Hey Girl... watch this lyric.. be strong ..

To my dearest friend...

RESIGN!!!!

Finally ~~ will work at a better environment starting on 1st November.. can't wait for it.. hope it will be a good starting for me.. :)

new JOB

Everyone ask me to look for a new job ... but it's so hard to find any vacancies~

SCSPSW

SCSPSW =
Stupid company stupid people stupid work...
or reverse
WSPSCS
work sucks people sucks company sucks ...

frustrated!!!!

怕

是时候想想，我要的未来是什么...
无法保证的东西，让人惧畏...

缺乏安全感的东西，让人退缩...

我怕了... 怕一切都不会是我期待的...
怕有一天后悔了，却再也回不去了...

我可以变得自私一点吗？
做我想做的事情，去我想去的地方。

我不想再受伤了...

痛

脚起泡，脱皮了，很痛...

你...到底在想什么？

你...太在乎别人的看法，太过于为别人... 我成了什么？

我是很敏感，也很小气... 你说我浪费？说我像个小姐...
是开始嫌弃了？

又怕别人看着我们，不要牵手... 这是情侣吗？
如果真的是开玩笑，那么不可以再挽回我的手吗？

你到底是在想什么？？

需要我的时候，我就一定得出现，陪你？

为什么我在需要你的时候，又要担心你的工作，你的家人。
别因为你来陪我，就一幅很伟大的样子。

走路，开玩笑说要打人，又在一旁嘲笑我，

你可能没发现，我的心有多痛...

我不是你的傀儡，

没有你，我还是可以过的很好。

wonderful night

Spend a wonderful night =) wish u all the best~

计划

虽然很讨厌，但是有了计划，就会有了方向。有了方向，我们才会有更明确的目标。为了达成目标，好好谈谈，希望你我都一起努力。如果没有一样的想法，那么走的路也不一样；自然就会分开，寻找各自的理想。

好过没有

‘好过没有’ ，安慰自己的话，不要随便说出口。因为说了，下一次你也不会尽力去做。什么都得过且过，能过关就好。这一句，需要用的恰当。有心争取的人，不会对自己说这一句话。或许我对你来说...就像是‘好过没有’吧？

intention..

The words i said suppose to lift you up, but it turned out pissing you off.. is my problem ? or yours? guess i better shut my mouth off .. being too busybody lately, shouldn't worry so much... being too kind and end up struck by lighting.. May be you should learn your lesson by falling down. BTW, at least i speak softly and.. I never talk like how u did even i get real piss on job. Is not about the job we talk, is the way we treat each other. You are still you, irritable. And.. I... won't ask anymore.

*=(

卢广仲-蓝宝

你喜不喜欢红色呢?

黄色会让我想起一些小

不是我的金银斧头(广仲唱"金色")

黑色在我闭上眼的时候静静守护我

爸爸的眼珠是咖啡 咖啡的颜色

善良的面包 可能是白色的

突然 眼前出现一条Rainbow 在空中

像是提醒着 不要放弃去追求

拥有的梦

Come on Sing with me sing with me

I _ oh I _ I see the rainbow in the sky

So high So beautiful

I wonder you _ can you

Can you draw me a rainbow

Just for me and rescue me

I promise

I will take you fly away away from here

等到哪一天 你看不到彩虹

[拿出莲蓬头 对准这颗星球

逆着时针转开水龙头 OH~

I _ oh I _ I see the rainbow in the sky

So high So beautiful

I wonder you _ can you

Can you draw me a rainbow

Just for me and rescue me

I promise

I will take you fly away away from here

^_^

爱睡觉

睡觉很重要厚？=.=.... 那么爱睡！！！

ENDURE

#Why got such brazen person??? IRRITATING! endure..

#When others try to make their work easier.. they'll make you busier ..

#Over work can cause psychological imbalance... lol..

开心

虽然工作很累，但是今天真的很开心~
谢谢你的参与，我也松了一口气=)

胸无大志

我胸无大志，只希望开开心心度过每一天呀~

呵呵呵~

Lessons...

Lesson 1: Advice

some people ask for your opinions and guidance;

they don't actually mean it..
cause when u tell them the truth;

they tend to ignore it and say that you're wrong..

so, why do they want to ask ?
they have an answer ... and already decided what to do next..

so what we gonna do is just listen,
let them fall and and Support them to stand up..
so that they can learn their lesson.

# 'we suppose to stop and advice our friends when they choose the wrong side instead of good one'.. but this is not really apply to all, some just have to figure out by themselves.. which is agreed by ms F and me =) #

Lesson 2: Quarrel
When 2 people argue or fight.. is not about one's fault.. but two..
Husband and wife, couple, siblings or even friends...been through all these..

Please don't blame other without thinking of your own mistakes.
some just don't get it.. as they try to forget the mistake they made..

and blame like a baby.. and keep repeating..

No one's perfect in the world.. what we need to learn is pardon and tolerance.

The word 'Sorry' and time... will somehow heal of course..
But the most important thing is understanding...

#thanks Mr. panda#

Lesson 3: Sharing and Respect
If u wish people to listen to u, please listen to them as well;

If u wish people to respect u, please respect them as well;

people who always make you angry, they get scolded or isolated;

but people who always help you when you needed, you appreciate them;

people who laughing at others, they jeered by others too;

when you judge on people looks, they will judge on yours too...

Treat people the way u wanted them to treat you...sincerely =)

#Thanks to those who respect me and those willing to share with me =)#

ONE PIECE~

OMG~~!!! im totally addicted to ONE PIECE~~!!! this is the remedy for me not to think too much~!! yes!! I found it!!!

First I thought the story will only be 'so so'.. and i'm already chasing Naruto and Bleach for years (really a big FANS for them)...and one piece is quite left far behind so is a bit lazy for me to start the comic from 1st episode... few friends of mine keep asking me to read One Piece and watch the anime... and i'm like not so into it when watch the anime from half.. (This is years ago)

Now in the office, I feel REAL bored when my tasks are all done... it's too hard for me to spend my time in the office by doing nothing!! No facebook, No gaming... so.. I try find online comic to read.. bleach and naruto haven't update ... I decided to read One Piece from starting~~

okay, now I've learn my lesson... never judge a person, a case, even a COMIC too early!!! LOL... by the way, I must admit that the story is so touching and interesting!! Is like something out of the box!! i really love it~(standing ovation) if u haven't read it or watch it... u really should~!!!!=)

沮丧..

发现我有一个很严重的缺点...一个可以导致情侣不合，朋友讨厌的怪癖...应该是怪癖吧，因为实在很难控制自己的思想和脾气。

每逢姨妈到之前的一个礼拜...

（1）多疑，想很多；
（2）莫名伤感，忧郁，思想变得很消极；
（3）脾气暴躁，因小事责备别人...原本可以忍的事情，就会突然火山爆发。

足足这3件事情，我就会躲开类似的人... 而现在我成了那么不可理喻的一个人...我真的讨厌自己的幼稚... 我到底怎么了...

阿弥陀佛...希望一切可以好转...

praying ...

My deepest sympathy and condolences to you and your family...

4th month Anniversary~=)

It's a sweet sweet 4th month anniversary =)

Gastric pain

I never thought that i would have gastric.. since i never experienced before... first i believed it was just a simple abdominal pain or diarrhoea . But I woke up in the middle of the night for 3 or 4 times with the cramp.. and feeling nauseous.. it's torturing! I couldn't take it anymore so I went to see a doctor in the early morning.... Then, I just know about this...

The systoms: (from google search)
> sufferer burp, belch or hiccup quite frequently (Yes, I did.. many times!)
> headaches, dizziness, light-headedness, fatigue, weakness and pale skin (yes, I’m having headache quite frequent nowadays.. and I thought I’m having migraine; and yes, my face looks yellowish instead of pale.. lol)
> vomit frequently or feel quite full after eating very little (yaya!! exactly !!)

All of these factors can cause unintentional weight loss. (Really? I plan to diet, but of course NOT in this way.. suffering man L )

SO NOW, I have to watch out all food.. T_T... no sour, no cold, no SPICY...(BUT i love chilies so much!!!) Some asked me to eat more frequent.. keep snack all the time...drink hot milk... avoid overly acidic foods, alcohol, coffee.. and ~~eat more banana and avocado~

However, the best way is to ask for doctor consultation, as he'll decide on the best treatment.

Caution for FB user~

I saw this online news and I think it's quite severe... =(

Facebook invitation brings 1,500 guests to party – and 100 police

KIRSTEN GRIESHABER

BERLIN— The Associated Press

Published Sunday, Jun. 05, 2011 7:18PM EDT

Last updated Sunday, Jun. 05, 2011 7:46PM EDT

Better check your Facebook settings before posting a party invitation online.

A teenage girl in Germany who forgot to mark her birthday invitation as private on Facebook fled her own party when more than 1,500 guests showed up and around 100 police officers, some on horses, were needed to keep the crowd under control.

Eleven people were temporarily detained, one police officer was injured, dozens of girls wearing flip-flops cut their feet on broken glass and firefighters had to extinguish two small fires at the 16th birthday party in Hamburg, police spokesman Mirko Streiber said.

The birthday girl, identified only as Thessa, went into hiding, Mr. Streiber said, but “nonetheless the party was a hit.”

Thessa had initially only wanted to ask some friends over to her home in Hamburg-Bramfeld when she posted her invitation on Facebook, but mistakenly she published it so that everyone on Facebook could see it.

The invitation quickly went viral, and some 15,000 people confirmed online they would come to the party – without even knowing the girl, weekly paper ; reported.

When Thessa’s parents found out, they made their daughter cancel the party, informed police and hired a private security service to protect their home on Friday night.

Despite public announcements in Hamburg that the party had been cancelled, some 1,500 teenagers and young adults showed up on the street in front of Thessa’s home.

“We had cordoned off the house, some 100 police were on the ground, four of them on horses – but that did not keep the kids from celebrating,” Mr. Streiber said.

Some revellers held up signs asking “Where is Thessa?” Others brought birthday presents and homemade cake. There was lots of alcohol and the crowd chanted again and again: “Thessa, celebrating a birthday is not a crime,” – in obvious relation to the massive police presence, Bild reported.

The police officer was injured when he tried to keep a party reveller from breaking off the Mercedes-Benz logo of his patrol car.

“It was sheer insanity but mostly peaceful,” Mr. Streiber summed up the night with a laugh.

As for Thessa – she was nowhere to be seen. Police confirmed she “was not at home that night” and Bild reported that she celebrated quietly with her grandparents at an undisclosed location.

Associated Press

<http://www.theglobeandmail.com/news/world/europe/facebook-invitation-brings-1500-guests-to-party-and-100-police/article2048012/>

~~~~~~~~~
woohoo ~~@.@ scary man...=(

Need to be more..

patient...accommodating and calm..

is all about fate, faith & appreciation...

脸书- 愛、文章

看到脸书值得分享的...

by 愛、文章

一个男人条件再好，他没有时间陪你，也是多余的。

爱情是不可以望梅止渴的，抱着回忆就能度过每一天么？

一个男人愿意给女人多少时间，就是他有多爱他。

你爱我的话，是可以挤出一点时间的。

挤不出时间，是你已经做了抉择。

既然没有时间，我释放你吧。

同时，也是释放我自己。

很佩服這類女孩子：當她發現對方不是真心喜歡她，她可以立刻撇脫地分手。

其他女人，可能會繼續自己騙自己，一個人苦撐。

真正有智慧的女孩子明白愛情是甚麼一回事：愛情，要兩情相悅。

你愛他，他不愛你，這段關係就沒意思。

肯放手，就是愛自己。

耐心一點，等待那個真正兩情相悅的人吧。

如果开始下一段感情，我不会再问，喜欢我什么？

也不会问,是认真对待吗？

我会问：三个月后还会争分夺秒的关心吗？

半年后一句不开心仍旧会陪伴左右吗？

一年后睡不着是还会百度故事在耳边轻喏吗？

两年后看见落泪还像第一次那般束手无策吗？

三年四年或者更久，敢不敢一如既往没有理由的对我疼爱？

别把悲伤挂在嘴上，每个人都有自己的故事。

...

screw up..

There's always a reason when i get REAL mad.

I'm not greedy. What i want is..Don't be late, hold me and spend me a 'proper' time.

I'm lazy of giving hints anymore. Cz when i'm expecting for something... it ends up nothing..

If u say it, mean it, then DO it.

*I know i'm very emotional. But please don't make it worse.

你是我的知心...

虽然不想说，因为这样想很自私，但往往有事发生，才发现朋友在心中的重要性...不用多说什么，一句关心也很好了...

Swollen eyes @@

Wake up late with terrible face... I was freaked out when i look at the mirror... my eyes.. that's the proof of not having enough of sleep..

母亲节快乐

我和哥哥买了一组音响送给老妈，是惊喜哦！

老妈是高兴到~

可是...她后面默默补上了一句... “...可惜少了Karaoke....”

=.= ...妈咪好贪心哦！哈哈

不要紧，那个留着下个母亲节吧！

妈咪~母亲节快乐！

regret

如果有一天，我消失了...会怎么办？

unhappy =(

i'm so.. not happy.... feeling upset and helpless... wanna find a way to release it... thinking of having vacation ... but nowhere to go..

i'm not having depression neither mental illness.. im jz worry... the word you say, the way you think and how you react.. showed the kind of people you are...

Please don't prejudge a person without knowing the whole story behind... don't laugh at the people who willing to sacrifice when you are not... don't stand still while you suppose to make it right...

sometimes... it's hurt and pain.. i know, but i wouldn't say.. because i took the risk... the risk of believing.

你是谁、便遇见谁 =)

在脸书看到一个值得分享的文章...

你是谁、便遇见谁

by 愛、文章 on Tuesday, March 22, 2011 at 7:35am

很偶然，火车上遇见一个女作家。闲聊中她说女人这辈子终归平凡，最重要的就是遇见一个好男人，可是这不取决于时机，取决于女人自己本身。

她是这样说的。

女人会找到什么样的爱人，和她“找”到爱人的方式有关系。

如果你在酒吧认识一个坐在吧台的男人，不要怪他只想和你一夜风流。

如果你存在钓金龟婿的心态，就莫要怪他比你还现实。

如果你一定要让他锲而不舍的追你，明明想和他在一起，却故作姿态，千推万阻，那么你最后找到的那个男人，必然是个死皮赖脸。

如果他一见面就对你万般殷勤，他可能对每个如你一般的女人都是如此。

如果你对自己太没信心，他也不会给你安全感。

如果你总是歇斯底里或者孤闻寡言，那你找的男人精神也不会太正常。

如果他为了你抛妻弃子，那么将来难保不在你自己的身上闹剧重演。

很多推理在爱情中相当有效。偏偏多数女人期待来人是神，或是天使，不然就太过现实，再不然，就认为只要有爱，他便立地成佛。

所以，不要去想什么时候能遇见那个好男人。在你自己的心态和状态最好的时候，遇见的那个，便是了。

Auburn: All About Him LYRICS VIDEO (Official, 2010).

hate sick...

sick..
I hate 'sick'..
I can't sleep well because of you..
I can't eat well because of you..
I can't work because of you..
I can't even sing and talk properly.. just because of YOU!

Coughing, Heahache, Dizzy, Stomachache, Vomiting, Sore-throat&VOICELESS!!
I watched people ate mandarin orange during CNY.. I ate medicine..
I watched people laughed as loud as they could during CNY.. I keep my mouth shut..
I see people getting fatter after cny.. and I'm getting skinner...@#@%$^^$&^%

Food i ate was tasteless.. may be that's the effect of taking too much medicine..
vomiting.. hate this feel when nothing comes out..
can feel my body is so weak.. all the virus around are trying to attack..
I had consult doctor for three times in3 weeks.. the symptoms are same and repeating.. vomit, headache, sore-throat, coughing.. then vomit and headache again..

when can i get back my strong body back?!!!~~~~ im tired of lying on the bed.. eating medicine all the times~~~T_T (pray)...