3 December 2019

Am I? Many want to live. But - am I? Many think they are worth loving. But - am I? Many feel.. many things. But - do I? Whilst I dig deep, and deeper, and deeper, to convince myself that I really do mean something. But all I feel is loneliness. Lonely, lonelier, loneliest. Where the darkness in my heart knows no bounds and depths. With the emptiness in my head that never ends. Slowly slowly. They nibble at me. Slowly but surely. Nibbling, nibbling. Till there’s nothing left of me. Only the dizzy head. The aching heart. The silent sobs. The trickling tears. The pitch black darkness inside my soul. All I wanted was to be loved. Believe, belief in me. But all I have is screams in my head. YOU FUCKING LOSER!!

1:44 am

16 October 2019

i remember all that you’ve done for me. do you remember what i’ve done for you? i’m only dying inside. slowly.. but surely.....

10:42 pm