Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
It's daylight...
Finally the nightmare of 2 days are over. Such a great relief that I can finally break myself free from all those unexpected chores i had to handle for the past 2 days.And I can look forward to having a blissful sleep in 15 hours time =)
Because of poor planning , rushing to meet ends is really a torment. I slept at 4am and 330am respectively for 2 consecutive days. Moreover , it's not for my own stuff but just simply lending 'a' helping hand for a friend. Note that the phrase 'a' is simply too inappropriate since i can consider it as lending many helping hands. lol...I became the multimedia technician for 2 nights, where I had initially planned to study and prepare for the next days ~
So what had i endured for the last 2 days? Skipping and sleeping in lectures , roaming the streets of KL , face the downpour on a motorbike , loss of mood to study ( those 2 days) ... and you name it.Of course , I'm willing to help out but in the given conditions , asking me to 'work' against my wills aren't that fun either. Things simply had to be rushed.
Well, life is certainly back to normal again. Thankfully i will have a peaceful life , at least for these 5 days to come ^^
yikping
943am
Because of poor planning , rushing to meet ends is really a torment. I slept at 4am and 330am respectively for 2 consecutive days. Moreover , it's not for my own stuff but just simply lending 'a' helping hand for a friend. Note that the phrase 'a' is simply too inappropriate since i can consider it as lending many helping hands. lol...I became the multimedia technician for 2 nights, where I had initially planned to study and prepare for the next days ~
So what had i endured for the last 2 days? Skipping and sleeping in lectures , roaming the streets of KL , face the downpour on a motorbike , loss of mood to study ( those 2 days) ... and you name it.Of course , I'm willing to help out but in the given conditions , asking me to 'work' against my wills aren't that fun either. Things simply had to be rushed.
Well, life is certainly back to normal again. Thankfully i will have a peaceful life , at least for these 5 days to come ^^
yikping
943am
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Sunday, January 16, 2011
我想你了，你呢？
我想你了，想打给你，但是我知道我不能。
我想你了，想信息你，但是我怕碍着你。
我想你了，想见见你，但是我知道不可能。
我想你了，想抱抱你，但是我知道除非在做梦。
我想你了，想你陪着我，但是我知道你很忙。
我想你了，想近近的看着你，但是我知道这只是我的空想。
我想你了，想知道你在干嘛，我只能通过FB来知道，虽然你不曾更新过你的状态。
我想你了，你...想我了吗？
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Medicine
For the first time in medical school, the thoughts of quitting medicine arouse. Simply , it's just too much to cope. I'm tired of the numerous stuff we have to learn and remember.Sometimes , i just don't like it. Life is about studying and memorising. Nerd life if I were to be a brilliant student. Moreover , I always performed badly in the exams no matter how much i studied. Confidence is now at its very low , and facing the toughest subject in these 2 years - neuroscience , I just wonder how a freak like me will turn out to be. I've lost many things in these 2 years. People say , who asked you to choose medicine. Well , it wasn't my choice in my mind at first. I liked it , but never loved it.
2 more subjects still neglected and CNY is round the corner.The mood and enthusiasm to study , as in semester 3 (last semester) had evaporated , substituted by stress and pressure. Life became tensed and monotonous since the start of semester 4 . I had to play catch up with the lecturer to follow their paces , and i always lag behind. I aimed high last semester but the results were deplorable. The direct impact is total lost of interest. Now what ? finals in 2 months.
I can only say , wtf ? FML !!
yikping
116am
2 more subjects still neglected and CNY is round the corner.The mood and enthusiasm to study , as in semester 3 (last semester) had evaporated , substituted by stress and pressure. Life became tensed and monotonous since the start of semester 4 . I had to play catch up with the lecturer to follow their paces , and i always lag behind. I aimed high last semester but the results were deplorable. The direct impact is total lost of interest. Now what ? finals in 2 months.
I can only say , wtf ? FML !!
yikping
116am
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Monday, January 10, 2011
Post-exam
Post-exam days are always so fun.
relaxed mood and joyous faces ( not immediately after , but somehow they will reappear) are something that i always look forward to in my life nowadays.
So well , planned to go to some friend's party but due to the miscommunication , i ended up in Pusat Darah Negara (PDN) early. It has been...damn... 11 months since i last donated . goodness, I was having polycythemia all along ! (joking ~)
A quick glance at PDN blood donation area, taken by my mobile
I feel very nice now , having lost 450 ml of blood =) Time to relax before grueling neuroscience module starts tomorrow !!
6th time donating blood ^^
p/s : PDN is awesome by the way !
yikping
256pm
relaxed mood and joyous faces ( not immediately after , but somehow they will reappear) are something that i always look forward to in my life nowadays.
So well , planned to go to some friend's party but due to the miscommunication , i ended up in Pusat Darah Negara (PDN) early. It has been...damn... 11 months since i last donated . goodness, I was having polycythemia all along ! (joking ~)
A quick glance at PDN blood donation area, taken by my mobileI feel very nice now , having lost 450 ml of blood =) Time to relax before grueling neuroscience module starts tomorrow !!
6th time donating blood ^^p/s : PDN is awesome by the way !
yikping
256pm
Saturday, January 8, 2011
U turn ??
It's pending tonight . The stage is set.
Am i going to make a sudden U-turn?
Perhaps.
Academics isn't the part and parcel of life,
and i'm motivated by Mr Suhail,
to try and never give up.
I know i will
Always Miss Something Awesome
that's why i know that i will go for it.
Today's event had made a great impact on me
and i hope that all that's well end well.
yikping
650pm
Am i going to make a sudden U-turn?
Perhaps.
Academics isn't the part and parcel of life,
and i'm motivated by Mr Suhail,
to try and never give up.
I know i will
Always Miss Something Awesome
that's why i know that i will go for it.
Today's event had made a great impact on me
and i hope that all that's well end well.
yikping
650pm
AMSA HEALTH DAY 2011
First and foremost,congratulations to AMSA Malaysia for organising such a successful and more importantly, fruitful event.
AMSA Health Day (AHD) was a program that concluded an hour or so ago. Organised by the public health department of AMSA Malaysia , and inviting form4&5 students from 4 secondary school , this program was held in HUKM as an one day event in line of promoting awareness of health among adolescents. Themed 'embrace the future , better the world ' , this program attracted around 90 students which were eager to know more about their health.
All set for the big event
Me myself was quite busy throughout the day being the logistics ajk in the morning , program dept ajk in the afternoon and my own portfolio , souvenirs dept exco during the closing. I departed from home as early as 710am this morning to SMK puteri titiwangsa and just arrived home one hour ago. Though busy and tired , i found that this program was a very exciting one that me myself also learnt a lot throughout. I'm also glad to see the happy faces of the students , full of enthusiasm and zeal throughout the day.
Of course , the best part of the program was none other than the talk by the charismatic speaker Mr Suhail , from the international youth centre. Touching topics such as smoking , AIDS , premaritial sex , abandoned babies and healthy diet , Mr Suhail managed to woo the crowd and keep off of us alert and excited in his 1 and a half hour talk.
Students reacting to Mr Suhail's cheer
I missed the sketch part as i was busy helping the jamuan people. After lunch , we were briefed for the explorace and sent to our respective stations as the station master. Frankly , the explorace can be improved to make the event more attractive. Perhaps i'm used to being station masters and playing station games back in my secondary school and those days are really something nice to recall from time to time.
SMK Puteri Titiwangsa also gave me something to cheer about as once again the collaboration was a success. I certainly look forward to having them in our future AMSA programs ! Thanks to all the students , and esp Ms Wong for accompanying them.I would like to thank my fellow exco Erah and my AJK's for helping out in preparing the prizes . Thanks to all involved in this event as I totally enjoyed myself , amidst the exam mood surrounding me for this week.
Prizes awaiting the winners of the day
Miss you guys ~~
yikping
635pm
AMSA Health Day (AHD) was a program that concluded an hour or so ago. Organised by the public health department of AMSA Malaysia , and inviting form4&5 students from 4 secondary school , this program was held in HUKM as an one day event in line of promoting awareness of health among adolescents. Themed 'embrace the future , better the world ' , this program attracted around 90 students which were eager to know more about their health.
All set for the big eventMe myself was quite busy throughout the day being the logistics ajk in the morning , program dept ajk in the afternoon and my own portfolio , souvenirs dept exco during the closing. I departed from home as early as 710am this morning to SMK puteri titiwangsa and just arrived home one hour ago. Though busy and tired , i found that this program was a very exciting one that me myself also learnt a lot throughout. I'm also glad to see the happy faces of the students , full of enthusiasm and zeal throughout the day.
Of course , the best part of the program was none other than the talk by the charismatic speaker Mr Suhail , from the international youth centre. Touching topics such as smoking , AIDS , premaritial sex , abandoned babies and healthy diet , Mr Suhail managed to woo the crowd and keep off of us alert and excited in his 1 and a half hour talk.
Students reacting to Mr Suhail's cheerI missed the sketch part as i was busy helping the jamuan people. After lunch , we were briefed for the explorace and sent to our respective stations as the station master. Frankly , the explorace can be improved to make the event more attractive. Perhaps i'm used to being station masters and playing station games back in my secondary school and those days are really something nice to recall from time to time.
SMK Puteri Titiwangsa also gave me something to cheer about as once again the collaboration was a success. I certainly look forward to having them in our future AMSA programs ! Thanks to all the students , and esp Ms Wong for accompanying them.I would like to thank my fellow exco Erah and my AJK's for helping out in preparing the prizes . Thanks to all involved in this event as I totally enjoyed myself , amidst the exam mood surrounding me for this week.
Prizes awaiting the winners of the dayMiss you guys ~~
yikping
635pm
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Down the hill goes my life....
It has been torrid to live such a hectic life daily.
I had looked forward to a pleasant semester 4 with GIT and neuroscience the main hurdles of this semester. Moreover , my buddy scored best in this semester which spurred me that this will be the chance to prove myself.
Things certainly kicked off brightly when semester 4 started. Well disciplined and fully motivated.Now , it's the other way round. Being bugged by so much freaking stuff , I'm just hardly myself. I need a breather now , not to relax , but to catch up on my studies. Frankly , I did badly in the exam not because I didn't study , but rather can't find time to study. Meetings , going to HUKM ... I'm sick of those .
I fucked GIT , screwed endocrine and burned my personal life , esp with my loved ones. Even a phone call home need to be postponed as I cant speak in the current situation. I've almost quite facebook , neglected chess and piano. I know myself well enough. If i mean no time , there simply is no time. I can squeeze time but now , there is nothing left to squeeze. Sleep 3 hours daily? Walk like a zombie. Pace your own life and stray away from others? Nah...that's too big a bite. Can't swallow that.
3rd year might be a carefree year. I just want to be on my own , breathe the fresh uni air before stepping out into the cruel and chilly houseman years. This will be my limit. I'm not going to screw my studies for anything else. This will be the final straw. I've made up my mind !
Perhaps , it's time to let go
yikping
117am
I had looked forward to a pleasant semester 4 with GIT and neuroscience the main hurdles of this semester. Moreover , my buddy scored best in this semester which spurred me that this will be the chance to prove myself.
Things certainly kicked off brightly when semester 4 started. Well disciplined and fully motivated.Now , it's the other way round. Being bugged by so much freaking stuff , I'm just hardly myself. I need a breather now , not to relax , but to catch up on my studies. Frankly , I did badly in the exam not because I didn't study , but rather can't find time to study. Meetings , going to HUKM ... I'm sick of those .
I fucked GIT , screwed endocrine and burned my personal life , esp with my loved ones. Even a phone call home need to be postponed as I cant speak in the current situation. I've almost quite facebook , neglected chess and piano. I know myself well enough. If i mean no time , there simply is no time. I can squeeze time but now , there is nothing left to squeeze. Sleep 3 hours daily? Walk like a zombie. Pace your own life and stray away from others? Nah...that's too big a bite. Can't swallow that.
3rd year might be a carefree year. I just want to be on my own , breathe the fresh uni air before stepping out into the cruel and chilly houseman years. This will be my limit. I'm not going to screw my studies for anything else. This will be the final straw. I've made up my mind !
Perhaps , it's time to let go
yikping
117am
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