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2 more days to common test!!! oredi learnt my 3 H2s. but still got chinese, econ and gp. really hate JC life!!! no time for me to just take a deep deep breath. everyday, is just rushing here and there, tutorials, lectures, tests and homeworks!!! when can i stop all this???!!!

and there is still pw. no one bothers about what we supposed to do. no one ask when is the deadline for this and that. no one plans the meeting time and wad we have to complete. no one cares about it!!! whenever i ask them to do a little small, tiny task, the result i get is disapointment, angryness and frustration!!! they just wont put in their heart when doing these small little task.

everyday, my brain and my mind will not stop thinking about these stuffs. omg!!! can time pass faster?! then i can pass my jc life in just split seconds!

although i tell myself that i have to study and pass my promo. but the thing is, now, if not that you study, you will pass. no longer like this!!! some times, i feel helpless about my school work. hai. just 16++ years old but have to undergo this kind of pathetic life.

in the past, i always thought that JC life is fun. alot of books write about high school life is how fun, how enjoyable and how stress-free, class mates, friends and teachers are great. but i'm wrong!!! totally wrong!!!

so wad if common tests had pass???!!! no more holidays. unlike that pass where we will have a month of holiday after our mid year. straight after common test is preparation for written report, EOM for PW. no break. only about 2months plus in between promo and common test.

but no matter wad, life still have to go on. so, i feel really great when i have the time to watch tv and listening to songs when i am at home. really love the feeling of staying at home and enjoy watching the tv. although there is still work to do, but is really comfortable staying at home...

hope my common tests results will not disappoint me. hope that next week when i am facing every paper, i will feel comfortable. 1 thing to make me feel that school is not a horrible place is i have my jyss friends!!! really enjoy the times with them. without them, my jc life will be in black and white. so i really like wednesdays where we will go bubbling before the start of our CCAs. jyss amigos are the best!!!

looking forward to 27june07 4.31pm where i can open the door of freedom...