Today, Mr Donald.C asked me to be his girlfriend again and i said orh (yes).  Coz he gives me butterflies.

All the people in the world. We are all... idiots. Hahaha~
Started dating a guy for a mth plus liao. Then i started feeling we arent that suitable bah. Initially felt that he seems quite a nice guy though i wasnt very sure how he's like since he is a bit shy. But as time passes, he feels very uncle-ish to me. I did look forward to meeting him. But afterawhile, I guess maybe i started seeing his faults and flaws.
Colleague told me i pms. Maybe 😂 But i just feel that maybe i am not ready. Maybe i shld not rush. Maybe i shld just enjoy singlehood more.
But at the same time i crave a companion by my side, i look forward to meeting ppl knowing ppl, i look forward to someone who makes me look forward to.
Bit too much? Maybe. I need to know what i want. Perhaps a trip to dunno where alone will do the trick. Or not.
I like people. I like being alone. When will i be ready to have both?
Meanwhile, that guy... I dun think i wan to continue with him. But i dunno what to do. How to tell him. After what i have said, he should get it right? I seems to have gotten his hopes high and dashed it. But no point beating around the bush? In less than 2 mths, i think i like him then i dun think we are suitable, he is too guai. Thats fickle-minded, huh?

Went out for steamboat today at the usual LS steamboat store. Like the food there is always v nice. But after that cfm wanna go toilet de. Dunno why.
Anyway, i think i gave him a good scare today. I spoke to him and asked him/interrogated him abt his ex. Think i was too persistant. Probably frightened him... But he googled me lor... TSK. Either way, i think he is a nice guy... Didnt get mad at me & stuff. At least I hope he isnt mad at me👉👈 I just wanted to talk to him especially since he always seems to put up a brave front. 😧
Maybe tml he wont talk to me liao... Ahhhh... So he also asked me abt xz, see if he still will contact bah... Its fun exploring sg with him. Lets see if there's another date soon 😉 or not 😔

Talking to him helped me realise, 我已经很久没去想了。
Just missing mj with moscato... 😧