Last wkend..
Breathless..
Saturday morning began with me meeting yinjie at simei's phoon huat to settle the ingredients for Gingerbread!! Too bad lijuan's sick. Otherwise.. she will have enjoy the fun too.. Then went ntuc to buy ingredients for sunday bbq...
Saturday evening.. accompanied Yinjie to serene's church for some christmas celebration drama.. As usual there ll be exhortation.. something quite funny and "no-link" came from him:
The female's heart is like the autumn weather. Changes as they please and unpredictably.
The male's heart is like a needle buried in the deep sea. So hard to understand what they r thinking. U ll need yrs to make them speak. or perhaps nvr.
Met Sherwin Cheng. So last of him to give us a lift but narh, we want to shop! haha. congrats to his newborn baby.
So i bought the present for christmas exchange with my colleagues.
Went Yinjie's hse for a stayover. Haha..Felt comfortable with her parents and siblings and everythings. They made me feel welcome. Thanks~!
Sunday morning: Swam and TRIED to get a tan. But the sun isnt strong enough that day. Only managed to have 2 rosy cheeks that only sustained for 1 day.. Ha.
Sunday afternoon: My com is well again!
Sunday evening: Ah ma's birthday celebration @ East Coast Jumbo Seafood. Super duper full.
Sunday Night: 1703 BBQ! Met up and caught up with them.. hahaz.
Monday Morning: Woke up, brush my teeth... Decided not to go work today. Tada.
I'm lazy gal.
Thats y I m lazy to write down what actually happened for the past 2 days. Ups and downs..
My point is...
I seldom busy myself with more than 1 date per day. And I m glad that I have always stick to this principle (with exception for the last wkend. Breatheless) ... and.. I ll continue to do so. Haha.
Catching my breath. Costing abt 50 bucks(one day of work at goodrich)..
Another 3.6km. This is good.
Even better than my JC days.
Determination surpasses everything else..
Friday, December 16, 2005
I think i am falling sick.
sigh.
Rainbow Connection's last episode today.
You are attracted to someone because at that particular period of time, he or she protrays an image ideal to you. When time passes by, that image isnt somewhat you make it out to be initially. So, break up? Poor Yoyo... Its your wrong judgement, boy.. it just isnt right. But well, ive been negative comments abt Jianyi since beginning of the show....
Perhaps I am just biased.
Dizzy..
sigh.
Rainbow Connection's last episode today.
You are attracted to someone because at that particular period of time, he or she protrays an image ideal to you. When time passes by, that image isnt somewhat you make it out to be initially. So, break up? Poor Yoyo... Its your wrong judgement, boy.. it just isnt right. But well, ive been negative comments abt Jianyi since beginning of the show....
Perhaps I am just biased.
Dizzy..
Thursday, December 15, 2005
My colleague was talking abt her son today.
She says her son is requesting for a christmas party, inviting his uncles and aunties and grandparents..On that day, he wants to play a song on the piano, and asking my colleague to sing along. How cute.
Have i done something like this before?
How have i spent my christmas during my childhood years?
Photos show tt i have been to orchard road for the christmas lighthings.. Other than that.. nothing much.
Well well, christmas has nvr been a big deal in my family... including this year perhaps.
Came back from tuition just now..
My student was drawing christmas card for her grandma and her mum was wrapping up presents..
Somehow i think when i was young, i believed in the santa.(Someday I m going Finland... dream dream) Now i believe in the hopes u get from santa and appreciation for parents playing santa.
Theres a kid in everyone. If i wake up on 25 dec 2005 and see my sock full, hanging in front of my bed, that will make my day =) and i ll thank huever hu played my "santa".
Will i remember to hang a sock in frnt of my bed on christmas eve?
Even if i do.. theres no chimney in hdb flats. How!?! Or is there even a house with a chimney top in Singapore...
She says her son is requesting for a christmas party, inviting his uncles and aunties and grandparents..On that day, he wants to play a song on the piano, and asking my colleague to sing along. How cute.
Have i done something like this before?
How have i spent my christmas during my childhood years?
Photos show tt i have been to orchard road for the christmas lighthings.. Other than that.. nothing much.
Well well, christmas has nvr been a big deal in my family... including this year perhaps.
Came back from tuition just now..
My student was drawing christmas card for her grandma and her mum was wrapping up presents..
Somehow i think when i was young, i believed in the santa.(Someday I m going Finland... dream dream) Now i believe in the hopes u get from santa and appreciation for parents playing santa.
Theres a kid in everyone. If i wake up on 25 dec 2005 and see my sock full, hanging in front of my bed, that will make my day =) and i ll thank huever hu played my "santa".
Will i remember to hang a sock in frnt of my bed on christmas eve?
Even if i do.. theres no chimney in hdb flats. How!?! Or is there even a house with a chimney top in Singapore...
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Listening to the 300 odd songs in my ipod repeatedly everyday at work. Getting bored and restless.
Noticed a few songs never failed to wake my from my daydreams or grab me back from lala land..
麥芽糖
遺失的美好
My Journey
Houki Boshi
Always with me
Shakepeare In Love
B'cos of U
Beautiful Soul
Yellow
My Happy Ending
Nobody's Home
知足
Every Morning, Sugar Ray
Reprise (Spirited Away)
My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did? Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit/stuff that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were through
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So whats my happy ending?
Noticed a few songs never failed to wake my from my daydreams or grab me back from lala land..
麥芽糖
遺失的美好
My Journey
Houki Boshi
Always with me
Shakepeare In Love
B'cos of U
Beautiful Soul
Yellow
My Happy Ending
Nobody's Home
知足
Every Morning, Sugar Ray
Reprise (Spirited Away)
My Happy Ending - Avril Lavigne
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did? Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You've got your dumb friends I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit/stuff that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were through
He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
So whats my happy ending?
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Feeling nostalgic.
This post is for joyce, yuxin and lijuan =)
Thanks for being such a great bunch of friends, got especially "triggered" when i saw the phrase "identity item" in lijuan's post.
Still remember our identical socks?
pink with snoopy prints.. frm ice lemon tee..
wanted to show off to everyone else in the co room abt the socks.. so cute we were. We still are :D
Still remember our tj green scrunchie..
yx din hav one.. Cus she doesnt keep long hair..
I m still keeping tt scrunchie thou it has lost its elasticity...
Still remember that half-heart pendant.. tt is suppose to change its colour with our mood?
Of cus its not tt magical.. but we r still willing to be amazed by it everytime we hold them in our hands n watch its color change.. Had once lost in somewhere.. hidden in a bag tt i din use for long.. But still, chance brought it back to me.
Went shopping with ljuan n yuxin yesterday at bugis.. then bought something for all the 4 of us again.. =) Nice. But tt shall be a surprise for joyce at the moment=)
Had almost forgotten about the winne the pooh keychain until yuxin reminded me..
Yeah, were shopping at Tampines Mall one day after exams and bought the horoscope winne the pooh plushie key chain..Haha.. still remembered that we tot it would be ex.. When it turned out to be only 2.90, each of us got one...
[edits] joyce says.... theres still one more metallic mechanical pencil. Blue for me n her.. Pink, as usual, for lijuan.. yuxin din have one... she wasnt with us tt day after exams i remember. N it was ex, yet not durable
[edits]joyce says again.. there still a bracelet tt she bought for us during yr 1 exams for good luck =) i got a pink one this time..
one more.. a badge for our bags...!.. attitude sia.. N they got one tt fits everybody just nice =) they refers to joyce n lijuan..
Thanks for being such a nice bunch of friends once again..
One thing that i learnt from hall stay.. Is to show appreciation to your wonderfuk friends, which i did minimal for my past 18 years i guess..
You guys are the ones i think of when i m sad, ones hu i can grumble to about things.. the ones i just wear what ever i like when i meet u guys for an outing.. =)
Silly me. I m touched by those memories.
We rock. We stone.
This post is for joyce, yuxin and lijuan =)
Thanks for being such a great bunch of friends, got especially "triggered" when i saw the phrase "identity item" in lijuan's post.
Still remember our identical socks?
pink with snoopy prints.. frm ice lemon tee..
wanted to show off to everyone else in the co room abt the socks.. so cute we were. We still are :D
Still remember our tj green scrunchie..
yx din hav one.. Cus she doesnt keep long hair..
I m still keeping tt scrunchie thou it has lost its elasticity...
Still remember that half-heart pendant.. tt is suppose to change its colour with our mood?
Of cus its not tt magical.. but we r still willing to be amazed by it everytime we hold them in our hands n watch its color change.. Had once lost in somewhere.. hidden in a bag tt i din use for long.. But still, chance brought it back to me.
Went shopping with ljuan n yuxin yesterday at bugis.. then bought something for all the 4 of us again.. =) Nice. But tt shall be a surprise for joyce at the moment=)
Had almost forgotten about the winne the pooh keychain until yuxin reminded me..
Yeah, were shopping at Tampines Mall one day after exams and bought the horoscope winne the pooh plushie key chain..Haha.. still remembered that we tot it would be ex.. When it turned out to be only 2.90, each of us got one...
[edits] joyce says.... theres still one more metallic mechanical pencil. Blue for me n her.. Pink, as usual, for lijuan.. yuxin din have one... she wasnt with us tt day after exams i remember. N it was ex, yet not durable
[edits]joyce says again.. there still a bracelet tt she bought for us during yr 1 exams for good luck =) i got a pink one this time..
one more.. a badge for our bags...!.. attitude sia.. N they got one tt fits everybody just nice =) they refers to joyce n lijuan..
Thanks for being such a nice bunch of friends once again..
One thing that i learnt from hall stay.. Is to show appreciation to your wonderfuk friends, which i did minimal for my past 18 years i guess..
You guys are the ones i think of when i m sad, ones hu i can grumble to about things.. the ones i just wear what ever i like when i meet u guys for an outing.. =)
Silly me. I m touched by those memories.
We rock. We stone.
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Im holding a piece of goreng pisang in my left hand now.
I used to like these from the Bedok interchange stall. Young memories.
But now,i feel so sinful eating these. My jog on thursday has gone to a waste.
Well well..
Turning a deaf ear to things..
Throughout the years, i have learnt that there are indeed times when things actually get better (or at least u bother yourself with less troubles) when you turn a deaf ear to certain things.
This is NOT escapism.
This is just a way of FACING things that are definitely beyond your control, things that dont go the logical way, things that just happen the way they are and u have not a single idea why...
This is an art to master..
To actually turn a deaf ear to things that happen to pple and things so dear around you.
But.. to turn a deaf ear doesnt mean I dont care.
Ok, perhaps its all pretendence that I dont bother... Ok, i really do care.
Its tiring to think so much. Its tiring.
Reading another ZXX book thesedays.. Things are too idealistic in the book. Its almost impossible to happen in real life. Perhaps its the fun in matching things that happen to me in real life with the plot in her books that keeps me wanting to read on. Its just assurance, perhaps, that you still can find idealities that happens in stories, in our lives.
Perhaps thats why the death of Cedric Diggory in Goblet of Fire bothered me so much. Seldom do i react so much to a movie. Harry Potter.. Its supposed to be magical.. supposed to be a story of perfection where victory belongs to the good.. Death, spoils the perfect picture..
: No 2 days are the same. Tomorrow can replace today:
: No 2 persons are the same. Nobody can replace anyone:
I'm missing something.
I used to like these from the Bedok interchange stall. Young memories.
But now,i feel so sinful eating these. My jog on thursday has gone to a waste.
Well well..
Turning a deaf ear to things..
Throughout the years, i have learnt that there are indeed times when things actually get better (or at least u bother yourself with less troubles) when you turn a deaf ear to certain things.
This is NOT escapism.
This is just a way of FACING things that are definitely beyond your control, things that dont go the logical way, things that just happen the way they are and u have not a single idea why...
This is an art to master..
To actually turn a deaf ear to things that happen to pple and things so dear around you.
But.. to turn a deaf ear doesnt mean I dont care.
Ok, perhaps its all pretendence that I dont bother... Ok, i really do care.
Its tiring to think so much. Its tiring.
Reading another ZXX book thesedays.. Things are too idealistic in the book. Its almost impossible to happen in real life. Perhaps its the fun in matching things that happen to me in real life with the plot in her books that keeps me wanting to read on. Its just assurance, perhaps, that you still can find idealities that happens in stories, in our lives.
Perhaps thats why the death of Cedric Diggory in Goblet of Fire bothered me so much. Seldom do i react so much to a movie. Harry Potter.. Its supposed to be magical.. supposed to be a story of perfection where victory belongs to the good.. Death, spoils the perfect picture..
: No 2 days are the same. Tomorrow can replace today:
: No 2 persons are the same. Nobody can replace anyone:
I'm missing something.
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Perhaps fantasizing about what to do after 1900 on 28th November will be useful in motivating me for the papers..
1) I need a new wallet.
2) Harry Potter 28th november, yes joyce, yes yuxin.
3) 29th nov, Hawaiian Buffet!
4) Go shopping!
5) I need to get a dress for... the company's DnD.. such a chore, but it ll be fun
6) I wan to slack.. on wkends.
7) Wkdays @ Goodrich to earn good money.
8) Then..... to bid for the nxt sem's module. I m mad. Haha i so do wan take sth interesting nxt yr....
Perhaps perhaps perhaps..
9) I wan to go somewhere.. out of singapore. to Msia? to shop, to eat, to slack to have fun... My parents will allow lar.. but.. yarhz
Okie, i m back to my programming past yr papers..
structures? haha forgot the whole lot of it since the programming lab..
christmas!. christmas!. christmas!. Lets go somewhere for christmas this yr ^_^
1) I need a new wallet.
2) Harry Potter 28th november, yes joyce, yes yuxin.
3) 29th nov, Hawaiian Buffet!
4) Go shopping!
5) I need to get a dress for... the company's DnD.. such a chore, but it ll be fun
6) I wan to slack.. on wkends.
7) Wkdays @ Goodrich to earn good money.
8) Then..... to bid for the nxt sem's module. I m mad. Haha i so do wan take sth interesting nxt yr....
Perhaps perhaps perhaps..
9) I wan to go somewhere.. out of singapore. to Msia? to shop, to eat, to slack to have fun... My parents will allow lar.. but.. yarhz
Okie, i m back to my programming past yr papers..
structures? haha forgot the whole lot of it since the programming lab..
christmas!. christmas!. christmas!. Lets go somewhere for christmas this yr ^_^
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Rants.
Feel so isolated from the world. Nus on a public holiday isnt a nice place to be in. Or perhaps its my mood.
So many things on my mind. Hockey, dndmarketing, programming.. n so many stuffs left uncompleted.
Why m i studying at such a slow pace.. seems like i haven got my mugging mood back at all.. I wan to get all these stuffs get over and done with.. yet i have to do them well..
No choice.
My SS assignment C+, owells, predicted..but.. its gonna affect my CAP, just because i forgot to S/U? Omg.
Nothing happy happened today thats worth mentioning.. Wanna count my blessings for today also cannot.
How pathetic.
Feel so isolated from the world. Nus on a public holiday isnt a nice place to be in. Or perhaps its my mood.
So many things on my mind. Hockey, dndmarketing, programming.. n so many stuffs left uncompleted.
Why m i studying at such a slow pace.. seems like i haven got my mugging mood back at all.. I wan to get all these stuffs get over and done with.. yet i have to do them well..
No choice.
My SS assignment C+, owells, predicted..but.. its gonna affect my CAP, just because i forgot to S/U? Omg.
Nothing happy happened today thats worth mentioning.. Wanna count my blessings for today also cannot.
How pathetic.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
L is for the way you look at me..
O is for the only one i see..
V is very very, extraordinary..
E is even more than anyone you adore..
Love is all i can give to u,
Love is more than a game of 2.
seldom you see me in a lovey-dovey mood.. Was doing my maths tutorial in front of the TV when i heard this song featured as an a theme song..First heard this song frm Parent Trap.. Gosh, that was years ago.. Liked that song but nvr once bothered to check out the lyrics, even the singer or title.. The advertisement just provided me with just 6six lines of the lyrics... ya.. u can see frm above..
It makes me wonder.. there are so much things i wld like to do but just nvr get to accomplish them in the end.
Got drenched today.. Almost slipped and fall.. and tmr i ll be donating blood..
I just like to tell pple what happened to me yesterday.. what happened to me today... yea, like anybody is going to bother to listen..
So unappreciated but yet so willing..
Tmr i m going to donate blood..
Cant imagine 3months have passed.. i m a qualified blood donor again..
- 被雨淋过的今天-
O is for the only one i see..
V is very very, extraordinary..
E is even more than anyone you adore..
Love is all i can give to u,
Love is more than a game of 2.
seldom you see me in a lovey-dovey mood.. Was doing my maths tutorial in front of the TV when i heard this song featured as an a theme song..First heard this song frm Parent Trap.. Gosh, that was years ago.. Liked that song but nvr once bothered to check out the lyrics, even the singer or title.. The advertisement just provided me with just 6six lines of the lyrics... ya.. u can see frm above..
It makes me wonder.. there are so much things i wld like to do but just nvr get to accomplish them in the end.
Got drenched today.. Almost slipped and fall.. and tmr i ll be donating blood..
I just like to tell pple what happened to me yesterday.. what happened to me today... yea, like anybody is going to bother to listen..
So unappreciated but yet so willing..
Tmr i m going to donate blood..
Cant imagine 3months have passed.. i m a qualified blood donor again..
- 被雨淋过的今天-
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Its been a month minus 2 days since i last blogged..
Its been a nice weekend.. and a start to another busy week..
A week = time flies = minimum life = mugging = dunno y the clock ticks so fast = travelling between hall and tampines to teach tuition = very sad life
Little things that happen in between can really cheer me up and i am glad that little things still do cheer me up =)
Like.. i ll still smile to myself when i listen to "Bcos u Live" being played.. Such a nice song.. It just cheers me up.. Yea, n i m listening to it now...
Spent last friday night at Orchard.. Its beeen so long since i last landed my foot on Orchard grounds. Alright, the last trip to Taka on 13 Sept doesnt count... Cos its just running an errand over to Fujitsu to get my Bluetooth adapter.. which i haven got much use.. cos my phone doesnt support Bluetooth.. Hehe... so yixin, zj, peter and i went to lido in hope of catching the andy lau movie: tong meng qi yuan.. but seats were sold out. Disappointed. Had a nice meal to compensate for that though.. Spaggedies.. =) Though my lasagne wasnt as nice as i expected it would be. But it was a nice night spent.. laughing away.. listening to them crap.. k lah, i think i crapped too..
Saturday was well spent also.. Thanks roomie, thanks joyce, thanks lijuan, thanks chongtang, thanks clement whom i haven seen for so long.. Without him calling me "genius" all the time, i tink my grades r slipping.. Call me genius, clement. =) Had another satisfying meal at ajisen.. Thanks for the PURPLE skirt! haha..
Can imagine how much weight i put on last weekend lor.. with the fish head steamboat dinner with my family just now.. But it was a bit disappointing cos apparently the standard of the food there dropped. Wasnt as nice as it was 1 yr ago? Things can even change within seconds, needless to say 1 yr... Thanks dad, thanks mum, thanks lishean for the pair of socks! =)
Haha.. i treated to u FIsh n Co during your birthday wor..haha
Thanks to weicong for the cookies..thanks pple who smsed me n prethanks to 2a pple and my dear neighbours bah.. =)
Happy birthday to myself =)
Its been a nice weekend.. and a start to another busy week..
A week = time flies = minimum life = mugging = dunno y the clock ticks so fast = travelling between hall and tampines to teach tuition = very sad life
Little things that happen in between can really cheer me up and i am glad that little things still do cheer me up =)
Like.. i ll still smile to myself when i listen to "Bcos u Live" being played.. Such a nice song.. It just cheers me up.. Yea, n i m listening to it now...
Spent last friday night at Orchard.. Its beeen so long since i last landed my foot on Orchard grounds. Alright, the last trip to Taka on 13 Sept doesnt count... Cos its just running an errand over to Fujitsu to get my Bluetooth adapter.. which i haven got much use.. cos my phone doesnt support Bluetooth.. Hehe... so yixin, zj, peter and i went to lido in hope of catching the andy lau movie: tong meng qi yuan.. but seats were sold out. Disappointed. Had a nice meal to compensate for that though.. Spaggedies.. =) Though my lasagne wasnt as nice as i expected it would be. But it was a nice night spent.. laughing away.. listening to them crap.. k lah, i think i crapped too..
Saturday was well spent also.. Thanks roomie, thanks joyce, thanks lijuan, thanks chongtang, thanks clement whom i haven seen for so long.. Without him calling me "genius" all the time, i tink my grades r slipping.. Call me genius, clement. =) Had another satisfying meal at ajisen.. Thanks for the PURPLE skirt! haha..
Can imagine how much weight i put on last weekend lor.. with the fish head steamboat dinner with my family just now.. But it was a bit disappointing cos apparently the standard of the food there dropped. Wasnt as nice as it was 1 yr ago? Things can even change within seconds, needless to say 1 yr... Thanks dad, thanks mum, thanks lishean for the pair of socks! =)
Haha.. i treated to u FIsh n Co during your birthday wor..haha
Thanks to weicong for the cookies..thanks pple who smsed me n prethanks to 2a pple and my dear neighbours bah.. =)
Happy birthday to myself =)
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
Only crazy people sleep at 5.30am and wake up at 8 plus for breakfast.. and only I am stupid enough to attend the electrical engineering lecture after breakfast at 10am.. Hmm.. having a bad throat and itchy nose now...
But i am anticipating lijuan's and yinjie's and joyce's stayover at RH! Hope it will be fun.. But i bet they will be watching that chinese show again.. N then i ll again not be interested in that show.. Sigh.. i told yinjie to bring lotsa food in tonight.. but then i cant eat them.. Throat pain pain..
I dont feel like doing school work related stuffs tonight.. but then again.. Yuxin is over at the other room reading her chinese.. and in du ren doing his phy online assignment..and i m slacking.(but then again.. i finished my phy online assignment last night! Yeah =) ) oh. and it was then that i realised that my fujitsu laptop doesnt come with Java.. Weird.. and no in built microphone...
Going for block comm and DnD interview later... So long nvr go for interviews liao..Reminds me of those scary interviews i went during April/May period.. DSTA, MOE, MOH, Medicine, Dentistry.. Oh man.. Stressful period..
-17/03= where stars are born . may the forces be balanced, may selective advantage be conferred, may the end point be reached-
I love this "quote" so much.. and it felt nice to be back with 1703 yesterday..
Everybody was complaining about uni life. how it forces us to be independent when we wan to slack.. The thing is.. we can slack but we cant afford to slack huh... And they said that it is more difficult to foster real friendships in university.. perhaps.. we r all grown-ups with our own circle of friends.. and it gets harder to build another circle of friends as time passes by.. Alot of new friends, alot of hi-bye friends..
I still feel quite happy with the new friends i made.. be it be in RH or frm engine oweek or my tutorial mates... Hmm.. afterall.. making new friends is not difficult... maintaining friendships takes that little bit more of effort..
-Itch for a movie. No nice ones recently though-
But i am anticipating lijuan's and yinjie's and joyce's stayover at RH! Hope it will be fun.. But i bet they will be watching that chinese show again.. N then i ll again not be interested in that show.. Sigh.. i told yinjie to bring lotsa food in tonight.. but then i cant eat them.. Throat pain pain..
I dont feel like doing school work related stuffs tonight.. but then again.. Yuxin is over at the other room reading her chinese.. and in du ren doing his phy online assignment..and i m slacking.(but then again.. i finished my phy online assignment last night! Yeah =) ) oh. and it was then that i realised that my fujitsu laptop doesnt come with Java.. Weird.. and no in built microphone...
Going for block comm and DnD interview later... So long nvr go for interviews liao..Reminds me of those scary interviews i went during April/May period.. DSTA, MOE, MOH, Medicine, Dentistry.. Oh man.. Stressful period..
-17/03= where stars are born . may the forces be balanced, may selective advantage be conferred, may the end point be reached-
I love this "quote" so much.. and it felt nice to be back with 1703 yesterday..
Everybody was complaining about uni life. how it forces us to be independent when we wan to slack.. The thing is.. we can slack but we cant afford to slack huh... And they said that it is more difficult to foster real friendships in university.. perhaps.. we r all grown-ups with our own circle of friends.. and it gets harder to build another circle of friends as time passes by.. Alot of new friends, alot of hi-bye friends..
I still feel quite happy with the new friends i made.. be it be in RH or frm engine oweek or my tutorial mates... Hmm.. afterall.. making new friends is not difficult... maintaining friendships takes that little bit more of effort..
-Itch for a movie. No nice ones recently though-
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Just came back from maths tutorial half an hour ago.. Maths tutorial is one of my "better-enjoyed" tutorial.. Somehow i see shadows of Ms Wong in my maths tutor.. Both are very similar.. And ya, i like both their teaching styles..=)... Somehow i could pay attention every single second.. Unlike.. hmm... my electrical engineering tutor.. somehow i just couldnt recall his name now... Or rather, its v difficult to remember.. and i was late for the 1st EE tutorial i think... See.. a good start marks a good end. and whats the opposite? haha..
Just did a good deed.. Somehow i just got the feeling that my neighbour will just sleep past this tutorial.. BINGO!..He was really sleeping when i reached hall.. Haha.. yep. an sms did it.. and he's on the way to the class now i think.. Hmm.. attendance marked.. Thats how many percentage of the total mark huh??? Haha. 0.005 %??
Have been trying to know the correct pronounciation of this word: Infinitesimally.
Cos' it keeps appearing in the PC1431 physics lecture notes! Haha i know it doesnt matter how i pronounce that word.. but... haha just curious to know.. Cos i heard the lecturer pronounced it in a rather weird way..
Mid autumn festival is coming soon.. How i miss those days when we went to Lijuan's house to make the mooncakes for the class and for the tutors! Those were fun times.. and added colours to the stressful jc days.. Sigh.. now our timetables are so different.. its getting v hard to meet up one day to do such things.. And even i cannot make it.. Weekend days for me are spent sleeping at home.. So unproductive.. and weekend nights are meant for chiong-ing tutorials..Sigh.. had wanted to make some mooncakes one leh.. So fun..
Not forgetting making gingerbread cookies for christmas at esta's house and the teacher's day cookies at yaya house! and my 1st attempt at making pineapple tarts for CNY this yr!. Haha.. FUN. FUN. FUN and FUN.
Starting to get abit hungry after mentioning all the food stuffs.. Can u believe it.. my house doesnt have a single piece of mooncake.. I am so so so craving for it lah! I wan those with 4 egg yolks! Super shiok! And i remember chongtang's family dont take the egg yolks de! What a waste.. In my family... when there are mooncakes.. everybody fights for that precious egg yolk lor!.=)
RH's teatime is coming soon!.. Perhaps i shall go back reading my physics notes while waiting for my neighbours to come back from lessons and off we go for tea~ =).. Hungry...
-Seeing 1703 in another 5 hours time... Hope that "attendance"is good =) -
-Take care in UK, jess! -
Just did a good deed.. Somehow i just got the feeling that my neighbour will just sleep past this tutorial.. BINGO!..He was really sleeping when i reached hall.. Haha.. yep. an sms did it.. and he's on the way to the class now i think.. Hmm.. attendance marked.. Thats how many percentage of the total mark huh??? Haha. 0.005 %??
Have been trying to know the correct pronounciation of this word: Infinitesimally.
Cos' it keeps appearing in the PC1431 physics lecture notes! Haha i know it doesnt matter how i pronounce that word.. but... haha just curious to know.. Cos i heard the lecturer pronounced it in a rather weird way..
Mid autumn festival is coming soon.. How i miss those days when we went to Lijuan's house to make the mooncakes for the class and for the tutors! Those were fun times.. and added colours to the stressful jc days.. Sigh.. now our timetables are so different.. its getting v hard to meet up one day to do such things.. And even i cannot make it.. Weekend days for me are spent sleeping at home.. So unproductive.. and weekend nights are meant for chiong-ing tutorials..Sigh.. had wanted to make some mooncakes one leh.. So fun..
Not forgetting making gingerbread cookies for christmas at esta's house and the teacher's day cookies at yaya house! and my 1st attempt at making pineapple tarts for CNY this yr!. Haha.. FUN. FUN. FUN and FUN.
Starting to get abit hungry after mentioning all the food stuffs.. Can u believe it.. my house doesnt have a single piece of mooncake.. I am so so so craving for it lah! I wan those with 4 egg yolks! Super shiok! And i remember chongtang's family dont take the egg yolks de! What a waste.. In my family... when there are mooncakes.. everybody fights for that precious egg yolk lor!.=)
RH's teatime is coming soon!.. Perhaps i shall go back reading my physics notes while waiting for my neighbours to come back from lessons and off we go for tea~ =).. Hungry...
-Seeing 1703 in another 5 hours time... Hope that "attendance"is good =) -
-Take care in UK, jess! -
Friday, September 02, 2005
Blank. I dont know how am i even going to complete this blog entry. I feel like i have to write something.. till i find out what is actually bothering me for the past few hours..
I dont feel tired physically.. cus i have been sleeping for the whole morning and theres only 2 tutorials today..
Am i feeling bad cos i skipped my SS lecture? Nope, i dont think so. I wouldnt have paid real attention if i was there physically even.
Am i feeling blank cos i have no idea whats going on in lecture? I feel real confused.. I really cant perk myself up to do the readings and understand all those new thereoms and stuffs... I feel so demoralised when i cant do simple tutorials.. I am still living in memories when jc stuffs are way much easier.. I dont like it when people can tell that i m stressed and tells me to relax. It makes me feel so useless... Alright, i know that somehow someday someone will tell me.. whey u 4As leh, u genius leh, u useless, i what?
The thing is, if i cant even handle such a transition frm JC to uni, what m i?
Time, i always give myself this excuse.
I seriously need to perk up, and find back that strength and motivation that have alwaes accompanied me since dunno when.. I must have lost it since last november.
Stoned. I dont know whats wrong with me. I need to sense some happiness. Not just a laugh, not just some lame jokes...
Its not glowing within me..
I dont feel tired physically.. cus i have been sleeping for the whole morning and theres only 2 tutorials today..
Am i feeling bad cos i skipped my SS lecture? Nope, i dont think so. I wouldnt have paid real attention if i was there physically even.
Am i feeling blank cos i have no idea whats going on in lecture? I feel real confused.. I really cant perk myself up to do the readings and understand all those new thereoms and stuffs... I feel so demoralised when i cant do simple tutorials.. I am still living in memories when jc stuffs are way much easier.. I dont like it when people can tell that i m stressed and tells me to relax. It makes me feel so useless... Alright, i know that somehow someday someone will tell me.. whey u 4As leh, u genius leh, u useless, i what?
The thing is, if i cant even handle such a transition frm JC to uni, what m i?
Time, i always give myself this excuse.
I seriously need to perk up, and find back that strength and motivation that have alwaes accompanied me since dunno when.. I must have lost it since last november.
Stoned. I dont know whats wrong with me. I need to sense some happiness. Not just a laugh, not just some lame jokes...
Its not glowing within me..
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Thoughts at 3.41am...
Breathless.
Changes overwhelm. Fun and happiness dominate.
Transition.
Embracing a new course of life. Memories linger.
Changes overwhelm. Fun and happiness dominate.
Transition.
Embracing a new course of life. Memories linger.
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Its been ages..I wanna blog but dont even know how to organise my thoughts.
Was totally lost in touch with the outer world since i started Hall Orientation like more than 2 weeks ago. No tv and basically no internet cos i haven got my laptop yet. Kind of angry with the nus co-op notebook ctr.. Just because i missed a call from them and i got pushed back on the waiting list till like next wk? Hey, it sounds a bit impossible to be on standby beside my phone and answer it whenever somebody calls.. and they din say when they ll call.. But thats it, I shall wait. Sigh
After Hall orientation came Engine Oweek.. Felt totally shag and i had no feeling that school already started...Cus I ve been in school all day long.. Time to recollect all my feelings and set the correct mood. But its so difficult coz hall life is so busy. Alwaes buzzing with activities and stuffs.. and there are so many pple to interact to in hall.. The seniors are so nice pple and new friends that i have made.. =) They made nus more interesting than what i was imagining like abt 1 month ago. I tot i wld have no friends in engine and just beome a loner.. So yep, I starting to be a little afraid that I ll slack. Ok, slacking is fine but not too much.. I still wan my nice results =) To make it a nice consistency.=)
Realised i m a dummy.. either with nus' directions or with the dunno what IVLE or CORS.. haha realised i m being quite dependent.. Everything ask pple.. Cus i have no notebook for me to experiment and try out.. OK, those are excuses..
Came back frm ndp 05.. Had a nice time.. Seriously i dont mind crowds lor.. I like the feeling when the whole of the nation sort of get together for a single carnival n such... Like chingay, worldcup@padang, ndp, rag!,...so nice.. but the litter on the floor.. haha pity those clearing up.. Saw the ugly side of singaporeans also..The auntie beside me literally fell asleep when the emcees are trying so hard to cheer the crowd up and get the atmosphere going.. She fell asleep?! oh my.. sigh.. she just came aiming for the goodie bag i guess... (its no wonder the organising committee came up the idea of distributing couponsfor goodie bags(solely) this yr) but she woke up in time for the free poppies thou.. she took like more than 1.. oh man, she is not going to use it lor..and a couple of others grabbed the free sunshine kaya toast.. filled up a bag. I was like.. hmm... is there a need to? A bag filled with the buns? Maybe she's really hungry. That i dunno.
K, guess i sounded abit critical but yah other than tt, ndp was fun! Its the atmosphere tt matters.. I ve been to ndp so many times.. Its really the atmosphere tt counts, all the beautiful mass display are out of my mind after tonight.(sorry performers...)
I wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory though my sis says she cant appreciate it. Oh, was watching monster-in-law with yuxin qt long ago and we r wow-ing over this charlie show and saying tt aug 4 is still a long way to go.. Da-dang.... its now 9 aug. Happy birthday singapore.. a belated one i guess.
Was totally lost in touch with the outer world since i started Hall Orientation like more than 2 weeks ago. No tv and basically no internet cos i haven got my laptop yet. Kind of angry with the nus co-op notebook ctr.. Just because i missed a call from them and i got pushed back on the waiting list till like next wk? Hey, it sounds a bit impossible to be on standby beside my phone and answer it whenever somebody calls.. and they din say when they ll call.. But thats it, I shall wait. Sigh
After Hall orientation came Engine Oweek.. Felt totally shag and i had no feeling that school already started...Cus I ve been in school all day long.. Time to recollect all my feelings and set the correct mood. But its so difficult coz hall life is so busy. Alwaes buzzing with activities and stuffs.. and there are so many pple to interact to in hall.. The seniors are so nice pple and new friends that i have made.. =) They made nus more interesting than what i was imagining like abt 1 month ago. I tot i wld have no friends in engine and just beome a loner.. So yep, I starting to be a little afraid that I ll slack. Ok, slacking is fine but not too much.. I still wan my nice results =) To make it a nice consistency.=)
Realised i m a dummy.. either with nus' directions or with the dunno what IVLE or CORS.. haha realised i m being quite dependent.. Everything ask pple.. Cus i have no notebook for me to experiment and try out.. OK, those are excuses..
Came back frm ndp 05.. Had a nice time.. Seriously i dont mind crowds lor.. I like the feeling when the whole of the nation sort of get together for a single carnival n such... Like chingay, worldcup@padang, ndp, rag!,...so nice.. but the litter on the floor.. haha pity those clearing up.. Saw the ugly side of singaporeans also..The auntie beside me literally fell asleep when the emcees are trying so hard to cheer the crowd up and get the atmosphere going.. She fell asleep?! oh my.. sigh.. she just came aiming for the goodie bag i guess... (its no wonder the organising committee came up the idea of distributing couponsfor goodie bags(solely) this yr) but she woke up in time for the free poppies thou.. she took like more than 1.. oh man, she is not going to use it lor..and a couple of others grabbed the free sunshine kaya toast.. filled up a bag. I was like.. hmm... is there a need to? A bag filled with the buns? Maybe she's really hungry. That i dunno.
K, guess i sounded abit critical but yah other than tt, ndp was fun! Its the atmosphere tt matters.. I ve been to ndp so many times.. Its really the atmosphere tt counts, all the beautiful mass display are out of my mind after tonight.(sorry performers...)
I wanna watch charlie and the chocolate factory though my sis says she cant appreciate it. Oh, was watching monster-in-law with yuxin qt long ago and we r wow-ing over this charlie show and saying tt aug 4 is still a long way to go.. Da-dang.... its now 9 aug. Happy birthday singapore.. a belated one i guess.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Set my alarm at 9am but i only managed to get out of bed at 9.30am.. Because i heard...
"Ah ling ah, kitchen you(3) roti prata!"
Haha, this did it, and I pulled myself out of bed and brushed my teeth..cleansed my face.. checked out my sunburnt face (which i think its still bit red) and had my prata with HL milk..=) Nice breakfast.
Actually its because i have a tuition appointment at 10 thats y. I m not tt glutton k?
Had my tuition, Jiawei wasnt too naughty today perhaps its because its still morning and her brain aint too siao? At night, she really goes hyper and crazy. More tamed in the morning..tts y. Returned home at 11.30am, read some information about matriculation and Raffles hall and it got me all blurred and gong. I really have no idea how to bid for the modules. What about the round 0, round 1a, 1b, 1c, 2a,2b...... What are these? Then.....I was in la-la land.. I fell asleep again despite i just woke up like 3hrs ago? Haha.. Did i mention abt Wala Wala?
Went with my OG to Holland V friday night and this explains why I had tuition this morning instead. Was a pub, not a club(hengz), with live band..The band is quite nice but i guess we had the wrong position. With the speakers beside and smokers behind? Believe me with i say my hair, my bag, my clothes all smell of cigarette smoke when i reached home. Bad Position, i say. Played finger guessing and the forfeits are too crazy to be mentioned. Ultimate crazy, siaoz, n.. argh.
Realised i had 7missed calls frm home and decided to call it a night and took a cab home with andrea at about 12.30am.. Heard they crazi-ed until 1.45am? I really peifu their energy.. seems like I m getting old.. Saturday break camp, wed mambo@zouk, fri wala wala, sat dinner, sun baybeats@esplanade? Tmr i shall go to KC's birthday party, afterall i was informed of that earlier..
Woke up at 3.40pm and realised i had wanted to go Yinjie's house to take the cross stitch book and to swim. Called her home but no one answered the phone and no replies frm sms.. Wonder where has she gone to. And huizhen dint reply my sms today. Wonder if there's any problem about my phone?
Aborting my swimming plan, had wanted to start on a jogging plan @ 6.30pm.. It rained! Sian lor. And tomorrow i cant jog again.. coz of the birthday party and I m not sure if I ll be able to wake early for a jog? seems difficult. Haha.But I m into jogging thesedays.. If theres no tuition or anything if the evening, u will find me at the open field besidemy house.=) But they say only after jogging after 1/2hr will the fats get burnt away.. How? I dont jog for 1/2 hr.. once i complete my 2.5rounds i ll set for home.. But nevertheless, its good to set my heart pumping =)
Heard a nice song frm Wala Wala yesterday. Dont know whats its name. Quitestupid.
It goes.. its a 6 words-long song?n it keeps repeating.. Haha dumb.
Embracing a new course of life.
"Ah ling ah, kitchen you(3) roti prata!"
Haha, this did it, and I pulled myself out of bed and brushed my teeth..cleansed my face.. checked out my sunburnt face (which i think its still bit red) and had my prata with HL milk..=) Nice breakfast.
Actually its because i have a tuition appointment at 10 thats y. I m not tt glutton k?
Had my tuition, Jiawei wasnt too naughty today perhaps its because its still morning and her brain aint too siao? At night, she really goes hyper and crazy. More tamed in the morning..tts y. Returned home at 11.30am, read some information about matriculation and Raffles hall and it got me all blurred and gong. I really have no idea how to bid for the modules. What about the round 0, round 1a, 1b, 1c, 2a,2b...... What are these? Then.....I was in la-la land.. I fell asleep again despite i just woke up like 3hrs ago? Haha.. Did i mention abt Wala Wala?
Went with my OG to Holland V friday night and this explains why I had tuition this morning instead. Was a pub, not a club(hengz), with live band..The band is quite nice but i guess we had the wrong position. With the speakers beside and smokers behind? Believe me with i say my hair, my bag, my clothes all smell of cigarette smoke when i reached home. Bad Position, i say. Played finger guessing and the forfeits are too crazy to be mentioned. Ultimate crazy, siaoz, n.. argh.
Realised i had 7missed calls frm home and decided to call it a night and took a cab home with andrea at about 12.30am.. Heard they crazi-ed until 1.45am? I really peifu their energy.. seems like I m getting old.. Saturday break camp, wed mambo@zouk, fri wala wala, sat dinner, sun baybeats@esplanade? Tmr i shall go to KC's birthday party, afterall i was informed of that earlier..
Woke up at 3.40pm and realised i had wanted to go Yinjie's house to take the cross stitch book and to swim. Called her home but no one answered the phone and no replies frm sms.. Wonder where has she gone to. And huizhen dint reply my sms today. Wonder if there's any problem about my phone?
Aborting my swimming plan, had wanted to start on a jogging plan @ 6.30pm.. It rained! Sian lor. And tomorrow i cant jog again.. coz of the birthday party and I m not sure if I ll be able to wake early for a jog? seems difficult. Haha.But I m into jogging thesedays.. If theres no tuition or anything if the evening, u will find me at the open field besidemy house.=) But they say only after jogging after 1/2hr will the fats get burnt away.. How? I dont jog for 1/2 hr.. once i complete my 2.5rounds i ll set for home.. But nevertheless, its good to set my heart pumping =)
Heard a nice song frm Wala Wala yesterday. Dont know whats its name. Quitestupid.
It goes.. its a 6 words-long song?n it keeps repeating.. Haha dumb.
Embracing a new course of life.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Photos!
I cant find the nxt 100!
Oh..INGO is happily at Zouk mambo-ing the night away.. Why do i have tuition tonight and work tomorrow? I love Goodrich, i love my colleagues but i also love to have fun... But I shall make up for it at KBOX tomorrow.. =)
Guess today is a stressful day @work.. Everyone seems so busy at work except me. I wish i could help them, but I guess they are too busy to even allocate part of their work to me.. Sometimes i really wonder, I really cant stand such a busy working life as something permanent. I guess i shant use the word BUSY. I meant busy, stressed, repetitive, boring..
Shirley broke down into tears today.. She really is too stressed.. Frm work, frm boss, frm her family, and frm her studies..Actually I really peifu her, if i were her, I wld have quitted.. Just stay at home kiao ka... Whats wrong with that.. When my girl is older le den chong chu jiang hu! Haha.. But really is the first time i see an adult cry in front of me.. I kept quiet Dint know what to say, I was more of stunned.. Luckliy we were not alone. The others did the talking..
It needs a lot of patience to coach my tuition girl. She is really getting out of hand.. Every minute I am coaxing her (not coaching!), and talking to her, catching her attention, and trying to keep her concentration on her work.. Breathless.
I cant find the nxt 100!
Oh..INGO is happily at Zouk mambo-ing the night away.. Why do i have tuition tonight and work tomorrow? I love Goodrich, i love my colleagues but i also love to have fun... But I shall make up for it at KBOX tomorrow.. =)
Guess today is a stressful day @work.. Everyone seems so busy at work except me. I wish i could help them, but I guess they are too busy to even allocate part of their work to me.. Sometimes i really wonder, I really cant stand such a busy working life as something permanent. I guess i shant use the word BUSY. I meant busy, stressed, repetitive, boring..
Shirley broke down into tears today.. She really is too stressed.. Frm work, frm boss, frm her family, and frm her studies..Actually I really peifu her, if i were her, I wld have quitted.. Just stay at home kiao ka... Whats wrong with that.. When my girl is older le den chong chu jiang hu! Haha.. But really is the first time i see an adult cry in front of me.. I kept quiet Dint know what to say, I was more of stunned.. Luckliy we were not alone. The others did the talking..
It needs a lot of patience to coach my tuition girl. She is really getting out of hand.. Every minute I am coaxing her (not coaching!), and talking to her, catching her attention, and trying to keep her concentration on her work.. Breathless.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Once upon a time.. there is this something called BINGO.. Later the B fell down.. hurt himself.. this something became INGO!.. Kz. End of story.. Yah.. my grp frm union camp.. INGO! Abit lame ar, the introduction... But thats what I am feeling now... Lamers of the world unite...
I still remember the days.. ahsco-tjco gang pple were so lame.. we built a palace of lamers.. N i was the gong-nv aka royal servant of dont know who? Oh, those were the days.
I am so sianed-dao by the thought of going to work tomorrow morning..and I havent settled the cpf loan thingy! How? So whats the exact dateline actually? And, should i go for Mambo night after tuition tomorrow? I so so wanna go but I have work the next day also.. Y is everything coming to me at the same time.... Forever so packed.
Havent thought of giving what to my colleagues at Goodrich. They r so nice people, who have taken care of me for the past month I have been there.. And i have been getting so many treatsfrom my boss.. Nxt wk I ll be going Fish &Co! Yummy, and i m already aiming the Seafood Platter..I wanted to do a cross stitch forthem leh!.. But the precious moments alpha-boook is with yinjie! How!?! Maybe i should do something less time consuming...
I have serious craving for Subway Sandwiches NOW.. and I so so so so so do wanna go to Bangkok!
Oh, and i love the spirit frm UC 05.... tts something I shall treasure always.
I still remember the days.. ahsco-tjco gang pple were so lame.. we built a palace of lamers.. N i was the gong-nv aka royal servant of dont know who? Oh, those were the days.
I am so sianed-dao by the thought of going to work tomorrow morning..and I havent settled the cpf loan thingy! How? So whats the exact dateline actually? And, should i go for Mambo night after tuition tomorrow? I so so wanna go but I have work the next day also.. Y is everything coming to me at the same time.... Forever so packed.
Havent thought of giving what to my colleagues at Goodrich. They r so nice people, who have taken care of me for the past month I have been there.. And i have been getting so many treatsfrom my boss.. Nxt wk I ll be going Fish &Co! Yummy, and i m already aiming the Seafood Platter..I wanted to do a cross stitch forthem leh!.. But the precious moments alpha-boook is with yinjie! How!?! Maybe i should do something less time consuming...
I have serious craving for Subway Sandwiches NOW.. and I so so so so so do wanna go to Bangkok!
Oh, and i love the spirit frm UC 05.... tts something I shall treasure always.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
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