eh

ok so i'm off today. in fact i haven't been at my company for a whole week. last mon-wed i was outfield attached out to another company, and thurs-fri i took off. today and tomorrow too. oh well, i must clear all my offs.

yesterday i went out to meridian shopping centre for lunch with tyan and jj. so we talked and talked. typical of us. i think we talked for close to 3 hours. sharing of views and reminiscing. i like to reminisce actually. usually i'll just recall back and dwell on those nice memories i've had. i haven't been alive for too long anyway, so there isn't uch to reminisce about. ah but its those little things that always mean alot to you. those things that will always bring a small smile to your face.

or those things that 'if only', but never was. i still regret some of those things. but they shall always stay as 'if only's. ah i guess the regrets will stick with me. sometimes i just can't help it.

is an arsenal jersey costing $90 worth it? seriously thinking of buying it. well, as of last week that is. or what about a $250 bass guitar set that comes with the amplifier, tuner, sling etc? i think its well worth the money. very very tempting. oh and an acoustic guitar as cheap as $38! how? so many things to dream of buying, so little money to even dream of purchasing.

anyone knows where i can get a whole set of whose line is it anyway's vcds? do reply!

damn it

ok so my recruits have stumbled across my blog. damn it! haha. it's okay i guess, since i don't really ever talk much about things in camp, what more my recruits. (but that doesn't mean you guys can happily pass my address around to the others!) so heck. 1 of them is right anyway. i mostly talk about my thoughts or other things unrelated to camp.

anyway finally i've a new mp3 player! (some of you might know about my argument against having an mp3 player though!) i bought it 2nd hand actually from hadi for $250. it's a 6GB Creative Zen Micro player that's only a few months' old and still under warranty. 6Gb is huge to me, and it still has the FM radio function. and i can use it as a thumbdrive too. so i don't know about you guys, but i think i've got myself a good deal here. but i simply must find a pouch to store it because i'm sure 1 of these days i'll start dropping it and scratching it somehow. i think must buy 1 of those "venus flytrap" pouch thingy that i was telling hadi about that day. or a simple handphone will do. anything will suffice, so long as my mp3 player won't get scratched or damaged. i'm such a careless person.

yesterday i caught the liverpool man u clash at chjimes. as i expected, liverpool would win and by the slimmest of margins. and of course there weren't that many clear cut chances. we were actually watching it for free because 1 of the pubs had 3 huge screens showing the match. there were also alot of people crowding the area trying to get a view of the screens. it was an okay match actually, still not as exciting at the manchester derby i caught last month.

so eunice has invited the class to her birthday celebration thingy. okay it's been a very long while since i last met her, think it was in september. so its another class gathering next month. looking forward to it. oh and the present. the present. i'll dream 1 up then. but it's diffiult. and some have already find it weird.

i've done alot of thinking lately and i've realised that sometimes it's good not to get yourself too bothered about things. ignorance is really bliss.

tired

i am extremely tired. why? came back home at 4 am last night. or rather this morning. i had a class gathering of sorts, and we had dinner at pizza hut, palyed abit of pool then went to kbox for a singing session. i know, it's catered more to the chinese people but hey, i did see a group of malays singing malay songs there. then again, i'm not really into malay songs.

but the crappy thing was that i had developed a sore throat during the pool session, so basically i had no voice by the time we were at kbox. so i didn't really enjoy the singing session, since my voice was clearly gone. the only song icould croak out reasonably well was oasis' stop crying your heart out. other than that, it was quite a disaster. and i took a taxi home, shared with jj. i thought i didn't get caught by my parents for coming home so late, but surprisingly my dad did point out that i reached home at 4am. which is surprising, since i was quite sure everyone was sleeping when i got home. oh well, at least i didn't get such a severe scolding.

i mean, it's not like everyday i go out to meet my friends (haha that's always my argument when i tell my mom why i always come home so late, which is true). i don't know. it's weird, but i think i'm getting more and more wild. well, don't worry, it's not like i've picked up smoking, drinking or gambling or that sort. but i don't know. it's as if i'm kinda changing. like those late nights out. like my dressing style. it's all very weird. don't know is it changes for the better or for worse. very weird.

but all i know now is my finances is on the brink of recession again. there's money coming out but none is coming in. luckily pay day is less than a week away, but still, i think it's not enough to avert the impending recession. and one more thing. i'm been marked down to be a future platoon sergeant. that kinda sucks i think, since i'm quite wet behind the ears still. i think it's too soon, but i don't think we'veall got much of a choice. but it doesn't mean i have extra pay!

damn, i'm still so lethargic and tired even though i woke up at 2 pm just now. i'm really short on sleep now. but it's gonna be a long week ahead. i wish i could take a break.

and the tagboard's spoilt again. damn it.