yet another 29th december.
2009 is ending soon and could u still remb how excited u were trying to welcome another new year?

2009 has been challenging year. many many things has happened.
unexpectedly, i got promoted.
and then came the decision of getting a new car.
afterwhich, i decided to join ERA.
however, i was not happy.
i felt that in exchange for material happiness, i lost another part of me.
hating to go to work and sch, coping with family stress.
my life became rather mundane. I am so going to overcome such thing.

Therefore, i set a new resolution for 2010 - TO BE HAPPY.
I know lah, resolution often dont come true. owells.. as far as i can, i will try. i will think more for myself and not bother about how others look at me.
JIA YOU.

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sometimes i feel that i am alone.

rational and heart matters never align.

i have emotions too.
losing the motivation.
this is affecting me in alot of ways.
adding more stress to my already 'fucked up' life.
i am fucking stress in every single way already.

take me away please.

This year, it feels different.
I have this feeling that, its time to put a pause or maybe a stop to this sport.
The feeling has faded, time to move on.
In future, i will start focusing on career & complete my studies.

I need a long long break from working.
Will I survive without working? I wanna do freelance.

When u have a dream, think of it everyday.
Cause I believe, someday somehow it will come true.

New goal in life.
I wanna earn my 1st million before 30 years old.

very miserable

nobody understands me.
not even u.
this boredom is killing me

now I cant log in to FB in office anymore!
this blog has been neglected by me since i am hooked on FB.
and now that i have no Fb, i need to rant!
BOOOOOOOOOO