So apart from that, kids, behold. I have been cheated on. Cheated on with some eeyer can't even say it, too disgusting. So le boyfriend of 3 years and well, to be exact 37 months and 14 days, cheated on me. Like what? Yah, an asshole. Just that it took me 3 years to realize how much he can never change since the last time he had this fling with another girl. So basically, he starts off ignoring me, my texts, my calls, starts being a bitch and bam then I would find out there's another girl. How awesome. Well it happened back during Ramadhan 2011, tsk tsk a holy month but still can like that eh? Tsk tsk. Well, yeah, in the end, he came 'crawling back' when I finally got over the fact that he's interested in another girl. WELL OKAY.
So me, being the loving and understanding and amazing girlfriend, accepted him just like that when many people say I seriously don't deserve this shit. Well okay, things change, we were okay. For awhile. Then, the same damn cycle happens again and well this time, i'm wasn't dumb enough to know he is busy cheating on me with a hoe. So..........yes there you go kids. He finally broke it off (like he cheated but he broke it off, tsk tsk) somewhere in Feb. Duh, I was broken well obviously, because i'm human. I finally unfollowed him on Twitter and blocked him off because his Twitter is just crap.
THE FUN PART IS, he came 'crawling back' to me saying he misses me, he loves me lah, I'm the best thing that ever happened lah and all that you know you know. Here's a sneak peek bitches :
"Im really really sorry fr being an asshole to you. I miss you so much, goodbye"
"Yes, im sorry i did all those things. I didn't mean them. I wasn't myself okay? You dk how sucky my life is right now. I DIDN'T CONTACT HER, WE'RE JUST FRIENDS. You know I love you, like I said, three years."
"I do want you in my life still. Forever. Im sorry for being a jerk. I love you so so much. 150109 forever carved into my heart. Take care princess, you'll always be the best thing that happened to me"
"So you saying that this time this pain can't be given a second chance?"
"I guess i was bored of fighting everyday, ego & shit we had everyday. Maybe it drive me mad. I didnt shove, i just couldnt take the pressure & stress dulu, im sorry im sorry. My i love you's are real, every single one"
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IM NOT LEAVING No matter what, i can nvr frget you, you are just too big a part of my life to leave. Im sorry zakiah"
"I do love you, but i know that you dont want to accept me back ever again. Cus i saw yr tweets. And i know that you dont want me anymore. Sorry, i guess i wont hurt you anymore. You said you'd give me a chance yst. You really sure?"
And all these things he said, and more was when we already broke up till our supposed to be 38th month together which was 15th March. And just to let you know, he begged for a second chance over and over again, well, till today actually (28th March 2012). AND THEN HERE COMES THE AWESOME PART. I found out, while he is begging for a second chance with me, he's still contacting with that piece of crap. Saying, TAYANG I LOVE YOU I MISS YOU BABY<3 and all those crap. Fyi, the way he talks to that girl, is exactly, the way he talks to me. Be original man dude, come on. So, I was beyond angry, well obviously. HAHA you should have listened to the way he talked to me on the phone when he found out I knew about his 'cheating'. HAHA fucking epic.
Well hunney, this goes to show that if he is able to cheat on me with 2 damn girls at a time, what makes you think he won't fucking cheat on your sorry ass? I really sympathize. I sense that he was just using that girl, as a back up maybe if all else fails with me. Spare tyre nampak! Oh well~ And he's been going out with that girl, and still can lie to me about it, saying he goes home after work straight cus he's too damn tired. Well, bullshit. Bull-fucking-shit, bro. NASIB AKU TAK BODOH MACAM KORANG SUME.
So that's my life, for now. Exciting right? Being cheated on isn't fun. But karma will hit your sorry ass one day homie. It will. Get ready for it. Oh and trust me, I AM SO FUCKING TEMPTED TO POST THE PICTURES OF MY SCREENSHOT ON HOW HE CHEATED AND ALL. Trust me, I am so tempted. Maybe one day, don't worry, it'll come, definitely.
This isn't the girl I truly am. Really. Haickel let go of an (I dare say) amazing girlfriend (and he agrees anyways a few days ago). I truly cared. But he took advantage of that and I do not believe that any girl in this world deserves to be treated like how I was fucking treated. They say if people play dirty with you, you gotta play dirty back. I ain't doing anything yet. But when the time comes........ah.
AND I DID SAY, if he wants a second chance with me, he's gotta get rid of the assholes and bitches he calls friends. And guess what he said homies? "YOU SEE THAT I'LL DO THAT" Aw mannnnnnnnnnnnnn, such bravery. He'll get rid of them for me and does that mean he agrees that his current friends are assholes and bitches? Well, I guess so HAHAHAHA
So Haickel, all this while you still couldn't decide. And well, whatever. You were fooling around with me, all this while. You were fooling around with us. This is definitely not the Haickel I fell in love with and this is probably who you truly are, I still can't figure that one out.
Peace out,
The Most Awesome Ex Girlfriend
