struggling to survive. Tired, overworked, stress, fatigued, beat, drained, almost dead...
That's my situation now. Exam is in less than a week and I still feel like I haven't learned anything from all the fucking weeks I spent on studying.
Luckily, I have dota to relieve me from my stress.... When I can't stand it anymore, I'll play. It is no excuse lol!
The moment I saw this picture, I fell for it. I happened to found this picture while going through the internet for my studies, and it made me thinks quite a lot of things. Look at the picture, and you'll start to feel something too. Well, It gave me a burning desire to study, the passion to live my life etc, and also the courage to do something that I have never done before.
Before I start, I want to apologize beforehand to those that are may be offended. I also want to assure you all that I am not writing all these in intoxicated state! And remember that this is nothing personal. Try not to get offended. I am just being honest. What I am going to say later is just to reflect my disappointment towards some people.
I am stress, and I know some of you guys are laughing at me behind my back, waiting to see me destruct, and thought I am some not self-conscious, independent assholes. It's not like I'm not trying? I can't be bothered to explain anymore, but FOR FUCK SAKE, you don't know what I was going through back then so DON'T judge me.
Oh no, don't start by asking you could have shared your problems with us. You guys would then start saying that I like to brag about myself. To be honest, I don't think I have anything to brag about. WHAT CAN I BRAG ABOUT?
Do you guys really think that I don't know what you have been thinking about me since last year? Don't you guys think it's pretty obvious sometimes that I am just pretending to know nothing? You think you know me enough to think that I'm not worthy to be your "BEST" or "CLOSE" friends, so that you guys can lie to me or whatsoever? Dude, honestly speaking, those BEST friends or CLOSE friends you guys THINK you are having might be backstabbing you or doing something even worse the moment you're detesting me! Some of you guys are the same too, talking behind my back. Bear in mind, gossiping is different from backstabbing.
In Manchester, NOT more than 5 people know me well enough to judge me.
So, to all those people out there, if you don't know a person well enough, don't judge them. Don't judge people from the cover, and don't say you know. TRUST me, most of you guys out there might say you know or you don't judge from the cover. Most of you guys DO NOT know how to NOT judge people from the cover. I have way too many examples.
By the way, you know who you are, and I do hope you guys can grow up sometime. I am not being an ass or something, I am just being truthful. If you get offended after reading this post, you're already showing that you're still immature. Deal with it, that's life. It took me awhile to realize that I was immature back then. So guys, I sincerely hope you all will be mature in the future.
One of my principles, is to think from others point of views before you judge something or someone or even before you make a decision. THINK why are they doing this or why are they doing that. Everything happens for a reason.
Right... After being so serious =p , better get back to my studies. Library is much quieter now!
OOps! Forgot to say,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VOON!! You're 21st years old now!!!
Wish you have all the best! And happily ever after! haha!
GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR EXAMS PEOPLE!
ALL THE BEST!
A superdry backpack! It has loads of compartments, and most importantly, it is a laptop bag too! Should have got this long time ago, but it's never too late!
Awesome, ei? =)
I don't need to say anything else, do I? hehe!
New basketball shoe from Adidas~! Ok.. it is quite costly, about 80 pounds, but I desperately needed a new basketball shoe! I have been wearing badminton shoe to play bball for ages, and it hurts my feet badly... >.< 
It has a plat "team signature"!! Apparently it's one of the Adidas basketball edition, Adidas TS. Thanks to David, because he introduced me to buy adidas shoe, and showed my some nice shoes in Footlocker too.
A pair of Zara shoe. It's at moderate price, and it really looks good! Initially I bought another pair with slightly cheaper price, but thanks to Charles and Des, I found this shoe and they said this pair is definitely better than the other one! Without any second though, "excuse me, can I exchange this pair of shoe for THIS one? THANK YOU!"
Aaaaaaaah, I also forgot to say that me and Des went to have a haircut in Chinatown. Balding is no fun... But at least after the haircut it looks MUCH MUCH nicer! XD
