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Made a video to keep as a memory for my 19th birthday:

Thanks to these people who wished me happy birthday/ belated happy birthday:

LJQ

Ing, Han, Ning, Ting, Qi, En

My cousin

Primary School Friends

Ivonne, Meng ying

Secondary School Friends

Yan Ling, Stella, Atiqah, Jeremy, Hussaini, Jacob, Jackson, Aik kun

JC Friends

Eunice, Yuxin, Jacqueline

Uni Friends

Qianting, Josephine, Minchao, Corine, Jieying, Yi Sheng.

Look forward to my 20th Birthday!!!

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Happy Birthday To Me!!!

Update my message to friends tomorrow!!!

so tired now. haha!!!

SS501- Hana

20091218

went out with Huiqi, Qianting, Jos and jiemin.

had a fun picnic once we reached east coast park.

everyone is like so hungry!!!

Qianting actually liked the soup that i made! ha!

actually its fun to just chit chat during picnic.

JieMin's sushi

really nice.

Jos's salad

i loved the strawberries.

but, dunno why 2 worms appeared inside the lettuce.

Huiqi's "handmade" pudding

next time, must buy a pudding that can be opened easily.

My Hot and Spicy Ricecake!

really like it! haha!!!

After picnic, we had a 2 hour bicycle ride!

its been a long long time since the last time i rode on a bicycle.

managed to ride with single hand!

some incidents happened!

QT and Jos bike has some fishing string stuck inside.

tsk. inconsiderate fishermen!

after returning our bikes,

talked about everything under the sun...

future jobs, our major groups, camps, haunted places...

had a great time!!!

then i suggested going to parkway parade.

went to the ice shop around there for desserts.

since we are the only customer in the shop,

we talked and laughed really loud!!!

discovered a different side of jos! haha!!!

HQ said if i am her daughter, she will slap me right into my facE!!!

haha!!! cos i keep asking her questions!!!

really had a great time.

but its such a pity that corine can't join us!

20091219 4E3'06 gathering

had dinner @ tampines one bbq chicken.

really make me tink of the times in sec 3 and 4.

hope we can have more gatherings!!!

1st time being fetched by a friend!!!

Stella's driving skills really good! ha!!!

received my 1st 19th birthday present.

from my bro... a big tweety!!! haha!!!

End with...

SS501- Radio Star

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SS501- Love Like This

Finally Ting is Back!!! MISS YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!

Felt really miserable when she have fun in genting!!!

wanna chat with her also cannot.

wanna discuss some important things with her also cannot.

really feel that she cannot be removed from my life!!! ha!!!

yesterday night when ting reached singapore custom,

then receive all the sms i have been sending her.

hai...nevermind!!! got receive jiu hao.

My "CONFESSION" to ting:

Although we lived in different places,

but you are always the first person i think of whenever i need someone.

Although you like FT Island and i like SS501, but they are both korean flower boys.

Although you like pink and i like blue, but they are both popular colours.

Although we don't really talk alot alot in our daily lives, but you are always unforgotten.

Although we may not be in the same school in future, but you are always listed as the priority in my social circle.

Although our lives are seperate ones, but we do intersect in many ways.

Although you are charmed by hongki, but i am always attracted to your suan-nings.

Hope you do feel the same way as me...haha...

Went to ion to meet qianting and corine yesterday.

Didn't manage to eat the hot and spicy rice cake i missed!!!

nevermind. i planned to cook it myself some day.

we realised there is not much for us to shop,

so we went to far east.

bought a short sleeved pull over!!! i love it!!!

the shop owner is like bragging over it...

she said: "we are the only one selling this piece, there's another outlet at tampines 1.

my son personally go korea for the supplies. its worth it."

i wonder who will really believe her.

i saw it at tampines 1 outlet on tue, but i feel too ex, $29.

so i bargain with this aunty till $25.

legs and butts are aching after walking so much.

so we went to a shop for dessert.

mango ice.

Going to catch korean stars for the 1st time tomorrow night @ airport.

gave my 1st time to FT Island and not SS501.

just hope my 2nd time is SS501. and hope it comes soon.

gotta find a green top to prepare for this. haha!!!

somehow, i am quite excited.

can confirm is not because i can see FT,

its because its been a long time since the last time,

which is seeing kone at airport.

Hope ting will get to see her favourite hongki tomorrow.

I was considering whether to buy a customized name necklace from online.

have been wanting to own one since 1 or 2 years back....

came across this video today.

made by philippines triple s. its about kyu.

i feel its quite well done.

Ending with...

SS501 - My Girl

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To Do List:

complete the list of bookmarked SS501 videos

You're beautiful

east of Eden

IMM

Liang Court

City Square Mall

The Heeren

Velocity

Pulau Ubin

Kusu Island

Sisters Island

Learn Korean Online

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SS501- In Your Smile

Bon Voyage To Ting's Genting Trip!!!

Went to Malaysia yesterday for Ah Ma's birthday dinner.

Meet everyone at ah ma house before going off.

around 330pm...

ha! took a picture with Ah gong's degree-less specs. Haha.

On my way to woodlanes custom,

was smsing with en. Erm, from what i remember,

the content is not really on SS501.

she updated me that SS501 music core performance it up in youtube.

Suddenly, don't know why i feel sad.

Missed their presence in front of my computer.

Felt empty... ha...

It's been a long time since the last trip to Malaysia via woodlanes checkpoint.

We always travel to MY via the tuas checkpoint.

As usual, there is a jam.

So from ah ma house to Malaysia, took around 1 hour plus.

Towards MY checkpoint,

the route somehow looks like roller coaster as compared to the previous one.

At MY checkpoint,

my dad saw a cross at lane 5, but there is a car driving into it.

so my dad drove to lane 5.

Then suddenly the officer inside lane 5 office came out and put a cone in front of our car!

So after attending to the car in front, she switched off the lights and walked out.

So, my dad is stuck with a cone in front and a car behind us.

We had difficulty reversing... and the problem is... there are a few officer around...

yet no one offered to help.

so my dad alight the car and explained to the car behind us.

I think of driver of that car also complained about the officer.

So we proceed to lane 6 instead.

The car in front of us has 4 people.

But somehow, it took the lane 6 officer a long time when checking the passport.

Lane 7 beside us is much faster.

several cars finished theirs, but at our side, the car is still not yet finished.

tsk...

So we went to Peking restaurant for dinner.

1st dish: fried mee. practically, its fried maggie mee.

it came just in time as our stomach is growling.

quite nice.

2nd: cold dish. O! i love the octopus!!!haha!!!

Next few are salted egg crab, curry prawns, fried prawns with oatmeal, vegetables and more.

the crab is damn big!!!

Next we went to Giant to buy some household stuffs.

So coincidentally that i met Corine there!!!

My uni malaysian friend!!! a nice girl....ha!!!

she came with her mum. stayed near there.

so we talked quite a while. ha!!!

took some pictures too!!!

HAHA!!! she say she almost cannot recognise me when she see me. ha!!!

The Ice cream there is very cheap.

for magnum, 3 sticks in a box, cost around RM11,which is SGD4.60.

only SGD 1.53 per stick!!!

for cornetto, 4 cones for RM8.

so we bought 2 boxes of magnum and 1 box of cornetto, got my favourite Black forest flavour!!!

the cashier is quite good to give us ice to chill our ice cream.

next time must bring ice box like what my uncle did. ha!!!

no serious jam on our way back.

the officer at sg checkpoint is friendly, keep smiling.

I had difficulty taking the Health notice card and he offered to help me take.

but i said its ok, just wanna take a look only. ha!!!

So when i reached home,

immediately on my laptop to watch SS501 performance!!!

new set of clothes. but the padding on the shoulder is weird!!!

and kyu's fringe is again... not nice!!! i prefer the fringe in 1st few perf!!!

but he removed the method of pronouncing the 1st word for his part,

and sang it the normal way like 1st few perf. ha!!!

its kind of weird to sing in afternoon for open air stage

and its in a stadium and the audience is so far away!!!!

weird!!!

watched wonderful day just now!!! so funny!!! haha!!!

hai.... i wanna go out and shop!!!!argh!!!

ok...

lastly, hope ting will have a great time at genting!!!

annyong!!!

Ended with SS501- Making a Lover

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Nameless Memories- SS501 Young Saeng Solo

When i just opened itunes, i was thinking of love like this.

but because i just watched Strong heart,

the sad feeling have not gone away...

so i chose a ballet song that i liked...

Its a bit slow to say "Exams are Over!!!".

ha. Finally....

but on the last day, after my last paper,

somehow the excitement is still not very high.

maybe its due to my disastrous performance for it.

ok. enough of exam stuffs!!!

20091130 monday

after last paper, when to jurong point to wait for Qi

with Huiqi, Shujun and Jiemin.

Huiqi wanted to go orchard to meet her friend,

so waited for Qi with me.

We went to a korean restaurant as Shujun and Jiemin

wanted to settle their lunch there.

The restaurant played DBSK videos.

erm... somehow, i feel... aya... why play theirs...

ha!!!

but a song caught my attention.

You only love by DBSK.

quite nice.

my first time using metal chopsticks.

its quite difficult to use it as its heavier than plastic ones.

So, i reached home and catch a nap before meeting ting and ing.

i was very excited when i preparing to go out.

i don't know why!!!

while waiting for 291, i very impatient.

i keep thinking why the bus is taking so long to appear!!!

ha!!

as usual, had a great time with them!!!

its always the case! ha!!!

just random talks about our daily life...

and of cos... suannings...

Ing and i are the usual victims...

Bought a lip gloss and eye shadow. ha!!!

below is a video i made using iMovies...

compile of the photos we took using ting's tripod stand.

but... i feel its too little.

I feel having photos to keep as memories is important!!!

haha!!!

music: Green Peas-SS501

20091201 Tuesday

a slacking day.

planned to pack my table and cupboard.

but never complete it fully due to massive SS-ing!!!

finally finished watching Mpick!!!

yeah!!!

20091202 Wednesday

Initially is a 3 person outing...

ting, Ing and me.

but!!! that Ing found a job and start work on this day.

but she quit it on this same day. weirdo.

so ting came in the morning, supposed to make curls for me.

but it failed. so i tied me hair up without using comb!!!

i like my hair style on that day. ha!!!

we took 518 to far east.

but we this 2 not-familiar-with-orchard,

don't know which stop to alight.

so we keep looking around, hoping to alight at the correct one.

haha!!!

took some photos on the bus...

we then went to the wanton mee stall for lunch.

but i only ate a few mouthfuls.

i didn't buy the top i reserved. there is a small tear near the chest area.

felt so sorry to the person who kept for me.

so we walked to ion.

1st ion trip.

on the way there, saw etude house near the orchard mrt.

heard love like this inside!!!

when the song started, i can recognized it immediately when i heard the music!!!!

haha!!!

ting dragged me out of the shop!!!

ate japanese mochi rice ball. so damn nice!!!

i simply love the texture of riceballs!!!!

bought 2 top from ion.

a sapphire blue dress like top, $19.90.

i feel its quite cheap.

2nd is a checkered top. black with white. #39.90 from neulook.

so ex!!! but i just love it!!! ha!!!

initially i don't have the intention to buy when i saw.

because i don't know whether i will suit checkered stuffs.

but since Qi took another pattern of checkered top to try,

so i tried this top for fun. ha!!!

but it turned out that i liked it!!!

Qi's fault. Haha!!!

look forward to the day i wear it!!!

Qi bought a skirt. same price as my checkered top.

then we proceed to basement 4 for some snacks.

ting and i shared 1 gigantic hotdog, 1 bowl of korean fried rice cake and crispy chicken.

omg... i really fall in love with the ricecake even though its quite spicy!!!

now... i am missing it!!!

we haven really shopped whole of ion.

so... i must go back there to eat the rice cake again!!!!

but its such a pity we never took pictures of it!!!

music: Love Letter- FT island triple

going to malaysia for ah ma birthday dinner tomorrow!!!

somehow, i very excited about this. ha!!!

lam... changing her korea trip to feb next yr!

i can't go as my holiday starts in April!

only $988 for 7 days!!!!

tsk!!!

ok... gotta go pick up my new clothes from my letter box later!!!

look forward to it!!!

SS-ing Fighting!!!

ended with

U R Man- SS501

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Got a quote that enlightened me.

Its from Kyu's mouth. Haha!

"People who sleep have dreams, but those who don't, realize their dreams!"

He heard from somewhere too. Haha.

2 more papers to go!!!

6 more days!!!

Hopefully...

everything goes well for tomorrow and monday!!!

o... erm... just went to ting's blog.

i was saddened by a word i saw..."Sai".

Last time in her blog, she address me by writing "vonne".

Now... its sai!!!

omg... that ing... influenced her and my cousin!!!

TSK!

and i saw hongki's photos.

somehow, i don't like the colour of his hair.

Snsd's jessica also don't suit that colour.

ok.

maybe after i watched you're beautiful,

my opinions about him may change!!!

Task to complete after exam:

1. SS501 old variety shows.

2. You're Beautiful (to give hongki some face).

HAHAHAHA!!!

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Hey Girl!!!

Ha! Love Like This!

Finally... Econs is over!!!

did my 1st uni exam!!!

but its not my core...

since i s u it, i didn't really study much.

so... i blanked for 30m.

Ha! hoping to get only C,so i can get my aus.

but i feel if study wholeheartedly, its manageable.

its not a tough one as the questions are straightforward.

ok!!1 3 more papers to go!!!

fighting!

fighting for en's major preso tml!!!

saw this just now:

so funny!!!

ok... gotta sleep... bye!

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Having Econs exam later @ 1700.

leaving house at 1415.

ok. hope everything goes smoothing.

never really study all for it.

focus mainly on first 9 chapters out of the 12.

since exam format is 1st 2 qn on chap 1-6,

hopefully i can do 3 qns.

ok.

bye!

Fighting!

SS501 must give me good luck!!!

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so unlucky today.

has HC102 small test today at 0830.

but... met an accident in dad's car today.

its on PIE, before clementi exit.

so suay!!!

my chin and the 2 area below my knees hit the chair in front.

then i realise, my gum is stuck in between 2 teeth!!!

chin very pain, got abrasion. but dad is ok.

hai.

i was so damn scared... what should i do to my gum?

then the car in front got 3 people in their fifties and a 30 plus driver.

the 3 people got liked aches here and there. nothing serious. no blood.ha.

so went to hospital in ambulance alone.... went to NUH.

my first time there.

then the doctor took an ice cream stick to pull my gum from the teeth.

omg... blood keep oozing out from my gum!!! but not pain.

the junior doctor said it is quite deep so may need a stitch.

omg!!!!!! STITCH!!! i almost fainted

and heart almost jumped out of my mouth when i heard this word.

then the below knee area may need to x ray.

then a senior doctor came and take a look.

she said i don't tink need a stitch, the knee area is just a little swollen.

o heng man!!! no stitching!!!

so waited for awhile before the doctor clean my wound.

omg.

so damn damn damn pain!!!

the gigantic syringe which have antiseptic, is shoot on my wound in my mouth!!!

really gigantic syringe.

so damn pain... and gotta bear for around a min as the syringe is big!!!

and the doctor did it twice!!!!!!!

it is even more painful than plucking tooth!!!

like many sharp needles poking my gums!!!

phew... after like 5-10mins... its done.

i thought everything is ok.

until the nurse told me to go in for injection!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but is a small one.

i was so scared. there's a little tears in my eyes. so paiseh.

but the pain is ok. cos the washing part compared to this... this is small case!!!

now... when i chewing... the chin area still pain as it is swollen... hai... so ugly!

ok... enough of unlucky thing...

kyu kyu!!!

always feel hyung joon is the gifted for being shuai!!!

no matter when he laughs, stone, acting cute or normal face...

its always so perfect!

Congratulations to NIANG PAO for passing his driving test!!!

even said he only deduct 8 points!!! ha!

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O man!!!

saw this yesterday and felt kim is so cute!!!

at around 2:18 minute. and he sings "becos i'm stupid towards the end".

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Exams are coming soon...

I am afraid that i can't finish what i should study.

Even when i am taking a break like today,

i will always have this mindset in mind:

exams are coming, work harder!!!

BUT!!!

Have been study since the start of the week...

so i really wanna take a break...

Luckily, i have finished all assignments

except fpr HW101C.

but it will not take a long time to complete that

300-400 words english essay.

today:

have quite a lot of fun today...

i wore my yellow converse top with light beige shorts.

during lecture break,

HQ realised *** wore purple top

and said my yellow and his purple matched like the Ribena ad!

omg!!! haha! keep laughing non-stop!!!

they said i am a chou4 lemon. ha!

then i asked everyone what's their favourite colour...

QT: yellow & purple.

Jos: pink & purple.

HQ: red.

Corine: white.

and obviously... my is white and blue.

the combi of white and blue is also my favourite sky blue! haha!!!

really...its fun with friends around you.

friends, no matter whether they are pri, sec, jc or uni frenz...

all add colours and happiness to my life.

really appreciate it...

tue:

went to see mac with ing & ting.

got my first mac monopoly stickers.

i hope to get lots of instant win....

other prizes are kind of no luck to get it.

really very long since i last met them.

so i really enjoyed the times at mac.

its so unlucky that the electricity in Mac stopped.

maybe due to overworking as the queue is so long.

or maybe due to my existence that brought bad luck? ha!

as usual... like what ing wrote in her blog...

i am the one who talk the most...almost all of the times...

erm... personally i really feel i don't talk much...

i am not the person who will talk and talk anytime...

perhaps...is depends on my mood.

i can only really talk much with those i have the feeling of

"i really want to talk to this person".

if not the limited time we have, i really love to talk to them for the whole day...

so am i considered talkative? i don't think so...

i was really surprised that when i just Corine only for weeks,

she said i like to talk when i asked her my favourite question.

ok. whhy i love to ask this question "what do you think of me?"

i feel its important to know how people look you as.

i'm not saying that one should live the way others feel comfortable at.

but i feel its not accurate to ask myself to judge what kind of person i am.

others will have a clearer and more vivid image of what you are.

hence...its IMPORTANT to know what people think of you strengths and shortness.

this few weeks, i have been finding nice dresses.

i realised i don't have many dresses...haha!!!

recently... i feel i am easily touched by little stuffs.

even a few minutes drama on tv, or even a short ad, or even a short song...

i will have lots of feelings that arouse from my heart...

its difficult to describe those in words...

even a few seconds of a sad drama on tv... i will feel soury inside...

why... am i an easily touched person...?

i really want to receive a 100 answers about my personality for my bdae! haha!!!

i really love "Never Again" by SS501, esp the very first baby part.

touched... like it is sang with lots of emotions...

somehow... i don't know why i am so emotional...

maybe cos i am slowly growing up...?ha... i don't know...

sometimes, many thoughts will come into my mind

from just little incidents that happened around.

but they are easily forgotten...

sometimes... i am thinking... why i have the life i have now...

i am not saying that its not good or bad...

just feel that...

my life now... is it decided by me or by things around me...?

how do i weigh the different components that add colours to my life?

family 45%, friends 30%, studies 5%, SS501 & ent 20%...?

ha! i don't know...

SS501-niam now... ha!

Since my craze over 5566,

next is SS501.

as for the others, it didn't really last long.

其他只是人生的邂逅。。。

sometimes... i wonder... what if the motivation (SS501)

i have suddenly disappeared...

i will feel empty somehow...

kyu kyu!!! haha!!!

really love his cute image in "you are my heaven MV"..

just received en's msg saying kyu's dance is cute...haha!!!

starting from 07:20

from 02:25 and 06:13:

some videos to enjoy kyu's shuainess

kyu cried when singing "because i'm stupid in this performance.

reason being he always will put himself into yoon jihoo's shoes when singing this song...

kyu acted in this MV...shuai!!! but his acting skills not so good...haha!!!

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there's something wrong with blogger ytd.

cant get to blog.

hai.

now gotta study my HC201.

maybe blog on friday bah...

hwaiting!!!

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Finally!!!

The day I have been waiting since 19/10/09, have arrived!

Its the first day SS501 performed songs from "rebirth" on tv shows!!!

At around 3pm,

I really can't wait for people to upload to youtube.

hence, i downloaded tv ants

and watch korea channel- MBC.

waited for around 50 mins after the show started on 3.10pm.

finally its their turn.

they are the last performer. omg!

think should be the 压轴.

the link is :

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSyn8oU5SLQ

omg!

damn shuai!

initially didnt realise this 2 points when i watching live-

1.each show a word of "love" when they stand stationary.

2.fans shouted "hey boy" when hyung joon sang the 1st words of the song "hey girl".

after going to sg triple s,

then saw a post on each showing a word.

hyung joon: L

kyu jong: O

young saeng: V

jung min: E

hyun joong: heart shape.

omg! so creative. first time saw this type of thing in performance.

make me think of them using their bodies to make the "SS501" word in the mission.

tomorrow is SBS ingigayo,Incheon closing ceremony and SBS good sunday.

another day of SS501 bombardment~!

I WANNA SAY SOMETHING THAT I AM PROUD OF!!!

few days back,

i cut the front portion of love like this- "Hey girl......"

as my sms ringtone.

I chose this is just purely that i love this part.

didn't think much about it.

but just now, I realise something after En told me about the "hey boy" thing.

whenever my sms ringtone rings,

it is like calling me "hey girl".

haha!!! hyung joon calling me to flip open my phone. haha!!!

En asked me to share!!! haha!!! so funny!!!

but i feel is about loud compared to my incoming ringtone- green peas.

whenever my sms ringtone rings, it scares me.

dunno get scared for how many times le.