Wow! my last post was quite long ago!

BUT
my blog's still alive~
kkthanks :D
too busy/lazy to update!

anyways
updates for the last weeks
watchedwith my buds!
the show was really
really
hilarious. rofl

anyways went to marina barrage recently.
was.. not bad
learned where excess water go to :P
anyways.
My law,
sleep whenever you're tired.
wherever u are :D


oh wells.
i needa plan my gym workout scedule soon.
going to start gym
on 28 June.
cause that's the last day of my 1 year
work attachment.
time flies really fast..
seems like it was yesterday
when i was bitching about how tough
work attachment is.
and how i miss schooling..
rofl tho i STILL miss schooling.
well, i got use to full time job..
i guess.

ANYWAYS.
look at this SHITGG. SEPTEMBER 11.
of all days!
anyways. im kinda excited.
KINDA... 25%
and 75% pissed.
THERE goes my plans! oh well.
life goes on...
but
EEE botak again.
tho i shaved my head 1 year ago. *emos*

ok.
was rewatching FMA's old OPs.
they're on par with the remakes one..
to be honest, i think the old OPs still rock.

mhmm!

and the movie's OP

total ownage cause it's sang by L`Arc~en~Ciel.

tho the new one
sang by YUI is damn nice.

ok
whatever, lots of things on my mind.
but too lazy to type out.
kthx.

lulzcornah.

ROFL OMG
DAMN CUTE LA.
Ciaossu!

Try not to become a man of success
but rather to become a man of value.

OKAY.

my life's been going up and down.
AS USUAL, I LOVE PINK. AND BBQCHICKEN.
FUCK I JUST DECLARED I LOVE PINK,
LOL~
anywayswatched fast and furious with CBs and...
well it's a 3.5/5. mm.
the songs are pretty decent in the show.
ok


found this 3 cuties in my basement last week.zomg, wanna buy?
too bad they're gone! lol.
apparently, their mother climbed through my house's window
and gave birth in the basement..
but my dad closes the windows
every night cause there were
reports of cats-sighting.
and this 3 babies were "abandoned" in the basement.
BAH, but being the nice guy i am *er-hrm*
i didn't eat/cook them
i put them in the garden before i went to work
and it's gone when i got home.
and yes,
they're palm sized.
EDIBLE I TELL YOU.
ROFLROFL.

Woooweeeweet.
ok, i'm crazy.
i laugh to myself when i'm working nowadays..
and..
it's those kind of LOL laughs.
not sniggers or giggles.
scary eh? :o

lulzcorner.

LOL
@THECAT.
ciaossu.

HELLO, it's me, i camwhore like a little girl :D

ok. FUCK.

MY HAND IS SO FUCKING ITCHY OMG!!!!!1111!!11!11!1!1!!1one
my foul mouth can kill, seriously...

ok,
not much thing happend lately.
cept i'm in LOVE with CINE BBQCHICKEN!
LOL.
erm. yea..
if you know what i mean of cause... mmmm :)
oh yea.
did i ever mention
i hate those seriously BHB people
not girls, GUYS that are BHB.
BHB = Thick skinned motherfkin niggers. :)
eg, those who like to comment on how people look w/o looking at themselves.
oooh i'm being bitchy here.
mmm. yea.
yeap, those and people who likes to PLP
PLP = Bootlickers. :)
yea.

oh yea....
im scatching my hands while im typing this.
and it's starting to bleed...
oh how i like the sight of blood ;)
sorry,
i'm kinda sick.
hoho.

ok, shit
i realised, i got 3 more months of attachment to go.
Time flies damn fast huh.
it felt like yesterday when i 1st got into it.
and..
NS after that, i think.
oh how how sad.

yea,
i love BBQchicken
and a girl who look like a korean :x
*cough* cough* kenneth knows what i mean..
Wahahahaha. whatever.
oh yea,
i wanna change blogskin.
but i'm lazy to make 1 like i did last time.
any volunteer(s) willing to help lil old me?
:P

OH YEA, REMAKE OF FMA[Full Metal Alchemist] is HERE!

i so love love this anime.
tho i'm a animefreak!
the song from YUI is niceeeee.
and yea. FMA is awesome. go watch it.
seriously.

ok whatever, i'm so tired i'm typing rubbish now.
fuck my hand's itchy
and oh yea i love BBQchicken.
OH YEA
IM being super racist recently
cause i fkin call indians nigger whenever in came across 1.
not in their face tho,
wish i had the balls to, it'll lighten up my life.
OH YEA,
I NEEDA SERIOUSLY HIT THE PUB/CLUB SOON
i haven't drank in weeks :(.
ok.
sleep time, night.

lulzcorner.Ciaossu.

Change your thoughts, and you change your world.

omg, update!

sooo yea
ok, last post was pretty emo!
hhahaha, time to post something nice.

showed to me by kenneth,
nice short film tho. :)
i like it.


oh yea, so recently i'm crazy over the anime
DMC - Detroit Metal City.
why?
CAUSE IT'S FREAKING HILARIOUS LOL.
like FREAKING HILARIOUS ROFL.
NOT BECAUSE I LIKE SATANIC MUSIC. :(
here's the opening of the anime,
but no subtitles..
lyrics is kinda disturbing tho. lol


so yea. went over to heerens like 2 weeks ago
and they got this event for the upcoming movie.
so cool huh,
we were like z0mg is Negishi AKA Krauser II gonna come.
the main actor of the show is L from death note.
like wow huh, only proves how good of a actor he is.
L= quiet genius
Negishi = Nerd mushroom head who's afraid of everything.
Krauser II = Lead singer of the satanic death metal band.
lol. he's good alright.
i needa watch the movie.

HERE'S THE TRAILER!


oook.
LOL YOUTUBE VIDEO POSTAGE SPAM!
oh and yea!
ELLEGARDEN rocks. :)
so does Taylor Swift! :)
SHE'S SO CUTE! z0mg.
ok whatever.

lolcorner.

Ciaossu!

If we don't change, we don't grow.
If we don't grow, we aren't really living.

update!

FUN WEEKEND LAST WEEK zomg. lol
ok, start of with..
Saturday!
attended 1735's SPLAT! event at red dynasty paint ball park :D
uhhh soo yea. was super fun in my opinion!
tho i got a minor "lovebite" mark on my arm after the game :)i got hairy arms, damn lol.
well, when i got "shot" i just swept it off quickly
and after the game, i thought my blood was the paintball's paint
but as i took a closer look, i realised it's blood rofl.
ok whatever. had lunch with church friends,
got home, went to lot 1 to book tickets for 11.15pm's Watchmen
and went home again -.-, to take a nap.
headed down to meet up with buddies and went to watch the show.
it's a pretty awesome show. tho it's really gorey at some parts :)
which i enjoy alot. did you know i was a sadist? now u know!
i mean, comon i can play left 4 dead expert mode 3am in the morning
using headphones at calvins house, full blast,
and seriously laugh out loud when i kill zombies.
im pretty sick in the head, sorry. :(
ok. so the show was pretty awesome.was confusing at the beginning, but as the show goes on
it's pretty easy to understand.
i'd give it 8/10 stars. why?
show was too long..
and their music ain't cool. :P
ok, slept at freaking 3.30am
and woke up at 9am.
well, that's kinda bullshit cause i did that 3 times in a row.
sleep 3 wake up 9.
argh.
sunday.
went to church as usual,
was singing, and i got pretty emo.
not emo emo.
but i dunno, the lyrics
kinda remind me that "he" is still watching over me,
no matter how much of a jerk i am.
no constant praying,
and doing all those thing i was taught since i was a kid.
i feel so fkin retarded when i think about it.
my eyes was prickling after the song session.
i never thought i'd felt that way again tho.
i mean, i thought i'd hidden all types of emotions(or try to)
i dunno,
maybe, what my friend told me last time was true
im not being true to myself.
not showing my true side to people.
always trying to be a joker.
etc.

im confused to be honest.
which is the real me.
my personalities keeps changing.
joker when with my friends.
quiet guy when im working(cept the throwing of "joke" and bad remarks at each other),
quiet guy when im in church(now anyways i dun remember being quiet last time)

10 year old guy when im with my family, cousins etc.
fucking emo kid when i'm alone.
wow.
what the fuck seriously.
which is the real me. i don't know anymore.
but i am sure that the joker part was always with me.
since primary school.
i'd always try to make ppl laugh even if
i end up being an asshole in the process. :(
oh well.
i don't know myself anymore.
but
"he" knows
i wish i'd be more "holy" in some way.
but when i started to isolate myself when i was
in secondary 4
stop going to service, stop joining cg, etc.
i lost myself then,
i became a fucking full time retard with no life.
games
Every single fucking day.
i messed up my sleep time too,
messed up my schoolwork,
messed up my friendships,
messed up with everything.
gain more weight,
became more and more lazy.
ok, stop
the point is, i messed up everything during that period.
even my believes.
but i know he's still watching over me..
cause if he wasn't i wouldn't have felt that way during church service.
i was wrong, when i thought
i could hide away all my emotions,
the "cry" part anyways.
i haven't cried in years
i remembered
the last time i cried was in sec 3, and boom.
it all stopped.
till yesterday,
the sensation was back
but i didn't cry
i felt like crying.
no i don't like to show my weak side to anyone
anymore
i'd been mind fucked, several thousand times,
by my superiors, my chefs, my friends,
but
i smiled at time and gave them the international peace sign everytime.
yea the fucking middle finger.
oh well, shit.. i'm spilling out everything here.
i don't really have anyone to confide my feelings/thoughs/secrets in.
only 2 person now.
2 person in the universe, i think i could trust them with my life.
if i were to die now, my life story would be pretty
damn
pathetic. haha.
ok enough
seriously enough emoness.
i've changed.
and i know it.

BOOM, finally got my new phone yesterday.
Nokia 5800 XpressMusic.:D i was so in love with it,
but i was very tempted to get samsung pixon.
but whatever, got it means got it already.
no more liquor for the next 2 months. *cries*
ok, dammit.
went back to work today.
boring as usual,
and i freaking cut my hand again today,
as i was doing some thinking.
oh well!
ending my post for today!

oh ya, happy birthday to all march peeps!
nazlie, wella, bryan, stephanie!
if u guys ever come across my blog :)

lulzcorner.
did i tell you guys, i'm in love with this comedian.
watch and u'll understand.
but i've got a nasty sense of humor, sorry. :P

ciaossu!

Things do not change, We change.

Crossfade - Cold
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

(Chorus)
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
(x2)

To you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

(Chorus)

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope

(Chorus)

back to blog!
the song Cold from Crossfade rocks so much.
:) tho its emo from a view.
but it's really meaningful to me. haha.
im such a emo kid sometimes..
oh well.

soo.. where'd i start from. mm...
oh yea.. finally get to go to church again.. after 1&1/2 month.
lmao. so that day after i went to church..
met up with raymond, calvin and ivine for lunch at 302.
had a nice lunch and went to get stuff for our steamboat dinner!
got quite alot of food!
darn. lol
went back to cal's house and i was playing wow again.
HHAHAHHA.. still can raid 10man naxxramas on his laptop.
IM LEET.
whatever... had our steamboat dinner and slacked at his house for abit.
then headed to lot 1 MoF to had some supper.
and...
i need to stop myself from eating..
every night i go out for supper with them.
LOL. it's BADDD.
when it's around 10.30pm everytime.
so i'll just sit down and lim-kopi! :D
okok.
whatever. whatever.

emoness.
im really
really.. tired.
and confused, in a way..
sigh.
save me, someone.
should i just give up w/o even trying.
that'll make me a fucking failure/pussy.
raymond advised me not to rebuke myself..
but i can't help it. sigh.
ugh. whatever. lol.

lolzcorner. dane cook FOR THE WIN HAHAH!

Ciaossu.