Went out wif yun yest... was a twosome outing.. been quite a long time since we went out together, actually appreciate two people outing.. cos feel that can communicate better,then the attention to tt person is undivided in a sense..then dun have to worry abt leaving anyone out..recalled something tt rong told me.. in a grp setting,no matter how hard one tries, someone is bound to be left out..hmm.. guess it's true to a certain extent..
Watched phantom of the opera.. all the songs and music are nice! Find that they are familiar.. haha cos think heard the sound track 2 years ago,but cannot remember the title of the song.. hee only remembered 'the phantom of the opera' and 'music of the night' =P now, find that i actually like 'think of me' and 'angel of music' as well..but dunno,just feel tt the movie cannot fully express the magnificence of the musical..think if it were the real musical me watching, will be really breath-taking..=P hee.. but enjoyed the movie nevertheless.
Then in tt show, though phantom is the 'bad guy' but find tt he is really pitiful wor.. his childhood.. how he has been alone all his yrs and says he asked Christine to save him from his solitude.. ah..so poor thing wor..haha then i realise tt don't quite like Raoul...don't know why..think he seems like those rich playboy kinda guy oops..=P(but he proves tt he is not later) hee oh , like Christine .. she can really sings very well and is beautiful..=)but in the show, a bit confused by who she really likes initially then after a while know le haha...then another character i like is madame giry.. like her air of mystery and her courage and she is poised and elegant.. haha ya think..wldn't mind watching another time for the music ..though know the storyline...=P

Haha, oops the cobwebs are back again..Time flies, Yeah!!! exams over for about a week le..this sem exams ended pretty late,only on 1st Dec..Then from the day when exam ended till now, can say that it is quite packed but fruitful. From students conference to uni forum then Sentosa yesterday.. But truly enjoyed myself and learnt a lot, especially through the student's conferece and uni forum..The student conference allows me to really spend time assessing about how stable is my relationship with God and the steps I can take to grow this relationship. As for uni forum, it's the first time attending it...the previous two times was occupied by mentoring.. so was an eye opener at how it is carry out, the issues discussed, interesting! =)
Actually there are a lot more things that I want to do over this holiday like complete books that I have not been reading for a long time, then I want to learn some drawing skills.. learn to play canon in D..and a lot more haha very ambitious wor.. but think no time for all,so will see how things go hee.. But one thing for sure is to exercise more ,have to stick to my exercise schedule starting from today,(hopefully haha =P) to shed off all the fats that is accumulated during exam( like wat dai dai says).. Then think too long never exercise, yesterday at Sentosa just play a while then now body aching.. hee exercise,exercise!!!
Yesterday celebrated sheppy b'dae too.. hee it was fun and exciting.. to broadcast the msg over dong li 88.3.. now everyone can know how nice she is le.. yeah!!Then a bit nervous too because have to capture that moment, afraid may miss the dedication part..haha but thank God all was well..=)
Glad that today not going out, then can spend some time at home and to recharge a bit n settle some pending stuff. Then slept till around 11am today.. so long never sleep till after 9am le..=P. Oh then just now was also admiring the new aquarium that my dad bought..did not have the chance to really look at it.. It's a marine fish aquarium with 'nemo' and 'dory' inside as well hee, then some corals.. it's pretty and Shadow enjoys looking at it too..then he is now zzing on the chair now..=)

Hee... So happy n feel so blessed by brothers n sisters today!! A dozen thanks to all..Thanks for taking time to plan for today though all are so busy with studies...=) Hee.. Like the 'cake' a lot..it looks so pretty, just like a real cake.. made of bread. haha my favourite..it's yummy!! Then the planner is timely cos my old one was torn by me ahha .. too rough..=P Then, actually was v touched by the sharing of brothers n sisters..Then something about sj shared jus struck me..she mentioned that she is worried that I will fall back.. haha that was actually what i fear n what i actually did thought of..but Thank God.. everytime got 'saved' by Him..then the prayers n encouragement offered by brothers and sisters really help..=)
Oh ya, so glad to see mel n anne.. haha they came to bless bro n sis who are studying.. aiya they came when me aboutt o leave le..but nvm, at least saw them.. hee
After tt, met my sheppy, told her my wishes.. hee n ate apple crumble at Swenson's. Quite nice.. but a bit too sweet.. Thanks a dozen shep for the treat n present..=)
Then met my family for dinner.. it was a good time cos been such a long time since i had dinner wif my granparents n uncle n auntie n cousin.. woah.. my cousin really grow up very fast n they are so cute..=)
This is just a v brief idea of my day.. act had more to say but think too long to describe everything.. haha in a nutshell. really had a happy n blessed day.. thanks to all who made it possible..=)

bLeSSeD biRtHdAY, sis! :D

bLeSSeD biRtHdAY, dear sis! :D
haha.... tink u will know who i am... LOL ... ;)

and really good to see some new entries too... haha... *koff koff* aiyoh, still got lots of dust around here... :P hee hee...

God bless...

Hee.. was looking forward to yesterday evening(by the time I blogged it's already yesterday).. because can meet up with yun,Tl,Kl, clara n Al.. So long never see Tl n Yun..Tl's hair v long, then she permed it..it looks pretty on her.. So glad to meet them up.. went to Ding Tai Fung at paragon to have dinner... The xiao long bao there is nice! Then remembered that time went with my cousin on a weekend, queued for an hour or so.. but today it's quite empty, guess it's weekday ya..
Haha..ya, so gals, just wanna thank ur..had a good time laughing n catching up with ur..=) Oh thanx Kl for org.. thanx Yun for coming ya.. hee though you are in the midst of your exams.. hahaha thanx Tl n Al for ur most innovative gift I've ever received so far.. Then Clara, thanx for taking the effort to make the stars..=)Really look fwd to the next outing which will be after exams.. oh n Al, ur costume party.. hee..so happy..=)

Hahaha.. I see a lot of cobwebs around here... heee =P Have not been bloggign for hmm.. let me see.. 1 mth plus le.. Why? cos I am lazy hahaha .. this reminds me of the time when I used to keep a diary... Everytime I buy a new diary book, I'll tell myself, ok, I will have to maintain this habit of writing but haha I always forget where I keep the book after a few weeks..=P Don't know why am I saying this.. but nvm..
Hmm.. was thinking of coming to my blog to scribble something before I go and study for Sci of music test tomorrow.Think now a bit more relaxing compared to last week. Haha I studied my metabolism test study till I nearly go crazy.. so many enzymes..I keep on mixing up everyone of them but thank God for bro n sis who are there to pray for me and encourage me, though I still cannot remember all the enzymes the night before the test, but at least I went through all the notes once, then since the test is mcq.. so at least should be able to recall(hopefully) when I see the enzymes name...Haha, then in the test, I think some qns still not sure, but on the whole think that it is still ok.. =)
Oh, then have to thank God for another thing too.. cos I think I ate the wrong stuff on Fri afternoon and was having severe stomachache during the test, to the point when I could feel myself breaking out in cold sweat..then cannot concentrate, so was praying that the stomachache can go away..Thank God for healing me...and the stomachache did not come back until after the paper ended and it was a milder one, I can still play badminton after that,haha.. Then only after sometime then got worse...But hee,after taking a ugly black carbon pill provided by Doreen, was fine the nxt day..=)Okie.. think I stop here le.. ha funny,think my blog entry is always the expired one.. today Sunday but me writing abt Fri.. hahaha but nvm la..=P

Hmm.. seems tt haven been blogging for sum time..the reasons being.. firstly is i dunno wat to write , secondly is tt quite busy nowadays..
Haha,hmm think i share something abt my wk.. I was feeling quite stressed this wk haha cos my project is due but the thing is our grp had done nothing apart for the survey even when it's just 2 days to the dateline..To make things worse, one of our team mates fall ill and just 'disappeared'.Cannot reach her n wasn't sure if she'll be able to wrk on her parts.. but really thank God, we told the tutor abt it.. n she agreed to extend the dateline just for our grp till e girl comes back..=)
Then,thank God for letting me join e uni forum team..learnt a lot frm bro n sis involved, i know wat i learnt hee but dun really know hw to phrase it out.. then also noticed sum areas abt myself which i feel i hav to overcome..
also felt quite bad tt din help much n cldn't stay for the forum.. missed 2 forums le, cos hav mentoring, hope tt if there is a third one, i'll nt miss it..
Mentoring time today was good too.. helped the kids wif their work n got to know 2 mentees more.. One of them is actually quite a gd artist.. haha cldn't really tell frm the way he act but he gave me a picture of angel he drew, it's v cute.. then e other boy, found out tt he will have bible study wif one of his teachers in sch..then he told me abt what he is learning now.. frm the book of Jhn, how Jesus changes water into wine..ur shld have seen the way he told me, he is so cute.. keeps on saying 'Jesus very lihai hor, Jesus v lihai hor..'was so encouraged by him.. haha cos see him normally in class so restless and mischevious, yet he will want to go for bible study automatically and can actually remember what he learnt..amazing.. so thank God again for e mentees..whom He used to encourage me..

Currently having mid term break.. but gosh, it doesn't feel like a break at all, a lot of things to settle.. then two tests coming up on fri.. hmmm..hav to Jia you!!

During these two days of break,Shadow is the only oen acc me at hm most of the time.. got to c wat he is doing for the whole day... fd tt he is just lying here n there for the whole day.. haha i wonder if he feels bored..cos, i din really play wif him.. then thruout the day, the only time when he is particularly excited is when after doing ' big business' cos tt means he can 'mum mum ' le.. then sometimes, he will jus lie on top of my notes when i put him on the table.. n i have to push him away..haha but after a while, he'll lie there again.. Then evening comes, he'll just lie by the door waiting for my mum to cum home.. once he hear any sound frm outside, he'll jus sit up straight by the door, waiting to rush out... then once door ope, his tail will start wagging n he'll start jmping.. as if he hasn't seen her for yrs..

act, observed these long time agao le.. but dunno y, today feel like 'writing' it dwn...Then also suddenly remembered the SPCA slogan..

'To you, he is a dog, but to him, u r his everything..'

Today went to yih for lunch wif qm n sf.. hee first time gg there after it renovate.. had lor mee, think it was quite nice.. then was sitting in front of Genki Sushi, e food there looks v nice, hee..will go there when i hav 'vit m' hee
Oh, then wif qm, almost tried every canteen in nus le, apart frm fong seng? never been there.. haha v 'mountain tortise'..

Then, glad tt can go home wif rong today, so long never go home wif her le, unlike prev sem, can go hm quite often wif her.. then felt quite sad to hear tt qi nt doing tt well.. hmm, hope to meet up wif her nxt wk..qi always get bullied..

I felt tt I am as clumsy as an elephant today... haha i actually fell dwn while alighting frm bus just now..tripped over a step ..jus abrasions, nothing serious, but so embarressing...was shocked then think ppl behind me was also quite stunned... haha but there was a kind malay auntie who helped me up... then , thank God tt i fell when me gg hm ..n not in sch , firstly, there's fewer ppl who see it, secondly, i dun hav to walk ard wif the abrasions on my knee...then glad tt had rong wif me ...hee..n she got plasters.. but cannot really use the plasters cos e wound cannot be pin point...then there's a gal who offered to give me a plaster too..I went to guardian to buy a bigger plaster cos dun think my house got any first aid stuff.. then the auntie there is v good.. she is v motherly.. then helped me look for cheap n big plaster, n she insist that i open it n see if can use after paying.. if not can change.. Woah, thank God for so many kind souls ard!! =)

I find tt i really like the cartoon characters of the past, like strawberry shortcake, smurfs, carebears, little star ponies, little twin stars.. better.. haha they r all so sweet.. still remember last tiem hasa big poster of a lot lot of smurfs.. n a big strawberry shortcake calender.. hee tt was when i was still living in Yishun, so it's ages.. le.. dunno y suddenly tot of this,must be bcos of the quiz..(btw, don't thin the quiz v accurate..ha) but nvm.. gg zz le..=)

	Tenderheart Bear You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

Hee... Today is my BIG DAY!! Hee I went for water bap le... hee.. finally after 1 yr...=) Was pretty nervous initially cos sheppy asked me to share testimony.. I was like.. huh? in front of so many ppl n dunno wat to say , then got mic phobia.. haha i dun like to spk into a mic..plus...thinking tt my parents will be there listening din make things any better either.. they'll be there to add on to my 'stress' instead...sum more so funny, think if they hear me saying the testimony, i'll get laughed by them for days...So, I got them to cum later, so tt they'll nt be there when i share... okie la, admit a little bad, but really cannot say anything if they r there.. =P
But, i 'survive' thru the sharing part..quite glad tt I shared cos let ppl know abt the goodness of God n can thank Him publicly... hee . Was really nervous then, haha then forgot wat i wanted to say but find it funny to refer to my paper,then i dunno where i am at on e paper... so dunno if i'm coherent anot.. =P Oh, then guess my parents caught a little bit of wat i said after all but nvm, think today they quite happy too .. to c me so happy haha...then glad tt they can joke ard wif the sisters... then my dad.. nan de he din put on a 'cool' front.. hahaha..so happy!! (Oh,a short note abt my dad... haha my dad sumtimes will jus put on a cool face when he's uncomfortable, then most of my frens think tt he's fierce,he is, when he's angry but he v mischevious one...sumtimes..) Then, my ma ma as well..today, she seems quite ok too, din complain anything to dear shep.. haha (she also weird , weird one la.. sumtimes jus like a kid at hm, but she can also be v naggy, think most mum r like tt...=P)
Then really blessed by the presence of bro n sis... thanx a dozen to all of them! Still v happy hahah oh.. b4 i forget, hee me also known as Audrey now, it means strength... hee hope tt i can grow stronger in my walk wif God, to really c Him as the anchor of my life.. not be daunted by any storms...n to soar higher wif Him in my life.. =)

I realised that time flies... haha so fast , it's the end of 3rd wk le...Hmm.. din blog for sumtime cos dun think there's anything interesting to say.. everyday jus 'woosh'..... past.. spending most of my time in sch... except for wed n wkend.. hee..
Hmm, today mentoring resumed.. long time never see the kids le.. (cos they hav psle oral,so 3 wks no mentoring) . Can tell tt they really look fwd to mentoring, they were in sch v early, waiting for mentors to cum.. then they will keep asking Mr Lee(teacher ic of mentoring) when will mentoring resume.. =) So sweet... though it's only for 2 hrs every sat, but guess it makes a big diff to them , wif elder bro n sis to go n play wif them, help them in their studies... haha but sumtimes they r really naughty though, if w/o e other senior mentors help, dun think can control them.. they r always squabbling n making fun of each other, then cry, 'dun friend so n so'.. all these kind of things.. haha really reminded me of my pri sch days...
Initially was expecting freshies today, but they fang4 wo3 fei1 ji1.. haiz... waited for one guy, he din turn up n din even bother to give me a call.. call him, his hp was off.. hopefully the other freshies wun do tt to me nxt Sat...
After mentoring, had dinner wif my mum, aunt n grandma...at Lot 1 foodcourt enjoyed the time tog cos seldom hav e chance to eat tog.. esp wif my aunt n grandma...my aunt n me had jap food.. woah, she ordered quite a lot, two sets Teriyaki Salmon n Black Pepper chicken set, sashimi n two california handrolls.... it's really a lot...cldn't finish the handroll..my mum ate claypot rice n grandma ate fish soup + rice..(hee.. i guessed it .. c i knoe my ah ma4 so well)..Then my aunt bought a lot of stuff.. mooncakes, heels... hee.. on the whole, quite a gd day today esp after so many mundane n fan days... =)

Sf asked me to lead praise yest during cg .. hee jus two songs..'i got peace like a river' n 'Jesus , U r so good'..dun knoe hw to lead.. but wasn't really nervous cos it's all zi ji ren,e sisters make me feel at ease wif them..they r spontaneous n encouraging...jus like we'll all having fun singing tog to praise God esp when singing 'peace likea river' wif the actns..Hope to lead better nxt time.. =)

Today was feeling more jing (1) shen(2) compared to the other days, cos had a gd slp yest .. hee thank God.. =)
Hmm.. but even if tt's the case, still don't really understand stats.. don't know what is the lecturer talking about..will read textbook , but the textbook a bit wordy n have a lot of equations, dun really have the patience to read.. so hw? think will try discussing wif sel n rong ..
Yeah!! Then v happy today, got to c a short movie clip tt has 3 anime in one, ke nan, yaiba n not sure wat's the last one..haha v hard to imagine hw is the plot like initially but it's a really funny movie.. think yaiba also very cute.. haha then xin yi appeared in the movie.. he's v cool!! hahaha long time never c him appearing in the comics le.. haiya, but he jus came out for a while only.. =P
thanx a doz to kc for e movie.. =)

Hmm..Today, at lsm lect, the lecturer, dr wong v cute, when explaining abt gene complexity, he suddenly say abt adam n eve, hee.. saying mutatns prob set in only after they fall.. think he's shld be a christian, but din get to ask him.. ahah cos gg for another class.. hmm, but dun think i'll ask even if me not gg for class..=P .
at es class, got to knoe more ppl, was act a little 'scare' of gg tt class cos no one to acc me n ppl there seems to hav frens acc them, then hav project to do, dunno do wif who.. but nvm, think by tt time shld knoe more ppl le..another reason tt a little 'scare' cos hav to participate in class.. haha this is not my strength at all.. hopefully this class can help me move out of my 'shell' n dare to voice my opinions more.. to be a better communicator.. haha think this shld be my objective for joining this class ... ya..
yeah!! finally got the fundamentals for biostats textbk.. thank God, it 's sold out once stock came.. haha ini can get it quite early one, but was thinking only one last stats mod le, then procrastinating whether to buy anot n ppl jus 'snatched' every bk n hav to wait...Finally decided to buy cos of the JMP software tt's inclded but the best thign is i dunno hw to use tt software haha..
Hmm..In pc lect, wasn't really paying attentn.. felt quite bad la after tt cos it's like hmmm.. haha dunno y, jus feel tt like not taking it seriously like tt.. n to think i learnt abt active listening in es today.. haha..hav to pay attention more oh but at lect today i realise tt robert v lihai, he can compose a poem v fast.. here goes..

Yesterday's sorrows shall with
Unparalled joys be swept away
For though sorrow lasts for a night
Every new morning joy springs anew
Never to let tears stain your face again

V nice rite? Thanx a dozen bro..=) then e one he composed for sel, v meaningful too.. really can set up a stall to write poems for ppl.. hee..
Hmm.. think have to go zz le, tml hav to wake up early wor..

Oh ya, then sumthing hav to add one..wif ref to last wed entry.. was tt I got the mod pr1301 in rd 3c!! Thank God!! Haha cos there r only 2 vacancies n 7 ppl bidding then .. n i can still get it..so amazing.. mus be God le..Yeah!!

Woah..my com was infected by a lot of virus.. ran a jus dwnloaded virus scan only to realise tt.. haha then now I finally got into the blog again.. tried getting in many times last wk but cannot log in prev.. n tt was when i had a lot to talk abt..... but nvm..
Today was quite tired(haha act i everyday tired).. simply feel like dozing off during lect.. haiz think cos cannot really slp well at nite n hav all 8am lect this sem..hmm.. hav to get used to slping early ... =)
Then the best part of today was Mich's n doreen 's b'dae celebratn.. worked tog wif sj to plan n buy presents.. think I din really help her much but can get a chance to learn more frm her n the others in planning n chairing.. cos think me quite 'raw' in it.. glad tt can make use of this chance to get to knoe her better..... enjoyed the time tog jus now.. can c tt mich was really touched..but too bad din get to hug her or get her to hug sisters.. haha..=P Then doreen was being 'interviewed' by us b4 mich came, think she's v cute when answering the qns... hee like blur blur one.. the whole situ was quite amusing..=)Oh ya, n thank God for helping us to get the seats at mac tt r joined tog, haha ini got ppl sitting one, then sf n me prayed tt they'll exchange sit wif us..n they did! hee =)
I felt really bad when sheppy asked me abt shepharding.. din arrange time wif her..cos was quite preoccupied wif sum stuff n thoughts n mayb feeling tired..it's so bad of me n my excuses, she mus b feeling even worse, hav to c to so many things.. i must correct n not make things diff for her.. then dear sheppy is ill, hav to pray for her.. for her to get well soon!

round 3b bidding results r out.. i'm outbidded again for pr1301.. haha the nxt min bid is 1301.. so high.. hw cum this module is so popular? nvm, i'll try again tml at round 3c though only 2 vaccancy..haha but no harm trying..=) act already has 5 mod le, but feel like taking 6 this sem cos nxt sem v hard, gt tt full lab module, then dunno is 03 or 04 also got lab..so dun think can take so many mod, then hav the interest for pr1301, furthermore ys is taking pr1301 too...hee gt ppl to take tog wif me..but if tml really cannot get then will have to go for 5 le.. hope tt i can get the mod...hee =)
then think my com a bit crazy again.. tried gg to cors website n exchange email , then once it's done jus showed me a blank page..dunno wat's happening.. thank God, finally can log in after trying many, many times.. hope tt it won't happen again.. esp during those bidding times.. haha

Today's national day.. haha meet my shep today.. n she just gave her sheeps a treat.. yeah!! Thanx a dozen for the blessing shep! =)
After tt, went hm to hav dinner, my dad cooks chilli crab n fried rice.. then my grandpa, grandma n cousin came over too.. had a great dinner.. my dad keeps asking us if wat he cooked is nice.. he only cook one in a blue moon, then keep asking ppl if it's nice though told him dunno hw many times tt it's delicious le.. =P haha think he just like to hear compliments.. ego problem.. hee, jus kidding la..after tt watched ndp.. hee tt's the norm program for us every national day.. think ndp is the time when i c singaporeans display their sense of belonging to s'pore..nearly all the ppl in national stadium dressed in red n was waving the small state flag..if under all circumstances , s'poreans show as much sense of belonging n unity.. tt'll be so powerful.. =)
After ndp, watched premiere of S'pore idol.. haha can really c tt A LOT of ppl wants to be one.. wonder why.. is it really tt gd to be an idol? u'll gain fame, money n admiratn frm ppl when u become an idol..but think will also lose out on many things too, like freedom cos one of the comments Ken Lim gave to a contestant (who after being criticized for her dressing said that she would not change much) was that it's not about what she likes or wants , it's about the consumers, what appeals to the majority..of course she did not get in though think she sang quite well.. then think cannot spend time with family n friends too.. cos think ahv to fly here n there for publication.. then sum more, being an idol is short- lived.. ppl may forget u after sum time.. as new ppl rise up.. then think being an idol hav to put in more effort than an ordinary ppl.. so is being an idol really tt gd?haha i dunno.. think I'll jus be contented with being who God wants me to be..=)

Today's srv is v interesting... the drama team put up a skit on the bacherlorette.. hee it's v cute..=) Everyone in the skit acted v well.. din knoe tt they can be like tt...then today's sermon is preached by pastor Jeff.. i like pastor jeff's preaching.. cos it's funny n i think the pts r put fwd v simply n directly.. then when he mentioned abt Father n the party .. haha reminded me of the finding marlin srv last yr when i receive Christ.. think was also preached by him, then remembered tt it's this pt tt touched me.. so i was thinking.. a hw cum so familiar.. haha =P
Yeah!! Then went to watch fireworks at esplanade.. so so so many ppl!!nearly got squashed flat.. ys, sf n me went.. then sf got lost among the crowd..as we were trying go n c 5566.. but too many ppl le, din actually c 5566 at all..nvm, anyway not v keen in seeing them too.. haha .. What really thrilled me is the fireworks.. so pretty.. erm.. though my view was half blocked by the trees.. was thinking hw cum there r so many trees there.. =P.. Hmm..it's a pity fireworks, though pretty r short-lived.. then the whole thing only lasted for a short while.. but can see , me already v happy le.. hee cos a long time never see fireworks 'live' n not on tv.. Thinking if nxt sun shld go.. cos really a lot of ppl n dun like to go n ji3 ..s o will c..=)

Anxious? Take Vitamin A.All things work together for good for those wholove God, who are called according to his purpose.(Rom 8:28

Blue? Take Vitamin B.Bless the Lord, O my soul, and all that is within me,bless his holy name. (Ps 103:1)

Crushed? Take Vitamin C.Cast all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you.(1 Pet 5:7)

Depressed? Take Vitamin D.Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you.(Jas 4:8

Empty? Take Vitamin E.Enter his gates with thanksgiving, and his courtswith praise. Give thanks to him, bless his name.(Ps 100:4)

Fearful? Take Vitamin F.Fear not, for I am with you, do not be afraid,for I am your God. (Isa 41:10)

Greedy? Take Vitamin G.Give, and it will be given to you. A goodmeasure, pressed down, shaken together,running over, will be put unto your lap; forthe measure you give will be the measure you get back.(Lk 6:38)

Hesitant? Take Vitamin H.How beautiful upon the mountains are the feet ofthe messenger who announces peace, who bringsgood news, who announces salvation, who saysto Zion, "Your God reigns." (Isa 52:7)

Insecure? Take Vitamin I.I can do all things through him who strengthens me.(Phil 4:13)

Jittery? Take Vitamin J.Jesus Christ is the same yesterdayand today and forever. (Heb 13:8)

Know nothing? Take Vitamin K.Know this that the Lord is God, it is He thatmade us and not we ourselves. (Ps 100:3)

Lonely? Take Vitamin L.Lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age.(Mt 28:20)

Mortgaged? Take Vitamin M.My grace is sufficient for you,for power is made perfect in weakness. (2 Cor 12:9

Nervous? Take Vitamin N.Never, no never will I leave you nor forsake you.(Heb 13:5)

Overwhelmed? Take Vitamin O.Overcome evil with good. (Rom 12:21)

Perplexed or puzzled? Take Vitamin P.Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you.I do not give to you as the world gives.Do not let your hearts be troubled,and do not let them be afraid. (Jn 14:27)

Quitting? Take Vitamin Q.Quit you like men and women, be strong. (1 Cor 16:13)

Restless? Take Vitamin R.Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for him. (Ps 37:7)

Scared? Take Vitamin S.Stay with me, and do not be afraid; for the onewho seeks my life seeks your life; you willbe safe with me. (1 Sam 22:23)

Tired? Take Vitamin T.Those who wait for the Lord shall renew theirstrength, they shall mount up with wings like eagles, they shall run and not be weary,they shall walk and not faint. (Isa 40:31

Uncertain? Take Vitamin U.Understand that I am (the Lord). Before me no god was formed, nor shall there be any after me. (Isa 43:10)

Vain? Take Vitamin V.Vexed with unclean spirits:and they were healed every one. (Acts 5:16)

Wondering what to do? Take Vitamin W.What does the Lord require of you but to dojustice, and to love kindness,and to walk humbly with your God? (Mic 6:8)

eXhausted? Take Vitamin X.Exercise thyself rather unto godliness. (1 Tim 4:7)

Yearning for hope? Take Vitamin Y.Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; for you art with me; your rod and your staff-they comfort me.(Ps 23:4)

Zapped? Take Vitamin Z.Zealous for good deeds. (Titus 2:14)~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sel sent this to me,vit A-Z frm God.. quite interesting.. then glad tt it's frm sel too.. haha

Hari ini, saya tidak ada janji sampai sore. Saya tidak tahu mau menanyakan apa activitas jadi saya diputuskan coba mernulis blog dalam bahasa indo, lihat saya ingat ingat atau lupa... serbenarnya, saya ingin belajar bi2,tetapi saya tidak bisa, karena waktu tidak cocok.. saya harus ditunggu sampai sem 2. haha, saya lupa banyek kata , jadi mernulis pelan sekali.. dan tidak tahu sentence structure saya betul tidak..

saya mau bercerita tetang rasanya saya .. Liburan saya selalu bertemu orang -orang bercakap-cakap.. saya rasanya sedikit tidak senang.. karena saya baru bertemu dengan dia, lalu harus bercakap tetang 'buka' hal- hal.. susah sekali... tapi, ...saya tahu arah saya.. jadi...saya harus 'jalan teru saja'!!

Akhir minggu, saya ingin ajak teman-teman saya untuk srv.. tapi dia bercerita dia tidak bisa datang.. satu mau berkejar, satu mau menemani keluarga anda..saya tidak senang.. dan ....haiz..sayang sekali! mengapa dia tidak mau datang? Saya coba le..Mungkin coba saya kurang baik? Haiz...

just trying to c if i remember my bi, while bidding for my modules.. think forgot most of it le, so took a long time to cum up wif wat i wan to write n sum exp think is wrong, but nvm.. at least i remember sum..=)

Today had a great time of kbox session wif rong..haha She can sing really well n can u believe tt the two of us sang for 5 plus hrs.. haha.. Long time never c rong le...n din really hear her sing b4, so really glad tt we can meet up today..=) But the bad part is when singing cannot really talk much...haha.. today realise tt Fish Leong's songs r actually quite nice.. then realise tt i cannot sing.. haha no shld say confirm the fact tt i cannot sing.(cos i realise long ago le). hee
Hmm..then went to mac for dinner.. haha v ineresting, mac now got free membership then when u buy things can accumulate pt to redeem food.. din knoe this until today.. hee then i got 500 pts now for free.. dunno can redeem wat.. nxt time go n c..=)

It's sunday again!!! Haha, one wk just woosh past like that( 1 more week b4 sch starts.. but think rest enuff le.. haha).. looking back at my week, think last week pretty slack, did not go out much.. Then today after church srv, had guitar lesson.. hee hav to thank daisy.. hee free instructress wor..but think me quite bad.. hav to practise more.. then hav to remember my goal wor... haha to be able to play in caregrp by Nov..
Yeah! then gt a new printer.. canon i255.. hee, think the cheapest of the lot.. got it at sim lim sq.. I don't have to bear with the grey ink of my old printer anymore.. =)
Then, also look fwd to tomorrow, can meet sr..going to kbox( haha though broke until dunno like wat) , but realise did not go b4.. haha then we want to go tog for v long le, nan de tomorrow she not wrking....

Hee jus woke up 2 hrs ago...Went to ys's house to stay over yest nite n fd tt i cannot slp in a 'foreign' place haha so wanted to tok but.. hmm.. din really get to talk to ys much cos she has to go to sch today, then she's tired le, wants to zzz ..then only me n sf tok, dunno if she heard us.. haha .. cos think we were quite 'noisy' =P ..  Oh, then realise  tt it's the first time i stay over in my fren's house in S'pore.. ahha norm is my fren cum n stay over at mine..=P    

Hmm... saw my jc alumni dinner photos le..yeah!! thanx to Johnson!! haha my mum says tt i look like a teochew opera singer.. cos face too red.. is it really so or is she jus not used to it? haha ur can tell me if ur c the photos.. 

Hee, Jus came bck frm sch.. haha my dad's away in Malaysia to wrk.. so I drove his car to sch.. But can u believe it, haha i took an hour n a half to get to nus .. the reason being.. i dunno the way, jus anyhw drive n was caught in the jam on pie tuas.. then to get out of the jam ,i  turned into bukit panjang, then frm there, got onto upper bukit timah rd accidently.. n then realise , okie i'm safe.. ahah i shld knoe hw to go frm there, as long as i see the dairy farm estate..then after a few more wrong turns n hicupps along the way, finally saw dairy farm estate haha n then ended up in Clementi.. then in Clementi, i jus followed the bus 96 all the way into nus.. n can u believe tt took me 11/2 hr.. haha guess i can break the record le.. then returning hm is a problem too.. I exit frm nuh side n haha i dunno my way frm there n  i jus turned here n there,  ended up in Jurong bird park.. haha then i anyhw turn again,  got to CCK, haha at least now nearer my house.. then haha ur shld knoe la.. anyhw ,anyhw turn then got to SLE..YEAH!! as long as i et onto SLE, i knoe can head for hm le.. hee after 45 mins.. finally hm swt hm.. haha..so guess need not b afraid of gg the wrong way as there will always be a way out even if many wrong turns r made.. the only thing tt matters is the time n fuel wasted unecessarily =P ... p/s:dun ask me to retrace my step.. i wun knoe hw to go to all those places again.. ahha ..

Hee, Sat 's finally over.. I had fun in the morning at Sentosa..In the morning, it was raining v heavily.. I was like arggggh.. but thank God, the rain more or less stop when we were in Sentosa n the weather was beautiful.. I played Frisbee.. Frankly spking, it's the first time I played wif tt.. haha but think it ws quite fun though.. but too bad has to rush off for the dinner, if not wld hav stayed for more games..Hmm, then sum after thoughts abt the thingy... act I'm part of the pub com for the thingy.. but hee dun think I helped much.. but learnt a lot thru observing hw things were done.. one of it is the spirit of excellence.. they are always putting in nothing but their best for the event.. even though this means tt there will be a of last minute changes, they are not afraid of the trouble it will take.. this caused me to reflect abt myself..I am one who cannot stand last min admenments as I'm scare of trouble.. so sumtimes, even though I know tt the thing can b improved on, bcos of this attitude, i'll jus settle for the 2nd best... then this prompt me to think y is it tt they can do tt, n it leads me to cum to a conclusn tt  they r clearly aware of the reason for doing everything to e best.. n they take pride in wat they r doing.. then was v encouraged by SJ cos see tt though she's not a v experienced leader, can c her heart to learn n be trained thru the event.. most imptly is her willingness to be exposed to such a situatn.. haha if i were her, u ask me to be leader, i'll be like.. bu yao, bu yao... so hav to learn frm her to be courageous, n not be afraid to step out of my comfort zone for a purpose.. oh ya, then thru this also get to knoe a v useful program.. photoshop.. can do a lot of things wif it wor.. thanx to WZ for teaching me the v basics..ya... so tt's sum tots.. haha

Then now for the second part of the day.. haha the dinner,.,think wat was most fun is the make up part.. oh my gosh, din realise tt make up is so complicated.. haha when i reached my fren's house, they were all busy making up.. (they started doing tt since 330pm n still at it ard 5pm *faint*) then I really had no idea wat to do cos dun really make up.. so a no of them, came to rescue me.. Yun help me wif eye shadow,AL helped me wif my eyebrow, Clara , my lashes n Karyn helped me wif blusher.. haha so my face is a combinatn of my fren's wrk.. haha but think it turned out well, esp the eye shadow.. haha kudos to all of them!! Then reaching there the most frightening part is the parking.. haha but really , really thank God, my prayer was answered, there is really a stretch of parking lots wif no cars beside, haha so i anyhw also can go in one.. even my frens were shocked esp on a Sat nite.. haha .. the dinner was ok.. then had fun taking photos.. hee.. oh glad to knoe tt there's another bro frm Hope tt were frm aj too.. such a surprise.. he was jus sitting at the table beside mine.. hee..guess the dinner wasn't too bad after all, can meet up wif bl n johnson n Mr Low too.. n a get tog for us gals..oh, but too bad din get to c other teachers like Mr Darren Wong(he was there), Mr Tan...ya, then reached hm ard 2 plus like tt, then have to remove make up, which is quite a chore for me, sum more dun hav make up removal, so anyhw wash n zz ard 3 plus.. so too tired to blog.. hee but it was really quite an enjoyable day.. =)        I

Today, went shopping wif my frens, haha tried on a lot of dresses n skirts.. all very nice, quite tempted to buy, but too bad, I'm really broke...I enjoyed today shopping cos think got to knoe my frens better , then had fun trying on the dresses n coming out for each other to c, c.. haha n tt's  the real  fun of shopping ..it's best if can get to knoe ur fren so well tt , at the moment u see a particular blouse, skirt etc, u'll think of tt person..n tt person likes it..
Hmm.. tml will be gg to sentosa n jc alumni dinner... ha tml will be a long day n a day wif 2 activities at the extreme end..one at beach,has to be  sporty .. haha the other have to dress up n be demure..  =P
Then, act, quite worry abt tml, reg the driving to suntec part, haha scare I dunno hw to park the car n then there'll be no one to help me... hee I'll pray tt  God will give me a big spacious car park lot wif no cars beside me so tt I wun knock against anything.. yeah!!N tml will be the first time me driving out w/o my dad's supervisn haha so pray tt i will not lose my way or anything.. hmm.. ya, gonna zz le, tml hav to wake up quite early.. so haha will tell ur hw's my day tml.. =)

planning time table

Hmm, the allocated modules for life sci is finally out!! Can plan my time table le.. yeah!! Haha, but to my dismay,the exam date of my 2 allocated module fall on the same day.. 30th Nov, one in morning n one in afternoon... haha , nearly fainted when I saw that.But nvm , I can do anything thru God who gives me strength!.. heehee Oh, then too bad, cannot get the same modules as Rong n Mich..but hee glad to hav the same as Sel..=)
Then, now looking thru what modules I want to take, decide not to take intro to nanoworld le, haha cos if I take tt, will be 6 days wk.. v tiring, then Sat got mentoring .. maybe will take Sci of music which seems fun too.. hmmm.. think will take 6 modules this sem, sci of music, professional communication n complementary mediciine n health + my core.. hee.. all seems quite fun..
Hmm, actually , dun like this period of time when have to plan time table n bid for modules I wan.. haha think it's very troublesome.. It's so weird, when I was in sec sch n jc,when i know that my cousin n seniors get to plan their own time table in uni, feel that it's so cool.. haha.. but now.. erm.. I'm like hoping that they can just fix a time table and a class for us.. n just save me the trouble of thinking what I want to take.Realise that most ppl will think that the 'grass is always greener on the other side of the pasteur'.. hee like me, mayb the best thing to do is to see how this situation will benefit me in future.. hee n just enjoy the freedom of being able to choose what i like to learn.. =)

a day tt i quite enjoy though din do much...

Haha... today, so happy  to meet up wif Rong.. So long never see her le...n to meet her up is really a difficult task.. hehe.. =P Then spent the time catching up n discussing modules to take, wif mich as well at my house... Hmm... module thingy is really quite a headache.. but kinda narrow dwn to a few tt I wanna take.. hee.. 1 of them mayb a phy mod, intro to nanoworld.. dunno why, starting to gain interest in phy...hmm.. this makes me think of my JC phy teacher, Mr Darren Wong.. haha.. he made phy lessons interesting n he's so passionate abt phy tt he sorta influence ppl in the class to gain interest in phy n c the effect of phy in everyday life.. incld me (though my phy is way dwn the bttm in sec sch n i always hated it in sec sch..) hmm...wonder how is he now..
Then went to e gym wif mich after tt.. aha.. it's been so long since i stepped into the gym, initially was thinking of going gym twice weekly during the hols.. but I only managed to stick to tt for the 1st, 2nd n 3rd wk of the hols.. haha getting lebih gemuk..thx to mich for acc me, if nt, dun think i'll go.. =) Actually, felt quite refreshed after exercising.. n lost 300 plus calories.. haha so happy...

So encouraged by Miss Esther Mok (1st Sars patient)

I was browsing thru the sunday times just now and an article just caught my eye. "Living in the shadow of DEATH". It contains an extract frm the book 'A Defining Moment: how Singapore Beat Sars'n is on an exclusive interview with Miss Esther Mok, the first Sars patient in Singapore.In the interview, she mentioned how she feels when she saw her family members n pastor go thru the sufferings of sars... Her dad died, followed by pastor, mum n uncle..The sufferings she went thru were indeed excrutiating.. having to bear the burden of a super spreader, then hav to bear the pain of losing loved ones... but wat struck me frm the article was hw candidly she shared abt her feelings towards God..How she was lost, then found again... I just felt very encouraged reading tt n feel tt Father will indeed never leave nor forsake us, even if we were to turn our back on Him, He'll still be there waiting to embrace us again..Then was thinking mayb it's only thru times of adversity , then can the strength of one be brought out.. like Esther realise hw much her Father in Heaven loves her...n realise tt her life can be more purposeful only after the ordeal she went thru. Mayb this can be described by the quote I read sumwhere "Diamonds cannot be polished without friction n Gold cannot be purified without fire." =)
p/s:May God bless you, Esther =)

Completed our Project!!!

Haha... Finally completed our project.. it seems so fast.. jus started on Sat n wooosh now it's done! Haha.. Our group did our pay-it-fwd acts in Wisma foodcourt.. teach ppl office exercise, hw to say 'gd morning' in diff languages(but this is nt v well received =P) then give tissue.. haha..Yin Shan n me pair up to try teaching a young couple hw to say gd morning in Korean, Jap n German.. but they r so shy tt they rejected our offer.. but I kept haha insising tt they learn.. seriously dunno wat to do then n cld really feel my face go red n hot.. but I think din really present my case well n wif confidence, tt's y they dun really want to listen..
Haha.. then after lunch, went out to start wrking.. first stop is civic plaza at taka there.. oh my.. I'm really quite paiseh  initially when I saw the crowd.. I jus hope tt I dun c anyone i knoe.. then I jus feel like sticking as close to the grp as possible.. but as time passes, find myself getting bolder, started to stray away to approach passer by.. haha think warming up to the situation le.. though got rejected many times, but the sense of satisfaction when 1 person merely stop n listen to u surpasses all rejectn times.. haha.. Then after collecting 10 plus signature on our mascot, we move on to city hall area, bugis then finally ECP.. We collected 53 signatures in all n gave out 50 brochures..Yeah!! our grp objectives r met.. haha but actually I din really care much abt the objectives.. rather, I find tt I try to enjoy the process more..though the route is long.. but  I'm glad tt thru the walking time, got to knoe the ppl in my grp better n tt even the facilitators can c the improvement in our grp in terms of teamwrk n synergy.. frm Sat till now...  Then, act I learnt tt attitude is very impt to make wat u do fruitful.. cos I'm thinking if my attitude twds this project is likeoh.. it's so paiseh.. I jus stand 1 corner n c ppl do, i'm sure I wun be able to feel such a sense of satisfactn as wat me feeling now... rather, i c it as an opportunity to toughen myself up n to enable me to be more confident in approaching strangers n striking a converse wif them.. Haha, actually dun really knoe hw cum I dare to do such thing.. Yufen in the past wun do anything like this at all.. It must be God's work.. haha Then actually hav to thank God for everything, frm the idea to my grp then to the fine weather today.. Thank God for making it project acts a sucess..=) Hmm... me  tired wor after walking.. but dunno y still dun feel like sleeping.. hee.. anyway, look fwd to tml finale, a bbq.. yeah!!! arh.. the only bad thing is tt it is at changi.. will take ages to reach there wor..haiz.. hee
   

In the midst of project Acts

Haha, hi, me here again..within a few mins do bloggers post two msg in their blogs in a day? haha .. okie, guess I'm very excited with this new blog that I've set up.=P
Now, I'm in the midst of project Acts org by Generation acts club. Today is the 6th day of the project le.. ha.. n tml is the BIG DAY.. when we'll start walking frm orchard to ECP to teach ppl self defence skills.. haha hmm.. I dunno abt others, but this is really a big challenge for me.. Can u imagine, a grp of 12 ppl,dressed in black n white, wif 2 dressed up as mascots, then the rest hang placards ard their neck..'sashaying' dwn orchard rd stopping passerby n demo self defence skills to them.. haha.. I really dunno hw ppl will react or hw I'll react.. But I quite look fwd to it.. to c hw far my limits can b pushed..
Act, quite glad tt I joined this project cos think it 'spiced' up my hols.. haha.. then can get to knoe ppl whom i seldom or never talk to better.. n can train me up in grp dynamics as well..I admit tt can get a bit weary at times, esp when things jus got started, there's no clear directn as hw we shld go abt doing things.. but as days passes, things started to be less hazy..haha.. guess I'll leave an open end here..Anyway, stay tune for more updates.. esp after tml..hee.. =)

Blog created!! Yeah!!

Haha, 15th Jul, finally created my blog after procrastinating for a long time.. since Jun..Been thinking wat to write, then was worrying abt my privacy, then am lazy to switch on my pc to type.. haha all sort of excuses, but dunno why, today, I jus sat down staring at the computer, reading thru sum of my frens blog n decided , okie, I'll get one too n I jus register.. haha.. n Tada!! here it is!! Hope I can share my life wif ppl ard me thru this blog, esp those tt I seldom c... so tt ur can c wat's happening to me hee.. so much for my first entry.. =)