A horrendous year.

GET WELL SOON!!!

Hi sup to this empty space here! Blogging used to be my hobby in the past, a space for me to rant for me to write those little things that happen in my life,however now.. Its just an empty space really empty..

Anyway just to update a little to this space here. Life for me was horrendous recently. I dont know whats really happening! Having illnesses and etc.. I just dont understand why does god always have to go against my love ones and I. 2011 was a tumultuous year for me so far. And I honestly hates it. Urgh!!!

And now, I'm living in fear. I do not know what might happen next, who knows?! God just like to play mind games with the kind souls! Why not take the time to punish the evil ones? Sigh.. Is life always unfair? I lost twice of my love ones and I'm gonna let god to take the rest. No.. Thats not going to happen,am I right? Yes, there're many problems that I'm facing now. Too much that I cant even support myself anymore. Sooner or later I'm gonna break down. You guys just do not know how afraid I was. How difficult it was to face such situation. I just hope everything will be alright in my family and people who are facing the same problem as me now! I had enough.. I held a heavy heart ever since then. Problems kept increasing instead of decreasing. It was lethargic.............................................................................

What I can do now is to hope for the best for all of them, the people I love.

Alright I'm gonna get out of this page now as my bed is calling me~

Goodnight.