels kinda good to be back with him. though its a different feeling this time. and i think i think more now.

today's prac was tiring. but GOOD! almost wanted to cry during John Williams' A.I. so nice. the whole song sounded nice. and then suddenly today i felt that I Miss You the melody v nice. last time i thought it was an AWFUL song. Almost everything we played today sounded really really nice. im saying too much nices. stop it. ok. HC band is wonderful. i am honoured to play with them. and the people there funny funny one. my section roxs. yea. and i really think the concert is gonna rock ppl's socks off. and they WONT throw it at us after that.

looking sooooooooo forward to concerts now. both of them. looking forward to wearing the alumni clothes the first time in history. looking forward to make beautiful music for the audience. if only NY band could follow mr lee more. LOOK AT HIM. FOLLOW HIM. DO NOT IGNORE HIM. i really dislike the ppl that do that. really really dislike.

scared!!! of the finale first part so-called solo. scared scared scared. but with janice is ok. but still scared. can do it millions of times during individuals but just cannot peep that A out during band prac. scared. and kinda scared HC concert mispitch, or don get the wondeful feeling when we are supposed to. ohbooboo.

ok stop. negative things. its 11!!! i wanna go watch anime. goddanar!! exciting new show. the only irritating thing is that all the girl's boobs are so unrealistic. too big.
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Wahaha...

Hoots. wahaha. so many things happened since my last post. actually i dunno when la. the more important things are:

1) almost got kicked out of HC concert (but in the end i had mercy)
2) grad nite (and looking awful in it... but enjoying it all the while)
3) participating in neoseeker and runboard forums (pretty enjoyable... back to RPing and taking about FF and worrying about spam, post counts and karma)
4) erm, i dunno.

i think thats it? woops. it felt like more just now. wadever. I'm reading fanfics again. yea. but no one's updating now, so i'm reading old ones like "Cinderella", Pasifikstar's.... yaddayadda, you noe. woohoo. my life now is band, then sneak onto the com if i can and post in the forums. and church on sundays plus training. haiz, though i noe this is the only possible life i have until concert, im still not satisfied with it. but i dunno what to do with it. haiz. im soooooo crap.

ah... i've been neglecting my other blog. the ******** one. honestly i like that one more than this one cos it has more stuff and the font nicer. FONT IS V IMPORTANT. yes. i dunno wad to write now. i feel like going to the forums... tmr got band. again. alumni. haiz.

lemme organise. im booked for:

16th -- ny concert
17th -- hc concert
22nd -- rochelle christmas party
19th -- 207 chalet (not so sure)

still got others but i forgot. haiz. nothing else to write. i need to remove my nail colour.



Here's a quiz i found in cinder's blog. wahaha. its pretty funny.

bold what applies to you

I am a "winter person "
I own over 10 pairs of shoes
My favorite color is something dark
My favorite show is on MTV
I am currently in high school
I have my drivers license
I have at least one 'x' in my screen name
I have to straighten my hair every day
I need to go shopping
I own over 20 disney movies
I spend over an hour in the morning getting ready
I've seen a live play before
I've been to a concert
I've read all the Harry Potter books
I've seen all the Lord of the Rings movies
I like watching non-fiction movies
I think golf is the wussiest sport
I like getting comments/tags on my blog
I haven't missed an episode of The O.C.
I have at least 3 siblings, not including myself
I have a job
I have owned over 50 Beanie Babies
I was more of a Barbie child
I was born in the month of September, or later
I've lived in over 5 houses during my life
I was born somewhere outside of the United States
I sleep with a stuffed animal
I own a cell phone
I collect something rather out of the ordinary
I love someone outside my family
I own tickets to some kind of seasonal event
Surveys really do cure my boredom
I hate it when people misspell things
I'm a health freak
I love taking pictures
I love reading
I love eating
I have more than 5 posters on my walls
I like playing board games
I play basketball or softball
I play hockey or football
I play no sports
Math is my worst subject
I have been baptized
I like water more than pop
I'm obsessed with my mirror
I hate feet
I lovehate Laguna Beach
I'd rather watch the Real World or Road Rules
I browse Xanga when I'm bored
I love Oreos
My pet is my friend
I sleep with more than 2 pillows
I like rap
I like rock
I have never cried during a movie
I hate having to think during summer
I still listen to Backstreet Boys
I like N*Sync better
I believe in ghosts
I'm usually more happy than sad
I usually see at least 3 movies or more a month
I complain a lot
I own at least 2 coloring books from way back then
I have hundreds of cd's
I own more VHS than DVDs
I like VH1 "whats that?"
I enjoy watching old movies
I don't have cable
I've solved a Rubik's Cube
I've played Leap Frog at least once in my life
I'm currently talking to at least 5 people online
I'm talking to less than 5 people online
I'm not talking to anyone
I get easily annoyed
I have a lot of patience "of what?"
I like babysitting little kids
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quizzie

come, today lets just do quizzes cos my life is full of band and its all the same old boring thing so i won write it down or regurgitate it. ugh. although i don really hate band now, its like a burden, tying me down. i like going to band, to make music and listen to music but i don really enjoy it. like i said, its like a burden. dono how to explain. lemme go friendster check whether nut got funny quizzes again.

from ziye at friendsters:

1) where were you around 3 hours ago?
home?

2) what did you do there?
toking wth my mom and dad.

3) where did you go last weekend?
orchard and church

4) went with who?
friends.

5) what was the last song you listened to?
bole chudiyan.

6) the last person who called?
yanyun

7) the last person you messaged?
ms lin

8) what are you doing right now?
falling asleep while doin this quiz

9) what are you thinking right now?
osajdhcmsgiumcps

10) do you wanna have a bf/gf right now?
no

11) what do you do daily?
sleep eat wash ahout at my bro...duh

12) whats your fave place?
my room

13) do you play sport(s)?
ya.

14) what kind of sport(s)?
all sorts.

15) what is the time now?
0000hrs

16) who's at home?
everybody in my family

17) what do you do when you're bored?
stay bored.

18) who makes you laugh?
lots of ppl.

19) what did you have for lunch today?
prata? and some other stuff i cant remember

20) wat u bought today?
nothing. didnt spend money.

got a lot more la. but i not interested. or to lazy. stupid pae...make me so troubled. or rather, its myself that makes me more troubled. wad a stoopid silly little girl. stupid like hell. e!@##$$. haiz. dunno la. just go where the river takes me.

quote an sajc band member " can play cannot study, can study cannot play" totally true.

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Interesting Quiz

I just discovered this quiz on nut blog. its farnny.

Write down 3 talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3people in your sms inbox.

1. yanyun
2. ccb
3. below average
4. yihan
5. steff
6. xinying
7. sihui
8. mr chai
9. ms tan
10. sihui
11. xinying
12. yihan
13. yumin
14. eleen
15. pooja

So what do you think of number 4? she's a good bball player
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is. 6-7?
Will you ever fall for number 11? er......no.(im not les for goodness sake)
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, whatwould you do? i would be awfully sad cos no. 8 is a good guy.
What sport would you play with number 12? haha... duh. BASKETBALL
What if number 1 got a boyfriend? ask her whether he's older and taller a not. discourage her if he isnt.
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face? she wont. but i would kick her in the shin
How nice is number 6? pretty nice.
Do you hate number 9? nope. she's a good teacher.
How much do you like number 2? er....average.
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple? not a les couple. but as friends its a pretty good couple i guess.
Would 14 one day kill you? maybe.
Who do you like more? 3 or 10? DUH. 10.
Who are you closest or most similar to in all the 15? i guess maybe yihan?
What is the similarity between all 15 +you? once upon a time we loved shava.


pretty interesting huh. its so funny. and unpredictable. try it. nuts blog has all sorts of wacko stuff. (duh. she's nuts?) check it out.

im cold and hungrry and i shall really go to sleep now. whooops. looking forward to playing with HC tmr, although im probably the lousiest player in the whole band.

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Quite messed up

woo. my life is QUITE messed up. lets see. im not going for class chalet cos HC band prac is more impt. my mom is more enthu than me for my grad nite, and i have totally no time for meself now. wad happened to FREEDOM?

heres my schedule for the weeks to come.
MON: the freeiest day of all. only have BB bball trng at night
TUE: NY band prac in the freaking early hours of the morn. then after blowing my lips to bits, i have to fly to HC band prac and attack the lip corspe.
WED: HC band prac.
THUR: NY band prac. similar to tue except i don have to go HC. BB bball trng at night.
FRI: NY band prac. ditto to tue. wushu at night.
SAT: NY alumni prac. my lips are dug out from six feet under and mutilated again. a pretty comforting thought.
SUN: church in the morn. most likely glory bball trng in the afternoon.

see my point? wth such a packed schedule, where got time to go out with friends? i gotta sk8board with siqi, play pool with part-time and co., get ready for grad nite, meet up with long lost pals etc. the list goes on and on. say it. im doomed.

i aint no wonder woman or super woman. i have no abilities to handle soooooooo much stuff at the same time and do all of them well. so how am i gonna manage? so far, im collapsing pretty well. maybe after band prac tmr i will find the key to the passion for band and unlock that passion. then maybe perspectives will change and i wont feel so troubled? shrugs.

aiyeeah. went shopping with mom today. had a great time the whole way except when trying on clothes. was exhausted when reached home. and bro was outrageously annoying today. he is such a sissy and a naggy girl. he nags more than my mom. madness.

yeeps. its 3 now. have to wake up tmr morn for PAE. im scared. i dunno how to choose JC. and i dunno wad to chose. the emails haven been composed yet. wish me luck.
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First.

this is my first post.

let me record into my pensieve my perspective of who i am at this point in time.

my name is zj. i am sixteen and have just finished O levels. Awaiting the posting of which JC i am going to go to for first 3 months according to my prelim results. which are like shit. but thats another story that i am lazy to bring up. currently, i am sitting in front of my PC, cross-legged. apparently, i am supposed to be composing emails . i am very sorry to say that i have onli written 2 lines. just could not dictate it. dont know why.

just now, i had fallen in love with ff7: advent children movie graphics. hence my template. of course it would and could not take over ff8 on my heart. thats is love. this is just an infatuation. however cool cloud looks, i am sure squall will top it. plus its tifa vs rinoa. like duh... ok, mabe not so duh. erm....wadever.

my main trouble right now it band. it's complicated business. it is. sooper complicated.its hard to describe as i have neither time nor effort. invloves my fear of not playing well, eleen not coming back and the stress -- or should i say burden -- or is it incomfortable position -- she puts on me when she's not coming back (feels like crying cos of that but thats another story), unable to cope with ny and hc band pracs, my seciton probs, yadda yadda. of course, with band, there's not much free time for me to enjoy my bacheloratte life. its like band life all over again. and i really don wanna reignite it no matter how much fun i had. i just cant get into band mood.

i dunooo, thats all i can think of now. coughing like mad. think im gonna fall sick.






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