counting d0wn

i noticed that was 'hugging day' yesterday

and i was like 'uh-hemm'

is it really got that day ??

well but i think that there were many people really enjoyed that

and i missed the METEOR !

cause of my sleeping bug goshhh

hemm now im juz counting down 6days from today

cause im going to meet with my boyfie soon

wohooo ~

though there were just weeks that we din meet

but my missing tips just gained and gained

btw im enjoying to stay at home

rather than outing peeps



11.12.11

yea finally today reached !

4 of us again outing together

singing K , gossip etc ...

we're meant to be together

in friendship

ah wen & me

a crazy team

the one who nvr gv up on her future

ah zi & me

lyn & me



h0mey

i juz wanna shout out loud 'urghhhh!'

cuz these few days i was just sitting in front of my lappy

instead on9 , watched movies & assignments

no more activities for me :(

i was like a bug at home

phewww ~



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went out on last day of nov

JOGOYA's time !

total 5 fellas ( thank,bel,viola,my boyfie and i )

the day without hesitation

and filling to de MAXxxx !

welcoming a brand new month of the year 2011

hohoho merry xmas :)

keep smiling when face to camera woots

*secretly that's a fake present haha *

just as a feel of xmas

a big tummy boyfie feeling uncomfortable since eating

too muchhh ?

or

too indigested ?

he's going indigested since ma dear ate in improper way :(

kinda pity of him

i like this photo so much !

we're in an unexpected match clothes yea ~

i like his man-looked as well

awwww ~

a cheerful gurl viola :)

we had joyful times together twice in a week

i felt so happy can hang out with her

she has a largest food appetite among us haha !

are we promoting those stuffs ?

uh-huh just making some funs around there

while waiting for crossing road

but i like de view !

* i love u as i will always do *



bye to nov !

again have to wave for the coming DECEMBER

and yet i need to go bc to ma hometown d

weeee ~



hw it going to be ?

it's been two years im staying here

staying from a strange to close-to-be

a place that sometimes makes me alone or warm

and yet im going to end it soon

i have no idea bout it seriously

im feeling afraid to get a brand new life since im adapted with wat im having now

im feeling tired for being like this

the human-acts sometimes made me really fed up instead of disappointed

i hate people 'torning' behind

and act they're friend of yours

i hate this to MAX !

21st !

heyyaw

1st of all i wanna wish myself a great 21st bday bwahaha

cant believe that im now OFFICIALLY 21 d !

forever 21 ?!

actually i had celebrated 4days continuosly with my boyfie

urmm celebrated here and there

just wanna thx him that could spend all of his time with me

and yet i got him as my present cuz of major argument

and yet i think this was my largest present for my birthday this year

he still being by my side even i did so many mistakes and hurt him

wow so touched :P

this pic taken during the FIRST day of the celebration

at sunway pyramid

saw the snowman behind there ?

yea i wish to have my days in a real winter country

and celebrate my birthday with my loved ones

arghhh am i thinking too much ?

this picture hemmm

at first i asked him to capture with me

but at last he refused to do so :(

cuz he din like to take picture larxxxx

so i just rented him to be my cameraman

SECOND day of my celebration

my shy shy boyfie :)

while waiting my brownies hehe

cute rite haha

*ta-daa*

this was my birthday cake from him

from secret recipe !

ummm i took this one cuz it was enough for me

yummy :)))

my first tried on Tutti-Frutti frozen yoghurt

it so COSTLY !

but it's nice to have on

helps on who especially 'constipation' like me

haha

reli works on !

eXam week

mummling and mummling

holding the notes whole days as we can

ewww i hate to take for exam exactly

it's so annoying cuz it's so stress !

urghhh somemore it makes me so insomnia

by now im relieved that cuz it juz two papers for this semester

though it's quite tough to have on

but im reli wish that it comes to the final end of the paper haha

praying ~ amitabha oh amitabha

set me free from the worst days ;(

peeps

11.11.11

another best date in the year

11.11.11

and many fellows like to choose those bestdays for ...

uh-hemm

wat else ? MARRY :))

today my boyfie said to me that he will just marry when 30

well im just : really ?? wow u're 30 for that tm !

he then said : then u're 25 :)

im just widing my smile to him and asked : do u reli need me in ur future ?

he : yah ! if we can go thru this distance-loved for few yrs :)

from that conversation , i can quite confirm my future with him btw

just that we need to go thru the barriers that we're ging to face soon

not days , is YEARS !



im so S.I.C.K !!

just because a lil rain

made me fell so sick these few days awwww

i hate this kind of condition

since that im going to face my final exam next week

guess what

i din even prepared for it uwaaaa!!!!

oweys lying on the bed

stand-by+ing lotsa of tissues besides me

and takes meds before im 'dying' on my bed

hey just give me some motivations kay

pray for me that im going to recover from this hell soon

btw i wish all my frens that facing exams this week

score it well and take care of ur health too

peeps i wish u all :)



hye NOV !

yey finally NOV is here !

my month of a year :) peeps ~

hw will be my month going on huh ?

and i wanna celebrate for my ending of prac life huhuu

phew finally one yr passed :)

furthermore my BIRTHDAY is coming soon !!! hiak hiak ~



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so we came to here yesterday

and guess what

we wore the wrong suits ! urghhh !

my roomate and i

captured one we reached ULU YAM !!

saw the lake behind there ?

my boyfie and i

i thk he was excited and showed his wide smile

bwahaha

i felt enjoyed although i was juz sitting on the rock

my boyfie and i vy like this pic so much

it was looked lk we're paired 2gether

haha

our Head of Pharmacy

en. aziz U54 !

dont forget to had a visit to there ya

huhuu !



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IMMA SINGLE FROM NOW ON !!!!

l0vely sun :)

 

it comes to sunday

hemphh sometimes im juz feel lk hating of sundays

and today imma feel greatest happy

im juz realized tht im actually living with de full of loves

loves from frens, families and oso HIM

*ta-daa*

this was my lunch meal

prepared by HIM

although simple , but it brings me sweetness in candy pie

yum-yummm ~



am i look more chubby now ?

hey peeps

long tm din touch my bloggie

cuz de stupid bb made me really annoying urghhh

i got my new lens and tapes haha

am i look different ?

bwahahaha

anyway thc to my boyfie cuz of spending on buying de beauty stuffs

floatogenic

 superstatics love this photo

imagine that im de model inside hiak hiak

i wish that i can be in de model list one day :)

hopefully muahahaha !

i like it :P

float-float ~

091011

* photo of oct *

uh-hemm 2day was quite bored

juz staying at room and sitting in front the lappy

surfing this and that

again and again

haha

im missing mia dancing life

but the packed and hectic life makes me hard to breath :(

and one thing

should i get my hair shorter ?

omg im always been annoyed by my hair

urghhhh :@

apart from that

i wish that i know hw to swim actually

so that i can enjoy the water-trip with em :(

im juz know hw to play the water btw :(



the steamboat

071011

went to a steamboat house at desa parkcity

and had a lunch together with one of the staff in clinic and my roomate

that day was supposed to be 5 person

unfortunately my boyfie had to go to rawang

and the PF had things to settle

so just left 3 of us went there

ermmm the steamboat was actually in one pax package

so we all ordered the same

which was called 'curry chicken noodles'

i love the surroundings there

it got a lake behind the restaurant

and got a path that can be walked around

well the steamboat quite nice

and not so expensive

wish next tm will be have another chance

i'll go with my boyfie

woots



i am the BEST :)

again back to blogging peeps

everyday im looking at mirror

and said to myself that : i am the best bwahahaha

seems funny rite

but im reli need confidence days to days

recently is damn stress and tired with de prac life

goshhh

assignment and the PS (prescription)

i hate calculating the amount of loose

it's so annoying

i wonder next tm hw am i going to spend my life with calculating the med everyday

i even tried my best to spend my days with the best mood

and this few days

one person among us will be sent to another working place

which is RAWANG

urghhh i hate that

cuz it'll be alone there

and now the unlucky person is my boyfie

so miss him when working at different place

but im staying strong without him

and yet same thing at him too

i dont like to adapt actually

i prefer to stay at the same and original place

so please dont even ask me to transfer here and there

no assistant guiding

it's so tough and stressful kay :(

so just hope that everything will be smooth soon

p/s : R.I.P , Steve Jobs



we lost it :(

he was sad

and same wf me too

we lost de fon last nite

among de crowded

he tried 2 protect me

and yet de protection caused him lost his fon :(

felt guilty for wat had happened

helpless

seeing his hided-feeling

i knew his heart was bleeding

even he din show it out in front of me

de feeling of hatred towards de pick-pocket who had snatched it

and even snatched all de memories inside it !

may i curse de fella who snatched my boyfie's fon

yes im sure !

wat cn i do for him ?

im reli sorry for it :(



will be never back anymore

 will it be sweet when someone u're into with too

pointed 2 u and say 'Hey , i like u ? '

or in reversely

u said 2 de person tht whom nt ever care bout it ?

 im glad having U in my heart

and yet

u're always hurting me inside

 seeing de eldest grade of love

holding hands , holding arms around

and they're still sweet

nt like those of new generations

always hang de 'break up' words

human beings are unique

gt many kinds of feelings

and rmb tht choc cn cure u off :)

face it ♥

*camwhore-camwhore*

peeps
 2day's mood kinda pretty

:)

imma in 'commercial'

bwahahha (jk)

anyway stay young and pretty always

hehe

for all de gurls !

不想说再见

不知不觉

还剩下差不多的半年

我们各自都要各奔前程了

这次不一样了

因为距离将会把我们拉远了

好不喜欢这种感觉

依依不舍吧

无论朋友，恋人，甚至这里有时候会让人烦躁的环境

是不是很矛盾呢哈哈

但最让我舍不得离开的终究还是他

我一直在想我和他真的会到所谓的永久吗

我个人好不喜欢远距离的恋爱

因为它比普通的恋爱还更需要考验

我们真的能够办到吗

唉~

我和他许下了彼此之间的约定

好好工作赚钱

才创造属于我们的未来

说的易，做的难

这样的恋爱，这样的距离

我承认我不会有安全感

但我还依然抱着希望

相信能够成功

我和他真的可以吗？



happy ending

原本可以开心的一天

却没想到换成分手的下场

没关系了

真的没关系了

我认了

甜品是甜的

而我却是苦的

我们并不合适

所以解脱是对的

相信他可以找到更好的

而我也该往前看

因为幸福不会因这站而停留

加油

分手快乐 :'(