Saturday, November 21, 2009
go to ukeys.tumblr.com
(changed the url) HAHA
yukee was thinking 5:49:00 pm
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Monday, October 12, 2009
悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来
我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。
Once again this paragraph resounds in my mind. I guess this is what i've been doing all these time, coming and leaving quietly. Be it on incidents that happened or friends who have come into my life at one point or another. To avoid trouble i wriggle my way out just like how i've wriggled in.
Well, more importantly on friends. Once i read this somewhere, it says when you've finally made some friends and come to realise that you can totally count on them and ring them up 24/7 to talk about everything and anything, only to find out that they have eventually moved on from you, probably because you are not cool and interesting anymore, or even better, they leave the country altogether.
Friends they come and go in our lives, just like how you come and go in theirs.Perhaps, there will be a handful that never leaves, but that is rare and extremely hard to find. The agonizing sense of loss is being put onto repeat mode. Sometimes, i get the feeling of helplessness and i just cant seem hold on to anyone or, anything, no matter how hard i try to fight it. So i end up slowly fading away,far far away from people that i once loved and held dear.
This made me realise that the most important people, the ones who will always stay, will be none other than family. Afterall, blood is thicker than water.i've always understood this, and people sometimes ask, why is your family always your top priority? Because i know i will be their top priority when i need them.This theory/thinking of mine have been proven time and again.Just recently, i witnessed the unity and support shown by the entire extended family to another family member who have loved and lost. It stirred up a storm in my heart to see the love that is in the air, not romantic love of course, but family love.i almost wanted to cry at the split moment. But of course me being me, that isn't very likely.
So for now, and probably for a long long time family is top priority :) of course not forgetting the annoying but very important studies i have to contend with.
yukee was thinking 11:50:00 pm
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Thursday, September 03, 2009
Few days ago, i was happily listening to some nursery rhymes. It really makes me feel happy and and as if im back in my childhood days. The thing was, i could remember vividly the tunes yet i could not remember most of the lyrics. That was when, to my surprise i realised that i never once learn the complete lyrics to songs like M had a little lamb, or L Bridge etc.
Probably because there was no point knowing the lyrics, i couldn't have understood what they meant in my adolescent days. What's the point of teaching children nursery rhymes when there is a high possibility that they wouldn't understand what they are singing or what the lyrics meant?
The funny thing was, i got feedback from K, that he only learnt the full lyrics of these rhymes when he was being a father and had to teach his child the nursery rhymes. Such irony in play.
yukee was thinking 11:58:00 pm
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Saturday, August 29, 2009
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me
yes they look right through me. either i dont look studious or hardworking enough, or they are just not seeing my efforts.
simply put, i suck.
every now and then these comments throw me back. just like being kicked 4,5 storeys down after having arduously climbed 2 storeys up the Building of Success.
that was ouch!
yukee was thinking 12:11:00 am
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Tuesday, June 30, 2009
victim of circumstances? or victim of your own choices? times like these late in the night i find myself trying to solve questions like these.
some time ago, i saw some money lying on the floor, on some random pavement near a parking lot. i wanted to pick them up, but was stopped, by none other than myself. true as the saying goes finders keepers, losers weepers. but then i've also heard about the myth of the-curse-of-the-coin-on-the-floor-that-does-not-belong-to-you (what a mouthful). is this "curse" real, or just an attempt to stop people from picking up things you lose, so in time to come when you realise it you will still find it in the same spot? yes, another question that baffles me.
i think we are victims of both our own choices and circumstances. sometimes we make choices that changes everything, putting us in a new and undiscovered territory, leaving us no room for turning back. so anything beyond that point, i guess thats when we become victims of circumstances.
yukee was thinking 1:12:00 am
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Saturday, June 20, 2009
This space has been left to rot for a long time. i guess that's just as well, nobody will realise it's been revived muahahaha.
Been having lots of thoughts running through my mind lately, and i reckoned it will be good to jot them down.
Just today i watched this show(more like documentary) on TV about the Mekong river (it's really an awesome show). And its ironic, that tourists have so much impact on the environment, both positively and negatively. we've always known tourists can help bring in revenue to the people, just look at how our little red dot depends so much on it. similarly, tourists play an instrumental role to the livelihood of people living along the river, so much so that an entire family or town depends on them. yet, this is not a case of perfect situation or something along the lines of 'best of both worlds' here, tourists are actually disrupting the habitat of some endangered species of sea creatures. these animals attract tourists to the town and in turn supports the people living in it, but as the people benefit, what about these poor animals? they face the danger of extinction! from this, i picture homo-sapiens as little bulldozers, spreading numerously along the earth's surfaces, crushing everything in their way. we depend on mother nature for our own survival yet we cannot do it without harming or gradually destroying it.
one more thing, why do i see the zest in people from poorer countries to conserve the environment and save the animals, but not so much in people from richer countries who have done more direct and enormous damage to those..
yukee was thinking 12:58:00 am
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Monday, November 26, 2007
it sucks when the whole world has finished their exams and you havent..
but now that im done with that crap the joy and jubilee is not getting to me.
pretty much cos i know that i screwed up my last chance to make things right.
oh well.
anyway thanks for the encouragement all!
if you are reading this selin jie i think u totally right..
pray that i'll have the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;
the courage to change the things I can; the wisdom to know the difference :)
yukee was thinking 11:57:00 pm
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
how apt im listening to the song: time to say good bye :(
last day of sch today. the feeling is so mixed.
i nv thought i would be saying this but im so honoured to be a part of it all.
well i still rmb those times when i totally dread going to sch and have totally no idea what im doing with my life...not forgetting when i was seriously considering of transferring out of the sch but dramatically disallowed to do so. come to think of it im glad i didn't do that. and now i love my class and some other random souls from 2AH. haha. everyone is special and that is what really matters yea. And not forgetting interact folks, always there and once the highlight of my week every wed! love all1!
last lap to go, and im gonna go listen to emo songs and study for geog on fri...
yukee was thinking 9:02:00 pm
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Saturday, October 06, 2007
emo is the new thing in town...
actually planning to study today but the library was packed... whats new.. the lib is the new place to go now isnt it...zzzzz so i came home wanting to get some slp,, but ending up surfing.. yes yes i know every minute counts now... but guess what.. i stumbled upon ancient posts during the crescent times.. and i laughed my head off.. so fun was those days.. but well it cheered me up though. anyway to anyone reading this(which i highly doubt but nevertheless)... all the way! beat those ugly exams! :)
yukee was thinking 3:10:00 pm
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
hi im a fly!
swat me and i'll die.
What I've got they used to call the blues
Nothin' is really wrong
Feelin' like I don't belong
Walkin' around, some kind of lonely clown
Rainy days and Mondays always get me down
yukee was thinking 2:11:00 pm
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Saturday, September 15, 2007
i feel like listening to BUSTED now.. cos i busted my prelims.. yay me.
whats the point of study so hard when you know you are not going to get anywhere?
all my efforts down the drain and into the ocean. yay again.
but then again i devised a new plan.. a JUST WHACK plan.. i hope it works or ill be the ine getting whacked the next time round.
yukee was thinking 2:40:00 pm
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Friday, August 24, 2007
yay im back this is so exciting..
aft weeks and weeks and weeks of mugging the prelims are over. BUT no its not over yet..
i think all the studying burnt my mind but im gonna go back to it soon... aft ive played hard the next few days HAHA.
okay im high now. ill come back when im less high.. :)
yukee was thinking 12:50:00 am
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
call me the jinx of econs class.
i think seriously whenever there's sth to do with me sth bad will happen to the class. like shit. u know what it feels like when you put in a lot of effort just to realise that wad you produce is shit to others. okay maybe im over sensitive. but no maybe not..it is becoming very demoralising, very very very...
my brain's fried. but i need to get back to studying (anything but econs)..^$#%^$@%^*$(^#$%#(
yukee was thinking 5:37:00 pm
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
heartache. ouch
yukee was thinking 2:18:00 pm
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
irs just weird that sometimes i have so many things to say.
but when i face the computer and everything seems to be constipated. lol
but heck im here to update.
Sentosa outing on sat. fun and tiring. my legs are aching even now.
i was hoping to get tanned but no i just ended up looking like im drunk. LOL
Camp started on monday. man i tell you it was fun.
had to leave on the day it started.. cos something happened. i had to go malaysia the next day. which is.. unexpected. i didnt know what to do so i ended up heading for home. but i was so depressed after i left the camp. it was like something was telling me i should go back. so uh.. i backed out of the trip like 10 minutes before we were gonna set off. yea. dunno what was going through me mind. but i felt that this is it, there might never be another chance where everyone will be there and my parents were really nice about it. love them to bits. they sensed that i was weird and all and didnt force me to go with them :)))))
back to the camp i was and i seriously think i made the right decision. cause it was a blast. though i got aches due to the amazing race. lol second in a row. but no regrets. love the bunch, esp the interacters and mcyc ppl. i feel really at ease when im around them. unlike er.. in sch. my team rocked! twl always with love. lol. i guess i'll really have to get used to wednesdays now, cos no more kfc and mcyc. i think its just weird like yr pattern of life just changes. 1 dec.. cant wait.
anyway i need to get some slp now, didnt slp enuff the past few days. and theres the 30 hour famine coming soon...zzz aahhh i need to get back to studying(how dreadful).......
yukee was thinking 11:18:00 pm
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
i almost died of suffocation just now.. to see something you've worked very hard for go down the drain. thank god it didnt. really thank god.what wonders that can happen to you.
Only when no one is watching
Can we really fall apart
But would it set me free
If I dared to let you see
The truth behind the person
That you imagine me to be
anw. a few days ago, i was at this hawker center having dinner. as usual i see old ppl peddling tissue papers. it was quite a common sight and i never really cared abt it until that day. my dad was getting irritated a bit cos he tot it was the same person asking him to buy tissue, so he kinda like raised his voice at this poor old uncle who was trying to sell tissues( well nt exactly his fault, he was bad mooding).i was surprised by his reaction so i sort of scolded him. then i saw the look on the old man's face. he gave me the feeling that it was okay and it wasnt the first time things like this happened. then i set me thinking... why in the world would old ppl need to sell tissues at hawker centres, enduring the heat, the noise, the long hours, angry customers, and earning peanuts. OLD PPL they are old, some with crutches, with bandages, walking all around just to sell tissues and earn money to eat.then i saw the old man again, taking a rest at some tree wiping his sweat. theres this look in his eyes that hit me. and i tried to put myself in his shoes. lonely, old, frail, no money, sad, blah blah.. compared to him i tot i had a better life. quite comfortable, dun need to worry abt not having food to eat, loving family. i feel so bad for him and i just cant forget that look in his eyes. i really hope, if i can do something for him, or maybe the old ppl who have to go thru all these.. maybe next time ill buy tissues and not ask for change. i dunno.. at least its something.. right? :(
I know they'll soon discover
That I don't belong
So I tuck it all away, like everything's okay
If I make them all believe it, maybe
I'll believe it too
sch's been _____.fail my math again. wads new. it was an easy paper and i failed it. i really should knock my gulliver and hope it goes back to normal again. im feeling stupid-er everyday. maybe i just am....
So with a painted grin,
I play the part again
So everyone will see me the way that
I see them
got to do tutorial.. bb
yukee was thinking 7:31:00 pm
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
TODAY IS PISS OFF DAY.PISSSSSSSSSSSSSs OFF
BABARA(not real name) nv fails to piss me off whenever i see her.
ALWAYS criticising my work wtf. first she said i was wasting resources when i did some research thing. WHICH TOOK ME LIKE ONE WEEK TO COMPLETE.and i even did this summary of all my research. AND SHE NEVER EVEN TAKE THE EFFORT TO READ IT BEFORE SHE SLAM MY WORK. wtf just because i didnt highlight my readings and whatever she thinks is reading up.. doesnt mean i dun put in the effort. just cos it looks like it is copied and paste doesnt mean it always is. SHES A JUMPER WHO LIKES TO JUMP TO CONCLUSION AND SLAM OTHER PPL'S EFFORT AND WASTE PPL'S EFFORT. #^$%^!#$!%^#$!%^$%^#
and then i handed up this table thingy to her today. which is like one piece but everything was suashed into it cos i din wanna waste paper and my graph all v small.. AND YEA U GUESSED IT.. SHE SLAMMED IT BACK TO ME AGAIN. why cos it looks skimpy and its not neat enough for her i guess cos everybody else's was typed ouy. so now i have to redo the whole frigging thing JUST COS IT LOOKS BAD TO HER.
bottomline: SHE IS A JUMPER and looks only at superficial things AND slams ppl's effort.
okay whatever. i sound angsty. well it has been boiling. and its almost reaching the maximum temperature. anw. my hand pain. cos of the GP test today. ouch. i need to go back to REDO THE THING.&%#^@#^&^@#%LOL
yukee was thinking 9:07:00 pm
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Thursday, April 26, 2007
actually i had this very long post.. since i havent touched this for a few months..
but something came up and i read this mail that my cousin sent to me... so i deleted the whole post and decided to share the story instead. u might have heard of it but u could refresh yr memory abit.
Jenny was a bright-eyed, pretty five-year-old girl. One day when she
and her mother were checking out at the grocery store, Jenny saw a
plastic pearl necklace priced at $2.50.How she wanted that necklace and when she asked her mother if she would buy it for her, her mother said, "Well, it is a pretty necklace,but it costs an awful lot of money. I'll tell you what. I'll buy you
the necklace, and when we get home we can make up a list of chores that you can do to pay for the necklace. And don't forget that for
your birthday Grandma just might give you a whole dollar bill, too.Okay?" Jenny agreed, and her mother bought the pearl necklace for her.
Jenny worked on her chores very hard everyday, and sure enough, her
Grandma gave her a brand new dollar bill for her birthday. Soon Jenny
had paid off the pearls. How Jenny loved those pearls. She wore them
everywhere - to kindergarten, bed, and when she went out with her
mother to run errands.The only time she didn't wear them was in the shower - her mother had
told her that they would turn her neck green.
Now Jenny had a very loving daddy. When Jenny went to bed, he would get up from his
favorite chair every night and read Jenny her favorite story.One night when he finished the story, he said,
"Jenny, do you loveme?"
"Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you," the little girl said.
"Well, then,give me your pearls."
"Oh daddy, not my pearls!" Jenny said! .
"But you can have Rosie, my favorite doll. Remember her? You gave her to me last year for my birthday. And you can have her tea party outfit, too. Okay?"
"Oh no, darling, that's okay." Her father brushed her cheek with a kiss.
"Good night, little one."
A week later, her father once again asked Jenny after her story,
"Do you love me?"
"Oh yes, Daddy, you know I love you."
"Well, then, give me your pearls."
"Oh, Daddy, not my pearls! But you can have Ribbons,my toy horse. Do you remember her? She's my favorite. Her hair is so soft, and you can play with it and braid it and everything. You canhave Ribbons if you want her, Daddy,"
the little girl said to herfather.
"No, that's okay," her father said and brushed her cheek again with a kiss.
"God bless you, little one. Sweet dreams."
Several days later, when Jenny's father came in to read her a story,Jenny was sitting on her bed and her lip was trembling.
"Here, Daddy," she said, and held out her hand. She opened it and her beloved pearl necklace was inside. She let it slip into her father's hand. With one hand her father held the plastic pearls and with the other he pulled out of his pocket a blue velvet box. Inside of the box were real,genuine, beautiful pearls. He had them all along. He was waiting forJenny to give up the cheap stuff so he could give her the real thing.So it is with our Heavenly Father. He is waiting for us to give up the cheap things in our lives so that he can give us beautiful treasure.Isn't God good?
Are you holding onto things God wants you to let go of? Are you holding onto harmful or unnecessary partners, relationships, habitsand activities you have become so attached to that it seems impossible to let go?Sometimes it is so hard to see what is in the other hand but do believe this one thing.................
God will never take away something without giving you something better in its place.
yukee was thinking 9:37:00 pm
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Sunday, April 08, 2007
and i think to myself. what am i doing with my life.
yukee was thinking 3:44:00 pm
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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
i've decided to leave this place to rot for now. till then.. BYE
yukee was thinking 12:51:00 am
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today was supposed to be a happy day.. with nice bbq going on and meeting up the relatives..
however it had to turn out bad.
the rain ruined it all.
this morning also received news that ah gong was nt feeling well.
apparently the fever came back again and he refused to go back to the hospital. i can understand that. the hospital is nt a v delighting place to be in.
when i saw him later today. he looked very very uncomfortable almost like hes in pain.with all the medicated oil and stuff on him, i dun think it made him feel any better.
and he was sweating almost like it was a hot day, despite the rather chilling weather today.
well later on during the night i was told he vomited blood. yeah he was vomitaing the whole time since he came back from the hospital.. but not blood..and now we see blood.
his condition is getting worse and i think his body cant take it much longer with the cells multiplying so quickly.
he had been strong. nv sick during his younger days.we would always have duck and chicken for dinner every week thanks to him.and of course my fav. foods..
but now.. i only hope for a miracle..
yukee was thinking 12:24:00 am
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Wednesday, December 13, 2006
replies to tags:
shob: hihi!! miss you loads dude..
gwen: i miss u soooo much too!!
looloo: eh dun be so sad la..haha...
rowena: plan outing to where? escape ah. lol
vit: oie u bad la.. the kids are so adorable how cn u say u hate them?? And u ah.. must tell me yr name when u msg wad.. i tot it was some prank msg -.-
haha..this fews days are like a rollercoaster ride.. woots busy busy busy and more busy to come.. zzz.. haha..tata for now..
yukee was thinking 9:25:00 pm
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
iM SO happY NoW! coS i Just HeAred my Fav SoNg lAst time on The tV!!!
itS tHis ChinEse sOng cAlLed "xiao sa zou yi hui" HAHA.. SO NICE OKAY.. i StiLL LIke tHe soNg nOw.. HAHAHA.. sO happY!!!!
sorry for writing like that.. haha im hyper..!! anw i like the superstar show today.. so nice.. so oldies.. im an oldies person.. haha ok sry i need to go calm down.. tata
oh and the tags i reply another time.. cos i wanna watch the show!!
yukee was thinking 8:33:00 pm
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Friday, November 24, 2006
FIRSTLY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIKU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NUT!!
yeaps i also love birthdays.. haha.. woott
here's the latest update on the adventures of yukee! lol
part one:
so.. early this week.. went to do cip..
and i was some assistant teacher for a grp of k2 kids..
yeah at first i thought it was bad to have to wake up so early..
BUT they are so so so so so so so very CUTE and ADORABLE and CUTE.. haha
they make me wanna have kids of my own too.. HAHA.. ok sounds wrg.. but..
they are so cute okay..so yeah
part two:
outing with the good ole bunch ytd.. haha.. hmm i shall let the pictures do the talking.. haha
:D
pizza HUT!!
say cheese!!
she was scolding the two other customers..LOLX
yukee was thinking 2:31:00 pm
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Monday, November 13, 2006
woots.. i think im such a slacker.. hoho.. haven been updating frequently..
anw.. i stumbled upon the mistersextended group on friendster..lol.. i forgot abt its existence long time ago.. ahh.. how i miss those twits.. they were the best joys i ever had back in crescent..and they still are the best..haha..
oh and i got new phone! its not exactly new.. but it beats my old cracked phone with a really weird temper.. it used to switch off without much warning.. and i cant even call sometimes..heh.. but there are lots of stuff inside the phone..ahh.. so sad..
im so emo.. XD
yukee was thinking 1:48:00 pm
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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
i was dling this math tutorial thingy frm the college intranet.. and the lecture was so..
bad.. i only understood half the thing.. why can they just teach it.. this is bad.. its really bad. im gonna fail my math..and my mother has been pestering me to get tuition..zzz..
ahh forget abt math.. im gonna start doing some hol hmwrk.. so i can go work or sth..
anw.. JUST NOW there WAS a unit ON FIRE downstairs.. LIKE omg.. there was a lot of smoke.. and it smelt badd...i tot im gonna die.. i was so scared so i went out of my house..ok.. so i went down to the mamashop to buy some stuff..haha..
yukee was thinking 4:37:00 pm
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Monday, November 06, 2006
hiho..
this is the day i've been waiting for all year round.. then end of sch.. woohoo.. no more pw.. no more exam..for the time being... and there's still loads of work..zzz
ok i shall try to fing some cool things to do this holiday and not waste it.. maybe i'll go back to work or sth.. haha..
ah i haven been updating.. i spy cobwebs agn here... so sorry bloggie..
oh ya sth v impt..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY GWEN!
yukee was thinking 9:09:00 pm
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006
hurhur tmr gonna get back the results slip.. ya sense my excitment.. 0.0
yeah anw.. ytd was crap.. and taday was much better.. had some kinda class party..but no bonding as yet for the class.. haha..
aaand i haven played a bball game for ages.. ever since pae, with a03 peeps.. haha.. it was cool to sweat a bit( ok a lot) aft the haze thingy..
zzz.. im almost dozing off..
yukee was thinking 5:30:00 pm
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Friday, October 20, 2006
this morning was filled with all sorts of ominous signs.. like getting splashed by the puddle on the road.. and gettin the cover page of my WR mixed up.. it was frantic, frantic, frantic. and the lessons seemed nv ending.. then came the idiotic part.. like the results came all at one go.. gahh.. dun wanna talk abt it.. wayy below my own expectations.. hope i can promote. thats all..
BUT THEN IT WAS COOL ALL THE WAY AFT I WENT FOR THE PJ OPEN HOUSE..a bit of drizzle on the way but it stopped!! AND IM SO HAPPY COS I SAW ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS.. like SHAM whom i haven seen for AGES..and all the rest of the ppl.. u know who u are.. then the HIGHLIGHT of the day.. MASS DANCE.. haha.. like how i miss it ok.. IT WAS SO COOL...so very very cool... YAY IM HAPPY TODAY(erm for the later part of the day)..i just love it.. haha.. and so it was as usual.. all the crap from A03 peeps.. haha.. it nv fails to make my day.. anw.. we have class outing soon yeah.. haha!!
if only my class was half as cool as them..zzz
yukee was thinking 9:19:00 pm
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Monday, October 16, 2006
would u disappear?
this is a blasted day.. filled with blasted ppl who do not have a blasted mind.. and they totally blast my head off..
yukee was thinking 6:06:00 pm
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
uh.. BLEACH ROCKS!
ok so ytd and today is de ac games.. and im so bloody tired now.. and my knee. omg..
argh they decided nt to play soccer.. so here i am.. haha.. watching BLEACH.. yay..
ytd was j2s last day.. it's so sad i tell you.. sigh..i guess it's jst not meant to be..
andd i guess sometimes u see the 'best' of ppl in the most unexpected times..
yukee was thinking 8:30:00 am
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
helloo ppl of the world.. yes im back.. with a v pain hand.. its been essay spree these few days.. yay.. last paper tmr.. omg.. cant wait for it to be over.. but its geog.. im so scared of geog..
yeah shant talk abt the papers.. i shall just see how it goes when the results are out.. gahh...
i want to cut my hair.. its getting v long...zzzz..
ok that was soo random.. that happens when yukee in still in the exam mode.. haha.. tata.. off to mug..AGAIN..
yukee was thinking 12:27:00 pm
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Saturday, September 09, 2006
just came back from the hospital.. i thought it would be a freaky place.. but nooo.. it looks so nice..(that shows how long i haven been to one).
was kinda sad.. cos i saw this needle poking into my grandpa's hand.. and there was blood...ouch ouch ouch..
once again i think my phone died on me.. i need to change it.. at the same time i dun want to..the irony of it all..
i'm bloody frustrated with myself.. the whole entire world is mugging.. and im not.. i dun think i've done enough revision.. not as much as what i did during the o's.. somehow i just cant seem to get that momentum back.. my drive and motivation to study.. im such a loser..why the hell did i end up here anyway.. i've been stupid.. like for forever..
what? oh wait.. there's a voice at the back of my head telling me to stop thinking negative.. and go for it.. argh..puiiiiiiiiiii....
yukee was thinking 11:24:00 pm
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hello all.. this has been a bad week.. cos hafta go back to sch for all sorts of 'fantastic' lessons..ok wait the week hasnt ended yet..yeah yeah..
so anw.. the news abt steve irwin.. i hesitated a moment and wondered if it was true.. i mean i've seen him being poisoned by snakes on his face.. which is highly fatal.. but he survived.. he must have been really taken off guard or shud i say.. unlucky..but he was a great croc hunter.. best in the world..
wah i v pissed now.. got ksed by some idiot in the game.. as in by a lot..kns.. ok wait.. i shudnt be playing..but.. i need to de-stress..
today was.. overwhelming.. first there was ecos.. i seriously din catch a thing she was talking abt.. wasted my time..then went to JEC fer lunch.. owells.. then went for interact.. HAHA.. i learn how to play pool.. in the correct way.. haha..okay.. improving soon..erm.. so later back home i learnt that grandpa was admitted into hospital.. cos of some internal bleeding..hope he pulls through.. i dun wanna lose another grandpa agn.. omg.. ok no.. negative thoughts aside.. he is gonna be just fine and healthy..
replies:
jj: ya STAR la.. v clever la.. full marks for test eh..
sloth: yay!haha
flo:oh hello hello! long time no see! ur back online agn.. haha
g: tell ksl? abt wad? HAHAHAHA
rowena: u toot. haha.. but im still happy for you!haha!!!!!
yukee was thinking 11:07:00 pm
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Friday, September 01, 2006
hello all..
jast came back frm de geog lecture.. yes on teacher's day.. argh..
i think im havin a headache.. aft ytd's rain..anw.. aft geog just now i went to pizza hut with jy, darren n their classmate.. and erm eat pizza.. then we found out that the most popular pizza was the hawaiian one.. HAHA..ok that was so random..
so.. ytd.. yes tht stupid rain.. soaked to the toe..yea.. went back to the crescent.. haha. YAY.. but it was quite chaotic..erm. ya.. left aft a while to the town.. with the clique... AND we took neoprints.. HAHA.. like aft soo long.. YAY
i sound like im a bit mad.. oh my..ok im gonna go try and start studying.. i dun wanna fail..
oh wait before i go.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLING.. oh wait shud be belated alr..haha..yay.. my tick tock clock.. haha.. tas
yukee was thinking 4:18:00 pm
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Saturday, August 26, 2006
i have 4 essays to finish and 1 tutorial.. how bad can it get..zzz.. more work when the exams are coming and i haven even started... dead.
anw.. i went back to pj ytd.. YAY.. so happy.. my and peggy tried to bluff our way past the security guard at the gate. and we did it.. HAHA.. yay..had such a homely feeling.. whenever i go there.. so happyyy... i forgot all the idiotic things gg on in sch.. haha.. it was cool.. i was supposed to go study there.. but i ended up writing on like 3/4 of a paper for geog essay..zzz.. just talking and talking.. HAHA.. so happy....ok bye.. I MUST STUDY
yukee was thinking 1:10:00 pm
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Friday, August 18, 2006
today. is friday. supposed to be happy. but im not.
maybe its just all the bad stuff that has piled up.. yeah..
aand im so sad cos sara is leaving.. sobs.. i cant go to the airport.. cos.. i'll cry like shit.. yeah..
i have so much to say.. but when i stared at the screen it all webt *POOF*..
ok another time maybe.. when it doesnt poof off..
OH and i passed my maths test.. like FINALLY..
yukee was thinking 5:27:00 pm
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
PW never fails to get on my nerves.. ever..
yukee was thinking 8:33:00 pm
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
today i did something really cool.. so the story is like that..
i needed glue to paste the newspaper article on the foolscap paper.. then i loked around for glue.. then i cant find any.. so my mum asked me to go and buy.. budden i was lazy.. soooo.. i decided to make my own glue.. HAHA.. oooh then finally aft some period of time i finally manufactured my own glue wif some help frm my mum.. HAHA.. i was soooo fascinated.. so later i named it awesome gruesome..yay.. haha.. a bit retarded the story.. but it was cool ok.. haha..
tmr is coming.. how i dread gg to sch.. zzz
come to think of it.. i still miss pae 06a03.. like still.. haha..-loser-
yukee was thinking 7:26:00 pm
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im sleepy..
too many details too many details.. too many that i really dun rmb..
eh so anw.. wad did i do jst now? oh i went over to gma's hse and ate a lot of rice..just when i was almost finishing the big bowl of rice she told me that it was actually 2 servings..zzz.. haha.. nevertheless it was still as delicious as ever.. then aft wad did i do? eh go class dinner.. yah.. ok no comments.. then blah blah blah.. ok why am i talking to myself? yukee: i dunno.. im gg nuts soon... a lot of the homewrk and the dumb promos coming.. not in the mood for anything..
so what else did i wanna say? i really cant rmb.. jst leave it like that for now..
reply to tags:
rowena: -.- mad woman ah..
huiwen:yeah done done!!^^
vithiya: wad? tsktsk.. haha..i tot i told u what act happen.. HAHA
yukee was thinking 12:09:00 am
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
i spy cobwebs in my blog..
haha.. long time since i came eh..
hmmm.. lets see.. ITS NATIONAL DAY TODAY!!
yay.. singaporeans clad in red today! while i was in pink.. combination of both red and white.. haha..thats stupid.. why am i saying this..
so anw.. i haven got down to my geog yet.. test is on fri.. wish me luck ppl..
and and and i bought this book on tuesday!! finally after soo long i decided to go buy it.. maybe u all should read it too.. and i realised that it kinda had the same plot as this other book that i've got. haha.. ahh.. but i still love it.. hahaha
well anyway.. reply to tagssss:
joce: im not yr dog and NOT emo okok...
pau: yeah relink-ed.. yay
jiaqi:hey! i missed you too!haha.. we really should go k-box soon.. haha.. its been loong..
amy:scandal my foot ah,give u my shoe.. haha..my taste is good cos its nt wad u think.. besides.. i still have my ec you know.. haha
yukee was thinking 11:32:00 pm
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Sunday, July 30, 2006
sometimes..once the chance slips by.. its gone forever... sigh..
ytd was the parent meeting thingy.. had to go wif my mum cos she doesnt know the way..yeh ok.. so at least nothing bad was said.. then i took the bus.. to town..111..went past erm.. u know what.. yeah.. i kinda hated myself for not going and join in the fun.. zzz.. pffffft..
then nth much ate lunch.. blah blah.. that abt it..
promos coming i guess.. dun feel the sense of urgency yet.. zzz...
yukee was thinking 1:28:00 pm
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Friday, July 28, 2006
argh.. sh*T...so what am i going to do now.. its the classic both ways die thingy.. (as in the jing tui liang nan thingy)yeah..omg..omg..omg..omg..omg..zzz.. ok maybe i shud stop thinking abt it cos my white hair count is growing at extremely fast rate...
on a brighter note.. its friday today! which means here comes the weekends! haha! yay..
so anw.. i was thinking.. abt this thing cos i had so much free time..haha yeah..
yeah.. so.. i think this world is a sick world.. not sick as in sick but the fever flu that kind of sick.. so yeah i was readin this article that the world is producing a lot of waste... AS IN A LOT.. ok so take singapore for example.. its like on average everybody produce abt 1.1kg of waste everyday.. thats a lot.. and a lot of money is spent of getting rid of it.... yeah.. so there are so many environmental problems and people problems blah blah blah.. how can it not be sick..
my dad said singaporeans are too comfortable.. ppl in africa die of starvation and we die of eating too much.. yeah.. so it kindda supports my campaign after all...aaand i can get really angry when ppl only eat like two scoops of their food..zzz
aand speaking of my dad.. he's a little oversensitive and very petty.. i mean very.. he like to dig up the small little things that happened loong time ago and he like harping on them.. grrr.. .. he's driving me nuts soon..
ok im done preaching here...good for u if u act survived that.. but do try yr best to save food yeah..
yukee was thinking 6:56:00 pm
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
4 words. caught in the middle.
yukee was thinking 4:43:00 pm
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
oh blasted.. damn sch was boring today.. and i feel like slping agn.. argh.. something was at the back of my head today.. and so i couldn't resist the temptation.. so i didnt go for pw.. awww... i was sick.. sick ok.. and the medicine is making me giddy..why do they give u medicine that will make u giddy anw..
yeah.. so anw.. i went to gma hse just now.. haw haw.. one thin comes to mind.. FOOD.. omg did i say how fantastic the food she cooks is? i can nv feel hungry when i gorge myself..it GOOD... very good.. so maybe the diet was a bad idea..aand those ppl soo bad.. so cheeky..keep making fun of me ah... tsk.. haha.. nvm.. im cool with it anw.. haha.. nxt time my turn to make fun of their children.. muahahahaha
aww.. sorry.. i think this sounds so random...
yukee was thinking 9:19:00 pm
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Monday, July 24, 2006
oops quite some time since i updated heh.. needed time to get over the traumatic results.. haha.. now im jst chilling at home trying to do my eom.. haha.. and did i say that pw sucks..haha
so saturday, was planning to go for the maths lecture(my maths sucks la.. omg i need tutor man). but it turns out that they actually needed help with the av stuff.. oh here it comes again.. no matter how i try to run away it still comes back to haunt me.. all the wires and sounds.. aww.. nvm i enjoy doing it lahh.. haha.. so things went quite well and i ate a lot.. but my leg hurts.. ah stupid shoes.. yay.. interact is cool.. it is the club infested with ex crescentians lah.. haha..
ahh. anw.. not in the mood to blog.. bad throat.. be back soonn...
yukee was thinking 2:04:00 pm
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
fuggg. i failed my econs by half mark.. those assholes.. and i should think that i wud fail the maths n lit.. so by right i am gonna fail all my h2 subjects.. surprisingly my h1s were much much better.. erm excluding gp.. omg bloody shit.. i should go and kill myself or sth.. shit la i dun wanna retain..
oh. and so i din receive the letter for speech day.. to hell with that la..it's just a blasted award ceremony with imba requirements.. zzzz.. but then i think it's a glory moment for ppl who will receive it, since there are losers out there who cant make the mark.. lol.. how ironic..
freak i feel like ponning sch tmr.. ehh.. actually i feel like ponning everyday.. the stupid timetable is driving me mad.. and its draining all my energy.. sch's bad really bad.. and its still gonna be bad.. where's A03 man.. my class now is nth compared to them.. shit la.. i want outing soon.. omg..omg..
im gonna freak out soon if i dun see a way out of all these er.. stuff..fuggg..
laffing is not always the best medicine yer know.. zzz..im just a lost soul moving around silently..
sobss..
yukee was thinking 7:15:00 pm
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
MY.HAIR.LOOKS.WEIRD.NOW.
im not used to seeing myself in short hair.. HAHA
yukee was thinking 4:09:00 pm
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Saturday, July 08, 2006
yeah so sch ended early ytd.. so i went to watch SUPERMAN RETURNS.. haven watched a movie in ages.. but it was super cool! haha..u ppl shud watch too! but i was rather irritated by this three girls at the back acting like bimbos and moving around.. and they made my hair messy.. tsk..haha.. anw.. cant wait for the wc finals.. haha
yukee was thinking 2:19:00 pm
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Tuesday, July 04, 2006
the king of football! lol
yukee was thinking 2:47:00 pm
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Sunday, July 02, 2006
HAHA.. france all the way man..
so my prediction was right anw.. that england wud lose to portugal.. and brazil will lose!haha.. im soo happy..thierry henry rocks big time.. the best ever..
yukee was thinking 1:51:00 pm
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What were you doing in secondary school?
1.eating
2.busy with my save the food campaign
3.having tremendous fun with the mistersex
4.and my classmates
5.and the 7 of us
6.going to the toilet for no apparent reason
7.studying
8.busy with AVA(haha)
Five of your favourite singers / bands?
1.impeccable disaster
2.JOSH groban
3.simple plan
4.michael bubble(ok its buble)
5.some others...
Five things you would do if you were a millionaire?
1.buy the things i want (like the book that i saw)
2.enjoy life travel around..
3.ehh.. buy a big house for my family to live in
4. spend some on my campaign
5.give some to the poor
Five things you like doing?
1.playing soccer,bball
2.sleeping
3.listening to music
4.hanging out with gd company
5.slacking
Five things you would never buy, wear or get???
1.erm
2.stuff
3.that i
4.cannot
5.fit into?
Five favourites? ( in no particular order)
1.eating
2.family
3.friends
4.my guitar
5.my bed
Five people to do this?
1.i
2.dunno
3.anyone
4.i
5.guess
HAHA.. rooney got sent off.. like suddenly.. while i went toilet.. he's really a bit too bad tempered..maybe i was right that portugal wud win.. but it's not ended yet..pls pls france pls win!!
ok anw i wasted my day today.. and there's still a stupid maths paper coming up soon... grrr... cant enjoy the days off... so bloody pissed off with the school..ok like when am i not..zz
yukee was thinking 12:20:00 am
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Friday, June 30, 2006
its been a long time since i went to town.. i duno why but i just din go there during the hols..
but it was good today with good company!<33
i really had a great time.. although had to go back real soon..zzz..dammit actually it was too short.. for me..
this was a little highlight of the week bombarded with exams.. and its still not over yet.. stupid system..zzz..few more white strands of hair are coming out..
so today.. was all over the place..dental, oral and what have u.. and i saw this really really really nice book that i really really really wanted to buy.. but in the end i decided not to.. something was stopping me..sigh..
yukee was thinking 11:15:00 pm
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
so i was fiddling with the font of this blog.. and i found this really cool font.. franklin gothic.. haha ok the name's weird.. but heck..
and omg and i excited and elated that france actually made it to the next round!they were on the verge of going home having played disappointing games...yay so happy.. i hope they can cont winning!! haha..
oh and there's this player frm germany.. miroslav klose.. he's damn cool..he played very well during the previous world cup too..and now he's just as good.. and hot.. haha..wow i woud be cool if brazil loses soon and the finals will be france vs germany.. HAHA..
yukee was thinking 3:45:00 pm
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
wow.. i've been pigging for the whole of ytd.. i just couldn't resist the good food.. IT'S A SIN..zzz
yeah so as i was sayin..i think i ate a bit too much.. u know seriously i dun want to put on weight i am satisfied with my current weight.. omg pls dun make me put on more weight.. ok im gonna eat lesser from now on.. yeah maybe a diet for 3 days..
i slept really late ytd night.. or should i say early.. around 6am.. maybe it was the world cup.. maybe it was the feeling of bloated-ness.. i dunno..omg.. i hope the world cup fever wun make me end up with a fever.. i actually thought i wud be able to get ample rest during this holiday. but nooo.. im not really slping that much..england and france were disappointing.. owen is out of form.. i really dunno wad he's doing upfront.. just running arnd.. not really a threat..
yeah but anw.. i should really catch up with work quick.. im feelin the heat of the terms..
yukee was thinking 9:46:00 pm
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i had this weird dream last night..this dream that came in at the right time somehow..
it kinda applied to present circumstances... ok so i was saying this dream.. there was spiderman and weird combination of stuff in it.. yeah.. and then.. the alarm clock rang..zzz.. if i could turn back time.. maybe i wun be the way i was..
yukee was thinking 11:16:00 pm
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
well, went over to gma's hse for dinner today. i actually made an efort to go there early to help out.. felt quite bad to let her do all the cooking by herslf.. yup it's been quite some time since i the whole family could come together and talk..yup oohh and the FOOD was really nice.. okay maybe cos i had a part in cooking it.. haha..i was so afraid of chopping my own finger again, so i took a really long time to cut the stuff.. haha..but at least it turned out ok and no blood..heh
it's only now that i realise all that you've said before was a pack of lies. so to you im still a sore in the eye.. a sore that will never recover thanks to your own resistance. why do u have to flare up at the slightest things.. seriously sometimes u make me wonder if i should have belonged in the trash..sometimes i feel like its a shooting gallery in here.. and im your target.. seriously it wud have made no difference even if u don't care.. cos u never did..you are just so overly obssessed with xxxxxxxx till u totally neglect all the things happening around you.. it would have been better off if u sent me away..
yukee was thinking 10:51:00 pm
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Monday, June 05, 2006
heyys...
just went for the geog lecture and i realised how much i need to cover in this holiday.. omg.. just shoot me someone..
haha.. anw.. lets talk abt the highlight of last week! yay had bbq with my beloved pae 06a03! although only 7 turned up it was still as cool as ever!! haha.. i was so scared i would lose my way if i went myself.. ecp is a scary place.. haha.. yup so we walked the wrong directions and went round and round the place till we finally reached our pit aft 1++ hours.. haha.. then we realised our pit is in the middle of nowhere have to walk quite far to the shops.. hah.. so then we had the 'fire-man' alex to help us with the fire.. and zp the 'wind-man' to block the wind.. haha.. so yup and we cooked our stuff and the stingray was really nice.. yup then the fireman found a better way to make bigger fires.. he threw all the butter in the fire.. haha.. i think the main sucess of this bbq was that we managed to drive him mad and make him realise his affinity with fire.. haha..
yukee was thinking 1:01:00 pm
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
wah. FINALLY i can get into the website to UPDATE..
yup.. anw..
big ground breaking news ok..
i got BRONZE for napfa! and i have to go for this stupid briefing tmr.. which i so dun wanna go..TSK OK..
anw.. cant think now.. later.. gtg for lesson soon
yukee was thinking 1:02:00 pm
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Thursday, May 18, 2006
bleah.. i've got shingles.. stay AWAY frm me! ok tis is BAD.
let me quote:
Usually the cause is a decrease in your body's natural resistance, which may come through other infections, stress, being generally run down, or occasionally, when the body's immune defences are affected by certain drugs or other immune deficiencies.
The pain and general symptoms subside gradually as the eruption disappears. In uncomplicated cases recovery is complete in 2-3 weeks in children and young adults, and 3 to 4 weeks in older patients.
:(
yukee was thinking 1:45:00 pm
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
heh.. sooooo... there's the stupid maths test today which i doubt i can pass.. bleah.. im always hopeless in these things..yup.. so anw.. i did go for the interact club thingy ok.. and i think it was rather fun! yay! yup anw.. good thing i can dun go sch tmr.. yeah.. i GOT SICK.. actually getting sick is serious business.. i shud stay away frm all the viruses.. yikes...
yukee was thinking 10:09:00 pm
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Sunday, May 14, 2006
i think this template looked cool! haha.. but the tagboard is a bit TOO striking... haha..
yukee was thinking 3:05:00 pm
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Friday, May 12, 2006
YAY! i haven had so much fun in ages!
YES I MEAN AGES!
i laughed till i almost died! haha..
the evening was fun with fun company! haha.. ok im so hyper now i dun think i can slp! haha
yup so so.. met the bunch at city hall.. then we walked arnd for like 2 hrs aimlessly..yup.. waited for our 12 seater! haha..
oh and i did something to the peppermint tea.. put all sorts of weird stuff inside.. and alex drank it without warning.. HAHA.. hope u dun get angry and get yr best fren to come aft meeee!(faints) haha.. then they all went mad and added more stuff to the drink.. HAHA.. yupyup.. then went to the esplanade.. for fun.. sat down and take photos.. heh.. laughed a lot agn! haha.. yup the perfect evening heh jj! haha.. yeah hopefully the next one comes sooooon! i miss the pj times a lot a lot.. really.. i can only imagine what it will be like if i were to remain there aft pae..
yukee was thinking 10:50:00 pm
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
broken hearts, broken lives..
yukee was thinking 1:32:00 pm
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
ALRIGHTY! so im back aft sooo long..
yikes.. work's piling up.. and pw is.. bad..
yup anw just a short short post here.. cause i needa go for lessons real soon.. like 6 mins.. yeah
so.. friday's coming! yeah! can't wait.. pioneerocks..
yup anw.. sch's been quite a little too much.. and im kinda drifting around like a woodhead everyday..
i dunno.. its the environment i guess..
still not used to it.. haha.. yup..
yupyup anw gtg! lesson starting! haha
yukee was thinking 11:05:00 am
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Thursday, April 27, 2006
im stuck in the vicious cycle of failing tests and maybe exams again.. i kinda hate it.. and i dunno why but i have a strong urge to curse the past few days.. yup so another day gone just like that.. i really dunno wad i've been doing.. like a blind man running a marathon..bleah.. anw.. im really looking forward to class outing(06a03) on vesak day! hahaha!! i just love them..hope u peeps can make it la! haha
yukee was thinking 9:28:00 pm
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
oots.. had interact camp today and it was cool. cos we won the amazing race.. basically it was running around the whole of sentosa.. and the things here are damn expensive..oh yeah and i wad 'molested' haha.. by this guy.. yeah shant go into details.. muahahaha
yukee was thinking 11:51:00 pm
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Friday, April 21, 2006
i need to exercise.. getting rather flabby..
and i neeed inspiration to do my PI.. haha
sorry i cant help but think back on my happy days in pj..
after so long i still want to appeal back there.. yea
yukee was thinking 11:04:00 pm
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Monday, April 17, 2006
where have all the dentists gone? cant even find one today.. tsk.. ask me to go here go there..shouldnt hav trusted the dentist at______(dun wanna get sued)tskkk...
yukee was thinking 5:50:00 pm
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
yeah im back! and im 17 now!!
yup so it was good friday ytd.. and i had this cake on thursday. and it looked really cool!thanks for all the effort man! i finished almost the whole thing.. haha.. yup..
but i still liked the watermelon one last yr.. though it tasted weird..yeah..
then had crabs!! startin to really lovee crabs now! yup.. then it was good friday! yes the friday was good!haha.. narnia in the morning then went all the way to suntec...for lunch.. haha.. yup then shopping!haha.. basically the whole day out.. but i must must must go study now.. really.. omg a lot of tests nxt wk
yukee was thinking 10:39:00 pm
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
hornet madness..
the thing almost drove my dad mad..
flying around and making its nest in the surround speakers..
-_-
yukee was thinking 4:17:00 pm
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Saturday, April 08, 2006
alright so im back!
okay.. so i think i cut my finger on mon.. while chopping the vegetables.. its gross cos it cut into my nails(ouch) and i had to wear this ugly looking plaster.. and get mocked!-_-yeah..
then i ran away frm gg to acsi ytd..was tired and din felt like gg.. yeah. sorry ah ppl..
k.. then today was nice! crescent funfair rocked.. ok the funfair part was ok only.. but the company was good! somehow when i alighted frm the mrt and walked that familiar route today.. i felt good.. just like the good old times..how i miss walking there everyday... yeah.. then i cud hear loud music frm the rides! haha.. yeah then walked arnd watch the teachers perform.. blah blah.. then out of nowhere ms ang appeared n gave free tix.. i was shocked.. just shocked.. yeah and i spent it all on FOOD.. wad a pig..pity i din get to see mr ho get dunked..yeah.. but i felt like there was something missing today.. i dunno why.. ok maybe cos somebody din come..ok but thats my fault.. haha..yeah then aft that went gma hse.. went to this place to celebrate grandpa's b'day..and now im bloated.. hj n me practically ate the whole plate of crabs.. and most of them kinda jst sat there and stare.. hah.. thats for nt having big appetites.. ok but im putting on weight i think.. MUST EAT LESS.. yeah... alrite.. im off to TRY to do my PI..hahh..
 erm yeah! weird pic.. but still looks good wif the cow background! oh taken in 4g3 classroom!haha
yukee was thinking 9:40:00 pm
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
another week gone.. hooray!..now our fav hangout is the library..LOL..
and its reaallly scary to have someone scary as yr econs tutor..
u dunno when she starts shouting at you..
yukee was thinking 5:48:00 pm
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
everything feels like its burning..
nostalgic agn..
idiots who dun mean what they say.. pffft
yukee was thinking 8:34:00 pm
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
today's the 4th day of lesson.. and im happy cos tmr is a fri and following that is a sat!
survived almost half a wk of lessons alr..hmm.. lets see.. i dun have a cca now.. oh man.. dunno wad to join.. but anw thats out of the point..yeah..ending late almost everyday.. no life la!
but ytd was good! ended early cos i got no cca yet.. so decided to go town for a while to chill.. yep.. oh and rachel looked VERY weird in her SA uniform.. haha.. yep.. oh and i spent a lot of money this week man.. all the notes and all.. tsk...haha..but i guess im slowly changing my frequency to adapt to the sch.. my class ppl are nice.. thats one thing..
OH i heard there's gonna be walla clan outing this sat! haha.. eh.. still haven made up my mind on gg though!haha
yukee was thinking 7:24:00 pm
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006
class outing n og outing ytd was GREAT..
watched pink panther.. it was hilarious.. now i see hamburgers differently.. HAHA..
then went for lunch and hang around before the remaining 6 of us decided to go to town to get uniforms.. coincidentally we saw familiar faces at that rather desolate place.. yeah..
then we sat arnd and had some drinks.. AND they refuse to tell me the meaning of this word.. even aft i bugged them a million times. tsk..
yup then it to marina for the class outing..
it was infested with mosquitoes.. we were marching(almost dancing) when we ate.. i feel itchy all over now.. darn.. yeah we ate quite a lot i think.. esp jy n his prawns..it was great really nice to have a reunion like that once in a while.. really cool that most of the ppl cud come.. yup pj still rocks yeah..HAHA..
the construction outside is geting on my nerves.. i keep thinking that the phone is ringing.. TSK..
yukee was thinking 5:03:00 pm
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Friday, March 10, 2006
went back to pj for their campfire.. all i have to say was that it was 100 million times better than the ac one..
and this is my conclusion:
people they come and go,
places they keep changing.
nothing in this world is gonna remain as it is for you.
all u have after everything are simply memories.
nobody can take it away from me including YOU.
good thing i managed to hold back my tears today, otherwise it wud be disastrous.
yukee was thinking 11:27:00 pm
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
pj photos if u guys wan it: click here
ac orientation ended ytd.. really short n packed.. dint really get to know my og mates.. these three days were like a disaster for me.. i shall not elaborate.. its just bad.. i really miss all my friends in pj..and the food..erm almost everything la.. yeah..
yukee was thinking 4:21:00 pm
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Friday, March 03, 2006
GRRRRR.. why the hell is he always unhappy with everything i do or say?(i feel like kicking something now) he doesnt show any interest in wad i do at all.. just treating it like a flyer u see on the street( u look at it then throw it away)..why always think that im 'shooting' his oh-so-precious son.. why cant he even take a joke?not happy say not happy la! i really hate all those cynical remarks.. HATE.HATE.HATE. BLOODY hell.. his attitude is really bad.. VERY.. somebody ask him to stop being soo prejudiced and biased! hes always soo over protective of his oh-so-precious-son.. i cant say or do anything.. its like everything i do jst gets on his nerves.. FREAK..its not like im trying to kill his oh-so-precious-son.. its just a joke.. a joke.. why is he so bloody narrow minded..TSK... sometimes i wish i *censored*..GRRRRR
yukee was thinking 6:56:00 pm
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i dunno if i shud be sad or happy that i got into ac..so many peeps staying in pj! oh man i can picture myself losing my way gg to that new sch.. haha..yup..but i believe that my life has been planned for a purpose.. so i'll just erm.. go wif it i guess..yeah and this a stupid cycle.. this whole change of environment thing sucks la..i checked the posting three times to confirm..i was hoping it was wrong..i jst dun feel ready.. grr.. im so going to miss all my frens(esp o6A03!!)..yeah.. anyway.. class gathering today.. erm.. i went to buy fishballs early in the morning. haha.. i think the auntie thought i was weird.. buying all her fishballs.. HAHA..heh.. i guess i looked distracted the whole time today.. then got really pissed off when somebody said that i wud forget my frens...TSK..TSK..TSK..thats bad..very bad.. im not the forgetful sort la!yup.. anw.. will upload the pics another day.. haha.. very lazy ah..
yukee was thinking 4:27:00 pm
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Monday, February 27, 2006
yay.. tmr's tuesday.. and i love the timetable.. cos it ends early.. haha.. plus no hmwrk to hand in tmr...yea i shall talk abt the MOVIE we watched during chi lesson.. i jus LOVEE it.. its so touching.. hehe..i dunno why but i love this kind of show.. haha..
other than the movie the whole of today was bad.. my head feels like its exploding or sth.. yeah.. thinking too much la..haven been like that for a long time.. and i dun like that feeling.. after playing this stupid game freecell for like soo long.. i still cant solve one.. and thats not normal.. grrr...................
oh and ppl.. if u wanna know what snoopy is.. IT MY LOVEABLE SOFT TOY LA!HAHA
yukee was thinking 6:27:00 pm
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Friday, February 24, 2006
okay geog(physical part) is a disaster... or rather..i find it very lengthy and annoying.. haha..
yep.. anw decided to skip econs lecture ytd.. to do geog tutorial.. tsk.. haha..
then we went for PE!suyi n me threw coins to decide if we shud go.. haha.. so in the end we went reluctantly.. haha.. ran to cck park(wads that?)haha.. nice run.. doesnt seem to be 3.4km though!haha..
yup today.. nuthing much.. jst that erm.. i dunno why ppl noe abt snoopy.. haha.. hmmmmmmm......
yukee was thinking 11:07:00 pm
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Monday, February 20, 2006
yay! im back..
erm..i hate the monday timetable.. no breaks in between!
GSC was bad.. yeah.. so extra there.. all the sci ppl... :(
i dun think im going for that nxt week..GRR..
yup nothing much.. went home eat porridge again..
dunno why but its always porridge..
haha.. ok actually im quite tired.. so gg o slp.. HAHA
yukee was thinking 9:51:00 pm
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Friday, February 17, 2006
i regret my decision.. maybe i dun really wanna go the ac.. got psychoed by al the msges.. okay.. nvm.. i shall not look back anymore........
yup anw.. had class outing some time agoo.. and boy it was fun! yes i love my class!haha.. ok maybe shall plan another one.. but not so ex.. haha..
anw this is a really nice song that i heard somewhere last time.. and also at kbox.. and its stuck in my head!haha
at the beginning
We were strangers,
starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are,
I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
No one told me,
I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
And life is a road and
I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you
We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart
Life is a road and I
wanna keep goin'
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowin'
Starting out on a journey
In the end
I want to be standing
At the beginning With you
yukee was thinking 3:42:00 pm
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Sunday, February 12, 2006
hmm.. i sat down and thought for a moment.. then i realised that i did surprisingly well cos the top schs are going through train.. oh man.. ok so that proves that i am not that clever after all.. haha.. this o level is a hoax.. haha..hmm.. been thinking abt my choices.. still no conclusion yet.. i find something to disagree with my decisions all the time.. maybe becos i think too much.. all my hair going white,brain cells dying.. haha..
yup anw.. things arent going to be the same anymore i guess.. with the departure of some really good friends and the change of environment.. i wonder what will happen to me.. haha.. okay i sound so depressed... on a happier note.. class outing this wed.. haha
pls be there ah.. all the 06a03 ppl.. haha
yukee was thinking 3:57:00 pm
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Saturday, February 11, 2006
okay... ytd came as a surprise for all.. me esp...
really glad all my hard work paid off...
but it was really a surprise.. i really only thought that i would get like 14..
this has indeed opened a lot of options for me.. but it just makes me feel v lost yet
again.. haha..yup and i heard good news.. 4g3 topped the sch and also for lang n lit..
i think our class rocked!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i am so happy and proud of them all! come to think we may be the last class in pure sciences.. but maybe cos we were all like slackers.. all the brain started working only when the o's are coming.. we really came a loooong way! yay so happy! haha..
yukee was thinking 10:31:00 am
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Friday, February 10, 2006
yay! im back! haha..
finally decided to revive my dying blog....
anw.. these few weeks have been fun! my OG mates and new classmates..
i must say they are a real cool bunch.. haha..
wonder how my life will change a few hours later..
i keep havin these bad omens.. and i seriously am very afraid something bad will happen...
but i'll just hope for the best.. :)))
yukee was thinking 9:59:00 am
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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
oh man.. its been like attending weddings and attending weddings for the past few days.. wedding madness.. really glad that my cousins are all gettin married.. and its a nice reunion for tha family.. hoho.. thinking of it...... as in thinking only.. im like the third in line to get married.. thats scary.. haha.. ok maybe im thinking too much.. i missed the campfire ytd night.. so sad.. but i heard it wasnt as fun as expected.. hahahahaha
anw.... the lectures are gg to start tmr.. wonder how its gonna be like.. hope my appeal would be a sucess.. i dun wanna see chemistry AGAIN.. the thought of moles just turns me off.. haha..
yukee was thinking 2:52:00 pm
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Friday, January 06, 2006
haha!! pj orientation was really fun esp the fun dance... really groovy!!
missed the treasure hunt thingy today.. so sad.. missed all the action.. hmm..
yukee was thinking 11:19:00 pm
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
there goes another year..
ppl getting older every year..
2005 was a really memorable year indeed..
with many friendships established..
many experiences..
those that i will always cherish :)
i shall cont saving food this year..
seeing all those food wasted at my workplace was really frustrating for me..
tskk... although my work was really tough.. but no pain no gain.. learned a whole lot of things i never took notice of before.. that is an accomplishment.. now i look at things a little differently..
ytd was a mixture of joy n sorrow when i finished my last day at the line.. happy that i do not have to slog myself out and endure all the stupid things.. sad that im leaving the place where i go to almost everyday.. all the new friends i've made.. oh well.. what can i do right..man i felt like vomiting the whole day(not cos im pregnant or anything).. did like 799 covers in the morning.. man that was a record breaker and i was totally exhausted.. didnt really eat in the morning thats why..
went for the class gathering ytd.. okay as usual.. ppl in diff groups.. as expected.. but i enjoyed it as much.. for the fact that i can see my friends agn!!:))their presence really meant a lot.. having been detached from friends for such a long time.. it was a great encouragement.. ok im not making sense.. a bit cuckoo aft all that working.. haha.. tas
yukee was thinking 11:48:00 am
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Thursday, December 22, 2005
im back agn! its really been a looong week...
my off day tmr! so happy!
been working in the night shift these few days..
really bad to have to rush for the shuttle n last train n everything..
now im sick of seeing plates n cups..-runs away..
christmas is just round the corner! cant really celebrate it..
im so deprived!whole day work n work like mad...
i miss all my friends!haha
yukee was thinking 2:03:00 am
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true,add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain
I'm paranoid at times.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a Suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.(not drugs pls.. haha)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (:)
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays
I watch Food Network way too much.I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I love vaginas.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.
Nah. I shall be nice.. do it if u want.. haha
yukee was thinking 8:18:00 pm
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
woots..i am dead beat! my limbs are aching..haha..
went to julie's church on sun..
something really strange happened.. haha.. shall nt elaborate..
went for work ytd.. it was really tiring and disastrous..
woke up early in the morning.haha daddy drove me there!
my colleagues are really nice ppl! but let me tell u a secret..
i broke a whole tray of plates.. haha..
ok the tray really BIG ok and the things are really HEAVY ok..
i was startled by my colleague at the back.. haha
lucky they didn't ask me to pay ok.. it cost abt 300++..haha.. thats a bad omen..
and i thought i lost my ez-link card but it was with the security guard instead.. haha
today was pretty cool.. just that a lot of lactic acid in my muscles.. and hmm... i broke plates again..
but it wasnt as much ok..
my target frm now on is not to break anymore plates.. haha.. :)
yukee was thinking 5:32:00 pm
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Saturday, November 26, 2005
ok the link to photos taken during prom:
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2117071400
(get the pw frm me if u dun noe ah)
yukee was thinking 10:12:00 pm
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prom night was awesome!
ok mayebe not the food part..
shark's fin is bad.. bad for the environment..
the others are like not tasty at all..
except the fish! haha..
everybody looked so pretty ytd night!
all the makeups and hair..
went around taking photos with all pretty ladies n leaders of tmr! :)
ok i believe the lucky draw part was rather boring..
met this really funky taxi driver on the way back to our hotel.. haha
then went for harry potter!!!!
i really liked the show.. why all the good ppl die?
why?haha.. then went back to the hotel at abt 3+..
there were abt 20+ clips on my hair.. haha..
pau n audz had to pick them out one by one for me..haha..
i dunno why i just couldn't sleep..
it was only when they called for the xtra blanket then i fell asleep..
but that was only for like 1 hour.. then i woke up agn.. damn now my eyes look really dark...
went home in the bus 30 aft that..
damn that was a long ride!! my head knocking agnst the pole all the time.. haha
threw my stuff on the floor the min i reached home and went to bed!
i serously think my bed rocks..
but there were like 7 calls while i was sleeping..
man that was wicked.. couldn't even sleep properly.. haha
sigh.. things are not gg to be the same anymore..
felt really sad when i read all the notes frm my friends..
it was quite a blow to realise that it is finally coming to an end. the sec sch life..
i have to admit i made really good friends during my time..
man i am gonna be so busy aft this..
wonder how my life will change....
yukee was thinking 9:42:00 pm
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Friday, November 25, 2005
sigh.. prom tmr..
been so busy the whole week..
hardly have any time to sit down and relax..
dunno if i am making full use of my time or just being busy with nothing..
sigh..
theres something else.. but i cant say here.. HAHA
yukee was thinking 12:59:00 am
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005
swensen's today was HILARIOUS!
haha.. and i looove cheesecakes!!haha...
yukee was thinking 11:15:00 pm
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Monday, November 21, 2005
ok i feel so abnormal now..
nt used to life w/o studying..haha
really looking forward to seeing all my friends agn..hmm..
but wun really have the time to do that aft this week..haha
gonna be really busy aft starting work..
just hope everything goes well for all the peeps in G3!
woohoo..
yukee was thinking 11:38:00 pm
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Friday, November 18, 2005
its like a bigbig stone off my back now..
feel so free agn!!
no more studying.. hmm at least for the time being..haha..
but i bet my results will turn out like shit agn...
it always happens..haha..
yukee was thinking 11:38:00 pm
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Saturday, November 05, 2005
nervous pangs just SUCK.
my mood has been going like a rollercoaster these days.
stupid ppl are annoying me.
believe me this is the worst time to get annoyed.
pfffffffffffft.
hope things get better when 18 nov comes..
and i m really broke..
so many birthdays on nov....
haha.
yukee was thinking 5:57:00 pm
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