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Monday, November 21, 2016
@ 4:05 PM
Went for a talk 2 weeks back & i had a very good take away from it.
"How do we cleanse our heart & remain humble when making dua?"
That was a question that i raised . Have you realised that sometimes even when making dua, we know we are not 100% humble when asking for it. In terms of the condition of our heart, we all know that our heart, there will definitely be that tiny black dot even if we think we're getting better day by day.
The question is, how? How do we get our dua answered if we're not even sincere and humble when making that dua. How can it be answered if our heart are still black and dirty. How do we purify our heart?
Simple. The ustaz answered it simply by saying " istighfar . Istighfar. Istighfar " . We need to constantly say istighfar alot of times. We need to be optimistic about everything. Optimistic about Allah. Think good of Allah. Whatever plans He had for us, even if we think its not the best, trust Allah for He is the best planner of all. Think positive and istighfar.
That is what he said about cleansing our heart but didnt really answer the 2nd part but i guess it kind of interlinked. Once we cleansed our heart, thats when we know we can remain humble in our dua and ask Allah with full sincerity.
Alhamdulillah ya Allah for another chance to attend another talk and gain knowledge for the benefit of my hereafter. & Alhamdulillah for granting someone who have the same desire as me which is to attain your jannah. InshaAllah. I dont know whats in store but inshaAllah. Kun fa ya kun. Im gonna trust you Ya Allah (:
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
@ 2:14 PM
"Can i tell you something?"
"Yes?"
"Eversince i contact with you, reminding each other to solat, ive never miss my prayer that much. So, thank you awak. You really made my day brighter everyday"
♡ Alhamdulillah ya Allah
Monday, October 17, 2016
@ 11:51 PM
Alhamdulillah thank you Allah for what has been happening lately. I dont know if this is the gift that youve been keeping for me or a new set of tests but im thankf for everything (:
Am gonna appreciate everything and i hope this will lead me closer to you Ya Allah. Can never express how thankful i am ♡
Monday, September 05, 2016
@ 8:18 PM
🌹🌸🌹
People leave, Allah ﷻ doesn't.
The more i try to push it away, the more i find myself falling for you. Reason why i tried to was because i dont want to get my heart attached to whats not mine but Ya Allah, if there is something more to it, make it happen in your time.
I really love the way he talk and how he regard himself. How hes a decent man but a little nonsense at times. But for now i guess all that we want is to travel around haha
To be honest, i dont even want to think about finding the one. I dont wish to be in a relationship where it wont lead to halal and be stucked in doing all the harams. That i wish will stay that way. I can never thank Allah enough to take away something that has been pulling me down. That, is just an anchor and now ive long released it. Alhamdulillah.
Im not saying im a good human but still a work in progress. InshaAllah. Allah guide those whom he want and may we all be in that category. Amin.
Friday, September 02, 2016
@ 12:44 AM
Ive always believed that life is a journey, not a destination. After all those trials after trials, here i am now very very contented with whatever that has happened or are happening right now.
To be happy was all i ever wanted. The passing on of grandma has left part of me wandering around unsure of what to do with life and what now. Shukur alhamdulillah how im back on track right now and after the istikharah period, it kept my faith stronger. To believe and trust and have full faith.
Love aint what im looking for now. I believe if something are meant for me, it will come to find its way. I now understand that deeper. Even if we try our best, even if we love that someone deeply, even if we made dozens of sacrifises, even if we try to make things work, if its not for us, it will never be for us. All these series of events made me wiser. Made me understand everything that happens/happened, if its for the sake of Allah, we will definitely reap goodness out of it.
To you, if you happen to still read this. Im definitely happy that we agreed on letting go for the sake of our happiness. It was definitely hard for us to let go initially but i guess when you start to redha, everything will then fall into place. Im happy to see you happy. Im sure anything that comes from Allah, it will definitely be the best.
Mine has yet to come but i always believed "janji Allah itu pasti", "patience, wait with a beautiful patience", "good things will come to those who wait". Honestly, to surround myself with all these positive quotes, quotes from the holy qutan made me stronger to go through all these. Thank you ya Allah. I can never express how grateful i am with His mercy.
"He found you lost & guided you"
On the side note, lets focus on finding happiness still :B travel. Travel definitely brings me happiness like no one (except for food maybe) . Can wait for my 2017 trips.
2016: the year where im trying to find happiness
2017 will be the year where im going to face my fears. InshaAllah. Wanna know something? I dont quite like to plan something waaaaayy in advance coz we wont know when our ajal will invite us. We plan but Allah also plan and Hes the best planner of all.
Tuesday, August 30, 2016
@ 2:21 PM
Am i starting to find myself back again? When im happy or excited, i show my genuine feelings. When im disappointed, i find happiness in what i have. When im sad, i think of happy thoughts. & when i care, i show that i truly care.
"Have fun and stay safe! (: "
"InshaAllah thanks! You too stay safe"
Tehee. Simple gestures like that just made me feel touched and made me all smiles hahaha. Tidak mengharap dan tidak mahu mengharap. I'll leave it to god. But all i want now is to actually travel and just travel.
Yes i do want to meet the one, get married and what not but i dont want to be tied into any reponsibilities any time soon. Apparently theres still a lot of see and explore in life. Tapi kalau inshaAllah satu hari sudah jumpe, i really wish he can be that support and travel together with me because travelling makes me happy.
Saturday, August 27, 2016
@ 12:40 AM
Hi! Ive been gone for quite some time now. Been wanting to update my thoughts and feelings but im just too lazy to jot them down.
Anyway, alhamdulillah for everything thus far! (: just that im missing A a little too much today and since hes away about half the globe away, here i am wishing and praying for his safety and for him to have fun and appreciate all those Allahs creations 😊
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♥ZEEZUZU♥
i my me mine.
Going big tweenty-ONE this year but people may say i dont look like one coz im petite or shall i say a midget. Im kidda looking forward to see the world but im a dreamer and not an achiever. Talks alot but seems to be shy at first. Eccentric and have a world of my own. Trust me, i can even make a conversation with myself at times. Believe it or not, i can make my own jokes and laugh at it. Okay lame. Moving on, i miss studying and am not looking forward to working life as a young adult.
-That's me
♥ZEEZUZU♥
i my me mine.
Going big tweenty-ONE this year but people may say i dont look like one coz im petite or shall i say a midget. Im kidda looking forward to see the world but im a dreamer and not an achiever. Talks alot but seems to be shy at first. Eccentric and have a world of my own. Trust me, i can even make a conversation with myself at times. Believe it or not, i can make my own jokes and laugh at it. Okay lame. Moving on, i miss studying and am not looking forward to working life as a young adult. -That's me
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