Dreamt of having exams in 1 mths time and i hav yet to get started.  UOL scarred me for life😂😂😂 No idea why... probably abit stressed at wk recently~
My big boss thinks i am incompetent.  Then dun cfm me lor...

Seems like you are still the person who knows me best. Though not everything but more or less you should be able to guess mostly bah.
I guess i am really not a talker and i dun usually think too much into things. Its like i dun like to go delve into and reflect on things much. Really glad for the talk today felt much better after that.
Went for the movie alone today. Its been so long since i last watched movies alone. Ant man is quite a gd start quite funny and exciting.
Not quite sure if i can find someone who is like you again. I wish mothing but the best for you~ (Adele 😂) My friends told me that i will always have a special spot in my heart for my ex and i guess that will be true. Not sure how future will be like but i hope you will be happy too. Hope that i will find happiness too~
Thanks for the debrief this morning!

你说你爱我那我又怎么舍得你难过?
若在一起是对你的伤害又有何意义?
话说明了这无非是我的自我安慰,我也累了。在一起两年了可我觉得我们似乎更痛苦。我们的需求不同,又何必勉强?

我要崩溃了! Work sucks today! Feeling so stressed and pent up with all the shit at work. I have like no time to do recruitment, constantly being flooded by admin and other bullshits. 真的好累。
All the bullshit reimbursement, paperwork, etc basically fucked up SOPs. Seriously pekchek!
有种无力感。-叹-
加油!

Been so busy i havent had time to post.
Its second anniversary this sunday but i guess it wont be happening.
希望你一切都好
Nothing else to post liao. Focus on work bah! Gambattte

Bought a bottle of moscato on my way to my fren's place for a drink to unwind after a week at work with all the bombs. Only to be asked to go home early coz gotta run tml morning.
You always say that I dun understand,  you meant well for me to go home early to rest and exercise tml, stay away frm those frens, etc.
Are they really your friends?
Forget it. I will just catch the last bus home and rest early,  if it pleases you.

Day 1 as a HR E

Day 1 just ended~
Hmm... since this is my 2nd perm position,  I cant really say much about it. But today is quite chillax. Do mainly admin stuff nia. 😅
My RO reminds me of one of my excolleague Anthea for aome reason like a bit street smart kind? Other colleagues seems more dovey in general. It feel more like e2i than Jobstudio. Desk is much bigger as well 👏 Just crowded with messy paperwork ard my legspace.
Went around shaking hands but I have mostly forgotten their names by now... 😔 Though its also not a lot...
My department isn't big. But they seems to all be functioning well. Hopefully I will enjoy my tenture with them and learn a lot from them. I was told that the job will be very fast paced. But so far... Its mainly admin stuff. Maybe its just first day! ✌
I must say that I quite like my colleagues. 😆 Just no shuai ge 😜

新一年,新公司,新开始! 2015

Sometimes I feel 我应该更。。。粘人,烦人,缠人。。。 更体贴,可爱。
But not so easy leh...
Haiz! 为事业我也还有很多进步的空间。我要做好本分学习新的事务并且更加努力! 好好的工作!
I hope I will not feel too stressed etc. Stress is something I have to learn to cope with and handle. 加油!
Other than these,  I also hope to be able to spend more time on self improvement. New courses and more allocation of time towards interest hobbies etc. Currently will probably be my wish to take up the 6mths HRM post dip within the next 2 years. And probably resuming dance lesson and excercise more regularly. 
因为我懒惰所以要更加自律! 不要再上班迟到了! 加油!新一年,新公司,新开始!
努力!!! 为将来努力!💪💪💪