wow. time flies. its been 6 months since i've last updated. well. life's been good went to japan and back leaving for s.korea in 3 days!! (:
xh and ben got married over the weekend! so so happy for them! "zao sheng gui zi!" haha...for the million-th time.
2 weddings in 2 months. makes me wonder if i'l ever be as happy as them. soulmate? i don't know if i'm starting to believe in it. finding someone who loves you just the way you are, bad AND good,
can be quite a hard task.
unless of course, it comes aknocking when you least expect it.
serendipity??
nah.
posted by sharonk on
2:56 PM
Monday, June 30, 2008
Just an update what i've been up to.
posted by sharonk on
1:04 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
i feel fat. really i am!
sighh
posted by sharonk on
7:17 PM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
my latest obsession.
xoxo
(:
hugs my dears. ((you know who you are.))
posted by sharonk on
2:33 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
okay. i just sent my resume to citigroup. plsplsplspls.......i wannnn it...
((popipopiwa)) lol
anyway folks. its the long-awaited EXAMS next week. hiphiphooray
i should really be studying but its so strange that the most mundane things (that you wouldn't do normally) would suddenly YELL for your time.
for example, 1. Playing solitaire on my uber cool ((hacked)) ipod touch 2. Brushing my rabbit's fur ((wayyy too many times a day)) 3. Watching too much tv. i mean.way.too.much. 4. Cleaning my room 5. etcetcetc...
OH. i CUT and dyed my hair!! its super funky and i have a side-swept fringe now! haha. will put up my narcissitic pics of myself when i get my memorystick adapter back frm colin. and OH. i have finally mastered the art of making my eyes look bigger with makeup. lol in the words of Jared "nowadays your makeup range qt nice ah!" and gnet "i see you've mastered the art of drawing your eyes ah" xoxo.
posted by sharonk on
10:32 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Life's been rather, strange? hmm. i know God is changing me, from the inside out. it was simply amazing how God worked in me, while i led worship at teens. a paradigm shift. t'was cool. though i'm still terribly insecure about the strength of my vocals, i guess its thru my 'inadequacy' that God will work thru and in me.
gonna lead with Jared at friday prayer mtg...i'm so excited. it seems that all the opportunities to lead/sing are God's way of reassuring me.
Youth sunday --> 6th July 2008 [[i'm already counting down.]]
edit: man. i'm so bored. supp to be studying, but my stomach's funky and nothing is going into my head anyway. (convenient excuse)
oh wells, saw this questionaire thing and i'll waste my time answering it. maybe i'll know myself better too lol. 1. my ex is: so last season. haha 2. maybe i should: stop being online and start studying. -.- 3. i love: to sleep. alot. 4. i don’t understand: why i am so insecure...and oh. ECONS. 5. i lose: patience with bad/slow/rude drivers 6. people say i’m: fierce. yes meh? 7. love is: there when you least expect it? 8. somewhere, someone is: probably living a fantastic life while i'm at home, studying-.- 9. i will always: love God! and my friends. (: 10. forever is: a lie? 11. i never want to: regret and live the 'what ifs' 12. i think the current US president: passsstt. 13. when i wake up in the morning: i think " i wanna go back to sleep... " 14. my past was: eventful. 15. i get annoyed when: people irritate me. 16. parties are for: laughing at pple who think they can dance. HAHAHA... 17. my dog is: on my bed? my stuffed toy that is. 18. my cat is: dead before it arrives here. haha. i dont like cats. 19. kisses are the best when: you mean them. 20. tomorrow: will be better. (i hope) 21. i really want: to learn how to sing well. haha. and oh, go on a holiday! 22. i have low tolerance for people who: think they're better than others. ((aka a breed of their own)) lol 23. i feel: sick? i swear i need a stomach replacement. 24. i miss: my grandfather. still. 25. i really should be: studying!! sigh. oh. and living my life! haha 26. The last person i called: JinC 27. The last person i texted: Jared...to tell him bout "Ken Lee" on idol. haaaaa haaaa haaa 28. The last song playing on my ipod: Realize.. 29. I'm the ultimate: TV junkie. i watch WAYYY too much tv. 30. I feel my life is: a never ending soundtrack of classic hits, guitar strings, poetic lyrics and all that
posted by sharonk on
6:49 PM
Friday, April 11, 2008
"so, why don't you like planetshakers?" "Haha, its simple... they dun have acoustic guitar..
That- has to be by far, the most original reason i have EVER heard.
posted by sharonk on
8:31 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
i fake a smile so he won't see.
posted by sharonk on
7:44 PM
Saturday, March 29, 2008
its the end of march! my goodness. sorry for the hiatus....been running away from everything! prelims went pretty alright, a lil harder than what i liked it to be :X
hmmm...alot of things have been happening around me, both to my friends and myself. i'm not sure...i'm not sure if its God's plan for things to happen. and if its not...will i be able to accept it???
Whit says the pressure to move forward and fast is too great for me.. -.- i so agree. i need answers, so i won't be shooting my leg, again but no one is giving me answers, or a glimpse of an answer.
sigh. i know i seem like i'm talking in circles, but trust me...it all makes sense. it will...i know.. in time to come.
(=
posted by sharonk on
1:15 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
hmm. so it was vday yesterday. had a huge fight with the mother--i'm not speaking to her now.. sometimes i just find her so ridiculous i don't even bother to fight my case. i really envy all my friends and they all seem to have great relationships with their parents, mums esp. sometimes i enjoy other pple's parents' company, more than mine. not that there was any to begin with.
had a terrible vday. fought with the mother,again. tried to go out to study but i couldn't concentrate... walked from sgoon gardens to east coast. it was a damn long walk. cried on the way there, think all the ppl who saw me thought i was like...weird or sth. walked past many places that brought back tons of memories. marineparade cc--where me and lingying would mug at the starbucks tt used to be there... walked to vj....i rmb the gate where i had to climb over so many times cos i had trg...rmbed when mal would come and pick me hm... walked to east coast...where i rmb i used to run there and sit at the breakwater..and just think. walked back to parkway...walked ard and see tat nothing much has changed. went to sam's pets..i used to go there to see the dogs, and they would brighten up my day. well, it failed cos i went to see the dogs and started tearing.
i wanted to call someone, or wanted someone, anyone to just call me. but i found myself looking at my phone and nth happened.
one of my close friends sorta said that its a state of mind. u can choose how u feel.
well. to that friend, you DONT understand what i'm going thru. i'm not just feeling the blues cos i'm not with anyone. its just everything... sigh. u dont get me.
well. u know how just an sms can totally change your mood? thanks yunqi. you really made my day ((:
sigh. dunno what i'm ranting abt. i've just been kinda down and alone... i sure hope it passes by quickly.
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