i know i haven't blogged for more than a month. it's already the last day of august in fact.
well, i've nothing much to say. other than the fact that this semester seems to be the suckiest so far. monday-thursday i have classes, one on each day, then friday-sunday is spent trying to finish the readings. the the vicious cycle starts again on monday. i've been struggling in trying to finish the readings, and i wonder how i'm going to cope once the essays come into the equation. school sucks, life in school sucks, everyone is either gone or busy doing something else. the fasting month makes me feel even more fatigued than ever, so i hope things will really pick up once september comes around. which is tomorrow by the way. damn.
considering how disappointing it was last year, i think i deserve better this year. i don't exactly mean to say that i expect it to be much better this time round (or expect anything at all actually), but i mean i can't believe it turned out that way. i rather that hadn't happened last year, so that i would not feel aggrieved but then again it really is not my fault. i did not ask for anything, i have never asked for anything, and yet what i got despite not asking for anything was upsetting, to say the least.
sometimes i feel i'm always being misunderstood, and the point is lost altogether. but enough is enough, i've had enough. i just want to go through this semester well and unscathed, that's all that i ask for.
and if you're done with embarrassing me on your own you can go ahead, tell them.
i rest my case.
there you go making my heart beat again.
