困惑的情况

每个人信中都有自己的想法，可是有些人会宁愿不把它说出来；而有些人会说出来。
说出来之后的情况也有2种，跟随而且坚持自己心里的想法；另种则是可以放弃自己心里的想法，跟着别人的计划走。
可是你是哪种呢？？

我自认自己是宁愿不把自己的想法说出来的那个，因为说出来的时候，可能会搞到许多事情。
今天听到朋友之间发生吵架事件。我是中间人，我没有介入。我不会听到片面之词而做出什么举动。我只知道做好自己的本分。谁好谁坏，心里知道，没必要说出。
在英国的这几个月，挺乱的，我不想知道多东西。很烦，很乱。
烦，包括功课。甚至有时烦友情，有时我太钻牛角尖了，想去得到朋友的关心，可是这是不可能的，一个人只有一颗心，顾得都只有一方，所以我也看开了。
乱是友情中发生的小事，小事多了就变大事，大事就得要用烦了。
咳，家家有本难念的金，我很累，我只向快点离开英国，快点回到家。
外面的世界真的很乱。人与人相处不是件容易的事。

其实对于今天的事，我心中有数，我自己也是过来人，我不想再争辩。
好累...

Face the crucial reality !!

Since end of May 2013, I been reached UK for another life for 3 months.
Today is my worst day I been UK ever.

1. The lecturer hold a visit Jaguar Landrover, but all of my classmates are arranged in the morning session, only my team members are afternoon session. WTH is this? I like morning session rather than afternoon session actually, even study in afternoon I also feel sienz...But now they arrange my team in afternoon session... In addition, I am totally don't interested to join this car visit, I am no interest!! Pls excluded me as well if the lecturer allow. Haiz...

2. In our presentation, I felt we are not good as I expect. System down, lecturer comment something..haiz...Totally disappointed...But luckily it is over, now I only can do is bless always for get a better result or the lecturer give the marks higher a bit..haiz...

3. The London trip gone. Everything I planed, ady failed!!! haiz...

In conclusion, I feel speechless now..Moody..I just wanna to say a word "FUXK"!

p/s: I seldom to speak bad words, but today mood is totally bad..I just want to give them vent out now!!

SO FOR ME, I BETTER SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT. DUN THINK SO MUCH. TOMORROW AFTERNOON ATTEND THE VISIT, AND THEN COME BACK AT 4PM. GET THE DAY OFF QUICKLY.

Friday, Saturday and Sunday, I need to rest and do something about my dissertation and WOW project. This is what I should do now.

人生烦恼

住在各地方，都有压力..
我很烦~

我承认我做错了事，可是明明是很小的事，
她竟然骂我，她问我为什么，我解释，她叫不要说那么多.

好了，我不说，我再也不会对她解释。
这是我最后一次住这里，以后，未来，我在这城市做工，
我宁可在外租房子，也不会住这里..

住在这里，压力大...
我想回家..
在家多好...

如果以后我做工，我不会住在这里,整天被她骂..
如果哪天做工，我被上司骂了，回来还要听她念，我觉得我会疯了...
现在的我，敬重她，不顶嘴..
她却只会一直嫌我..
没关系..

我现在只想快点到星期四，我希望我爸爸能来载我回去..
我在这很闷，很无聊..
做什么都是错的...
我做的每件事，已经尽量配合她了，她还是要骂我..
我真的很辛苦..

我想离开...
离开这房子...

伤不起？

爱情伤不起，友情也是吗？
即使表面上是多好的朋友，很多人都认同的“好朋友”，也是很容易说变就变的吗？
朋友？我的人生缺少朋友吗？
曾经的我，会因为要讨好朋友，去牺牲自己正真的感受，忍耐的熬过那些自己不想做的事...

可是如今的我，却不会了...

我开始保护自己...

我不会牺牲学业，用我的烂成绩去讨好他们，以便让他们觉得他们很聪明和厉害...

抱歉哦..我只尽力做自己，用自己的努力去得到自己要的结果..

我不想再让疼爱我的家人，朋友伤心..

如果说，他们是从小被疼到大的，我也是有疼爱我的家人和亲友...

所以我不想让他们失望，让他们伤心和担心..

所以，也请他们把的他们对我的臭脾气，不爽也收敛吧..

我不是不出声，是我在忍耐...

一旦，我无法再忍耐了，我爆发的话，后果也是不堪设想的...

我不需要靠他们载我出去吃每一餐，即使我的哒哒快出国了，我也有能力让自己三餐温饱...

不用他们的车...

只需要在多一年我就能离开这里了...

依我看，我们应该也会少联络了吧...

我的世界是有我的朋友们的，可是如果他们待我不善，我的世界不再欢迎他们...

日久见人心，这句话果真不错...

我见到了不友善，嫉妒的朋友...

可是在这一年，我会忍耐...

直到毕业...

Advance Diploma Start~

Long time no update the blog...

Now, I want to talk about my ADVANCE DIPLOMA life...

No more Diploma life...

Sound goods, rite?

But it is a suffer starting point, it is truth actually...

Advance Life,

Some of my lecturers and tutors' teaching skill is worse than diplom

a lecturers and tutors...

So that's y I am suffering now...Malaysian Taxation subject, it is hardest for me because I totally dunno wat the lecturer taught...

And some of tutors are crazy in the tutorial class...

Because she meets us every week, she will do the same thing which is SCOLD!

Dunno y, in her class i feel stress in 2 hours tutorial and feel asleep...

Haiz...But nothing I can complain now, the semester start only, can't be mad by her...

So I must Becareful ...

Assignment coming,

the lecturer said that no group can same title...Unfortunately, my classmates crash my title also...

So I have to re-do my proposal again...

N I be the leader in this new group, quite stress actually...

I never been leader in assignment group during diploma life...

Advance now, 1st assignment I have been appointed...

Luckily, I have a best friend, ling~ who always helps me and c

onsole me when I indeed..really touching =D

Birthday passed...

I enjoyed my 4 birthday celebration actually...

1st celebration is celebrated by my diploma friends...

Thank you for them, gave me a memorable and touching birthday =D

Love them always...

2nd celebration is my dear cooked the "mee sua" for me =)

delicious =)

3rd celebration was with my dear, sister and her bf...

We enjoyed our dinner at Bandar Utama western restaurant...

It is really delicious...

Next time, I want to go AGAIN =D

N my sis prepared 2 slices of cakes for me, yeah~~

that is my favorite, Secret Recipe cakes...

4th Celebration is at Setapak @ wing cafe...

My dear bought 12 different types of Secret Recipe cakes for me again...

LOLX...Delicious...

But I felt full before I back to Setapak, coz the Western Restaurant dishes are very "big size"...

I knew that my dear tried to give me a memorable birthday because next year my birthday celebration, he can't join...He has to go to UK for further education...

Whatever, now I satisfied and enjoyed this year birthday =)

Wish my wishes can come true =D

Nowadays I like to play badminton because my dear bought a racket for me...

It's pink colour =) quite special, rite =)

I am looking forward my next practice...

But i think my next practice after 2 weeks..

Coz I have 2 important tests in following 2 weeks...

Anyway, god bless me, pls...

Let me pass all test in this semester=)

I must try my best too...

Bless for me...

N I get 2 bad news from my daddy >.<
Daddy said that a newly bought puppy was died this few days...

OMG~ how come, I no see her yet...
i plan after 2 weeks back n play wif her, bt she died...

So pity puppy...
God bless my 2 puppy safe...
N can live long long time...

Bless for them...

成绩

等待成绩出的心情

我真的很紧张，忐忑不安….我不知道等下会出现怎样的成绩…

昨晚睡不好，我现在整个人像是晕晕的，根本不知道是醒了还是没有…

整个假期在担心的事，终于快到了…

我觉得自己很差劲，考试不会做，读书又不强，现在又要面对这个问题….

我很差吧，我读书的程度比别人低一倍，所以现在才在担心中….

我已经做了些准备应付重考，可是星期五就考了，有点棘手….

做好的准备，应该不会浪费掉吧….

看了成绩后的心情

成绩出了，看了，哭了...

可是这次哭，是因为太高兴而哭...

第一次我看成绩时，会有这样的心情...

成绩，比自己预料中还好...

我满意了...

我从不跟别人比，我只让自己有进步就好 [低要求!]

所以我是个容易知足的人...

这次我的假期都浪费了，因为我根本没有尽情的去享受；

而是一直担心着成绩...

苦等了一个月，成绩终于出了...

我满意了！成功进入 ADVANCE DIPLOMA...

在这我要跟我的哒哒，家人，朋友道歉...

因为我担心，所以一直跟他们唠叨，跟他们碎碎念关于成绩的事....

抱歉哦...

特别是我的哒哒...

他在这个假期每一天我都跟他念关于我成绩的事...

他总是很耐心的安慰我...

谢谢你，其实我知道他很烦，可是他却没对我发脾气...

而是很体贴，很细心的安慰我...

总而言之，他对我的付出，我都知道...

字和感激的话，都无法真正的表达出他对我的付出...

所以我要对他更好...

不能把他的真心给糟蹋了...

我很庆幸有这样的男朋友，他对我的付出，已超出一个男朋友该做的...

谢谢你，哒哒...

MY LIFE~

Time passes quickly...

But I don't manage it nicely...

Final exam of last semester is around the corner...

I no study yet...

I'm a playful girl...

I always wish to go out and enjoy the life...

But I have to study also...

Haiz..this is a life, I can't reject those task...

If I reject now, I have to face same tasks in future...

So I must put more effort to solve the tasks, nt run away from tasks...

God bless me please...I wan pass all papers in LAST SEMESTER exam and graduate successfully...

In this city, I face many ''dangerous'' and bad friends...

I can't believe them anymore...

I only believe my gang who are my BEST FRIENDS in my Diploma College Life...

My DIPLOMA Gang + Sisters

And others, who treat me nt sincerely, I will try to forget u...

Even I won't help u when u need...

Because YOU are always exploit and betray me...

I HATE u...

But I won't harm u, because the god is justice...

When u did wrong, u dun feel guilty, the god will punish u in future...

So I won't harm u, I will wait and look forward ur punishment...

When I believe u, I even believe you will be my ever sister..

But YOU are NT, sorry...

You do not qualified to be my BEST EVER Friends...

I am watching Taiwanese drama nowadays...

I saw the couple very good, they believe each other...

The guy tried to do something touch matter for the girl...

I am knowing my DARLING did like this to me also..

I love him...

I like him..

.

I will treasure him forever...

And I hope our love can forever and ever...

My New Family Member, he is so cute..

He is a white color poodle...

Actually I have a brown color poodle, I love him too..

But my daddy worry that brownie will feel bored, so he brought another brother for him...

I love both of them...

But I bother that if i go out, I wan to bring along my one of my pet, which 1 I need to bring along???

Any idea? ^^

Now, I am looking forward that after finish final exam (28th August) then I will go back to see my 2 brothers =D