calm under pressure.
decisive.
organised.
these few traits that i'm sorely lacking now - hopefully a clear mind can settle them all.
i'm sorry. I need time and i need God.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
7 months later
wow. i haven't blogged for a freaking 7 months. suddenly i just felt like blogging again. been bored these days. my pc is spoilt so can't play games, i'm just whiling time away while waiting for school to start. many of my friends have also not blogged for eons either. whether i shall start to blog again after this i don't know. this is like something at the spur of the moment sorta thing.
7 months!!
in those 7 months that have passed a lot has been done and accomplished!
1) i went through probably my toughest semester in school
2) i studied hard or well enough so much so my cap didn't change at all
3) i juggled my silat stuffs (which was like a 6th module) throughout this crazy semester
4) i fought in 3 friendlies
5) i went through ivp and actually got a medal!!! unbelieveable!
6) the 1st year anniversary came and it's still coming along well
7) i watched arsenal's season crash and burn in a matter of weeks and could not believe it all
among other things;
my collection of dri-fit shirts has increased. now i have dri-fit shirts that are white,black,sky blue,dark blue,red, green,orange,yellow,purple in colour. what a ridiculous collection of dri-fit shirts i have.
my sonyericsson s500i suffered a stroke on its left side, so some buttons couldn't be used. had to buy a cheap nokia stand-in handphone at the end of december to replace it. later on i realised i could still use the se handphone without using the paralyzed buttons. thn last month i completely destroyed the se handphone when my knee pressed hard on it when i didn't see it was lying on my bed in the dark. the screen went kaput so i was soon back to using the nokia one. then 2 weeks ago i dropped the nokia hp on the bus on the way home, so soon enough i just had to get a brand new proper hp. so now i'll start school with an se c510! not the best or prettiest of phones but still decent enough.
last december i went book crazy at a borders sale (my previous entry touched on this! haha) and well to say this frankly - i've not yet read half of those books yet - i think.maybe more. haha. you know those clothes that you wear once and never wear again? i make those mistakes too with books. plenty of them. i think i might somehow find some motivation to read such stuffs but in the end it just falls flat. what a waste of money. haha. it just makes the bookshelf looks more packed only. so i just finished reading my 1st ever dan brown book (i know i lag behind like crazy) so on to the next one. god knows though when i'm gonna read books i've bought eons ago but that are yet untouched.
i did some spring cleaning the other in my room and uncovered a whole treasure of stuffs. haha. i found a birthday present from tyan (all the way back from my jc days) which i've still yet to open and fix it up (one of those zoids thing you know). i found laminated sheets of paper from my jc form teacher which he included words of encouragement for our class to ponder over. i must admit he really actually cared for us, just that we kinda didn't respond in kind. although! he did say his future classes were worse than us, when i thought we were bad enough. haha.
not forgetting the year 2000 premier league sticker book. haha. i can't believe me and kim lin forked out money to buy the stickers and almost almost completed the book. and after all the effort and sharing the 'burden' he let me have the book. wow. and the rest of stuffs that i have - my lyrics file, my band music scores file, my thick jc history files, the books and what not - all the memories came flooding back.
memories stay, yet friends come and go, i realise. only those few that really stick it through with you - i think that's the truest of friends. i think i'm blessed. somehow. i wonder - i lead a completely average life with not many things that interest me yet somehow almost every single day i realise - there is always something to do with my friends. i wonder.
oh well. school is starting again soon in around a month's time. i look forward to it actually, though i admit the holidays have passed real fast. okay till next time.
7 months!!
in those 7 months that have passed a lot has been done and accomplished!
1) i went through probably my toughest semester in school
2) i studied hard or well enough so much so my cap didn't change at all
3) i juggled my silat stuffs (which was like a 6th module) throughout this crazy semester
4) i fought in 3 friendlies
5) i went through ivp and actually got a medal!!! unbelieveable!
6) the 1st year anniversary came and it's still coming along well
7) i watched arsenal's season crash and burn in a matter of weeks and could not believe it all
among other things;
my collection of dri-fit shirts has increased. now i have dri-fit shirts that are white,black,sky blue,dark blue,red, green,orange,yellow,purple in colour. what a ridiculous collection of dri-fit shirts i have.
my sonyericsson s500i suffered a stroke on its left side, so some buttons couldn't be used. had to buy a cheap nokia stand-in handphone at the end of december to replace it. later on i realised i could still use the se handphone without using the paralyzed buttons. thn last month i completely destroyed the se handphone when my knee pressed hard on it when i didn't see it was lying on my bed in the dark. the screen went kaput so i was soon back to using the nokia one. then 2 weeks ago i dropped the nokia hp on the bus on the way home, so soon enough i just had to get a brand new proper hp. so now i'll start school with an se c510! not the best or prettiest of phones but still decent enough.
last december i went book crazy at a borders sale (my previous entry touched on this! haha) and well to say this frankly - i've not yet read half of those books yet - i think.maybe more. haha. you know those clothes that you wear once and never wear again? i make those mistakes too with books. plenty of them. i think i might somehow find some motivation to read such stuffs but in the end it just falls flat. what a waste of money. haha. it just makes the bookshelf looks more packed only. so i just finished reading my 1st ever dan brown book (i know i lag behind like crazy) so on to the next one. god knows though when i'm gonna read books i've bought eons ago but that are yet untouched.
i did some spring cleaning the other in my room and uncovered a whole treasure of stuffs. haha. i found a birthday present from tyan (all the way back from my jc days) which i've still yet to open and fix it up (one of those zoids thing you know). i found laminated sheets of paper from my jc form teacher which he included words of encouragement for our class to ponder over. i must admit he really actually cared for us, just that we kinda didn't respond in kind. although! he did say his future classes were worse than us, when i thought we were bad enough. haha.
not forgetting the year 2000 premier league sticker book. haha. i can't believe me and kim lin forked out money to buy the stickers and almost almost completed the book. and after all the effort and sharing the 'burden' he let me have the book. wow. and the rest of stuffs that i have - my lyrics file, my band music scores file, my thick jc history files, the books and what not - all the memories came flooding back.
memories stay, yet friends come and go, i realise. only those few that really stick it through with you - i think that's the truest of friends. i think i'm blessed. somehow. i wonder - i lead a completely average life with not many things that interest me yet somehow almost every single day i realise - there is always something to do with my friends. i wonder.
oh well. school is starting again soon in around a month's time. i look forward to it actually, though i admit the holidays have passed real fast. okay till next time.
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