was on the train.. thinking about tonite.. and the 2 gals next to me were talking about their bright hopeful future.. houses.. marriage.. the irony of life..

please do not think that ppl do not have ears and feelings.. you can talk but ppl will hear and they will react..

choked

Sometimes really feel choked by things ppl say.. especially those who go to and fro. and keep changing their minds.

first you tell me invoices all these no need to care.. then you keep asking me which payment need to proceed.. esp those cases where i come in halfway dunno head or tail..

u give me permission to order these materials but you don't give me the permission to ask for payment. i feel choked esp when these are cod items.. no money no delivery or after that they call me everyday for payment.

hate this.

i feel tat it's really over.. how to trust a person when he is doing other stuff when u think he is doing something else? especially when he is out late at night having supper?