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Friday, December 25, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
It has been ages since I last blogged.
I guessed Semester 1 of year 2 has taken a tow on me. The first part was alright but the second part was tough with my grandma's passing, countless tests/quizzes practically every week, essays and projects due and finally the exams. I felt burdened with too many responsibilities sometimes that sort of freaked me out though I know they make me grow too.
Luckily, I didnt did badly for my exams :)
The past week has been pretty moody for me. Even my father sensed that and has been trying to cheer me up. Work has been full of responsibilities the past week too. Thank God next week will be better.
Sometimes I do feel at a loss at times. Guessing the thoughts of others is tough too. Whatever it is, I should never stop hoping that tomorrow will be better. Many people tell me I'll have a good life, even strangers whom I met for the first time said so. Well, I certainly hoped so too!
Jogging is great, though I overstrain myself when I get upset to make myself feel better. No pain, no gain?
I miss so many things.
Saturday, August 08, 2009 @ 1:22 AM
My last day of work. I really do miss the place. The stupid jokes we all used to share.
I didnt get to say a proper goodbye to so many people....
My director and superiors are all very nice to me....
Everything seems unclosed.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009 @ 10:21 PM
It's going to be 2 more days of work. Sigh, I think I'm going to miss everyone so very much. No more of doing claims, calling up technicians, doing archive, opening mails, standing in as a receptionist, doing ad hoc work, having conversations with everyone....
I realised it's going to be an empty feeling for quite awhile after all I've been working there for close to 3 months. That's long but I enjoyed most of my times there. At least there's a rountine, at least I felt useful.
Sometimes I do wonder how long more the people are going to remember me/ how long more I'm going to remember them before we all become just strangers who happen to meet, exchange greetings, smiles and talk to at some point of our lives. I met Nicholas yesterday(he works at BCA). I realised things didnt really change much as I've left a year ago but it all felt so distant, so different now.
I've been busy to the maximum last week and my eyes are getting smaller and I do look very restless/tired according to many people. And I'm actually pretty great at taking wrong buses/sleeping on the bus and hence nearly missing/overshooting my stops. I need a good rest. And I do miss Malaysia so much:(
I shouldnt act so unfriendly next time:( I'll miss you, him, her and everyone....
I know I'll be proud of lifts and escalators when I see my soon to be declared ex-company logo in many years to come(:
On the other hand, I can't run when I tried to run today. My left knee just couldn't bend properly. It made me really sad and depressed cos running means a lot to me. If you were to ask me to chase a bus now, I couldn't cos it become so useless trying. I know I should see a doctor soon. You know what, climbing up/walking down the stairs has became a chore for me too.
Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 11:22 PM
Something that made me happy today(:
I met my kids whom I gave free tuition to at the void deck near AWWA today and they shouted crazily to tell me that tuition was cancelled. They were like "Teacher teacher!!...." I was quite strict with their work so during tuition they were always quiet but outside it's a different story. I felt upset that the center didnt even bother to call and tell us that it was cancelled but having seen the boys today, the tip was not wasted after all. There are many times that I wanted to quit this cos it's far from my home and the time I've could be used to teach tuition for money. Luckily I hold on and even though I've to give up some tuitions, I think I will feeling better off this way(:
My mum doesnt understand why I want to do this though but it's okay(:
I have stopped running for 7 days and when I tried running today, damn it, I just couldnt sustain it. My knees just hurt badly. And I just signed up for Standard Chartered 21km by myself. Hopefully when cherie is back, I can get her to run with me. But running alone is okay lah. Since I can always meet my daddy and his friend(: 42km is my goal next year(: Right now, I should be good and rest my knees more.
I've 2 more weeks. Please let a miracle happen!
Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 9:13 PM
heyhey(:
I'm so exhausted! It's been busy non-stop for me since last Saturday and I'm so so tired. SCREAMS.
NDP with darling soo and denis on last Saturday was cool though I must admit that it's a weird combination! Anyway, the show was great and I love it!! My little boys went for the show today and I hope they have fun(:
Sunday was housework day cum going down to NUS for day0 Psych camp(: YAY MAN, camp was great(: PICHU ROCK(: The freshies were super high and entertaining! It's a very nice experience but due to work, I've to leave a day earlier :(
Speaking of that, I was so exhausted at work that I kept dozing off. Dozing off is a common thing these days for me.
Then Friday had to stand in as receptionist for a day. I felt so bad cos my attitude was so bad to jw. It's kinda not nice to spoil someone's day when I'm not in my best mode but yet the other is so understanding. It's all cos of the stupid courier company. I swear standing in as a receptionist can make me boil at times and start swearing. Okay, patience girl(: PATIENCE.
Celebrated gz birthday yesterday at downtown with the rest(: Sorry guys that I'm like so low in energy late at night everytime you all see me! Guess it's always the busiest and most tiring times that we meet up. Happy birthday gz!
ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO VOLUNTEER?
Sigh, now I'm down with 5 kids to tutor at AWWA and that's not a good thing. As much as I would like to help the boys and the girl, my limits are there! And it's so important for them to have more attention from a mentor. This amount of help you give by sacrificing 1.5 hours of your Saturday morning each week can help them greatly to get into a good secondary school with the right influence and environment. And that can help them a long way(:
Please(: It is really important to them!
I hope I've more time to sleep cos my days are like packed packed packed! I enjoyed going to work but maybe I should listen to jw and just rest before school starts but....
Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
HELLO(: Some updates....
Psych camp is coming and i'm so excited(:
Outing on Sunday has been good. Though I think we should have watched Dance Surabu. I dont understand Justin....Haha. Daphne is so nice to give me a ride(: And I hope the June babies like the belated celebration. Though more creativity should be put in!! Okay, I'll work harder!
Work has been pretty fun yet sleepy at times. They are going to have their mini Olympics and I'm supposed to be the unbiased one to divide them! There's constant flow of things to do so I need to step up!
I'm thinking of seeing a doctor cos I think I've the runner's knee, which is throbbing pain at the front of the knees after long runs. I read from Shape that I should stop running which I doubt I can do it:( I almost died running my second round at reservoir cos my knee was just freaking pain. Having the metabolism but not in good shape makes me feel 'half completed'. But I definitely wont stop running! It's one of my greatest love(:
School resumes and hence mentoring will resume this Saturday(: Looking forward to see my cute boy this Saturday! It's been a month! Definitely misses him! Haha.
The good thing is that it's July. ERM, so money will start rolling in! (: And it's close to 2 weeks after I've submitted my results slip. So, more money(:
That's all(:
Take care and loves.
Sunday, June 21, 2009 @ 9:12 PM
my 300th post:)
have been really busy these days earning money and spending money. well, at least i'm contributing to the economy:D but i should seriously stop spending, like as though i could.
work has been pretty fun cos i get to do many stuff like survey, recept duties, claims, etc etc. it's so unlike the bca job i had last time when i could finish my work in an hour and sit there to rot and watch shows. hahah. but of course, tanjong pagar has more delicious food to eat! at least my current job deals a lot with people cos i'm from HR and it's fun:D
little things can make one happy. yesh, i've been in that mood for quite a while. it's really those little things that makes me smile as i think of them. and that's when i realised life could be so easily contended and satisfied:)
:)