Loittering ard sch library now... Supposed to be studying and charging my hp~ But... Kinda got sick of doing it... :x So i found my way to a nearby unoccupied com. ;p
I'm not focusing on my studies recently... Haiz~ My cousin told me i've finally gone crazy studying after all these years~ Hahaha~ Maybe? Borderline liao~ Hahaha~
I'm waiting for a gathering with my the CATZ at 6 @ outram... Bored to death in sch~ I need something light-lifting... Sometime to cheer me up... I need a lot of that.
I wanna hug someone and feel emo~ Was just telling my fren the other day... I feel like i'm on this rebellious stage of life. Haiz~
I miss talking to frenz over the phone... Damned shiok! LOL! Just talk all day~ =D But nowadays ppl just text n stuff... Hmm~ During meet ups, i'll get distracted by my wadsapp frm my DA excos chat. I just need to turn off 3G during meetups~ I'm known for prompt reply within my excos... But not for attention for my meetups~ >.<
Haiz~ I wanna meet up with someone i can hug~ :)

City of EDM! from Dj Cass on 8tracks Radio.

Haiz! I'm not making xmas cards this yr liao~ No motivation or inspiration...
I need a muse!!! :)
Sooo Damned tired... Zzz~ Jingle bells~ Jingle bells~ Jingle all the way~
Argh~ Anyway, went clubing on wed to celeb Sit's Bday~ Hahaha! Club till 6am... :x OMG OMG OMG!
When clubbing, i accidentally broke a glass :x But nth happened... i think they are all used to it...
Lesson of the day. Dun dance near the tables~ Hahahaha~ :x
Anyway, Sandra got us into the VIP area~ Lalalala~ Free drinks~(alcohol lah) LOL! Soooo... got high quite fast~ :x
We celeb siti's bday with a choc molten cake frm starbuck that is not molten~ Then drink drank drunk...
Hmm~ Wad else? Nthing much that i can say... Lol~ Just had a great time with my fellow dancers...
~ Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Hungry~ Supper? O.o

On sat, I went down to AMK with Q n PW for shopping and dinner.., Miss them much much~ Bought my xmas exchange pressie (liverpool waterbottle & vit C) for Edwin~ Then... Went home lor~

Had fun last night... Sunday, 9 dec.

It's a xmas exchange. I was tricked!!! Argh!!! I was like the only one that brought a date... (T.T)

Bully me... the rest all pair up tgth... -.-"

Had fun~ But i really searched for a date lor!!! HMPF!!! Found 2... Hehehe~ Lucky~ 2 nice guys who agreed. Hahaha! Hmm~ I felt kinda bad~ Coz i had to reject one of them... like put on hold. When He's is doing me a big favour... Raye luh! Reply me so late. Huff puff! Huff puff! -angry- hahaha! But so glad that he could make it... Lalala~

It was a fun night. Went to Coqs and Balls @ Tiong Bahru... I was like super paiseh luh. Haiz! Horrible night! Photos turned out fine. except for 1, i really wanna crop out my feet!!! Argh!

So the 6 except for Raye exchanged pressie, I got a handcream n filer from Body shop~

Anyway, Coqs and Balls is a pub. So they sell lots of drink luh... Ppl ard me ordered 2 shots absinthe. Argh! N they played 7-up with freaking absinthe. Ok lah... At least he can drink... so helped me a lot lor~ Haiz! But still!!! Absinthe! Argh!!!

Had a headache afterward... Due to lack of sleep, food and alcohol i think~ Zzz~ Haiz!

Anyway, we went to Kat condo for xmas exchange the security guard was super nice! Help us open up the function room to us... Hehehe! Coz i was too noisy~ Hahaha~ :x Had tons of fun though! :)

Oh well... Time to slp~

OH ya... Just returned frm club meeting tonight. Damned tired~ Haiz! N stressed~ Haiz!

Go wash up~ Zzz~

I'm falling sick!
Haiz! It's been such a long time since I had dance. Today was disasterous. :(
Something is happening in our club... Haiz! Cried over it today... Dunno why... Just started feeling sad~ Haiz!
Got a feeling, tml i'll start to ache all over~ Zzz~ (TT.TT)
Feeling soooo cold after dance today~ Haiz! N tired now... but i hadden blog for sooooo long~ Busy busy busy~
Anyway, spend abt $200 on biweekly contacts recently... :( Oh~ My students, whr are thou? I'm waiting for u~
Shld get it tml, or so~ Gotta special order it coz my base curve is 8.8... Kinda big... For my big big eyes~ LOL! -blink blink-
Hahhaa!
Oh ya... Participated in SIM Mr & Miss SIM production as Miss SIM. Didn't tell much ppl~ Coz everyone having exams... Kinda sad... coz those that came were those i didnt tell... But those i told didn't come... -EPIC FAIL- :(
Had tons of fun being pretty with the help of professional makeup artist puting on makeup for me, curling my hair.
Had fun!!! :)
Oh! Other club in sch asked me to join them~ Hahaha! NO! I'm damned tired liao~ NOOOOooooooooo way~
Movies tml! Bringing my last kid out tml~
Need my bed desperately~ Nights~

I hereby swear that I did not undergo plastic surgery of any kind. Please stop looking so shock to see me im my make-up and contact lens!!!
As part of the club activity, I'm agreed to help out my club in the school concert with a role that wears a Selena Gomez mask. -.-" I'm doing this not v willingly. I'm ok with the helping out. Not with the stage issue. >.<
Scared!!!
Howie???
Anyway, gonna be playing a -.- role in the sch concert, "Mr & Miss SIM". V little work de role. At least I can add it in my testimonial? By burning off 2 weeks... (not worthed it... Save $19?) Haiz! N I might not get to wear heels!!! T.T
Wadever~
Anyway, I got concern with my ever growing eyebags... So thick!!! T.T Queenie says it's same size as my eyes... Yeah! Must draw my eyes bigger... so that it's slightly bigger than my eyebags... Lol!

I wanna talk to u~ But my hp no network now~ Dunno why... My damned castle, forever no signal de! (T.T) Ok, maybe not forever... wadever \(~o~)/
Stress, got stuff to do... Just pushing back now~
First, i got a legitamate reason to pon class next sat. Hehehe! Help my cousin with her wedding... Why everyone thing i so free arh? Always giv me so many things to do... (T.T) V tiring de lor!
Second, i got to help do some prep work... for her wedding gate crash... n i think i accidentally destroyed my dark red lipstick for the guys to use that day... I nv use before... just use on my hand only... but anyway... cox i kept it too long... i think a bit spoil liao... Zzz~ See if it can be salvaged~
I'm super sianz!!! Hav a A3 size ppl to design... Zzz~ (T.T)
Third, I hav hw TO DO!!! haiz!
Fourth, DANCE STUFF AS USUAL~  Like damned tiring lor... Haiz! Monday- sch, tues- dance, wed- dance, thurs- dance, friday- Q?, sat- sch, sunday- dance. Shit lah! I'm not performing... but like endless duty an ni kuan. Soooo sianz~ Really regreted talking up this damned chi li bu tao hao de logistic position. It's fun lah... Interacting with my dance ppl. But super tired too~ It isn't that i dun like DA but i just feel so stressed.
Fifth, sometimes i wonder if i'm too stressed out for no apparent reason... Realise that a lot of my frenz think that i'm super constantly in stress... Kinda true to an extend. Haiz! My cousin told her fren today. My cousin(me) had been control and kept at home studying since young. a bit crazy liao... Hahaha~ True? I dunno~ Maybe? Hmm~ wadeva~ Dun care. Coz it was the first time i met her fren. N started BULLYING him! Muwahahahaha! Opps~ Sorry~ It was a joke... :p
Hmm... Shld start posting m=on my bday celeb soon? Go a feeling it'll be LONG!!! Err... No really... won't expose all the secret~ Hehe! But still~ Haiz!
I'm sooooooo glad that i did NOT hav a party. I feel that my 21st is like damned awesome lor! ^v^
Thanks everyone!

Sometimes i wish i can hav someone who is too free, so free that this person is there 24h for me, foc, no complains, anytime, no favours owned. Dun behave in a way like i'm in debt or something... Zzz~ Haiz! I hav a fren who fufill most of the characteristic except that ppl tend to take her for granted. ;(
I feel useless at times, i dun get stuff quickly but please giv me points for effort. I need someone to hug! Promise not to cry! Dun RUN!!! :)

Hmm... Dance is quite fun these few days... No training, just choreo. Hee!!! I like doing choreo but not performing... Weird huh?
Anyway, I haven't done my bday shopping. Hoping to do that on sunday, tmr with queenie, if she will entertain me?
Well, point is budget ard $55 capitaland voucher, $5 expected to be spent on gong cha.
Plus another abt $25 spare cash?
Wad do I wanna get... Hmm... Not so much on makeup products... Hmm... a meal, Clothes! White spagetti, a sundress, A long necklace, flats... My budget v tight... :( coz I think I will hav more I wanna get de... :'( see how... Shld charge my tutee more~ >.< lol!!!
My mum asked if I want a ipad, camera, bracelet or angbao for bday.
I choose angbao.
Coz I dun need a ipad, a camera or a bracelet.
Camera is a expensive want, ipad is a white elephant for me (no use for it)
Bracelet would hav been an invited trouble. (dun trust her taste) Plus, I dun wear bracelet de.
I would hav preferred a sponsered trip abroad. But I think v ex also leh... Sooo... Aiya... Just 意思意思 angbao will do :p
Happily clearing up my bank account deficit... :)
But still far from my ideal... Haiz! :( So much I wanna get. But soooo little I can afford to...
Recently, I'm considering going nie after I grad. I dun mind teaching pri/sec/jc
But I'm not interested in teaching english. :(
Hahaha!!! Haiz! :(
But I'm unsure abt teaching as a career for the next twenty year leh. Seems sooo long~ >.< Staying in a job for such a long time. Haiz!

Edit: This was composed on a bus on my way home but only published on 4 nov, the next day...
By then, Q told me she can't make it on sunday~ for a freaking scheduled haircut... -grumbles- haha~

This is seriously pathetic... =.=
Was watching 康熙来了 for the past 45mins or so and I went back to my room to chk if any one replied my msgs on wadsapp... Ok... No one replied. It's ok. BUT just after I put down the hp. My hp sounded an alert. I held it back in my hand happily and to my horror plus embarrassment. It's just my hp sounding the 'fully charged' alert. -.-"
Walaoooo~ Damned anti-climax lor!
Haven't been blogging coz my hp can't blog so some unknown reasons. ;3 
Oh well, wad to do?\('.')/ Blog when i'm free at home, not busy watching my videos lor~

Oh yar, made amendments to my wishlist.
For clutch my frens are giving me that, i think, i hope, i wish(?) they asked me wad i want mah...
Anyway, i finally realise that wishing for money is like a bit stupid plus damned rude lor. It's practical lah... I'm kinda practical... I think, i hope, i wish?
But still... kinda rude...

Looking forward to 2 bday cards this yr.
One frm a scrapbooker, another from the shoe cobblers~

Embaressed sia!!! I fell on stage today. LOL! OMG!!! Apparently, i stepped on someone's feet so slipped and fell. DAMNED embaressing sia!
Anyway, I just practiced running backwards at home ard a chair... Kinda stupid... but no choice i run too slow~ Haiz!!! Run Run RUN FASTER!!! (T.T) Run too slow~ Haiz!

I'm gonna be so dead this sunday... I guess... I hope i wont faint on the street and my throat won't die on me! Haiz! I feel soooooo tired last sunday.
My schedule?
AM
8.30-10 DANCE (Chinese)
PM
12-1.40 Tuition 1
2.40-3.50 Tuition 2 TWINS
3.50-4.45 Tuition 3 TWINS
7-10.15 DANCE (Sch)
I was so tired!!! Nearly died sia~

This SUNDAY
AM
8.30-10 DANCE (Chinese)
PM
12-1.30 Tuition 1
2.30-3.30 Tuition 2 TWINS
3.30-4.30 Tuition 3 TWINS
5.30-7.30 Tuition 4 XY
8-10 Baby Niece 1st mth thingy...

OH MY GOD!

Photo: iStockphoto

Can i pls cancel tuition no.4? Pretty please?


BTW, my sch started today, i mean... yesterday...
MONETARY was ok.
OTIA was HEAVYYYYYYY Like IBM. =.=
But overall, i survived! With a new monetary and industrial friend! :)

I have curfew at 2am. Hmm~ Okay. Wad to do? I'm young, a gal.
I hav commitments like sch, dance and tuition.
Anyway, so from now on, thurs i cannot go supper liao lor. Go supper on tues only.
Then each week quota is 2 late nights.
Late is later than 12 midnight...
One week abt twice or so?
Anyway, when sch reopens, my lesson is on sat 8.30am... Friday night cfm cannot stay out late le mah!
Haiz!

My way of presenting and notes for budgeting.

是我还不成熟吗？心里老只想要大家玩在一起，永远对人看不清，不信任。
是我多疑了？
因为怕尴尬，而不想把话说白。大家对我说的都几乎一样，是时候了吗？我不喜欢那种不认真的心态，但自己也说不出一个所以然来。
~心慌慌~

Hmm~ WHy must u tell him??? ARGH!!!
I was hard at work for FAME coz i dun wanna lao kui~ Senior, dunno how to do past choreo, a bit sad~
Plus, if i'm not casted in any performance also very sad
But then... U DUN NID TO TELL HIM DE!
Very diu lian if i dun do it well tomorrow leh! Zzz~ Haiz!
So i revise a bit... forgot again... got 3 main parts in total... I so far only got 2 parts... the third part still not sure, a bit sianz! Zzz~ How~ ~ ~ Nvm... If first 2 parts can 100% sure, good enough~

A friend of mine told me that in his opinion, i shld just give it a try~
Hmm~ Maybe it's just me thinking too much anyway... I dunno~ Haiz! About time i learn to trust myself but is it responsible to trust myself like this? What's my true purpose? Is it sufficient? Hmm~ Pondering~
PS: totally forgotten abt bday of my friend... GG!!! MAJOR!!! WAN DAN! HOWWW!!!

"POK! POK! POK!", I'm squeezing and twisting the bubble wrap... My sample of Lifebuoy 300ml has arrived!!! YoHo! Head over to get urs!!!
https://www.facebook.com/#!/lifebuoyFB/app_274154845993865
Yipee! Cheapo~ Haha!
I'm so freaking tired... but super unwilling to leave being conscious and head over to meet 周公 for the game of chess... Or maybe monopoly deal? I dunno how to play chess leh~
Hmm~ A few cafe i feel like trying~ Looks Yummm~ Who wanna go? =D
Haiz! My eyes are falling off after lack of sleep, contact lens and rushing.. Then i realise... today, they didn't need my help leh~ Zzz~ Argh! Nvm~ Just be there for them lor... OH! It's the NUS Bravisimo concert by my instructor for SIM Dance art, also their instructor lah... Awesome show, Bon Voyage~ Rocks MAX!

My schedule 220812 wed
00:00 reach hm(ard there post super)
0400 bathe and turn off com
0800 finally finished the book and slp
1300 dad got me lunch, yummy beehoon and chicken wing =D
1430 prep for tutoring
1515 tutoring
1655 leave for UCC
1725 got out of MRT and took taxi instead @ NEX
1745 reached UCC and went backstage, eat dinner~ Help out~
1900 ticketing starts~
2000 watch an awesome concert
Until concert ends~ ard 2130
Took lot of pic with the burlesque gals...
2345 Supper ended, head hm
2359 still on my way hm

~random thoughts~
Grace told me that my post are funny =D
Then, salsa ppl looked shock to see me in contacts and makeup~ Haha! =D
I like to shock ppl~ Lol! But difference so big meh? Kinda fun though... But I'll feel offended when ppl think i shld feel offended... Hee! ;p
Nights~ My dark eye circles worsening liao~ Btr slp liao~ :)

I wanna eat DIN TAI FENG! Haha~ Noodles~ Braised Beef Noodles. Ahhhhhh! With 小菜. Ahhhhhhh! I wan~ -pout- I'm talking to my computer right now, telling my com how much i wanna eat Din Tai Feng... I think I'm a little crazy liao~ OMG!
But I'm kinda full from eating dinner and i'm not finished with dinner yet. Zzz~
Mummy cooked too much!
Next sunday DA having BBQ, so far, so bad! Haiz! :( How leh?
The ppl who said 'yes' is about 10, ppl who rejected is about 7. the remaining 30 or so have not replied~ Ahhhhhhhh! U gals btr be there! I'm murder ppl!!! With my BBQ tongs! Haha! See how lor~ :)

Hmm... Blogging by mail doesn't work recently...
So blogging becomes more ma fan for me~ Passed my exams. But since I didnt do well last year, pls pp is pretty tough this yr, I kinda wasn't expecting much... Expected to fail 2 units. But passed all!!! Didnt do very well though...
My MSM is at least 3 marks below expectations... Zzz... Thought I'll get 80+ initially... But got 67~ Different classifications leh... Zzz...
Ibm scrapped passed. Yipee!!! But I didnt study much for ibm until l8r dates... Lol... (one reason why I thought I'll fail ibm)
POA I expected first class initially. But after seeing the pp, I kinda thought I would fail... Zzz... So I'm super happy that I did a lot better than failing. Lol...
Micro, unexpectedly got a 71 :) Macro 48, a bit sad... Expected btr coz paper was not that tough... Ya, my frenz told me my grades are quite good but still... Haiz!~

At Kallang Leisure Park, Pasta Mania... Seafood Zuppa?
Tomato Soup based Seafood Pasta w/ tender squid and some chopped up prawns~
I found some shallots in it, accounting for the fragrance?

At Spize Bedok, Nasi Goreng Ayam~ Super nice, i stole off my friend's. He paid while i 'shared' 2 pc of chix and a few scoops of rice... :) Delicious! Kinda spicy though.

Dun feel like eating lumch... Just wanna sit in front of the computer and rest all day! So tired!!!
Finally slept at 6am, woke up at 1pm Not very sleepy last night...
Anyway, i will eat lunch eventually, just that... I dun feel like walking to get lunch... LOL! I'm hungry! Haha! Will move my ass soon~ ^^ Cannot post 'I dun feel like eating lunch' on fb, will be fatal de... Lol! Confirm scary for 1 week... Zzz~

 Went to Mookata, opp 122 Katong

 The Meat Platter! Ya, we ate a lot~ 3 of us finished this and added 2 more meat dish... I think i eat too much liao...

 Dr Cafe, strawberry Vanilla frap, they have a name for this~ Which i forgotten...

Max Brenner, Crystal Sugar Churros foundue
Ate a lot yesterday~

I'm so proud of mysels today! I won majiong! I won!!! Not $2, not $5 but $11.20 :)
Yes! Arh... i think fang shui though... 2 guys lose to 2 gals. the 2 guys one is beginner, my lvl de... One is busy with something else during the session, distracted...
Anyway, so point is i won but i dun think it's coz of skill but more of luck. :D
And coz last round i won $3.60 out of everyone... Forgot why~ HAha! Yes!!! Super lucky indeed! :)
Really worried about my results... Though i dun talk much abt it... Next friday, Haiz!
Had a HTHT with a guy, random talk... He's super tired but coz i started on a very interesting story, so... He wanted to find out more about it lah~ Haha! So told him parts of the story and chit chat with him lor~
Anyway, recieved general advise frm ppl to start wearing makeup wherever i go. Haiz!
Not 2, not 5 but like quite a lot of ppl suggested for me to wear contacts and makeup more often... Like... a lot of my frenz lah~
Haiz! One told me that she dun go out without makeup~
Especially since my skin condition ain't good~ Maybe? Will consider bah~ :) Maybe to all outings and events... But on Long Term daily basis? Hmm~ I counted will cost me about $300 a year? Plus 30 mins extra everyday once i'm used to it. Hmm~ Shld i?

Hmm~ Someone asked me, Are U dancing Burlesque? HMM~ NOOOOOO! Weird Comment/qns. Burlesque? I'm not so... High bah~ LOL! I've been trying to get my split right since dunno when... recently, i realise i have a problem with my technique... I'm not doing it properly. It's like a bad habit which i only realise recently... So... I have to retrain properly... Zzz~ HOW~~~ I really really super duper like the song ONE MORE NIGHT by MAROON 5 ^^ Tonight got a meeting with 6 other ppl at BOAT QUAY, dinner and stuff. Thursday is majiong session. Friday is double tuition Saturday also double tuition Hmm~ tired... Though i haven't done much~ Hmm~ Haiz! I feel stressed in DA coz i'm one of the worst dancer there... Except for flexibility I'm not too awful... Else, I'm like not v good cordination, strength, lacking, etc... Haiz! Jia you! At least strengthen my flexibility and other excercise~ Hee! :D

我哥跑来问我，“爸爸问我你最近这样迟回家是不是交男朋友了？“

妹妹，“没有呀!“

I'm home late coz tuition and dance mah. Plus going out with friends... My parents are funny, ask me abt my bro's stuff... And asking my bro abt mine too. My dad and mum are hilarious!

Recent Craze

Hmm~ Gotten a bit wild recently i think... :p Hee! I'm just bored and stressed.
Haiz! I dun get a lot of things that happens here and there... Hmm~ I'm not making sense, i think... I'm full of contrdictions sometimes due to pride and I also feel restricted. I wonder why would i feel so sometimes... Chill gal! I jus wanna explore and be adventurous sometimes... Get to know more about the different kinda ppl in the society and stuff~
I feel so hectic and worried about tutoring, my dates are mostly filled up by my kids... Haiz! It's either tutoring/dance for me... These are the only thing that can lift my mind off results woes... Haiz! How leh~ I'm worried~~~ I dun wanna think so much abt these stuff... Arhhhhhh!!! So dun mention abt these topic!!! Haiz!

Chicken rice @ yishun with Q n PW this afternoon...
Dinner at HM..
I'm hungry now...
Shld probably slp it off...
TML gotta do work for mummy... Haiz! I dun wanna work... 21 kids somemore... Zzz~
Super sianz! Off to bed!

I'm busy being a 花痴 over a guy today! Haiz! Whole day some more~ Zzz~ I know, will get over it soon~ But i realise i like guys to be a little buff~ -blush-

I asked them out for a supper outing but they told me they wanna club instead.So i went clubbing with frenz again. 3rd time. Zirca, they like this place and helipad a lot I think.
Drank 2 shots, tequila and vodka. Tequila tastes alright but volka tastes absoluely awful~! Gasps!
2 left early, kat & edwin(bday boy)
Leaving me, siowai and charles.
Danced with a guy. OMG! Frm SP, 18 yr old. Imagine... Hee! V shuai!!! Haiz! Sad lah... He a bit too much for me though... Tried to kiss me, I dodged, then he started being a bit touchy, I left him for loo~ He seems decent coz he asked if he shld stop his fren frm kissing my fren. Haha! But too touchy for my liking. Hee! He.might suffer bruises frm dancing with me though. Haha! :p sorry~
Think about it... I'm frm dance club but I can't dance. I'm frm choir but I can't sing. Goodness!

I'm bored! Nothing interesting happening recently. Or maybe too interesting... Zzz~ So interesting i get bored now that it's all over? Haiz! N the thoughts of results release~ Oh my!!!

I'm bored and looking for ppl to talk to. BUT no one i really feel like talking to? 我不想吵到人家。Then i dun wanna talk about stuff that has already past. No point.
This friday i might go out after tuition. Thinking of asking my kids for earlier timing. I'm going out a bit too often i think. Haiz! But life without work is kinda boring. Thing is most ppl cant make it on the days i can... plus i hav stuffs at night. Zzz~

My typical weekly schedule:
monday free
Tues dance at night
Wed tuition afternoon/night depends. Just 1.5h, but i realise that i should had just stuck to 2h, coz i end up tutoring 2hours coz my gal crap too much with me~
Thurs Dance at night
Friday tuition
sat tuition
Sun Dance and tuition

Hmm... I might hav gotten thinner... Zzz~ How? Eat more? Zzz~

LOL! Super edited to soften(?) the colour etc. Nice, right? :) Except for the first one which i look so... stiff~ And maybe more than just the first one? Haha!

UPDATES on food~
When to quite a few places to eat good food recently! Hence explaining my dwindling bank account...(accompanied by shopping spree!)

At Ramen Play! OMG!!! Will definitely return for their soup and noodles!

At Cineleisure the Jap cafe/restuarant at lvl 2 beside the escalator, omu rice, my fav food! BIG portion!

Cocoichiban @ bugis+ (former Illuma) Sliced pork with kimchi. I like kimchi cooked. :)
It's spicier than expected due to the Kimchi but i dun like cold crispy kimchi, I really love it served cooked with stired fried pork. YUMMY!
It's great place to eat jap curry! Love it to bit! First ate at Thailand, had sliced beef omurice then. But if you dun wan curry, dun enter, everything they sell is curry.

Ichiban Boshi at Centrepoint. Super good. Nett is ard $22 Definitely YUMMY and filling, u might wanna try their Nabe, looks super worthed it and with rice plus some udon and other sides, might be sufficient for 2 ladies with small appetite~

Dun laugh! OMG! My teacher told me he didn't recongnise me in my makeup! Seriously? OMG! Lol! I always eat supper with you de leh! Tsk tsk! At least once a week and you don't recongnise me? :(
He didn't recongnise me when he put down his bag and went to take food, he only realises that it's me when he return back to the table and i asked him to sit down and eat. LOL! When i open my mouth then he realise. I think the whole night he's probably thinking makeup can do wonders~ Haha!
Anyway, that's the general response~ Haha! See? Told you! J kept saying i look v 艳。Told her, ya! Sep student week i full make-up arh! Haha!
The most classic incident is a guy i met for a clubbing event. Then a few days later i met him for pool without makeup, i thought i'm another gal with the same name! OMG! That's the most classic PX with specs and without incident.
Hee! Super vain me! :) Anyway, i realise later on when i reach hm, i didn't blend my foundation properly, a bit patchy~ YIKEs! I can't imagine what i must looked like under the mac lights... The PUB @ bday celeb shld still be okay with yellowish lights. But MCDONALDS!!! OMG! Bright white lights! Haha! NVM~ Only a few there only~ Plus my hair was not tied up, not too obvious bah~ (hopefully)
Anyay, had fun! Took lots of pictures! Shld be up on fb soon! ^^

I look a bit goth now... Lol! Dun laugh! Damned! My foundation too light. I use bb cream n foundation... Plus I dun use eye shadow de. I'm super tall too. Haha! Heels!!! Yoho! Hee!!!
I look like one of tim burton characters. Lol!
I'm going malaysia for shopping on 6 aug! Must save a bit lor... Then can go spend a bit~ :D
Lol! Meet up with my frens recently. First question, u meet anyone recently? -Gag-
Noooooooooooo! U got anyone,who.might be interested? Intro! Dun ask me le!!! Argh!!! Enough!!! Abv 173 prefered. lol!
Heading to my DA fren bday party @ raffles de pub today. She booked lvl 2. Theme: monochrome/ vampire night
Hence, my slightly (I think I look) goth and tim burton character thoughts. Zzz... :( try to post a pic of before my night ruin my makeup and outfit look. :p
Brought 1 extra batt and chargie out with me today.
Gonna alight at boon keng to wait for j to get out of her hse... She's still doing her nails! Seriously? OMG! Wad tym u wanna go hm! Xiao jie!!!

Anyway, a chance for me to take a photo~ :)

I'm so tired and sleepy!!! Oh my gosh! Sleepy! Really shldnt go out with Ty, j, d for supper. Seriously!!! Omg!!! I need to sleep! I did sleep 8h actually, missed dance again... Recently I hav this thought of quiting(actually quite often I'll have this thought...) Haiz! Coz I hav to wake up so early! :(
Rushing to kid 4 for maths now. Then twins l8r. Zzz...
Tonight hav bday party~ @ raffles area... A pub.

Listening to one more night by maroon 5! Nice!!!
Yala yala! Opening up my blog lah. Lol! I'm closed my blog coz of some stupid stuff I dun wanna mention and also coz I'm too busy with stuff recently, so I dun intend to blog much anyway.
Anyway, I hav an eye candy in sch!!! But I'll next see him in Late sep! Long wait~ Haiz! -Instant Depression- Haha! Results out in 18 aug, I think. Zzz...
Invited ZH to come my club dance yesterday. Lol! She dun dare to try. I also a bit cmi... But just try and hav fun lor. Pretty fun! Especially since it was club's bday celebration! :D
Happy Bday DA!!! We're one now!
I'm too tired to blog now. Zzz... Heading to bugis meet up with DA ppl~ bye!

I'm so tired!!! Omg! Went shopping today after everything. Zzz... Tired! Next time recruitment, i'll wear make up. =.=
Went ard chit chatting today~ Happy!!! :) Tons of fun today!!!
When I'm not working, which is most of the time. :D Was busy chatting with ppl and enjoying myself. Busy myself with getting ppl to help me get mos burger, free photo taken and printed, trying to listen to 晴天 being played with guitar within the crowd, getting free stuff. Walking ard chatting! Hee!

你也不用当着我的面绕一圈说我不美吧! Was doing recruitment booth today. Omg!!! A guy came up ask me if there's any pretty gals in the club, it's his attitude and tone. Walao!!! I was abt to diao him then my 2 frens from exco camp saved me, or him? Lol! They told him that I'm good if I take off my spec!!!(i was wearing contacts everyday in camp) Oww!!! Jeremy and Bernard!!! So sweet!!! Walao eh... I wanted to die then though... Coz v embarressing... Though it does indicate that I'm seriously toot in specs. Lol! I know I'm not pretty but silence is gold! Damned leh.
Seriously, that guy damned idiot sia! U wanna see pretty gals go beach lah. My club de pretty gals dun 稀罕u! Wad shit! 敢得罪我？I'll break ur legs arh! We're a dance club afterall~

I'm kidding.

Hmm... Let's hope I won't be l8. (•W•)
Super sleepy! Sleepy! Oh my, yesterday was horrid! My legs... Hurts a lot today! Yesterday my teacher decides that we need more split trainings... Ouch! U just imagine lah. So there was 4 phrase. But we ended at phrase 2. Coz everyone dying le. Hee! I case u're wondering why I'm always on the brink of death during dance/ handicap post dance, it's just my instructor. He's known for heavy duty training on techniques.
So if u forget to do some pre-slp stretching, like me. It's gonna be an experience. :D
Haiz! I'm tired~ my legs hurts, back hurts, sides hurts & hands hurt. Agony~ Heading for dim sum! Bb!

Omg! Dance can be really expensive. My teacher is participating in a dance competition. Tix costs $250 each. Seriously? OMG! Apparently, it's like v atas de. Plus watch the competition is like watching performance one. It sounds crazy to compete there leh. Unless u're rich or pretty certain u'll win. Else usually the registeration fee is also v high. OMG! So ex!!!
Heading to dance now~ hopefully, hp won't die on me before I reach studio~

Dinner at mookata opp 112 katong. Awesome!!! Except for the oil. It's super yummy! Apparently, there's a lot of diff mookata ard selling thai steamboat. So I got to the wrong shop nearby. Had to spend $3.60 on cab fare. Zzz~ But it's worth it!!! Thai streamboat is just pan fry plus steamboat ard it. So the oil frm ur meat will drip down into ur soup. Absolutely wonderful! OMG! Initially the soup stock was sweet but st the end it got salty and we had to keep adding some more soup into the evaporating pot. I can't describe it well... But I'm still kinda irritated by the hot oil that just (wad do u call it) splatter? Pops? Out of the meat and pan and scald me~ Zzz... Seriously!!! Argh!!!
Watched spiderman post dinner. He not v shuai afterawhile leh. Lol! Super cool though. I think it's much better than avengers.
I wonder how many ppl have the same problem as me. I wanna pee!!! Lol! Usually halfway thru the show, I'll feel like pee-ing. I hav this problem with all movies! Dunno why? Probably coz I'm seated for long period of time. Maybe~
Hmm... Tml 2pm at bugis shop for shoe. Then 3pm buy sweets and exams pps then go dance ard 4pm with dinner.
Been having diarrhea today... Awoken by a painful stomachache followed by (u know lah)...
Then same during lunch. And before I left my hse. Omg!!! Nooooo~ I'm not hm yet!!! Nah!
I. Have. Good. Controoooooooool~
10 more mins!!! 忍!
This is horrible! But. I. Can. Fight. IT! Wondering if it's coz it's accumulated over the camp. Wanted to get banana today. But decided against it, it's supposed to worsen my diarrhea. So... Cannot buy/eat. Hope it gets better soon. My large intestine? Pls get well soon! :D Meanwhile, pls fight the battle of endurance before I step foot into the toilet.
With love,
Me °~°

Super tired! Back from camp!!! I wasnt too much of a disgrace, I guess~
Yeah!!! Mass dance was awful... Had to ask the other grp to reach us lor! Haiz! And we comb with the other grp to preform and I had to stand in the front... Coz of personnel issue. Hmm... Fun but stressful~ gonna cut my nail later, so that I wont hav to fear scratching my eyeball while getting my contacts out. Our camp.food is catered for all 3 days! dishes are nice but the noodles kinda suck in general. Heard that this camp is abt $500 each~ it's good lah. But that good?

Wed, ate laksa steamboat n bens n jerry's waffle, yummy!
Next week got this damned camp right? Got wad sim mass dance. Damned! Mass dance? Gaps! Dun wanna lah. Plus got wad sim mass dance presentation. U kidding arh? Presentation? I hate dancing in front of ppl! 很丢脸! Oh! Plus got wad student week grp presentation. I'm not interested in bring committee for student week leh, sure sai kang one. I'm not idiotic. Ewww~DA logistic jiu enough of headache liao, still go compete for student week com? I'm not dumb leh. I rather do be facilitator for fod, at least can skip fod performance. :) Arh! But my monday tuition... Headache arh! Lol! I just dun wanna do planning, DA very hectic with trying to out-do other clubs and trying to remain on high profile as much as possible liao, plus all the upcoming stuff, I no time do extra leh. Sian much much! Zzz~
Dreading the camp x2
Shld I get a new samsung batt? Ard $40 though~ but I think need leh, batt dies easily nowadays~ Zzz~ nights.

I think I'm a nice person that's afraid of awkwardness. Hmm... Cab hm frm orchard yesterday night. Zzz... $19 can still afford once a wk lah. So I can still go lunch with them every tues bah. Thurs, go hm eat. :)
Must save a bit lah. Dun eat out l8 too often.
Out with q n pw for laksa steamboat today! But I'm l8. Coz I lost track of time while reading... My 死穴, usually I only intend to read 15mins but end up being 30mins, 2h becomes 4h... Lol... That's how I can read till 6am in the morning, throughout the night... Haiz! Forgot to bring stuff for them too~ I'm gonna see queenie's death stare l8r. And lect on 原则. Haiz!
想和pw go bugis st shopping leh~ sian... Buy some shoes. Hee!!!
Haiz! I'm tired~
Next wed-fri may hav to attend a camp in sch, fri tuition postpone to sunday morning or monday afternoon. Sat tuition as per norm, sunday watching competition in the afternoon, dinner & chinese dance concert at night.
Busy Next week.

To celebrate, I've gone crazy for dinner. Purple rice roll, pudding, lemon roasted melon tea with pearls and a loaf of coffee walnut cake! :) abt $15, actually, it's for my dinner, supper and breakfast tml. Haha!
Boss asked me to feed back, nth to say, so I told her, actually that b is not v friendly to newcomers, I heard frm ppl too. Her reply was, b wont be ard for long either. Woots! Opps! I mean ooooowwwww~ So sad! :)
Probably getting another kid if can fit my schedule lor. See how~ I'm not touching my wed n weekends anymore though...
I'm gonna get busy gaining weight.

Super funny!!! Just now director came down. So my supervisor immediately ask my partner to go pretend pt. Lol!!! Seriously funny!!! U shld see how flustered my supervisor is! :p
Lunching, $3!
Tuition tonight~ snooze. I'm considering taking one p6 maths student 2h a wk, every monday 4pm $200 pay. I dun need it lah... Zzz... But with my reduced income... money... but not taking her science coz I dun like to teach science~ :)

Arh! Starting wk running l8 with a smile today! :D So happy!!! Can eat supper with my dance members in future liao! :) Yesh!
OMG! My head of filled with kpop now, feel like doing some weird, stupid dance moves~ Hee!
So tired though. Yesterday I fell aslp on train! OMG! Luckily I didn't miss my stop, I woke up since my head kept nodding off... :x
Yesterday at pop contemp, it's so tiring. Zzz... It's teadious lor~ But usual training more xiong~
Ate a choc bar, 150g minus half(75g)? I shared some(50g?) with my dance members and ate the rest. Super hungry~ Was told I seems to hav gotten thinner? Zzz... Nota good thing but I thought my legs got more muscular with bounce and forced arch? ~.~ Damned! Guess I heated off some fats with them too, expect weight gain after today. :) I dun wanna lose anymore weight, maintain at 50kg is gd! Emphasis on MAINTAIN. Lol... Plus minus 1kg. :p

I'm fired. Explanation given is mgmt dun wan them to hire more temps. I'm kinda sceptical. But a few wks ago my boss did mentioned that mgmt say after us no more temp liao... So... I also dunno... Intend to ask my boss n feedback on my wk environment tml... But last day friday really short notice leh. Then again, I dun mind. :) coz I'm so tired n stretched with dance, tuitions & wk. I kinda like this idea of no more wk. Just worried if it's coz I'm not gd enough? >.<

Chin-na me cant speak chinese? U serious mah?
I got complained by a patient... But this pt B has a bad record lah... Hmm... So pt A came in an old man with hearing difficulties. Try explaining our policies to a old man with hearing difficulties, everyone hears what u hav to say. So since I forgot to convert appointment to 预约， ptB who overheard, thought I can't speak mandarin well... So after pt A left in a bad mood, he told me off loudly, u can't speak mandarin to him arh,etc...
Hello, u see me like that u 不帮忙还讲风凉话. Then he complained to my supervisors lor.
Kenna a long talk abt being flexible and compassionate... I want to help too... But when I ask for help, ppl always siam n ask me diy, coz they dun wanna get into the mess. Where were u just now? I felt like asking my supervisor, so no need to pay the extra charges? Then u waive? No need to explain? Then at billing they can't pay u can waive huh? Seriously, want me to be flexible, u all constantly looking for scapegoat de, compassionate? End of day, u're just worried abt complains.
"u shld try to be more flexible,.... Else later he tells his sons & daughters they come COMPLAIN'. U v compassionate leh.
Nvm... I'm temp. Wanna fire me? :D
-bad attitude- 我释怀了!

Reaching hm in 20mins, planning to slp already~ omg, such a pig! I know... ),;
Oink! Heard that I passed my flu virus to my host at thailand! So sorry!!! Guilty~ Haiz! N my travel companion. :x
Hmm... How leh? Super tired! Bought a pair of shoes today! A bit slippery, slightly lacking in friction. But shld be ok bah...Comfy leh. Hope... Try tml, if i'll slip n break a body part? :o then my performance? :x Wont lah, not that slippery. Lol! Flats somemore!
Anyway, I'm planning to slp at 11 tonight! Yipee! Slp slp slp! :) planning tooooooo... Oink!
Hm by 1020, bathe, eat, pack for dance tml, slp. Yesh!
Nights! :)))) got triple chin~ :D

不知该高兴吗？今晚可以早睡了!可是，明天又要开始忙了。oh no! 活得好累哦! Maybe I shld had not taken up this job. But I guess I do learn a lot frm it. Learn abt office politics.

Tutoring till 6 tonight, sleep at 9-6?
Then another work wk starts. Zzz...
9 more wks!!! Yipee!!! Sooooo excited! Zzz... Next sat I'll hav a performance at raffles hotel, jubilee hall... I won't expect much... But it's a lot of different dance grp leh! At least 12 items in total, I think. had a glance at the list. Interesting~

I'm too tired to remove my nail polish, gonna do it l8r. It's soooooo chipped! It's omg!!! Lol!
Think one main cause my flu not recovering  totally is coz of lack of slp! (really dun understand, antibodies can't fight my virus?)
I just wanna slp!!! Omg!!! Zzz...
Recently, I hav this thought, I'll gonna stay at hm once day n get drink in secret, no one will know coz there's too much alcohol at hm. =.= but then again... I dunno what i'll be like, drunk. Since it'll be my first tym. Lol! Interesting! :)
But I dun like the taste leh.
I feel so slpy at clinic now, visiting the chinese doc tonight, hopefully get rid of this flu!!! Good ridden! Zzz... But I'm so slpy, hope I won't fall aslp! Omg!!! Tired! Zzz... Imagine falling while waiting for my turn in the clinic, wad an embarrassment. -yawn-
I wanna eat fried food other than fried fish soup! Pathetic! Sob!!!
算了~

I'm so excited abt sleeping tonight and weekend nights, u can only imagine my excitement!
Sleep!!! yesh!!! Having rice dumplings n mr bean grass jelly drink for lunch for 2 consecutive days! Save money!!! But usually I spend a lot for dinner... Zzz... Hee! I'll buy drinks, yummy food plus maybe dessert... Hee!
Rest awhile before wk resumes.

I'm in deep shit! x2
Wk n personal/dance.
Wk shit, I feel bad coz I messed up. But I'll know tml, when if anyone realise I messed up.
Personal shit, I can't help it!!! It's unexpected! But I feel bad. Coz it's v bad!!! But 人算不如天算...
I get flustered v easily and when I get flustered, I mess up! Omg!!! Why am I so suay!!! if u see kay, this song is playing on my hp. Feels my mood... If u understand what I really mean.
Haiz! Dance is chillax today.
Hee! Security guard saves the day!
I really hope I can stop messing up my shitty life!!! Argh!!! I hate my life now!!!
All I want is to sleep!!! Pathetic!!! Haven't eaten dinner but kinda full liao, too much tibits. Plus... I gotta bathe, blow my hair dry... Shitty shitty life!!! I wanna sleep!!! Arghhhhh!!! I wan a 24h of free time!
14h slp, 5h read, 5h tv with food. Life!!!

I hav this top that makes me look slightly pregnant, in my opinion Lol!!! I'm wearing it now... N someone just stood up in the train. Is it for me? I'm not pregnant!!!
Omg!!! Noooooooo!!! Omg!!! -faints-

Saw this at a cold storage branch near sixth avenue. FREE COFFEE!!! Didn't get any, i felt like some cheapo... Lol! Wasn't in mood for it anyway.

Lol!!! Had fun at dance today, masterclass burlesque today. Super fun!!! Imagine me trying acting to act sexy. Lol! All the hips work. Hee!!! It's fun lah! :D
But once again, "Imagine me trying acting to act sexy." Emphases on TRYING. LOL!!! It's not too bad, I hope... Zzz... My beats a bit out but I think if I remember my steps, more or less acceptable lah. :)

Super slpy, on my way hm!!! Zzz... I realise, mrt is so much faster than bus... Omg!!! 30mins faster?
Me super slpy!!! N sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy~
I wanna buy opi nail polish, the jade ??colour de which i'm currently wearing on my nails now... A bit luk se, but I can't bear to clean off my nails!!! :( ooowwwwww~
At last I'm not 闷骚， I'm kinda awkward骚. Haha! Reaching hm soon~

Hmm... Finally met a kind soul in my office, had a short chat with her on the way hm, she's a perm, not as young as she look. Haha!!! Anyway, she also commented that she understand what I'm going thru, she went thru that period too. N also how... (un)friendly our collegues happens to be, vibrantly trying to cover their backs. Omg! sooooo true!!! Got super upset with a lady in office today, she asked me to ask the boss do something abt the pt (who is her fren), ask doc help out with pt problem, so I just told her, why dun u do it yourself?:D she has the ability to do that also, within her job scope, plus I dun wanna be reprimended for doing something that I did not ask my friend to do. But in the end I still did it lah, told supervisor pt won't budge. Then supervisor teach me lor, luckily doc is nice. Else, gg... :D
Work here is nc+++++++++++
With collegues that only looks out for themselves, u just can't expect much.

Comparison...
not as smart as
not as pretty as
not as skinny as
not as hardworking as
not as tall as  
not as initiative as
not as neat as
not as outspoken as
not as fun as
Everyone has a bit of each, no one is perfect, sure got something lacking de... Else confirm sure super boring n tiring. No one has absolutely nth, else, damned loser. But when someone has a balance of them, we'll nv say, u're so balanced.
It's all perception. Compared to someone, why compare wad she has n wad u dun hav, not wad u hav n wad she dun hav?
Oh no!
Now i'm feeling miserable...
Thanks arh? Nvm... I still hav my height... :)

My most dreaded monday tuition... I hav 2-3h to loitter ard until my lesson, dunno wad to do with her leh... Zzz... How leh. Get assessment bk? Do test pp? Currently doing latter coz it's closing to psle n latter covers more holes. But I think she also needs intensive on a lot of topics... Zzz... Plus her sch is not done with teacher her all the topics. So see how lah, meanwhile do exam pp first...
Ps: with my jade nail polish n my aqua top today, I look sure weird... Uniformed colours weird~

Running l8 for dance! Bus isn't coming...
Meanwhile, I calculated my contract job time, still got 50 more days. -Zzz- Including public holidays n such.
Can start to countdown le! :) ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ
Lalalalalalala~ Dunno what will happen tomorrow, Hope it'll be peaceful.
Rushing for dance!!!

Got sick in thailand, sniff sniff, fever n cough n sore throat. Saw doc yesterday got a mc today. Called my office to say I got sick in thailand, boss thought I am still in thailand, then ended my call... Since she's so busy, I dun wanna call to clarify leh... Zzz... So cont slping till now, ard 12 liao...
Slept for 12h...
Yesterday, halfway thru the flight i got this aeroplane ears aka barotrauma, sever pain on both ears... Seriously ouch!!! Omg!!! Pain like hell sia, read up online just now, it's due to my runny nose!
Zzz... Argh!!! So hateful!
Gonna claim my medical bill... Dunno can mah?

New term to describe myself to put someone in a better light~
I'm under developed~ Haha! BLEH!
Bought lot's of clothes frm thailand~
I'm so tired recently, regret taking that monday kid... Shld just chill more during holidays...
Nvm... My day job ends in AUG! YESH!
July is starting!!! It's mid June! Err... 2 more mths~
OMG! I cant wait to end my work~ Seriously!!!(feel so negative!!!)

8 more mins till end of break... Nooooo... Hope I won't make any mistakes today... :)
心惊胆战 everyday... Zzz...
My hair is tied up like exam also... Lol!!! Sat is finally arriving~ Yipee!!! :) but next friday~ Zzz...
Hmm... How leh? I dun wan! Start wk. Oh no!!! Think positive, think money. Income!!!
Start packing my luguage tonight!!! After dance.

I'm dying frm lack of slp!!! Sat will recover bah!
Need to slp~
Last night I got my maths tution, horrible...
Tonight I hav science tuition... Shld be better, ends at 9, supposedly. But I may start l8 today and end l8 too... >.<
Tml hav dance art. Omg!!! Dance fee!!! Zzz...ok lah, cheaper for exco! :) yeah!
Btw, consultation fee was not added to the doc bill, $29 adds to to outside private gp price lor! Beter than the initial $81 ($93.10) without subsides... Zzz...
But still... 41.10, felt cheated. I told the boss,i go poly see, ask her doc price, but she wans mc from doc, I think... That why ask me see staff doc! Nvm~
Haiz! I'm so tired... Friday how to wake up? Lesson ends at 10, then meeting, reach hm ard 12 or l8r... If not... Excuse myself first? Hmm... see how lor. Slp by 1pm latest.
I haven't pack my luguage... Zzz...
Zzz... Still in the midst of formulating a pack list... Hope I won't forget anything... Forget? Just go buy lor. Bring $$ n passport can le! :) lol!!! Plus luguage to bring stuff back! Haha!
啊!还没还钱~ >.<
Total Debt of $420

My heart is willing but my mind ain't.
I wanna eat my choc truffle!!! >.< My choc truffle~
I WAN U! *cough*

On MC! I'm going to rest and recover my throat today!
My doc cost me $12.10, went down to office to take leave coz i forgot to bring my notebook home and all my office contacts are on my notebook, forgotten to save into the phone.
Anyway, since i kinda work in a clinic, didnt really hav to queue up ;) Hee! So saw the senior derma concultant for my sore throat~ LOL!!! Lol! Was a waste of resource. Hee! Anyway, with govt gran n subsidy etc, cost is $12.10~ Got my MC, pass to boss then head hm with medicine~ Hee!
Love the fact that i didn have to Q up! Yeah!!! Cut Q all the way of staff mah~ Hee! Yipee~ The consultation was v fast though... But doc asked me, u ran to work huh? Me said, ya!
I sweat easily mah plus was in a rush to see take leave dun like to be lae, ended up being earliest to work today! Bleh! Wanna recover before the weekend and preferably before tml~
Tition postponed to tml since tues class not on due to unsufficient fundings~ Zzz~ We need more members, i guess~

Lol! Club last night! Just reached hm. Thank goodness I went... Thank goodness for them... But seriously, they are a mess...
Same gals drunk... Equally drunk... Got a bottle of bourbon, how they hell did I actually allow them to get bottle??? Zzz... 7 ppl also can't handle bottle, wad more to say 4. As usual, I'm the most sober, so... Tada... Did my best to protect the gals who became so willing when drunk. seriously leh... Shit... Need to blow my hair dry... Reached hm at 4.30. Need to slp tonight by 5am, 10 more mins...
Seriously, got to know ppl better, the guy we went with is considered a gent le... He didn't really do anything... Not much... Zzz... I stopped him lah... But haiz! All 3 too drunk le.
next tym, I'll cook ginger tea n bring over, =.=
They need something to reduce their drunkness... Zzz... The guys in the club are lechers... Zzz... I like dancing to the music, maybe the attention too? But seriously, one guy is not enough! (for protection)
Like... I dun know... 5-10 guys crowded ard us? Lol... I wasnt Really counting... But scary... I want much approached lah, too sober le. :)
Busy fending off guys for other gals... Easier to fend off if u're a sober gal n glaring capabilities. But difficult when ur fren is a kissing monster...
Omg! I like the fact that helipad closes at 3pm!!!
Anyway, reach rooftop ard 1030, all reach le, so they got drink, I awake got them down the stairs somehow... It was so embarrassing!!! Coz rooftop is a more pub atmosphere, no drunk usually but we're not usual... I guess... -.-  one of the gals met here fren who seems to be working at helipad in management lvl, etc (having meeting) so he gave us, 4 a free entrance into the club. I think I may hav to do with us spending quite a bit at rooftop? Maybe?
So the work begans... Protecting the gals... From all the guys. slping at 530, 5 more min... After I remove my mask & brush my teeth! :D

Seriously feel like quiting... First tym meet this kind of colleague.
I'm totally shocked, is there anything wrong with me?
They just left promptly for lunch at 1130 & without a trace. So I had lunch alone again... If u dun wanna lunch with me, just tell me. Seriously pissed. Gosh! Another perm just told me dun bother abt waiting for them to lunch tgth, one of them is just a (translated) bitch.
She just has a bad personality n the other gal who is leaving soon is her fren lah. so she'll only chap me when the bitch is not ard... Fuck! Shld I terminate my contract and just do tutoring, seriously considering doing so. I got enough mthly income on tutoring alone...
It's basic courtesy to tell ppl if u're leaving. Omg! Seriously a bitch, she told tales to one of the head nurse abt another collegue who was picking up a hp call in toilet. Seriously bitchy~ sorry, I just prefer to keep my os loud on my blog, at least I'm sure a princess like u won't know anyone reading my blog luh!!!
I heard that it's because the bitch ostracise anyone who she think dunno how to do the wk, dimwit, inferior, etc. Hmm... I'm sorry if u think I'm one of the above but on the 4th day of work, I already know that u're truely inferior. U going SIM(UB) arh. Hope ppl there isn't too inferior for u lah, else poor u hav no frens leh. :) Bitch!
I'm kinda pissed with them for abandoning me bah... lol!!! Pissed~ Seriously damned retarded. :D

Suay to max! Damned pissed today!!! Day 3 only get a the weird ass patients. Damned!!!
Boiling mad now!!! Argh!!!
Eating alone now, coz my schedule dun match with the rest. N my 2 other frens getting farewell year by superior...
Seriously pissed!!!
Worst job ever, so far!!! Argh!!!

By right, I shld eat one meal a day.
I wake up at 6-7 drink milk.
Go wk, eat at 1130
slp at 9-10
Dinner shld be 4h before slp, 5-6 whwn I get off wk.
So only eat for lunch, theoretically.
But actual, I'm heading hm now, just bought shoes for wk at a sale, shld be comfy, on my way hm to eat.
Anyway, this morning, I cooked instant noodles with 5 dumplings, lunch was fried fish soup~
Reality check, 3 meals a day. :D
Depend on my mood lah... Dozing off le, I bought but I still haven't eaten dinner!!! Zzz...
Oh ya, getting a bit ill le, hope I recover soon~

Super hilarious! Apparently, a fren I made last friday night dun recognize me with my spec, without make up and such! OMG! Funny! Haha! He even told me that he knows 3 px in sch!! me, my fren and myself frm friday!!! U can just imagine his shock look when he finally realize I'm the same person frm last friday. Haha!!! It's totally hilarious!!! Omg! Joke of the day!!! :D
Then again, I remember my eye makeup being super duper heavy on friday lah, looked at myself in the mirror and was thinking, "so different", before I went out. Haha!!! Funny sia! N no I'm not offended, even mildly impressed... Lol!!!
Off to tuition @8! :)
Lunch @ marche & pool @ Cineleisure :D

Isn't the basket nice? :D
The peeps are probably heading to sentosa for pinic~

Arggggggh! Got stressed out reading my last post. Zzz... Got reminded abt exam results thingy! Haiz! Why? Why am I told??? Ignorance is bliss... Haiz! Of course, I got reminded of sir bendict too~ -luv- Crispy bacon, yummy eggs~ bliss~ On my way to orchard to meet the girls. :) and other ppl. Lol! Hmm... Marche, I wanna eat the roll thing! Hee! Nice! Argh! Needa go get cash again!!! Argh!!! $$$!!! Thank goodness, I'll get pay for my 3 wk assignment before my trip. Else, gg~ Probably needa borrow frm mummy~ which I'm unwilling lah! Arhhhh! Forgot!!! Haven't phone my thanks! Arghhhh!!! I'm so sleepy again! Why is my lesson so l8 at 8??? Haiz! Tml first day of wk! Needa leave hm by 7.30am, wk at 8.30~ :) Super sleepy, dunno why leh. Slept so much liao... Probably the thought of wk n spending $$. Haha!!! Got much closer with some of my frens since last wk. :) Coz I hant had the same lect with them for a yr, so kinda drifted but since I went out with them, kinda hav common topic again le~ ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ Running l8!!! Ahhhhhhh! Nvm. 总是有人帮我垫底，when I go out with my uni clinque. Hehe!

Went Hatched at Holland Village today! Had sir Bendict. Yummy! It's great! Awesome! Can I hav that again soon? :D Hmm... Pondering... Shld I go tml? Lunch and pool@ Orchard area... Hmm... Shld be fun! Shld I? Hee! Maybe... Ah! Now I officially hav 4 tutees. Enough... Carry one is located near Serangoon mrt, another p6. Quite worried abt her grades. She failed her latest paper. OMG! Wanna faint... Haiz! Worried! Anyway, it's everymonday, 8-9.30pm. Maths only. Hope I'll be able to push her up to a much better grade. Dun let it scar my career. Lol! :D Heard that my results will be out in mid aug this yr. Worried... Haiz! How??? Arhhhhh! Going crazy soon!!! Haiz! I dun wanna know my grades! Haiz! ~Stressed~

Tramatising sia! The experience... Haiz! Hmm... Went clubbing at zirca/rebel yesterday... Hmm... It was crowded. Lol!!! Kinda fun, if the atmosphere is gd, company is gd, etc. But my company got drunk lah. So some things happened. N it's kinda tramatising... Lol! But overall, still quite fun for me lah... Hee! I was apparently the most sober one... Wasn't overdressed. :)
Hmm... We had a table, n 7 ppl downed a bottle. Errr... I topped my cup with mostly cola, in the end, someone drank mine n commented it's just cola. Lol! super diiluted! :p
Gals need to go with gentlemen or ppl who can protect u lah. I think I failed... Haiz! Must learn to protect ppl better!!! Hmpf!
Quite fun lah if company is good.
I always wonder, why am I the most drunk looking one though I'm most awake? Hmm... Weird. :) tired after lesson bah!
Till again!
Ps: meet a teddy bear n a beast last night. :) 2 guys of different personality.

Shit-toh! think I'm overdressed. Awkward... I'm heading to clark quay now... Zzz... Overdressed... Haha! Funny ~.~
Embarrassed!!! Gosh!!! I guess pictures shld be up over the weekend if my uni frens brought their cameras~ haha! :D
Excited!!! (like a kid)

I'll kill myself out of blurness. Had facial today... So my face is super red now... Lightly concealed with my concealer. Still v obvious though... Zzz... Spent 180 today for new package. N the beautician was trying v hard to convince me that my face improved... But obviously it didn't afterall I hasn't turned up for 4 mths liao... :p n exams really hit upon my complexion badly. Haiz!
I'm rushing to sign my contract. Zzz... Haiz! Late coz I spent ard 45mins looking for my ic. Which I left in my exam pencil box. Meaning, I left it there since last thurs without realising it. Zzz... Had a 1 wk job offer today which I recommended pipi. Hmm... Wanted to recommend pw but she's working during that period.
Anyway, pi couldn't call into the phone line. Sooo... I also dunno how... Will see... The power of emailing 8 different agency...
Muwahahaha! Got the job 2 days after starting the search. :) -bragging-
But the job a bit cheap labour... Apparently inflation has no effect on temp wk salary de... N I'm a bit impatient lah. Haiz! I want a no stress job since I just came out of stress. Lol! So... Yada~ Starting next tues. Still hav a few more days to rest. N pack my rm a little? Maybe?
Meeting pi at 2.15 reaching ard 3.15. SORRY!!! I'm relatively well-dressed today, I think. New Cream top, new maxi dark blue skirt. But since I wore the skirt a bit high waist, it's not v maxi... Lol!!! Nvm... At least I shouldn't be tripping and falling all over. :)
Yada~ reaching cityhall!

My brother criticize me for being narcissistic. Opps! Haha! Caught! :)
Hmm... Went for a 2" haircut in the afternoon, followed by a shopping for necklace and belts at bugis again(went there yesterday) :) living upppppp to the twice a wk promise! :)
Dinner is not fantastic though... :p

Bought a top n bottom that makes me look a bit weird... Lol... V dull indeed...
Hmm... Tml... Wad shld I wear? May hav a change of plans... Wear something  else... Hmm... looking for job. But I'm mia-ing for abt a wk in june. Haiz! See how bah... :(
PS: Q arh! My roly poly is correct lah!!! It's a variation of waacking luh... Probably... I only hadone class of waacking... But orgcvs similar! I checked the videos le... Teach u on sat? :)
Can do hands not the bottom though... Lol!!! Coz dun get the movements. :p
My wrist keeps cracking... Lol!

I'm slpy! My eyes are tinnie winnie small. Zzz... Why am I so tired? -.- small eyes.
Hee! One more day! I'll just collapse at bugis tml :p
Hee! I'll survive! The 3 of them will keep me going! I sure. -.- going with anger, laughter n crap. Lol! ^^
Micro micro micro~ I'm so cold!!! My hands are cold! Omg!
Tml~ tml~
Then I'll be going to shopping! Yoyoyoyo! I wanna slp. -.-
Later! Afternoon let u nap!!! Nvm...Have not examination hall yet.
OMG!!! I wanna go shopping for GSS!!! No money... Just realize... June got 2 bday gals. Buwa-ahahahah! -sniffles- hao! Let hav more tuition, kids! :) hehe! Jk~ Might be doing that though... Hee! Coz of prelims! PRELIMS! It's not monetarily motivated! Not totally... :p prelims in july n auggie. Woolala! Poor gals! Poor me! Our lifes are dictated by exams~
Run run run run! Yeah! Got into the train. -.- -heave heave heave-
More awake liao! The mocha is making me unwell... -gag-
Convo ends, rest now!
Oh yeah! My brown/ bronze eyeliner. Hmm... Decided to buy my remaining makeup at T1 during my trip! :)

Forgot to comment on that previous pic i just sent out... G told me once that she dunno understand my style for clothes... I realise... I'm nicely put, a minimalist. Not so nicely put, simple. Lol! :)
Nights!

Thunder is trembling away. Like a old man trying to clear his throat... Lol. V old v old...
Blog dao yi ban... Study ibm... Totally forgot that I was blogging....

Lol! N I'm back again second tml... Doing ibm untill... Go slp lah... Not v tired though... :) tml 8.30latest gotta get up!
nights!

Nearly started this post with TONS of vulgarities. But I'm feeling less depressed liao... POA is tough.
None of the ppl coming out of the hall hav a smile on their face. That bad... Haiz! Might fail... High possibility. Haiz!
And that my most confident paper, btw. Argh!!!
Haiz! Super depressing...
Halfway through the pp, for the first time in my life, I felt like crying in the exam hall... Feeling so helpless. & to think I did relatively well in prelims... Zzz...
Damned. 
Msm in the morning was alright, not sure if I'll get a first class, probably not. But definitely not too bad off. :)
Depressing day... Jia you! 2 more to go!!!
I'm afraid that I'll hav to do a fourth year... Haiz!

Argh! Slept at 5.30, a call just woke me up... My chinese dance, performance again. Zzz... 30 june.
I wanma sleep!!! Resuming lessons next wk. :)
Just... Dun like having to perform and having to wake up early for dance... Zzz... :(
Nights!

I might be falling ill soon... Shit! Flu bug... Hmm... Probably frm my gals... 2/3 are sick... Tsk tsk!
Bought lots of stuff recently... Too much le lah 8 bottles of nail polish... Zzz...

Things I intend to get for myself post exams... ( shld be focusing on exams not post exams now!)
There's this new thing I'm interested in getting... It's a bb cream by Laneige, bb soothing cushion, heard that the qty is kinda little, but... I feel like getting... Still considering... It's coverage v medium though... Hmm... That's a problem n it's 15ml refill. Compact plus refill is $59. -faints-
Lol!!! Still cheaper than my $100 Sephora foundation set which is more worthwhile though... Lol! But the Bb cushion reviews have be pretty good though... Haiz! See bah! Hmm... Think think.... Hmm...GSS than go check them out bah!!! Hehe! Wad else leh... Hmm...
Told pw that day, I need to earn 3k this holiday... But seems like mission impossible with my own plans n my commitments clashing, etc... Haiz!!! See how lor... Zzz...
I'm more worried abt post exams than my exams... -.-
FOCUS!!! Haiz!

Hungry! v v v hungry!
On my wii hommmm. Collected my passport. Super duper fast... Go q-less de toilet still can miss my number, type of fast
Macro was horrid but I did all the required questions. So... Shld be able to pass bah. I already got 5m bye bye for AK model. Zzz...
Damned tobin, he has 1 investment model, 2 money demand model, not sure if wad the question wanted is which md model... Zzz... Damned! Got a bit confuse, so gav up n do another question... Then ad why link to wage??? confused me for a moment. Plus why must use national savings? Just saving jiu enough liao... messed me up! Arghhhhh!!! In the end, got some hints from subsequent questions... Not much derivation questions... Which make it tougher... Meaning more application type question... Zzz... Argh!!!
If only I did macro 2 years ago... Zzz... Lol! Hope I'll do well... Sleep early tonight!
Msm revision tonight! Chpt 2!!!
Them tml do poa, msm plus some micro readings...  Zzz... Haiz! Nvm... Hopefully, examiner will be lenient...
Yipee! Next thurs go cut hair!!! Yipee! Lol!!! 出国! 出国! 出国! 出国! 出国!
Shopping! Shopping! Shopping! Shopping!

So nervous!!! This is one of my most confident pp this yr, surprisingly, but I'm so NERVOUS!!!
In case u're wondering why am i not revising on my route to exam hall, I was, in my head.
Dun like to take out notes last min unless, I forget... Lol! My hands are so cold!!! (ah! I'm standing under the aircon, I think... )
So nervous!!! Think I'll do ok for macro, poa n msm...
More worried abt micro n ibm.
Last year's pp its said to be tough... Going this year's is alright! ;)
Worried!!!
Ahhhhh!!! In my head, I'm screaming in my head!!! Ahhhhh!!!
Think I drank too much milk this morning, had deal with milk with a can of mocha just now... Arhhhh!!! Macro... I'm scared of assumptions and weakness of model, more memory work required... Jia you!!! Go go go!!!

Headache...
Insomnia...
Damned!

Reminds me of queenie...

Dreamt of food. A few restaurants I wanna visit after exams. Zzz...
Waffles, ice cream, German food, jap food, cafes... Omg!!!

Jia you! Stop playing with the hair!!!

Post LUNCH! Thought it's tuesday this morning, Then i realise... Mama's cooking dinner tonight, Can't head out to Mac to study. Argh!!! Nvm... Study at hm. Shall do that tml then! ^^ Hmm... My freaking passport, NO news frm the ICA! Argh!
Oh Ya! In one mth time, I'm probably going overseas with 'family'.
Going for a few nights, 4-5N... Thinking if i should cut it down... 5N seems a bit kua zhang... Anyway, will be back by 15Jun for a concert TRDO, going there to watch the finals, bought the tix liao... Or at least ordered... So... U know~ ^^
Hmm... OH! Shit means... Gotta reschedule my tuitions!!! Damned! Argh!!!
Anyway, back to the trip, I wanna go there watch MOVIE!!! Lol! A bit duh~ But still Can we? Can we? Can we? Pretty Please? Hmm~ Going for 5N, confirm have time bah! ^^
So...
- Movie trip
- Shopping!
- Nothing else...
5N seems alot! But i guess it's good to be away for some days~ ^^ Just relax, shop, shop and shop! ^^
Go to the nearby starbucks, blog, go Mac in the morning, drink their Teh Bing. OMG!!! Singapore de MacDonalds no Teh Bing de!!!
Oh My GOSH! Can't wait!!! 1 more mth!
Anyway, G is going to Thailand on 16! Argh! That gal! We end our Micro on that day, and her flight's in the afternoon! While i still have a IBM the next day on thurs. Argh!!! She's also going HK later in July/ Aug...
NVM... My passport not ready yet anyway...
I need a JOB!!! OKAY, I'm feeling a bit guilty recently, about studies and Bday.
It's my 21st so all the hooha over it... Heard that my parents already bought me a present/have plans lah. But i still dunno what is it... Duh! Why so early??? So, no sponsership for my DSLR, hence, i'm probably not getting it this year. :( Or maybe I'll? Depends, It all depends... See lor... Even if i do, as a personal gift to myself, It'll be ard June, PC show Or Sep, Comex? Hmm... See lor. Maybe not... Hmm... Mum's one is really pathetic! Monitor is a bit... Cham... I'm asking too much, probably...
Hmm~ Exam ends on 17th, I intend to book a haircut appointment on 17th afternoon or 18, then 17th evening having a outing, 18th evening cousin's wedding. 19th got class outing... So... I'm Busy.
Thank you! ^^