gazing at dat bottle of stars on e table
wondering how to deal with it
throw or not to?
sigh..

life's been alright..
tests over..
training resume..
repeating the same routine..
wake up, sch, training, eat n slp

saturday: went henry's auntie chalet
super nice bungalow..
very spaciouss
played majong with them..
drank with some of my friends
got drunk and puked.
its a good way to numbed myself
everything was short termed.
but i still enjoyed myself dat night..

-smile-

lalala..

2 more papers left.
it will soon be over
=)
looking forward for weekends.
but i hate sch reopen
i hate sch.
i hate life. but i love life
dis is getting more complicating

i wanna divert my attention onto something else.
any sugggestion?
feeling worst and worst..
how m i to describe dis feeling?
too lost for words.
-laughs-

im so glad to hear my pri sch good friend is coming back to sg nxt week.
its been almost a yr since i last seen her.
so happy. =))
im happy today.
went supper with nikkole, Qihui n Yibei
i missed serangoon garden terribly much.
so when i stepped into dat place jus now. i jus feel like floating.
it jus gave me too much memories dat i can never never never forget.
it wasnt dat crowded today.
had hokkien meee and etc..
though, its only for awhile.. im happy.
studied thruout the day.
nth went into my brain.
shall try harder tml...
tml will be a better day for me.
=))

sometimes i wonder,
are we happier this way?
its been a month.
wad make it difficult for me to move on is e memories.
i will move on..

sometimes i wonder, do u still miss me alittle?
do u still have some feelings for me?
im jus curious dats all.. but i guess i dun wanna neo e ans.

hmmm..

ladies night at chinablack yesterday.
the bartender looks super cute.
joyce wanted to get his no. but i stopped her..
think she was high dats why talk this sort of rubbish.
had a few glasses of drink before we procced to zouk.
zouk was fun. met quite a no. of DB ppl there..
oh i love e music.. =p
crazy all e way till 3am.
its was a fun night..
i wanna go again. =x
oh, i saw 50bucks on e dance floor..
stupidly, i asked ard whose is this.
shuld have jus picked it up man.
in e end dawn grabbed e 50bucks n insisted it was hers.
haha.

test are coming n i have not started on my revision.
wad m i doing? sigh. i better go study now..