Yo ho! Hmm~ I'm having cravings for oatmeal now! In the middle of the night... I'm kinda speechless... haha!
Been SLACKING!!! For the past few days. Shiok! Hee!^^
Err... Retribution soon enough... Lol! HW piled up! And time to start cracking~ *whip crack*
Haha! Eee~ Yar! Major turn off~ But Exams in 4 months time. Oh no!!! O.O Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Jia you! Yeah! Hmm~
PX1: Meanwhile finish up your 3 HW!!! *pissed*
PX2: But a lot leh~ Haiz! 饶了我吧！
PX1： 会有报应的！
PX2： 可是真的很多！
PX1： 所以才要你开始做！
PX2： 不要！*weep*
PX1： 乖？慢慢趁早做呀！
PX2： 好啦！好啦！
PX1： 加油！
PX2： *sob！* 明天开始！ Hee！
PX1： Fine! Just finish up your micro tutorial 11, IBM essay and POA Holiday homework within 1 week half! (Micro at least half of it... all the odd numbers, etc)

So happy tonight! I'm not gonna say why... Lol! But weird! Haha! Had a girls night out with uni frens. Got to know how other ppl think of me.. Hmm... A bit... I guess ppl dun really know me well...
I'm a bit bipolar I guess... *Agrees*
Studious? If I'm in the mood. Ok...Yes! I'm a bit 宅。 They observe me well...  But not throughoutly... Lol! Shirley temple is nice btw.
Errr... Then... My mood is really good~ But a bit conflicting as well...
So they said that I'm a very quiet and keep things to myself kinda girl. But yar... I dunno what to share. Well, I do protect myself a lot. Hmm... Can try asking me, might share if I'm fine with it. I'm not -my mum disrupted my train of thoughts-
Ok... Err... Nvm... Lol!
but I guess I'm also a private person. So dun like to go ard telling all my friend all my thoughts. I do talk about major events but not much on my thoughts regarding the aftermath of stuff... I think a lot, I think. But I also forgot. VERY quickly! Lol!!! Hmm... Oh! The 宅 part... I dun mind hanging out with frens occasionally. I do like to go out and chit chat gossip. I dun like to go out so often that we run out of topics and it's like awkward... Dunno leh... But dun like it when it's... Boring.
Like nothing much. No need to meet up~

Lovely wedding dinner with all the gd food. The dimer it's so romantic. Can really see that my fren, the bride luv the groom n vice versa. Sooo sweet! Food is really really good!!! Dessert is yam paste!!! ^^
On my way hm le. Throaty super sore after the thick yam paste... Zzz... Go hm drink water n slp! Lov my dress today. Super dangerous though... Short n flowy... Chifon dress... Scary! Haha!
Oh yar! Like to thank my elves who came by my hse last night to deliever goodies to me. But they'll be taped in the fridge meanwhile till my throat recovers. *hugs*

Sooooooo long since I blog!
Off for a wedding dinner running late. Think I'll probably cab down. Zzz~ waste of money. But I down wanna walk down that dingy looking stretch of road myself. Lol! I'm without make up today!!! O.O lol! Coz running late after my tuition which ended at 5pm after I dragged it by 45mins to explain certain questions with my students. Zzz... She didn't do quite a few... Haiz! Wish her all the best... Think I'll take a different approach betwn her n her sis... Zzz... Haiz! see luh! Might do insponge with her... It's a maths textbk. Damned gd. Shld tell g. Discover it recently... Hmm... Her elder sis continue with test pp bah! Lol! cab down means abt $5 haiz! Suan le... Cab down bah. Since my throat infection also restricts me to the food court version of food~ lol! Hope there won't be too much fried food later!
Hmm... Missed two outings yesterday. Guai guai stay at hm... Hmm... Feel sooooooooo good. Lol! Slacker! Haha!

Once I had a fren's bf ask me, what do you think if my gf?
Me, errrr... Nice gal? I dun really know her very well leh...
Now they've broken up, I feel like castrating that guy for whateva he's done to broke her heart. Not that he has one. Though she's not a close fren of mine. No doubt she'll get over it. But still, he's a bastard!
Chill, gal! Lol! Not that I'll ever do that but if he steps close to another gal fren of mine, he's 完蛋。
Tired. Dunno why!!! I'm not supposed to be! Been sleeping a lot recently. Lol!
Am I too fragail? If not, why am I so easily hurt? Wonder wonder wonder...
Oh ya! Was just thinking over it, ppl with blogs are plain 自恋。Except for some. Lol! 一心想着有人要读有关你的一切。
So I might be slightly living in my own world... Hee! N other people's as well... Not many other's though :p
想到明天的测试，我又好想睡觉哦!

Hmm~ In the end, i did the test. I lost to my habit of being a good girl, do the test. Besides the fact that i know how to do the test luh! Super easy!!! Hmpf!
Super exhaustive day today~ My体力下降！Zzzz~ Dunno why, buy my feet bit stinky recently... Shld wear slippers to school more often i think~ -nods- Hee! So long since i last wore slippers to school~ Hmm~ Tml? Maybe~
3 lovely girls -puke- will be heading over to my hse for majiong on satursday~ Lol! Errhhh~ Hmm~ Consisting of a pig, panda n green pea. I'm the normal one, of course~ Haha! A bit crazy recently... Realised~ Zzz~
Hmm! Tml is study day! Study study study~ Er... Okay try my best lah~ Hmm... Try~
想去台湾可是为什么大家都嫌贵？？？ 或时间配合不到？？？ Ahhhhhhh~
I think retail therapy will help me cope with my stress... 最近很会买~ >.< But i need more of the threapy!!! Ahhhhhhh! I also need a bigger closet! =.= Stop filling my cupboard with bedsheets!!! Arhhhhhh!

Anyway, wanted to post the following videos for centuries... But kept forgetting~ Zzz~

Can't slp! So I'm playing with my phone. Then I realise, I shld consider putting down my phone... =.="
Maybe I dun wan to slp. I hate losing myself to slp. Uncontrollable. It's awful~ Losing control and waking up to realise that you lost urself. You've lost to slp. You lose time, you lose... Okay probably just tym... Not much I'm gonna lose, besides my precious lesson tym, if I still dun slp!
The above is all just a joke... Hee!
SLEEP!

Oh yar, in regards to my skinnies. I just remembered tues I'm supposed to 在家乖乖读书~
Wed, thurs, fri tuition... Hmm... Sunday? Or following week bah~ This sem really 没心情读书... Why huh? @#&$!7()_(%:;"'?_@$&# Some of my y1 my frens post stupid comments on studies online... Can they just listen to the lesson and focus? Maybe it'll prevent them from asking obvious qns... Wad is ideal type? It's the ideal lah~ Duh! Why is it used it comparative studies? Coz reality in general tends to deviate frm the ideal. Ideal type is used to compare the differences btwn  the ideal situation and model with the reality luh!!! Then explain how the differences can be used, etc... How self explanatory do you expect the question and concept to get??? OMG!!! Wait till u get some weird german names with weird concepts that ask u to explain and giv examples...
Haiz! Anyway, just try to study... Study is easier once I get into the mood... Think I'm not doing the pp in class tml... Go hm early. Last test, ppl were discussing ard me... -.-" kinda defeats the purpose huh? Go hm tym myself, especially it's a 9pm paper... Lol!
Sleep!!! I dun like sundays! Coz of poa being complicated, msm bring idiotic, ibm being tiresome, macro with it's models and concepts and micro with it's dreadful cannot understand de english. Ahhhhhhhhh! The scariest paper is one which you dun understand the questions. That's economics. Haiz!

I'm procrastinating~ HW~~~ I'm supposed to do them but... Haiz! POA, MSM and Micro.
POA i'll do. Skip msm test (Go hm do. I really think MSM is a stupid module =.=) Micro will study de. Okay spend sometime with POA later and Micro... Haiz!
I've slept so much just to avoid doing work(think so... Hmm...) Slept for 12 hr on average these 3 days~ Awesome right? Feel so refresh! But a bit~ Haiz! Bro just bought so menswear frm Gmarket. Cheap lah~ For menswear~ Hmm~ Thinking of heading to Bugis get my skinnies soon~ Maybe Tuesday? Hmm~ I'm not sure if i can sleep again tonight. Sleep is like so boring~ But lovely, immersing yourself in sleep. Hmm~ I dunno what i really want. I get put off by responsibilities. Anything that make me feel accountable are responsibilities. But i dun really have much actually~ Haiz! Sad~ Just feel so depressed sometimes.
I have this attitude and mindset that always tells me to 'suck it up and continue'. No matter what come hurling at you, all you can really do is to grin and bear, live through it.
^^ Just bought something online... Will reach my hands in early Jan~ Lol! 慢慢等~ 有可能到时候都忘了~ Little thrills that keeps me Happy!

完蛋! 又迟到~ 好像想回家赖在家。。。
Sg seriously crowded leh! Just solely for use of a mrt train lift, there is 5-6 pram vying for it. Not including the crowd of ppl already infront of the lift. With the 'heading towards aging population' & the promotion of higher birth rates, no wonder lor.
Looking at the crowd, 我好想回家哦!!! At least in my dunno how many square metre of space, I'm alone with my potato chips... So roomy~ :-D
Oh yar... I wanna get a cream long sleeve blouse and a jeans today! If I meet by n xl~

Haiz! Missed twice n now thrice, I guess... Errr... missed the one in sch. Then again, i didnt know till the second day, I was heading to lesson, cmi... Then just decided to check on bloodmobiles. Realise that tml sk area got one. But I'm prety sure I can't make it... how wonderful! Save blood, not lives. -.-" seems that way for now...
Haiz! Tml,  thinking of heading to bugis after sch buy dinner, get some p6 papers. Tired. Feeling so tired today. Despite the 14h of slp~ >.< Nights ppl! ~sweet dreams~
-.- zzzZZZ~

Damned skinny... Good or bad? No one will say damned skinny, too rude. Maybe just very thin? Toothpick? Bamboo? Errr... Dunno wad else. Lol! Wooo~ wanna get a pair of skinnies.  Thinking 2 pair slightly different color. Kinda a waste of money. Hmm... Think I'm going to go shopping after finishing my econ n msm n poa hw. Maybe next tues or friday?
PW &KJ, 有兴趣吗??? Friday~ ^^
No tuition next friday!!! ^^ just wed, thur n sat... 8h in total... O.O
Hi dear, SLEEP!!! Yes! Sleep now. Now would be a nice tym...
Tons of thoughts running through.my head, trying to clear then.
Hmm... Tml go buy Ice cream, fruit juice, cheese, Cocktail size tw  sausage, kfc?
Oh yar! My canned mushroom in fridge must start eating liao... Tml n  sun will be studying date... Zzz... Poa assignment, msm test n micro test. Oh! & dear, once again, pls slp! -.-" nights!
ps, I wanna go thailand shopping!!!!! Ahhhhhhh! *screams*
Tw will do fine too! Just make it comfy, wifi access daily, access to cheap clothes & FOOD. haiz! I feel like running away... Stupid me. Can I runaway?
Dun think, SLEEP!

Randoms...

Lots of work to be done. 2 tests next wk. An assignment the following wk. My schedule bk is packed. Haiz!
It bothers me. But I dun like to let others know that I'm bothered. Pointless dwelling over things excessively.
Was late for sch coz I slept 10h last night... Horrible right? Was horrified. Lol! Tml may head to bugis get some p6 papers... Abt $100, I think... >.< hope will be cheaper...
Hmm... Bought a top n a cream dress today from bugis. ^^ love them! 62 though... =.= Just couldn't resist... Haiz! Getting 1 more jeans to end my CNY shopping spree. Hee! ^^

Hmm~ How much should i set aside for CNY clothes? Hehe!

I wan a top (at least 1 non t-shirt), a skinny jeans/legging jeans, a dress, a fitting jacket... Ehhhh~ Kan dao zhai mai! Haha! So estimate... 200? Ard there minimum bah~ Hmm~ Wooo~ Shopping tym soon~ Hehe~ ^^ Hmm~ Who wants to shop?

Son: You did what?

Dad: I quit my job today. Yeah!

Son: And what exactly are we going to do for money?

Dad: Get another job, a better job!

Son: Doing what? Sudoko?* holding up a bk and letting go*

Dad: I.. haven't ffffiiigure it out yet.*stammering*

Son: Well, take your time. A human body can last a good ten days before weathering down fom malnutrition

Dad: I thought you'll be pleased.

Son: I know it's fashionable today, socialistic utopia but i still regard unemployment as a badge of failure.

Dad: No! See? No! Look! This is a new start for me. I know thinks might be a little difficult to begin with but it's a chance for us to really be together, you know. Be a team! Come on, what do you say?

Son: Dad?

Dad: Yeah!

Son: Get a bloody job. *turns and walk away*

Dad: Understood. Good. Have fun! *Shouting after his son*

Funny!!!

Then, there's a interview betwn dad and son~ Damned funny! He has a smart son who... despises him, i think. I'm sure! Haha!

And i totally understand why. Since this is how his desk looks like during a paper test for the interview. O.O OMG! At least he brought all his stationaries.
Oh yesh! But he finished his test within 17mins, with all the others still doing... Lol! Damned funny! His son probably got his intelligence from him and the sucky attitude from his adulterous drug addict ex wife who happens to remarry his son's headmaster~ Haha!

So hot!!! 睡不下。think my body generating me heat than I'm used to. Rashes n everything... Hmm... Lost a pc of pp today. My tutee de exam paper cover page. :0 Ahhhhhhh! Zhen me ban??? Tml go look for it if it's in photocopy shop haiz!
Feeling horrid!
Friday, I'm having a dinner with zh.
Then next wed is lunch with pi. ^^
Sometimes I just feel do helpless coz i know what to do and it's not wad I feel like doing. It's simply the right thing to do. I don't see the point of our action. of they do seems so constrained or controlled by society. We're just.like they A.I robot people build. Controlled freedom.
Just feeling horrid~ haiz!

Itchy!!! damned rashes! Gd thing? Trying to be optimistic. Had bbq today, think I'm probably the only person not bitten by mosquitoes coz I'm all covered in some heavy duty cream for my rashes that probably leaves the attackers either dead or sick upon contact. So... No bites! Except itches... Frm rashes. Haiz! Dunno why!!! Dry skin? Probably. Hopefully lotion helps~ meeting pi tonight. :D Finally想到我了哦？ Tsk tsk! See u~
Gonna be 5 sooo~ Sleep!!!

L8 for sch... Feel so much like skipping classes today. Damned tired. 2 tests today. Super sleepy... Didn't study for macro. But I think it's today. Nvm... Macro go hm do lor... Poa... I'll do lah. But go hm redo. Super tired. Haiz! -yawn- I wanna slp!!! Poa didn't finish... Cont reading in mrt n bus l8r... Haiz! Jiu l8 lor... Haiz! Food? Dunno... Okay, go buy. Red bean. Something sweet... Haiz! Totally no mood to study over the wkends. Haizzzzzzzzz!

I like the light of the day and breeze of the night.
Lol! Random... Hmm... Feeling oh so lazy! Hmm... Go freshen up first~ yesh! No sunday dance in dec~ :p

Hmm... My tutee parent just told me that she wants me to tutor her daughter 2h now. Sci n additional 30m of maths. Basically makes me wonder how bad is her sa2 maths?? Sci is 94>> 89. Maths... I remember it being worse. Fine! Lol! Anyway, she asked me to include maths coz... Apparently she thinks her daughter listens to me. CRAP!!! She doesn't!!! Ask her to focus, she'll definitely drift off de tsk tsk! But I'll only do some maths with her coz her mum says tt she's help my tutee with maths in general. Argh!!! Sat tuitions, 11- 4.30, minus 1h lunch break. Zzzz...
Oh! Last wk, her mum gave my salary though it's the 3rd wk. One wk early. Told her, she says nvm. So be it~ yesh!!!! My integrity not v up to standards... Lol... I TRIED!!! Lol! But saying tt my tutee listens to me is a bit ridiculous. Lol! But my tutee likes me lah, I think. Her mum just trying to persuade moi to teach maths as well lah... Lol!
Anyway, she had all the maths stuff ready liao. So shld be alright lah. ^^
Oh! Really considering getting them to file up then ws properly... Really shld!!!

Koi at compass point. Hmm... The range seems limited. Especially since the coffee machine can only disperse fix amt! hmpf! So cannot add pearl n hence, I didnt order my mocha. Lol!
Anyway, busy bragging now. Lol! v busy... Bragging~ hee!
Anyway, since we're talking abt food, my latest addiction, microwave popcorn! Yummy! But no prepack sweet popcorn available to me yet... Salted butter is nice too!!! Hee!
Feeling so sleepy since yesterday. Slept more than my standard hours... Hmm... -yawn-
Tonight pls sleep earlier!!! 好吗？
Oh ya, not a choice, tml's lesson at 12. Ibm... Zzz... Another boring, deadly lesson! Muwahahaha!
Off to my micro lesson. The one I had last night. Zzzz... At least it's ok, now...

5 more mins till lesson starts. Cher not in yet... Hmm... Backlog! 一大叠。。。 Poa n micro mainly... Coz macro no tut, ibm not due, msm not tough & not much tut.
But in view of the up coming week, I wanna die!!! Lol! Next week poa test (& assignment, I'll postpone 1 wk) & msm test... In general, estimate is msm only needs abt 1 day & 2 days for poa test allocated for it.
Okie lect starts...

FUNNY!!! Was watching a spy/hero show called person of interest, not supposed to be a comedy. But in this case while attacking a baddie, he accidentally smashed up his phone(which looks eerily like iphone4, and shatters like how it usually does) and loses contact with the 'HQ'. Lol! Very fragile phone.

Seriously! Q, why bother getting a iphone 4s?

So the 'hero' told the victim, 'i need your cell phone.'

Victim, 'i dun believe in them.'

It's probably funny only with my weird sense of humour. Haha! Kinda nice show though~ Totally glued to it~~~

Hao lei orh!!! bought a new earpc in view of the danger of my current one. ^^ bought 2 pair of shoes total expenditure today... 29+36... O.o ate a lot also... Oh yar tml go buy new hp cover... Hehe... I'm sooo horrid.
Gong cha's qc is horrid! Q got milktea today. The milk tea is super bland lor. Hmpf! Not my drink... :-P  haha! Tired~

I'm so drowsy. Haiz! Queenie!!! Later we,hav a mission BS. Yesh! Buy shoes!!!! My normal sch shoe cui liao. I dun wanna trip to death on my way to sch, climbing that bridge. -yawn- finished my essay at last. Spent 3h on it. Though during exam the pp is 3h too, I've got to do 4 essays. Haiz! Tired~ >.< At least I got to eat my hotcakes today!

My legs are killing me!!!! Okay it doesn't hurts in a painful way. But it aches like 酸. It's not my muscles but 胯 de joints there... That idiotic teacher... Arhhhhh!!! That why I didn't wanna get out of bed and head to school this morning! Not coz I'm lazy, ok? Lol! Arhhhhhhhhh! Dun wanna walk!!! 走外八没那么酸~
Hmm... Think I'm running late today! Noooooooooooo!
Tonight, gotta settle my kiddo's stuff, science ws and my ibm essay!!! Do it!!! Argh!
Then again, realises that 走外八 doesn't really help... Nvm... >.<
Gonna go get another bag of frozen dumpling tonight!
PS: px, if u finish that horrible essay tonight after the brain-draining tedious micro lesson and preping for kiddos' sci tuition, u'll get a free night on thursday and a 2-3h tuition only work plan on friday! Poa hw and macro test revision postponed to sunday!!! Deal? ^^
N you get to revise msm test 29/11 (only only if u wan on friday or sat night do chpt 7,8 &9).
Plus micro tutorial 1-7 finish up, dun need to worry so much and ibm read up also not so fast... Okay, the last 2 not motivating... Lol! wadeva!!! Just do ur ibm essay n hand-in!!!!!
N finish tut 4-7 for micro... asap!!! -.- get over wadeva crap u're upset abt!!! Just do your wk!!! Especially if u wanna head out tml night!

Heading home after 9-10h of lesson. Damned tired!!! Tired eyes... Hmm... First 3h was horrible as expected of a typical POA lect. Lol!
Next 3h was great with macro. But dinner nearly killed me for the last 3h of macro. Pretty sure that the yucky iced teh didn't help.
Survival! Lol! Hmm... Meeting q for dinner on thurs. ^^
I'm not hungry but I just feel like eating dumplings... Hmm... Sleep early and hav pancakes tml?  Nvm... Leave that to friday! My long tym breakfast craving... Hotcakes!
Ps: q! Go get pastamania membership leh!!! Hee!

Angry! *flame shoot up behind*
I've 9h lesson today. 3x3h. 12-10pm I also hav a test at 6.
Horrible school! Dun agitate me today!!! Or u'll die!!! *flame shoot up behind again*
I'm hungry too... Study till 4+ last night. Woke up at 10+, a little rush... Shld be l8 to school today liao. Sianz! Haiz! Life sucks! Arhhhhhhhh!
Well, at least I hav pearly & tuna pancake with me~ To be consumed~
Hmm... Think dinner=supper... Zzz... Reason? Dun really believe that my 6.30 to 7 break is sufficient. Hope to get extended break coz it's the 3.30-6.30 cher's makeup lesson at 7... Haiz! Life sucks?
See lor... Zzz... Hmm... Will be over soon~ 9h~ correction, 10h inclusive of break. I wan overtime pay!!! >.<

Slept at 9-10pm. I'm now awake at 5 in the morning. Lol! Breakfast? Hee! Sleep luh! So happy, no dance tml, early in the morning. Yeah!!! Hmm... Wanna go back to sleep but can't... Haiz! Sleep sleep!!! Tml hav lots to study!
Hmm... All my kids didn't do well for their pp well means up to standard. Haiz! Maths should be within 80% range max. Sci abt 80% too... Haiz! See luh. Hmm... Sianz! Nvm... Try again for better grades next tym. Jiayou!

Realise something, q... Cherish my surprises hor! Coz it makes me a lot of effort to avoid spoiling the surprises... Hmm... Dun think there's any surprise till next oct though... Haha! Just being random thinking abt the other day I went ur hse for delievery~ lol!
Anyway, had fun shopping today! ^^ bought some stuff which I'm so proud of!!! Shld had gotten more, perhaps? Hee!
Nights!

Haiz! VERY DEPRESSED! They didn't do well. Haiz! Nvm~ Tml discuss with them.

Not the end of the world. If i kenna fired, go get new kids lor. But will miss them~ Haiz!

Watching comedy~ Pretty funny~ Hmm~ Q, U can try! Haha! A bit sianz after a while. Haha!

Hungry!!! Hmm... Heading home after an unintended shopping spree~ lol! It's all due to the $10 voucher I received for my birthday. Tsk tsk! (I know... They're all excuses... More or less... )
Anyway, so I went spotlight and there's a xmas sale today! (1mth pre-xmas?)Yipee! Bought quite a bit... >.< hee! Anyway, at spotlight the cashier auntie was new... So she had difficulties. Especially since none of her collegues are nice enough to help her out... They simply directed her away!!! Until she approached her supervisor for help... -.-
Anyway, since I wasn't in a rush, I dun really mind the wait. Haiz! Hunger is my only issue. Lol!
Not meeting up with q. 她放我鸽子。But she gav me early notice and she did suggest the possibility previously lah. She needs to entertain her relative lah. Lol!
Sleepy~ fried prawn noodles for dinner!!! Yipee!!! Budget budget a bit...

Super sleepy! *screams* walao!!! I need sleep!!! I wan~ lol!
Meeting q for dinner tonight. Hmm... So sleepy! Monday hav macro test. >.< Haiz! Soooooo sleepy~ nvm... Tonight 睡够本!!! ^^
Oh ya! Need get some stuff later... My earpc 又要坏了。。。 Need to buy new earpc and stuff... L8r tonight. Zzz~ Queenie!!! ^^

Nearly cried today when I heard that my kids scored 60 for their science pp. thanks gdness I asked. Top scorer is 77.5~ 77% relative marks. Not too bad luh. Phew...
But seriously, makes me ponder if I'm seriously too much of a crybaby recently... >.<

Just realise... Wonder how many ppl knows that I started dance since primary sch... But there was 2 long break in btwn... Danced since... P5? Breaks adds up to at least 2 yrs bah... it's a wonder I can't do my splits... Yar... At least 5years of dance... 5yrs of slack dancing... Lol! Oh well... Hehe~ Hmm... I think no one knows bah~ Sleep!!!
Ps: since q requested tt I blog~ 慢慢读。。。

Can't slp... Wonder if it's due to up coming test?  Seriously? Hmm... Sianz! Test test test test~ Hmm... Pre-test jitteries~ our maybe post exercise high cum muscle aches?
Hmm... I'm so tired whole day but when I finally reach my bed I can't slp??? WTH! SLEEP!!!

Hmm.. Think I'm not feeling well... Hmm... Dun ask me why. Coz I'm not sure. Maybe it's 心病，maybe it's me and my not very great health. How do I know? Bad appetite, dun feel much pain during stretches today plus bad stamina plus other stuff... Nvm... But usually when I'm not feeling well, these symptoms are first to appear. Lol! Thanks to the symptoms, I did quite a ok split today. Right leg de. Left leg not so good... Bravo! But not wad I consider perfect... Hmm... legs not straight enough, a bit slanted positioning... But can still be considered Gd enough split to general...
But still not the 'correct' one I would prefer.
Dinner was not bad after the workout... But really do think I'm falling sick. Hmm... My jazz cher... Not bad, push us hard enough. But at the same time kinda tired of everything.
PW, think I a bit emo again~ I know, very zzZ~ study econs test... Haiz! Q very kiam pa, do if I tell her I emo, think she'll be kiam pa... Then again you're the same too, most of the tym... Lol!

Busy sexual haressing q. Lol!
Saw a post on fb by a fren of mine whose fb was hijacked... Lol... super funny! lol!
Anyway, totally forgot abt wad I wanna blog abt after seeing tt fb post. Muwahahaha!
Hmm... Cravings for mini chouquette... Hmm... Just realise something... SHIT! ****

怪怪的。我的眼睛好像变小了!!!
不知道为什么~ 最近不够睡。或是说，很爱睡。昨晚就睡了11-12小时，no reasons... Hmm... Weird~ Get tired v easily. Haiz! N I've been getting plenty of slp~ hmm... Study econ a bit more before knocking off~ >.< dance tml!!! Haiz! A bit sianz! V hectic recently. Chit chat with pw these 2 days. Seriously nth better to do huh? Hee! ^^ gd luck!

Rarely do I get to wait 30mins... Lol! Cherising very moment. Especially since this will nv happen again. Actually is more than 50mins liao. Since I was early... See them liao

Hungry~ definitely NOT running late. Lol! But I dunno wad to get for lunch. Haiz! Mac? Maybe~ $2 burger... Mmm~ been years since I last had tt... ^^

Can u believe this? I finally am totally convinced tt I'm toothpick thin. Lol! Wonder was happened to me all these years. Was looking at a fb pic of me with my new bag. I look like... Wad happened to that gal? Doesnt she eats? =.= lol! she looks anorexic! Btw, am I too 夸张？lol!

According to my mum, my dad thinks tt his daughter is 21 liao~ not surprising. But still~ thanks dad! Lol! Gonna head off to sch. Econ tut haven't do, will read through. Test... Haiz! Nvm... Just see lor. I'm feeling so tired n sleepy. Dun know what's the reason though... Zzz... -yawn-
I dun get wishes on fb. I wanna make a request but it'll be rude to. Lol! Haiz! Heading to sch in 5mins...

Wishes excluding fb...

Q

Pi

By

Xl

G

Dance ppl abt 6? Vanessa, tienyi, siyuan n others... Forgot~ lol!

Then mama.

Hee! Full! Just had mos burger with the jazz ppl! Just 5 of us. Yup! Happy b'day, dear! Ahhh~ think I'm having micro test tml. Sharks! There goes my night... See luh~

Finally handed in my msm assignment. Seriously, msm is hateful. Makes u puke from all the graphs. Zzz...

Q threatened not to pick up my calls on future when I told her I wanted to sleep last night n talk to grace only in the afternoon the next day.

Sorry, grace. But I did call!!! After being threatened. Lol! Sry~

G always hugs me! :-D

ok... Check wad I did wrong for my msm question frm today's lect for the next 10mins or so on mrt~ till again!

Thanks ppl! N grace for the YUMMY Lunch!!!

Edited at 11.42pm~ Originally, 10.40pm

Okie okie! Tml wake up at 8.30 latest!
MSM 45mins n Micro notes read-up!
Ahhh~ Haiz! Okay! Yes i know! MUST DO & READ! Lol!
Err... G n Q hard at work, I'm here blogging n getting ready to sleep~ Hee! Nights!
Good Luck! Queenie dearie!

Awkward.
Guilt.
Lost of trust.
I think i knew it but tried desperately not to think about it.
It just came back to bite me.
-pout- my bday~ Haiz! I dunno what to say leh... Haiz!
Tried hinting it liao. But seems not to have worked. Or he dun gets it?
I'll meet up and return. I guess...

Just spent 278 on 4 boxes of dailies contacts n spec. No change in degree but well... get spare/extra spec 也好~
My pressie to myself! Hee! ^^ spec is frameless, oval lens super light. Collect on wed!

"i feel guilty about not helping others. even though i have reasons.
i feel guilty about not treating people good enough. 
i feel guilty about not being able to make things mutual and balanced.
...
i want people to treat me nice. 
...
i feel guilty. because i dont treat them nice."

By one of my frens. I feel guilty when I can't deliever the same amt in return. But feeling guilty ain't gonna change anything. Yet that's all I'll ever do.
最近在读一本书。里头提到，我们爱的是我们的爱情，还是爱人？ 我想或许我们都太爱自己了，爱的都没意识到我们爱的是那个关系，想法。爱的并不是对方。(我们=me, 爱情=friendship) wonder, wonder, wonder...
Anyway, I'm so damned tired!!! L8 for class liao. Haiz! My whole body is aching. Tonight need to stretch again!!! Arhhh!!! I miss havin someone to study with, study everything with. But it's difficult. Haiz!
Just alighted mrt. Realise that I hav problem walking... Lol!!! Arh!!!

Damned. I think my jazz cher really over stretched me. Lol! Shiy! Means for the next 3 day or so, I need to do freaking stretching everyday. #&$!_%():;"/?!
Crap! My back, butt, thighs, arms and waist. All hurts major!  How did I ever go out of the hse today. Lol! The walk to q's hse was simply torture. No wonder I manage to glup down tt drink within 15m... -.- if I ever get injury coz of this, I'll totally kill the teacher!!!

Wanna puke, gluped down a cup of koi mocha in record 15m. Crazy!!! No extra sugar... Lol! shld had brought my water bottle out as well!
Study hard! n stop wanting to kiss ppl, u know who u are! Lol. See u in 1-2wk time!!!
Late! 10m l8 for my meeting with mr chua n pipi n winson! Oh no!!! Off mrt! Till again~

Woah! 腰酸背疼! Wondering if my back will start growing mudcles... Eee! *shake away that thought*
Damned pain!!! n suan! I need a good massage! Lol! Anyway, I realise, I can do things I've thought I couldn't. ^^
Happy! Heading to bishan to buy koi n meet up with pipi!
好想好想拉拉经。super random. N I'm at mrt now... Lol! Just super sudden thought. Lol! Crazy right? Hmm... My feet seriously suan lah. Haiz! Butt aches too~ missed my stop! Just realise!!! Damned!
Haiz! Hmm... Q complained tt I chat with her too long on phone. But she didn't ask me to put down the phone leh. So cannot blame me!!! Hmpf! Seriously, my butt hurts!!! Much!!! Lol!

During dance, I was wondering if i'll leave a trail of blood behind me... Ewww...
Lol! Super chui now. Try doing 2h plus dance. Lol! For 2 class de... Haha! No surprise tt I'm super sore n kinda weak now... Q wanna giv me tonic. Nice of her. It's the thoughts tt counts lah... Lol!!!
Errrr... Dance cher said tt I'm pretty flexible. But no strength. I agree. Since I've nv liked muscles. Lol! Anyway, after everything, the contemp ppl wanna go for dinner. Wanted to join them. But dinner at home n I... Need to bathe. Lol!
Hmm... Tml no appointments before dinner. Shall do some shopping!!! Hee! Try jio pipi^^
好酸好累哦! 回家途中。。。

In the end, finished the tut on tge way to sch n during break. Hee! Left with assignment~

Sleepy! Dun adk me why. Hmm... Throat seems to be improving. Hot hot weather!!! Ahhhh! Melting!!! Missing q. Lol. 10 more days. her exams starts in 2 days. Must be supportive! thinking of qiao ke today. Coz I forgot to do my assignment n hw. Haiz! I know. Dun come nagging abt it. Doesnt wk, not this way. thinking of attending thurs de. Haiz! But nvm lah. Just go get answers first. Fan zheng makes no diff before or after. Haiz! Tonight do 2? Hmm... Ok lor~

Thanks kel, for your honey lemon delievery. Much appreciated.
As usual, rushing late for sch now. >.<
Tonight, I hav my msm hw n assignment. tml jazz. Wed lunch n dinner. Busssssyyyy! thur n friday, need to clear off all my hw debts n tuition lah. Zzz...
Been toying with the thought of openning a acc in a non dbs bank. For the sake of a short atm q. Lol! But then again, I haven't been q-ing for quite some time liao... Usually, the q I encounter are alrighty recently! Not v long, etc.
This think will meanwhile be at the bottom of my to do list. lol!
R1想想，如果她忘了就算了吧! 何苦呢？
R2最近发现我还是挺自恋的。还以为自己已或多或少痊愈了。但看来还是有慢慢长路。
饿!!! Missed my lunch since I overslept. Haiz! :( n my throat super irritating!!!

I wish that things will always stay the same! Friends will always be ard me. Frens may be angry but still always with me.

Official sick!!!
Drank a bit of alcohol today. Err... My fren's 21st. Zzz... Mixed with a lot of sprite. But think my throat is hence ruined. Lol! My high pitch all gg... My voice damned low through the speaker... Lol! Then again, I think my high pitch hasn't been tt gd either. My voice hav always been alto. Just tt now it's a bit sa sa... Lol... Effects of a sore throat, flu plus alcohol. Good game. Lol! But it's still a gal's voice lah. Lol! *sniff sniff* tried to do smokey eyes, dun think v successful coz I dun dare. Lol! But still pretty thick make up lah, since skin condition not v gd, had to hide the bad condition n look ok in the pics. Anyway, my frens commented tt I still look 'innocent' in the pic. All my eye make up are not captured in the photos. :-P lol! Just look big eye with a 'innocent' smile.
Yeah!!! Hee! Okay. After 1 night of heels, I realise, the shoe size is too small... It's comfy, wrap fittingly ard my feet. But maybe too fitting, too small... so my toes had some abrasion as a result. 爱美的代价~ Time to buy new heels;-)  haha! Okok! Tym to sleep! Nites!  5h left!!! 0.0

Haiz! Okok... Late as usual. N my life is in a rush for the rest of the week... Zzz... Off to a uni fren 21 bday party... Think I'm a little underdressed. Coz I ended up with leggings instead of stockings. N my super high n shiny heels...  Tt hopefully won't kill me off. >.< or simply paralyze me. Like it did previously. If I ended up with a sprained ankle, etc... U know y lah... Lol! oh! Yar... Hw... tml, I got a tution, coz kid having sa2 on monday. So she requested for a extra lesson tml after my dance. Horrible sunday. I got to do my poa tut n macro as well... *Screams*
Sore... Sore throat. Forgot to bring water out. :-(  haiz! Will survive de lah. Just come out sick only lah. Lol! Anyway, with my heels, I'm so tall!!! Lol! But got no seats on the train. Since I decided to giv up my reserved seat to a elderly, like how I'm taught. ;-)
Look out for tonight's fb pic!!! Sooooooon...

Hmm... My butt hurts.
Lol! Yup! Er... Was doing some exercise yesterday during dance lesson. Very suan cant make it. So I didnt complete all... Lol! Er... But my butt not aching coz of tt... It doesn't really ache unless I use the butt muscles. Lol. Anyway was trying out on of the exercise frm yesterday tt I couldn't complete... Horrible! My butt hurts coz of tt. But now, lying on the bed testing, it doesn't hurts lah... Anyway, sleep time.
Was watching kx just now... Very nice!!! Dance competition. But winners a bit 莫名其妙~ Super nice though. Hmm... Tml sch frm 12noon to 10.15 Oh dear! :O
Agony... Wad shld I hav for dinner leh?

Thinking... If a dancer can spend an average of minimum 9h practising everyday. If a typical ol can spend 8-9h at work everyday( means, mon-fri only) why can't I spend average of 40h a wk on studies? Means waking abt 3h earlier everyday n spend 1 weekend study a bit.
Ps:my caculation a bit wacked-out de...
shld be totally possible bah~ hmm...

My schedule overview...

Aiya... Hope I won't be l8. Everyone is having exams recently... Arhhh!!! Stress is in the air. Lol! Not love? Lol! Nah~ a bit lame~ sleepy lah... Just realise... Busy busy wk. Wed micro, thur ibm n micro till 10pm. O.o friday back to sch for econ seminar. Then friday night tuition, sat tuition n kat's bday party. Then sunday... Cannot overstep liao, miss twice, dance in morning. Even if it means not sleeping the night before!!! Cannot miss!!! Haiz! Sunday, mama bday dinner, my treat >.<
Monday lesson n pipi dinner.
Busy?

Arhhh! Shall not post online the fact tt I didn't do my econ test in the end. I took it back home. Lol... After seeing the pp abt another half of the class left. Sneaky teacher. He gav us 5 tut q. None came out... Lol! Nothing relevant to the 5. He tested on the topic tt he mentions dun often comes out for exam, the section which he didnt go thru in tutorial... Haiz! So bring home do on wed/thurs evening bah... 30 mins. Haiz! Start earlier next tym~ Tonight n tml morning I hav msm tut n assignment. Doing 0.5tut tonight... Not due tml also...
Tml morning hav tuition... Haiz! Then head to sch after... Zzz... Busy busy...
Micro hw also... Zzz... Jyjy~

Nightmare... But still sleepy~ haiz!

Sometimes I feel like a pregnant woman with all my eating n moods... random!
Hmm... Macro tml... Decided to focus on the 5q. Coz... 应该差不到哪里。。。hmm... quarrel with someone thru phone app... Lol! I dun think the app was meant to be used this way. But a few appropriate functions. Hee!
Haiz! not apt tym though... Haiz! But... Haiz! 不要说了~
Realise something... My bro drinks red wine when studying sometimes coz I think he couldn't find fruit juice???!!! Super leh!
Haiz I dun wanna be like her coz I hate her attitude~ it really irritates the hell out of me. But sometimes I wonder if I might be. ******** @#&$!()%_";:?/
lol! Not u~ Just someone who wont read this. Haiz!

Trying to sleep n you are just out to make me so fed up tt I can't sleep???
Can't u just be nice n scold the teacher with me??? Arhhhhh! N say something like we'll be studying tgth tml!!! Etc? Arhhhhh! Just be nice n dun make me fed up! The more fed-up I am, the more unwilling to do anything productive i'll be!
It's understood tt I will study, attend lec, tut maybe procrastinate a little but not too long n seat for all my tests! Just tt sometimes, I need ppl to be supportive and not... Make me frustrated. Arhhhhhh!
I just feel so disadvantage... Haiz! I dun like feeling weak n not up to the challenge, etc! I get highly hot-tempered. Haiz!

Super happy! Just finished my supper! Bloated n preping to slp!
Yeeeaaaaaahhhhhhhh!

I'm so happy today! Feeling a little sleepy though~ Eeee~ Not doing my hw~ Yar~ I know~ Haiz! Maybe my POA tut 2 before sleep? or after? Before lesson tml? Haiz! Finish POA tut 2 & 3 by tml night sunday and monday morning will be fully devoted to Macro~ Zzz~
Jiayou dear! ^^ Q too~ N PW, stop hanky panky~ Lol! Jkjk!
Went to Northpt to delieve some cheesecakes whih turns out to taste not so good~ >.< Sorry! But at least i hope the cookies n ration will be of some help~ Hope~ Just Jiayou! N let's JiaYou! Haiz! Soooooooo Full! Ate 3 full meals today! ^^ NICE! Just wishing for some Lemon melon tea BBT frm Dhoby Ghaut de MRT tt shop~ Argh!!! Haiz! TML? Dinner. Hmm~ Nice thought~ Hehe! So happy~ Tml? Nah~ Study!
Monday? Maybe~ Hmm~ Or tuesday before MSM~ Hao! Jia you! Okie!

Look ard sim, u'll find a lot of pp thin gals lurking ard. Reason... Canteen too small n Food too ex! besides the not nice part... Hmm... Hungry!!! But canteen too crowded... So wait for 3.30 lor... Hmm... Abt 5mins more.
Another reason for pp thin gals wld be due to break lasting only 30mins. Try moving frm classroom to the super crowded canteen, get a seat, q n buy food, finish up n get back to class in 30mins... just skip lunch luh! Lol!
oh! Ppl who dun east may buy greasy overpriced fried food frm the sch tuckshop... Oh yar... there's only 2 tuck shops n they're the same coy. Lol! Talk abt monopolising the mkt...

Seriously!!! Dun like ibm!!! :( so boring!!! Major dislike lor! All the other sub I can still survive. Only ibm!!! Argh! So tiring. Super dry. Haiz!!! I'm soooo sleepy!!! Ahhhhhh!!!
Feel like getting a chicken pie for dinner later(big portion, nice but $4+). N need to travel to sunset way. So I'm lazy... Hence, the ans shld be no... Haiz! Hmm... Go canteen get some nice noodles or wadeva food later. I feel like eating some gd fried rice!!! Hmm... Fried rice nowadays not v nice de... Zzz... haiz! Thinking all abt food!!! Lol! A little hungry lah. Ate tuna pancake n drank soya for lunch... haiz! Hungry!!! >.< oh... It's break now... But I shall endure 1h more for a decent meal... Kinda regretting joining econ club. Lol! V tired now at ibm. Thanks gdness I'm not competing for exco position!!! ^^
HUNGRY!!! :(

A little ridiculous. But I guess it's not something I shld be bothered with exactly... Haiz! Life is a bitch. U cant please everyone. Unless u dun mind letting ppl down... zzzZZ... N more often than not, u just hav to learn to priotize.
Go to sleep... Only abt 5h more... Haiz!

Tired! @ dhoby now... Bought bbt frm the mrt stall there coz gong cha q a bit long... Haiz!
Today's dance is tiring. Haiz! Hmm... Not muscles ache but joints suan suan de... Hmm... Dunno why a bit letargic... Zzz... So kel n by a bit paiseh hor... Haiz! Tml needa wake up early also. :( mh's tut undone. Sianz! Tml macBreakfast!!! if I get up on tym...

I dun get it... Recently got to know a few new frens frm club(cca) why huh? They're all the exchange facebk type... Isn't fb troublesome? @ least mine is. Doesn't auto-immediately alert me to any new notifications. so wad's the reasoning for adding ppl into fb? Plus, I dun lik to add any cats n dogs to my fb. not tt they are. -.- It's a little space for me to express myself n not let the rest of the world know wad I'm thinking... But since I'm on my way to friending the rest of the world... I guess fb isn't exactly a private spot now... Meanwhile, praying tt this blogspot remains remotely private... Zzz...
Oh! Apparently, I hav an msm assignment n macro test all due next week. Oh great!

I'm soooooooo dead. Running l8 for sch today. Crap!!! Argh!
Totally overslept... Haiz! Shld had gotten my mr bean... Haiz! But the q was too long, maybe not tt long but still... :(  Might be heading out with gals to get bday pressie tonight... Zzz... Haiz!
Sooo... Worried now. Haiz! Coz I'm like 15m late, etc... Haiz! No more straying away after 1pm on non sch nights frm now on. Haiz! Hmm... Sounds stupid!!! 12 still can be late. One of a kind leh... Zzz... Why is tt so? Anyway try a new route today. Since circle line is opened. Hmm... ^^ botanic gardens alight...

Middle of the night now. But I'm just not asleep yet... Hmm... Tutorials not done yet. For macro... readings I guess... My macro stuff are pretty easy to get. No tutorial. This part do worry me a bit. Hmm... Poa... Err... Hee... Yar. Din do hw. But but but... It's easy lah, last tutorial. Ledger... Opening acc n balancing them. No kick! Lol! tml on the way to sch~ I guess...
Oh... In case u're wondering wad I was doing... Neither tv nor video... Reading breaking dawn... I think I haven't read eclipse. But watched n forgotten bah... Hmm... My stm...
Ps: q, I figured tt I'm just aa... Lol! As usual. Haiz!

Hmm~ Guess I'm not exactly hungry now~
Eeeeeee~ Hmm~ Arhhhhh~ Listening to a video on fb~ Not fantastic~ Turned it off... I mean i'll be worst. But at least i'm not in it~ Yada~
Oh! Do i look like a 24??? OMG!!! So offended~ Argh!!! Ahhhh~ ><
I wanna go shopping!!! Ahhhhhhhhh! But i hav work to be done. But i need to go shop to hav motivation to do hw~ (then again, i'll still do it even if i hav no one to shop with me) lol! haiz!

Someone told me that my facebook pic dun look like me...
Reasons I can think of...
Contacts
Makeup
poor resolution
mirror image
I dunno!!! Lol! hmpf! Hmm... suan le... Ps. The pic is a mobile upload... Lol!
My phone luvs me? Heading to get some present. Hmm... Stress ball... Hope I won't get stress.looking for stress ball for my kids. Lol! Maybe a soft toy then! See lor...

Hi dears!!!
Lol! Super high mood now. Met a 5y senior frm ny. Lol! Serious!!! Hmm... Long history for him lah. Hmm... Econ society was kinda fun. I think. I wrote on application not v interested in being exco. Lol! Not that I think will get. But... Just out front. Lol. Dun get any misunderstanding... Hee!
Got to know quite a few ppl. No one taking econ exactly.
Anyway, abt this senior... So funny! Thought we're in the same class... Then I realise tt I heard the wrong cher's name n wrong timing... tsk tsk! Blur me... Lol!

不好笑的笑话只会把你变成笑话。。。

Isn't it awkward how some ppl just love to say some stupid awkward things over and over again... Once or twice i can ignore but more than tt, it's just awkward~

He: I know i'm not good looking that why u dun wanna talk to me right?

Me: ignore

 

He: I know i'm not good looking that why u dun wanna talk to me right?

Me: No~ not really, have more confident in yourself

He: Dun patronise me lah~

Me: ignore

 

He: I know i'm not good looking that why u dun wanna talk to me right?

Me: No~ not really, have more confident in yourself

He: I know~ Haha!

Me: shua me??? IGNORE!

 

He: I know i'm not good looking that why u dun wanna talk to me right?

Me: YUP! N SHUT UP!

lol... Discover this in my draft box... Well... It doesn't happens anymore. But I just think abt stuff... Monologue? Lol!

Argh!!! Keep forgetting... Bring calculator, graph pp n thumb drive!!! Argh!!! Super irritating!!!
Seriously!!! Lol! I'm sooo cold!!! Hmm... A teeny winey bit tired. Haiz! Hmm... A little pekchek with ppl. But it's ok~ not in my life much... Just 3h a week at most.
Lesson starting soon...

Feel so guilty. Lol! Bought my bday bag out again. Not my mama giv de. Lol! Hmm... Didn't say bb yet. Coz all my other bags gg. Lol! I can gg all my other bags so fast!!! Haiz! Didn't mean to. They just... Lol! can't help but think kel's bag v hiong... Lasted me pretty long... Sooooo going out shopping!!! But I dunno wad kind to get~ zzZ~ oh the brown briefcase/messenger bag has pretty much gg the sling part liao... Sianz!

Hmm...最终决定，今年除非特别要求，不然我都不送生日礼物。 还是碰巧看到适合的，不然都不送了! 没理由送一堆有的没的。which may not be to her liking either. Hmm... Haiz! Tonight, px cher has got 2 cards to make. I mean 3 for her beloved daughters~ lol childrens day. Zzz... Any suggestions to gifts? ~.~
Ps: my sch bag is breaking down!!! Omg!

Oh... I feel rich. Not very. But slightly more than enough. Lol! Mama just gave me allowance. Told her,"不用啦。我够用。需要我会再跟你拿。" Hee! But she still left it on my bed. So I said thank u. wooo~luv allowance. Makes me feel like a kid. N keep my savings nice n sufficient...;-)
Sleep early tonight. Micro hw to be done asap. Tml morning I think. Jia you! Super tired. Think tml a bit gg-fied. Lol!
Q... Can we meet up next... Friday afternoon? Thy! @ 2?

Decided. Not going for audition.
A. Not likely to get in bah...
B. Lesson for performance team is on thursday, 3h. Omg! I need more px tym...
C. I dun like performance and my chinese dance performance may clash.
Oh! The reason y I'm considering is coz cher says ppl with backgrd might prefer performance team. Higher level, especially those abv ballet grade 6.
OS: ballet grade 6 is how tough de? Lol!
Anyway, I think I need more tym for myself n I'm not willing to scarifice my tym for extra tough dance. Though their performance it's chui but it shldnt be tt tough bah... Lol! Super mean... dun think will get in anyway. But I would hav tried auditioning if I'm not tutoring or doing my sunday dance. >.<
Ps, today's lesson was kinda fun. Except I prefer lyrical so much more. :( cher say in 2mths... Waiting!

So I joined dance. Qns: shld I go for the audition? Hmm... Wonder wonder... Haiz!
I may not get in either... But... Shld I try? Hmm... Yes? No? I mean... Maybe I won't get in. coz seems like tons of ppl trying to get in as well... Zzz~

Heading to lesson now... On bus with a grp of other new recruits n old birds. Lol! Creepy~ lol. Dun think i'm v excited now. More like tired n bit sianz lol. Guilty... Zzz... Haiz! Seniors seems nice I guess...
I just feel like heading to the loo. Lol!

Super dumb. Always forget to alight at serangoon. So I just ride to little india for another route... Zzz... Argh!

Argh... Train went off... Zzz... Just saw a gal with awesome sandal. It has a 2-3" sole. Super thick. lol! Wonder wad's her actual height? Haha! Going for jazz tonight. My bank acc is in great danger of over using budget. Zzzz... Haiz! my tw trip will definely deficit it. Lol... How do someone deficit a saving acc? Can we go thailand instead? :-P  hee!

Miss blur. Lol! Left my hp charging under the desk after class. Signed my student contact, headed to lib. Realise then tt I have a MISSING phone. Lol! Rushed back n got it. Phew! Super tired. Zzz... Heading to tiong bahru now for delivery. Lol! Poa was boring, macro was ok.
Anyway, msm study guide was out of stock at library. n it's only week 2 of sch. Crazy! but it's ok. Checked the online copy, the msm cher used the sample q in study guide on hits lect notes for examples...

Last night. Spent a few mins... Like a few 10 mins watching snsd jap concert. Lol only watch abt 3-4 clips..  Abt 15-20m? As always, Super synchronised dance. haiz!
Rushing for sch now. Zzz... haven't made frens for ibm. Since t not there last week was alone. But v difficult to make frens after lecturer call u out in front of whole class bah... Lol. Thanks arh... haiz! 1.6k required by may if I heading to my tw trip... Zzz... Save! Gal, save! Alight mrt...
Till again.

My 24孝老爸 is off getting cola for his son who's supposed to be suffering frm diarrhea in the middle of the night. Daddy dearest^^

Hmm~ I realise week one HW still okay~ But i can't focus on reading... Tues and wed go Mac study bah~ Lol! Currently on budgeting though. Haiz! Mainly imply on food though~

Er... POA finish. Micro 3Q, Macro nth -.-, MSM i need print study guide, ibm~ READ!

Haiz! So Sianz! I really dun like any form of occupation! Study, work... all very lei leh! Haiz! Just throw me p6 maths, i really dun mind. Besides this, they're all stress and addiction.

Ohno... Someone frm dance invited me to her wedding. I'm fine with attending... But angbao how much? lol! Boutique hotel at outram. Student price? Hmm... Think abt it...
Lol. I'm the last to recieve my verbal invitation, I think. Card haven't reach me yet. But frm wad I've learn frm ppl... Verbal invitation=angbao
Lol. Had a collegue who told me tt 反正都要给，还不如去吃一顿。haha! Sorry if I seem $.$
But well... Haiz! Dec I'll be v poor le... T.T

His ass better be still stucked in field camp. Lol! I sound super rude. Lol.
Heading home with dinner. Lol. Hee! Hope it's nice!

Who wanna go out with me this sunday? Lunch! msg me? ^^
Q says I sound aloof in sms...
Nights~

I'm not v good to my frens. Hmm... Shld treat them better. But I'm not a v friendly n nice person leh. zzz... Try to be nicer lah. N I miss gossips... Haiz! Lesson l8r. Super tired. Didn't expect to reach home soooooo l8. Was thinking 4 or so in time for a nap. But mash potato frm popeye did perk me up! ^^ wake up!!! After 45m nap. Hee! Tuition later. Psle week fire my kids. Meaning more tym for hw, right? *evil grin*

Haha! Ate with fish n her fren... Hmm... Not bad looking, reminds me of a excolleague frm e2i, noelle(?) Dun remember the spelling liao... Haha! But lunch a little tasteless. Tired? Maybe~ starbucks at the cathay now... Zzzz... Sleepy... Micro!!! Finish it!

Currently, supposedly studying, at chinatown mac. Just finished poa. Furthered my understanding is all I can say. Quite a lot of mistakes. -pout- lol!
Miss gossiping!!! TOTALLY! haiz! Yesterday was great, just sharing gossips. Lol! Abt jc peeps, ppl we know n dun, gossips without names but with details. Lol!!! Awesome!!! Haha! Hmm... A bit lacking but good enough. Till next meet-up!!!
So coooooold now. -shivers-
Micro is... Micro. Argh!!! Jia you~
Back to micro... Needa buy assessment bk n micro note bk. Zzzzz~

Just watch a video uploaded of the dance performance I missed.
Remarks: 惨不忍睹。。。 Just join 1 mth try lah... Then see how is it... Zzzz.. a bit chui... make it v.chui though. At least tt not the one I wanna join. But mine is v. daring? Lol! but I rather do this to ballroom leh. Haiz! my friday dance luh!!! Sad... Haiz! Super miss it! Coz the cher is v good! Haiz!
hmm... L8 indeed now. Lol.

Tml hav to wake up by 7.30am latest. 7.15 expected bah...
30m prep... Hmm~ gotta prep tonight first sleep by 12? Lol... MI. lol... prep tuition stuff, tml study materials...
Tuition on sci... Hmm... Go thru energy forms n conversion. N hw stuff...
So tml revision n micro y1 set 1 n tut 1 stuff plus
Poa activity1
Plus msm chpt1
Bring 3, finish 2.

So scary... Ibm lect talked to me just now... Coz I helped him open the door. Lol... He's currently limping with crutches lah. So he asked who's better. Victor or him. Lol... Of course say him lah... Lol!
So told him tt I think ibm it's my own fault. Called me a gd gal for not blaming others. Good gal:-)
Lol... But really think I didn't try hard enough. Especially done I'm not a genius, need work harder.

Busy day!!! Lunch with g, LATE! By 30mins, I think. Sorry!!!
Haiz! Hmm... Meeting up with catz for bday celeb. Living under budget for the next few weeks, I think. Overspent. But I still wanna get a messenger bag! Lol... For sch. Nthing ex though. Coz I like bags tt allows me to change it annually or biannually. lol...
Hope we won't be late to sch coz I'm l8 for the meet up though~ sorry!!! :<
haiz! Dreadful me~

Hee! Off sch early today!!! 30 mins early. Hmm... So I managed to board the not so cramp bus and get a seat! Heading home now... Msm reminds me of stats sampling combined with maths application use. Lol...
Gonna try my msm questions this week. Do a little?
Hmm... Sian. Hw already liao... Nth much if I dun wan to do. But I dun wanma procrastinate leh~ so I'll do chpt 1 de possible questions then. Kinda supposed to be like rewriting chpter1 notes, I guess. Poa, to finish the activities for lect 1. Macro, read notes... Macro going thru micro stuff now-.- lol. All linked. Hmm... macro Cher was very gan chiong, he's telling us tt we'll regret taking macro coz v difficult, after the change of syllabus. Congratz Grace! Lol... Well, I think it's of no diff, macro/micro/me. It's hard work. DUN try convince me otherwise~
So wad... Ppl keep interrupting my train of thoughts. Horrible! Hee!
Nvm... Send post~ worried abt micro liao~ lol!

Sitting in the theatres, waiting for johnny english to be played~ v soon~

2nd sch day for the new sem... Heavily armed with 1 file n 1 charles n keith paperbag to contain my notes. Hungry! Hmm... V hungry! Me wans breakfast! Hmm... Will head to coronation plaza for delifrance l8r!!! Lol! Buy some nice nice de pastries~ hmm... <3 n eventually die of diabeties... Hmm... Lol!
Wed afternoon meeting g for lunch, dinner with catz
Thurs dinner with jc clinque~ hmm... Foursome? Lol... Wadeva~
Hope I won't be late~ doubt i'll be but who knows... hee! hmm... I wan my 'dunno wad are the names' from deli!!! Ahhhhhhhh~ 2 of them. Getting which eva available~
Suffering frm flu... >o< lol... Ahchoo!!! *sniff sniff* hee!

Ending is nice, 算是有个交代~

Kinda stupid but totally me.
Staying up l8 for tv show... Isn't it just me? Ok, usually it's books not some china drama. But then mama allow me to give going to the morning tea ceremony a miss... Since it doesn't involve me anyway. Lol! Heading for a hair cut now... Haiz! Left with the last episode now for my show... If u r wondering where to watch it so fast, it's a website n the host uploaded dvd version of the show... So while tv it's half way thru, I'm left with the last ep.
看了好心凉。it's ending is really 没好下场。。。 Unlike other shows tt makes u wanna be like the heroine our main lead, this doesn't. In the end, it feels like everyone is sacrificed... For the nation... Everyone have been played by fate. Perhaps, they shld had simply named the show, Be careful what you wish for.
In the end, I decided not to post up spoilers except that this show may not be one for the faint-hearted. I'm one, I guess... Despite my love for historical idol dramas, I hav low tolerance for cruelty, violence n bad endings. But this show is nice I guess... Just tt it made me cried so much, laughed so much. I think I really got super emo... Haiz! Made me 废寝忘食。。。

Some guys says tt being a gal is better, etc. I guess it's fine if u are used to every mth, u get 1-2wks for cramps tt I mistake for bad persistent stomachache, low immunity that gets moi sore throat n flu, pimples n bad complexion and aches on the thighs. That's besides the giddness n nausea when it's really bad... So it's ok if u're used to it. Oh, n they hold no regards to ur exam timetable or other concerns~ btw, dun forget tt they will be ard for decades.;-)
Trust me, the above symptoms are the 'better ones liao'. Others hav it worst than me. Ooh~ n time n material expenditure on hygiene...
These are just our excuses for suffering from pms. Well, it does sounds kinda valid right?

Possible spoilers... 步步惊心

Haiz! My show~ Haha!
So i guess, in the end, they'll get together. But for a while only~ Coz in the end, the gal still died...
I mean i can't confirm it... But from the glimpse in the ending song~ Ahhhhhh！Sad~ Noooooooooo! Ahhhhhhhh!
Haiz! 心疼呀！ Haiz! Very depressed~ Zzz~ Haiz! Haiz! Haiz! (pitch goes higher) LOL!
Hmm~ I miss u peeps!!! Haix! Go do something fun later!!! Zzz~ Haiz! AHHHHHHHHHH! Go crazy over the show! *sob sob*

Hmm... So happy! My show is out!!! But gotta sleep. It's ok! Wake up for it tml!!! *Screams*
Haiz! I think some parts for kinda boring. But some parts are just great. I also dun really get my love for the show after awhile... Haiz! But I do think it's pretty nice.
Maybe coz the cast are all good looking? Or just coz I really like the qing  dynasty... Super cool! Hmm... Or I'm just a hopeless believer of a fairytale. Maybe one day when I stop believing, I'll be more realistic. Haiz!
Just a little gal, I guess.
Hope tt my prince will be there for me one day. Meanwhile, while I think I shld cut down on my dose of impossible romance, I'll just try to moderate my dosage, after this show. Hee!
Ps: who says a practical person can't believe on romance? Just practical thoughful romance. ;-)
Ps2: prince charming, pls dun wait too long!!! Lol! Thanks! :P

Dun remind me of my show~
addict now~ haiz! Big big sigh~ tml... 忍!!!
Went out with g, as mentioned. Hmm... Had good n well prices food abt 10 each. Nice!

Pw, kj... When are we going out???!!! Next thurs, 4pm at orchard can? Till 10pm. Haha! Dinner inclusive. Budget of 15 dollars max for dinner. Lol. If u gals dun mind indo food. Super!

How long will they take to reply this post? Probably just msg them l8r~ haha!
Was telling q yesterday tt if I see wu qi long, I'll jump onto n hug him. No plans to let go!!! Haha! But he's a martial art expert... So i'll probably get thrown on the floor~ haiz! Tml!!! 2 more ep!!! *hearts*
spent 18 on food n drinks terribly bloated now. >.<
Enjoying my holi while it last...
Reached home!

Hmm... Soooooooooo looking forward to tml... Lol. Yar... For my show... Abt 1h 15m everyday~ hee! Something to look forward to everyday~ ^^
Hmm... Heading to orchard now for a meet up with g, after a long relaxing day a home.
Hmm... I love my day! Totally can wait for sch to start. Dun mind waiting longer either! Kinda horrible... Coz I'm currently refusing to do chores at home. Nv been a fan... but point being it's my break! Ok, I'm plainly speaking just spoilt. Hmm... Still haven't goren my mac bacon related breakfast! Sooooooo having it tml!!!

四阿哥好man哦!!! 哈哈!
还很帅哦!!! 应该有40，50 了吧! 想想。。。 但还是好man哦!!!
Wu qi long 好帅哦!!! ^^
总觉得古装戏，还是中国拍出来的较有味道~ 好爱这戏哦!
心里一直怦怦跳! ahhh~ 我快疯了!
反正我也很少发花痴，就陪陪我，敷衍敷衍吧! ^^
Seriously, guys need to be more manly!!! Lol! Ahhhhh~

Supposed to be sleeping now... Haiz!
was watching 步步惊心
A china show with a lot of tw n hk handsome dudes. Not the idol type but the real stuff!!! Haha! Great show but typical plot on time travel like 宫， tt china show tt was out this yr or last(?).
Not so much scheming lah. But more romance.
Lalala! 陶醉其中。。。
But tml I hav a heavy schedule,
Morning 8 dance,
Afternoon 2 tuition,
evening 6 bday party at 鸟不生蛋的kallang... >.<
Hmm... Hope tml won't be too tiring~ zzzZZ~
Oh, by... I finally gg-ed the earpiece u giv me. Hehe! Thanks! ^^ needed my forgot how long to spoil it... How long ago huh? 6mths? Lol... Thanks!
Got a new one... Hope it can last long at least 2mths :-P
Hmm... My nap really spoilt my sleep... 0.0 bright awake at 4.30am.
完蛋!
Hmm... Looking forward to sch starts. But a v.rational fear towards it too... Haiz! Okay my eyelids getting heavy le... -blink blink-
Hmm... N Thanks kelvin for ur indestructable bag tt lasted me these mths. But I think... Going to gg liao! haha! Thanks!
-yawn- nites everyone!
farewell session ended...
Till again~
3h left tonight~ zzzZZ~
Sometimes I just wish tt I can be smarter n more adorable... Haiz!
Tummy ache~

Hmm... Been taking naps everyday recently.
Just woke up after 2h of naps... Zzz... Hmm... Heading out to meet a fren now~
Been buying 2nd rd of assessment books recently. Zzz... burnt a big whole in my pocket. Definitely. But at least pri sch assessment bks are cheaper...

Had a smurfy good time today with the smurfs ^^
Heading back home now... Shit. I forgot to get it!!! tml morning then... Haiz! Or not... hmm...
Ok. Smurf is nice, pretty good I think.
I wanna rush home to rest now... :(
N eat... hehe. Bought carrot cake, yam cak n punkin cake. Steamed ones... Had a freak incident. Gonna have to wash my 7up spilt bag when I reach home... Zzz...

Recently, I realise this more frequently that I'm like a kid trying to write a proper sentence... Kinda depressing in some sense. Reading my blog, one might probably think tt it belongs to a pri 6 kid. N I'm hoping that I'm not giving myself too much credit!!! So depressing... Zzz~
Hmm... I'll construct nonsensical sentences in very unorganised paragraphs. Flipping through some many topics in a post. Constantly, my mind just seems to link everything up in a seemingly impossible manner.
N I just seem to have a kiddo's mood swing. Argh!
How mature of me! Kinda irritated now... Coz my mum came to borrow my dance hankie for the coy. Kinda ridiculous to me tt I dun even know when will that return to me and if they'll just mix up or lose my things with the kids for the grad concert. Kinda not in a very good mood now... Besides the fact tt I hav to walk out of my room to place my hankie at an easily access for her.when I just wanna go sleep after this blog. Instead of dogging ard for it.
Now I see why's my wrinkles so irritatingly ard me... -.-¤
Argh! Too emotional in a not so conventional way. Zzz~ pissed!

I'm kinda sad today... last day know I've been going on n on abt wad a sucky coy... Work wise. Bit the ppl are really nice.
2 main ones are aileen n winnie...
Aileen is the motherly type... So I'll always order teh bing for lunch then she'll remind me to get something else. Coz too much sugar~ ^^ n she's always worried abt her psle daughter. Hope tt she'll do well.
Winnie is the fun one. Lol. She's like so nice n polite till a fault, some collegue once thought tt I'm like bullying her... n she's also not so nice when she tells me tt I make her hungry n feel like shitting... Lol! Will definely miss them... Feeling super sad liao... Haiz! :'<
N most imptly, no one ever blamed me when I did anything wrong... buwahahah!!!
Aileen also told me to 努力用功，好好读书。
I will! Jia you!!!

Hi! Peeps... In the end I'm too last to get my collegues stuffs. Made 4 cards though... Haiz! maybe i'll buy a box of choc tml, or just but done pastries. Or not. See...
Bit depressed recently. coz of exams n everything related!!! Argh! Nights~

Lol! I think i've gone crazy planning abt sch reopening~

Okay so to achieve a first class... U need 5 first class... Or 4 first with average of 65m. (O.o) My closest amongst my foundational units is 69.5 (average for intro econ, maths1, stats1)

So i need at least 4 more~ Meaning if spread out, 2 in y2, 2 in y3

y2

IBM (retake- core) Work hard for a 2nd lower this yr~ Above 50... Wow!

POA (Foundational unit- core) Work hard for 1st/2nd Upper

MACRO (further unit- core) Based on top scorer results, I'll just hope to get a 2nd upper (2/5 top scorer got 2nd upper... >.<)

Micro (further unit- core) more optimistic abt this... Must get a first! It's possible! With Grace!

MSM (further units) MUST MUST MUST get a first with at least 75-80 mks. Most ppl get a first lah~

Jia you! But looking at this, totally stressed liao~

Y3 also -stress-

OTIA (further units- core)2nd Upper? Aim high~ Lol!

MM (further units) 1st class Jiu happy liao~

ESAP(further units) Most probably~ Hoping that it'll help me understand OTIA better, considered a "easier to score" unit...

One more econ module~Monetary economics, Industrial economics, Corporate finance, Managerial economics, Elements of econometrics

 

Most probably the next 2 academic yr... Haiz! I dun care!!! I really need to do better liao~ Haiz!

But i didn't do well for my socio... So esap still under consideration... haiz! Why didn't they show us the seniors' foundational units' marks as well~ -sob- 

 

If my kids can do it, so can i!

Ask Ask~
Have this fren...
Checked on fb, can't go to her profile page, Went to our mutual's frens profile, she's not listed as our mutual fren, couldn't tag her... But days later, i can enter her profile liao. And she's listed as a mutual fren again.
Fb error? Or wad?
*confused*
Read up on Block function... If we are to be frens again, she'll need to send me a request so can't be block... -seriously V. confused-

Bro wants to share a DSLR with me...

Seriously? Hmm... abt 1k eac leh...

Haiz! I dunno~ My budget will be kinda in deficit...

Can fork out lah~ But Haiz! There goes my money~ zZZ

I was drinking something the other day... a Super nice $6.50 iced mocha! OMG! It's great!

Anyway, realise tt it's more than my hourly pay after CPF deductions~ Haiz! Depressing if you see it this way... Anyway, it didn't bug me enough to make me not buy it! But still feel the pinch... Hmm... All the saving n 'pinching' felt for the tw trip, IT BETTER BE WORTH IT!!! FOODDD! ;D ;D ;D

Anyway, I guess i have to start scrapping now... Lol! Scrap and save~ Depressing~ Haiz!

Hmm... Have a new printer at home... New to us. Lol!

A little lack of sleep today. But my boss isn't giving me work... Zzz~ Worried i may fall asleep~ Haiz!

Hmm~ I wanna sleep!!! Slept 4-5h last night~ I was reading books~ Lol! Kinda stupid whenever i think about it next day~

Tonight i'm meeting BY n XL

Maybe finish one more card then Tml do up 2 More~

Thursday EVenig i'll leave on their tables lor~ Haha! ^^

Intend to make 4 only... Dunno wad to write though~ N i think i wanna get other colours de embossin powder~ Ex though~ Queenie! I wan 3 bottles!!! Lol!

Got bronze n silver liao~ Maybe i wont get Zing! This time... Too ex. Though better/thicker looking... Lol!

But budget lah~ So maybe can get 4? ;p Lol!

Go bug my boss abt work liao~

Haiz! My younger twin didnt do well... -sob!- haiz! Both improved. Hmm... but dunno if coz pp easy or really improved. Worried. Just realise, I forgot to ask my younger de mye sci previously... Lol. She had a B, thought A, coz maths A...  Still a B but with some improvements. Haiz! I'm feeling like one of my terrified colleagues sending her daughter to exam hall... Lol!

One of the saddest thing I've ever heard...
"she has nothing to lose since it's not her first."
Lol! Bored in office and starting to wonder... Quote is taken out of context of course. I dun think the person saying it means exactly wad was said... And it's probably biased, a moment of anger. But if it's what most thinks, isn't it sad? N true enough, it's wad most thinks, i believe, including me, more or less.
Ladies should cherish themself more cause no one will cherish them if they don't.
~Old sch me~

Morning Peeps!
Chripy! Hehe! Zzz~ Sleep~ Need my sleep~
Er... Today orh~ My boss no work for me again~ Hmm... So bored!!! HOW? Haha!
Oh! Thursday last day liao! Actually, i believe no problems with reaching home on time lah~ Hmm... Coz usually they go off work pretty on time de...Hmm... Thursday must reach work place on time then~ Zzz~ Sianz!
Hmm~ I wanna sleep! N watch movie n eat ramen! N Just rest rest rest... Actually this morning... It's like resting at home... Jst tt no videos... I was doing my academic stuff... Lol! Yar... My direct supervisor gave me a deadline last friday which i met. So now she's a bit lost to wad to giv me... Hmm... She needs to ask her direct supervisor... LOL!
So meanwhile i'm supposed to do 'checks' Which she knows i've done at least once before liao~ Lol!
So Yar... Free time for me...(in some sense)
Haiz! I'm worried abt sch reopens... Hmm... Wanna ask who takes my macro and msm leh~ No one i know takes these subjects! Haiz!
Actually my timetable timing are ideal(for me). But my course content might not. Mondays will be heavy, with POA and Macro... Remember they're one year syllabus... Zzz~
So Yar~ Haha!
Wish me LUCK!
Hmm~ I wanna go stock up on my instant Tonkotsu ramen. Wooo~ Finished 2 servings last sat! Lunch and supper! Haha! Yummy!!! N buy some beef slice/mushroom, etc~ ^^
Maybe i'll head off to H&M for a peek on friday afternoon before my tuitions~ Hehe! Or next week... Hmm... See lor! Definitely an all-day rest/sleep date with my bed this friday. HAha!

Hmm... Just idle chat~ Muwahahahaha!
Tomorrow lesson at 11.30. Needa wake up by 11am
So aim 10am...
Meaning tonight needa sleep by 2pm. So i intend to start reading thru intro to econ notes.. as revision. So... Tonight need to off com by 1am. Hmm... Meaning i got to go home frm bugis by 10pm? Or maybe 9.30pm... then got at least 2h for my videos... Lol!
meow meow meow meow meow~ Hmm... Haiz! Hmm... Haiz! Hmm... Bored~ Zzz~ Havent finish my work but close to completion liao... Still have 2h anyway... Hmm... Plan to finish at 5.30 to 5.45 though... Lol! Not too early or too late... Else so bo liao again... Like a idle person~ Tonight... Dinner... I wan milk tea and dunno wad... Wad to eat???! I dun mind trying ramen but budget... So hmm... hawker? Bit sianz! Everyday lunch hawker liao~ See bah! Maybe eat chee kueh!
Dinner dun eat too much lah~
Sleepy~ Hmm... Zzz~ OH sharks! tml de costume havent wash yet! Can dun wash? Lol! Okay~
Hmm... Thinking of joining my sch's dance, Jazz dance... Told them i'm beginner... Lol!
Sometimes i wonder how shld i classify myself... I have aproximately 6y(dun really remember... but i'm pretty certain it started before sec1... Didn;t include pri sch time... coz not sure) of dance experience bah~ Lol! But coz i dun push myself hard, i cant even do a split... Hehe! Lazy bum! Muwahahaha! But simple basics i no problem... I have kinda flexible back and okok elevation... ^^ Been doing more of the chinese tribal and cultural dance...
Or just stick to beginners... Coz i can't do a perfect split, turn on spot without further help for more than 1.5 turns(do not round up) and i'm kinda shy Muwahahaha! So stick to beginners bah~ Haha! (with some dance background)
Hmm... Really shld work on my split... 1 mth shld be enough if i practice every night...(not tt i think i will) haha!
Work resumes~
PS: I HATE PERFORMANCE!!! Argh!!! So stressful!!! Haha! Okay lah~ Actually not very, by right. But i'm not a person who likes to perform for others... Haiz! Hope the dance club in sch no performance de. At least for beginners~

Hmm~ Fish is back! Fill me in on ur trip when we next meet okay!

Hmm... Deadline is today. Totally no problem if i hurry a bit more... Hehe! Whole morning cannot focus untill 1030 or so... Lol! wasted 1h 30 mins trying to focus then 12noon go lunch... Argh! Yar... So irritated. Just when i get a feel on how to focus on my work, i have to go for lunch! But seriously hungry lah~ hehe! Hmm... Next thurs is my last day~ zzZZZ

Oh dear... Wad shld i get for my colleagues? Hmm... Seriously? I dunno leh... Budget is 20 bah~ Haha! Sorry! I'm not interested in spending too much when my pay is so low~ Haha! Last yr was $5... Coz i cooked. Lol! But was a little charred, Muwahahaha!

See lor! Maybe I'll get it on sunday bah~ Hmm~

Haiz! Tonight going shopping for a dress for my cousin's wedding! Argh! Hmm... Worst case wear my jumper lor... easy also~ I dun wan anything fitting~ Haiz!

Hmm... Sch starting~ But i'm secretly a little pissed. Coz i realised the other day that my lects ends end of feb n prelims in end feb to early Jan, i think. Crap! Meaning? No need study for prelims? or rather... Not enough time for prelim preparation... Haiz! Stressed. Yar even before sch starts! Then i need to revise my econ stuff as well... So BUSY!!! Argh!

I wanna just go home and rest! I wanna be under my blankie, with my curtains drawn closed... And my fan blowing on to the little(or not so little) gal hiding under her blankie with her pillow and bolster... I need my rest. Haiz! Oh yar! Gotta confirm my ecr... I dunno if i shld change or just remain... Haiz! It's good to spread it out but still~ Haiz! Nvm... Just get done and over with it. Hmm... How on earth did i fail ibm? OMG! N by so much... I hate essays!!!

Correction, I LOVE IBM n ESSAYS!!! That's the right attitude!

Opps! WORK!!!

I wanna kill them!!! My kids got me hooked on watching incredible youth unwittingly... =.="
I need my sleep!!! Muwahahahahahaha! ~evil witch of north east~
PS: So cuteeeeeeeee~~~ Haha! Haiz!

Recipe for a restless me (serves 1)

 

1 bowl of lunch

100ml of data entry/system check

1 teaspoon of same music playlist

1 pinch of boss on afternoon leave

 

Marinate Lunch with data entry for 3 mths.

Mix in the remainding ingredients and leave it under 2 days of eCR over-excitement

 

Serve cold. 

 

NOTE: To be consumed immediately, best before 6pm. ;p

 

Looks kinda difficult to prep... Lol!

Super full now~ -burp-

Hmm... Eye-ing a few dresses online frm the little red heels~ Intro-ed by fren~ Hmm... A bit short looking... =.= Haiz! Hmm... Why!!! Lol! I wanna go shopping! Hmm... But this ssat and sun occupied liao leh~ Tml? Hmm... BY!!! U free? Oh! XL back tonight right? I wanna go bugis!!! Hmm... Go shop shop see see~ Argh! Eat eat! Haha! -burp-

I can't believe it! Okay so i pass my econs did not v well... 44 only.

But apparently, 75% failed. O.o Yes! Take that! I'm the top 25% in econs! Muwahahahahaha!

Crazy~ Haha! But i kinda feel better in a weird sense... Lol! Yup! So in case u wonder y i was harping over my econs grade... hehe!

Hmm... But no excuse for my ibm... Except maybe i focused too much on econs? -sigh-

New year! 2 econs with great teachers! U can do it!!! Jia you! Damned the 44 marks leh!!!

I hope i get at least 2nd for my ibm (retake) and POA then... =.=

 

I'm tired~ N a little hungry~ So stressed out! By work... N ecr~ Whole day bothered by it. It just consumed me... Filling me with worries... At least all my teachers have been 'vetted' to be of certain quality if not the best. ^^ Hee! Hmm... Glad abt tt part n the timing part.

Dun worry! U can de... I know it's stupid but i cant help buy worry abt y3.

MM, OTIA, 1E, 1E/M Haiz!

I know i know, stop sighing...

I'm greedy in tt sense... I like to know n plan in advance... Haha! Hmm... All the best N work hard gal! N stop critising me for wad so eva... I dun think i deserve it. Haiz! Work hard!!! N PACE!

I feel so proud of myself!

Macro got Seet!!! Micro got Mark Harris!

OMG! So lucky! A Good start to a new academic yr! Hehe!

MSM I didn't get David, clash with my POA, unfortunately...

But i did get Peter Kwan no comments~ Mean okay right? Pray hard... MSM is maths... How hard can it be? -冷笑-

Okay so POA and MICRO got Grace

MSM self practice and IBM notes with Bao yi?

Hmm... Still have Macro~ Any kind soul? Lol!

In general, all the tutorials is DIY lah~ It's the revision that you need ppl or when you get stuck with Qns~ Most importantly is pacing and making sure you do the hw~ I did do last yr for them... Haiz! But still... zzzZZ

General comment is sibei suay~ =.="

Okok! All the best and do well! Glad i manage to get the not super ideal but pretty close to very ideal timetable!^^ JIAYOU!!!

FYI SCH STARTS ON 26 Sep... 27 Sep i need to carry home 2 super stacks of notes... =.=" after my dance... Intend to do dance on tues... Not sure yet. May try 1 mth first... So Every tues, 8.30am to 8.30pm in sch~ O.O Haha! Yup! JiA YoU!

Oh Horribles bosses not nice... Waiting for Johnny English and intend on watching smurf n crazy stupid love!!! Hehe! Before sch starts!!! PX's movie marathon!!! Queenie! U wan? 1st n 3rd for u right?

All my frens come distract me early in morning... With ecr, study partners... Ahhh!!! Im working!!! Haha! No luh, thanks for relieving my boredom... But not too much... Not v bored today, but got 3 frens come find me to talk to... O.o Nan de! Early in the morning... All abt sch de... =.=" Thanks!? Haha! Dun freak me out le leh~ Already worried tt i'm on suicide mission... HAiz! But i think i can lah... 2-4 quantitative n 1-3 qualitative de!

JIA YOU!

Dreamt abt ecr last night... Stupid!
Sleepy! Maybe I'll sleep thru horrible bosses later... Haha!

Back to ballet topic. If I do ballet, will not buy the leather shoes. Hmm... Since i'll be doing max of 12 more lessons. Not worth buyin when my temple dance does not allow leather shoes. >.< so just wear my cotton de bah! n dun get new ones lah... Just remember to wash more regularly can le... Hehe!
Anyway, coz of the incredible amt of point done, yup! Ouch! Poor calf! Oh yar! The dance's no kick except for my gallops... A bit weird. But cher singled me out for my 'elevation', of course! ^^
My years of chinese dance not for nthing de... Lol...
~as light as a feather~
Hee! Dunno if continuing though... A bit basic... Haiz! Anyway, my lower back aching le... Did I mention, my foundation not v good. :-P

Ok fast one... On the bus now... someone offered to pay for my ballet shoes as bday pressie if I do ballet... After 1 hint... not v obvious de hint. Lol! So I'll buy n pay myself then she giv me the money... Lol. Told her tt i'll giv her the same amt back as angbao. Lol! Currently under discussion... Lol. V practical de pressie indeed!

Sometimes, i feel like i'm sucidal... Academically... ToT

Okay a quick one... To organise my head...

Okay Heard tt msm, all the good chers gg le and change in sllybus recently, so may take up mm

So yr 2

IBM (NAGEB, I wan U!)

POA (Dunno leh)

Macro (best cher gone... Bye bye, seet)

Micro (pretty ppls, i wan Mark!!!)

MM? Management mathematics (heard tt the long Qns Can have like 1 and half paper of workings de) OMG! But maths leh~ (dr phili... something)

 

Yr3

OTIA

Then 3 more

MSM(maths)/ MKTING(essay)/ ESAP(essay)/ EOE(maths/proofing/stats) / Economics mathematic, etc... Need 1 e, 1 m n 1 frm either e/m

 

Stressed... By choosing units... =.="

But almost can confirm y2 will be the death of me. But i hope that it's enjoyable... Just tiring, no life, lots of wk, stressful, time and money consuming, etc.

All the best~ Hope i can get all the good chers

Feel free to laugh at me... ;'( haha!

Wad would you think if you've asked a fren out for over... 2 mths? N it's no success every time?

Yes! I'm complaining!!! Come to think of it...

Rephrase: Wad would you think if you've asked your friends out for over... 1- 2 mths? MAybe not so long for the others...

But still... Haiz! I know i shldn't complain. But...

Q 问我， 为什么你每次都一个人自己去乌节路？
我心想， 我问了。。。还登载在我的博客大大的。。。(好像也不是很大，还挺隐秘的。:-P )
而且，我不打算带待太久。。。 把人叫出来，只逛1-2小时好像有点无聊。。。
肚子好饿哦! 早上8点起身到现在只喝了一瓶薏米水。。。现在去nex 的途中。。。
要下车了! 拜拜!

Things i wan to buy... Hmm... Horrible~ know... N i'm ending my work too... Need to show some form of appreciation by tradition. Did muah chee last yr, Not fab... Haha! So need to think something else... Maybe a card? Lol! Very lei leh~ Time consuming mainly lah. Haiz! See lor~ Hmm... N some choc elclair sweets? OMG! Been sucking the toffee sweet for a few days le... Getting a bit of sore throat liao >.< Been eating them for breakfast these few days whenever i forget to get my breakfast~ Hehe!

Eating lozenges now~ need to buy somemore liao~ finishing soon~ Hehe!

Hmm... tonight do electricity ws with the gals~ Hmm... Tml maths pp1...

They having holi next week. But they mentioned that they hav camp n some other activities... Haiz! ZH got a tuition job liao... I suggested her to the agency. Hope it's okay! p4 2h * $20 maths n sci. Lol! Not high pay(insufficient for allowance)but shld be okay lah. I heard of lesser to be frank. N a lot more, of course. Near our area i think~

Hmm... I dun trust ppl who offers to teach something they didn't ace it. Haha! Sad huh? Haiz! But they giv me the con artist feel... PW n KJ excluded... They did ACE all the sub, more or less... Haha! I wanna go bugis/orchard tml. Who wanna pei me? Hehe! Hmm... meet at 5? Or earlier? I'll check with the twins later~ ^^ Who wans pei me??? haha!

Hoho! Jio-ing mr chua out with pipi in oct~ Hehe!

Haiz! Doesn't help motivate me to stay when my kids asks if they can hav tuition in this afternoon instead. Neither does my collegues ended his contract and is free to hav fun helps, especially if he came in after moi... Neither does moi harping and self-pitying myself helps.
What helps is my up coming ard $5885 sch fees(at least the part due on 15 Sep) and moi wanna go tw next may~ Haiz!
Moi is lowly paid for this job. Yet $$$ is moi's motivation to cling on to this job.
Ahhh!

Took half day leave next tues to settle eCR(timetable) stuff~

Busy day, so keep this short.

Worried~ cz the eCR already started for some... Heard that some of the good teachers all gone! OMG! Worried! Haiz! Hmm... But then Q is... Why the international students get to choose first? -pissed-

They can't work, so they can take all the lan slots, right. So what? Sorry for being soooo typical Singaporeans nowadays... But why are they given priority? Coz they have to do well? N we dun? =.="

Coz they are forced to have 90% attendance? Come on a lot of locals i know hav >90% even 100% de lor... Mine's coz of MC... So flawed but should meet 90% too... We pay the same sch fees except registeration when we enter yr1. It's 60+ for locals, 200+ for international. I think it's coz of international postage, etc and visa etc stuff... 

Sooooooo Unfair! It's double standard... If it's due to degree course, i get it. But due to locals vs international? A bit weird leh~

Sounds super unfair!!!

Huff n puff, huff n puff, huff n puff!!! Lol... Dunno why but thought of 3 liitle pigs...
So upset. My pay this mth will be l8. Boss didnt return me my time sheet n I can't be bothered to say much!
She checked n commented on one of the dates I was l8. I put 10am. But she seems to think I came at 10.15am... she was on leave tt day anyway... So I wonder why would she think 10.15? Probably someone told her. But I Doubt it's 10.15! hmpf!
Anyway, cant be bothered to pester her to sign... Plus, HR did say if come at 9.10am, rd up to 9am for easier recording... So go by the quarters...
Besides, I work more than the recorded timing at times... Hello!!!
Compromise!!! No problems for pass 3 mths, so wad's the problem now?
PMS? hmpf! Maybe... Lol! I'm also stressed just not the same kind... Haha! I dun mind quiting if she find me more problems... It's not her fault exactly, I guess... She dun find me difficulties. It's just tt I dun learn much n I guess the wk given is usually with superhuman deadline.
So, the hygiene factors are kinda bad le... Then there's no motivating factors n everything... Gosh! Maybe except for my tw trip. But I'm not desperate enough, I guess... Argh!!! Super irritating! =.=
feel like tendering my resignation. But I keep counting down... Hoping it'll help. 11 more days... haiz!

Hmm... I guess every week i'll be posting my HW for the week when sch starts. N if i manage to clear them at a sidebox... When the sch starts~

Ecr/timetable choosing not out yet. I hope to get god teachers. But so far, i dun know... WHO THE HELL TEACHES MACRO!!! lol!

Asked my fren... he says got a gal not bad...(he dun remembers the name though) I need your grade to know how not bad is not bad! >.< But he havent check his results... =.= Thanks?

Ungrateful me. ;p

Sooo offended. A fren of mine told me tt i'm boring... BORING???!!!

Nv been associated with me bah~ Since when am i BORING!!! ME!!! BORING???!!! Lol! I've only been told that i'm veryyyy interesting... BORING? that's a new one... ~.~

Day after hari raya.
L8!
Haha! Super tired.
hmm... I realize tt it's abt time I spend some time home sleeping liao. Maybe tonight... If I'm tired enough~ well, I am now...
zzzZZ!
Wonder if wk's more uplifting today~

today's hari raya. i went orchard to meet up with grace. my expenditure is... 15(craft)+ 6.50(iced mocha)+ 3(chips)+ 7(3 quarter pants)+ 5(pens)?=36.50

-faints-

haiz!!! But really enjoyed myself!^^ hehe!

Hmm... Love to chit chat! ^^ Haha!

Tml my twin's result is out~ -worried-

HAiz! I need to restrain myself!!!

Wad shld i get for my bday? ^^ I dun think i need any more things liao, though... hee!

"Fashion, indeed, is merciless. Intermix, a designer boutique, doesn’t usually carry sizes larger than 8, said the manager of the Madison Avenue store, Lynn Bacci (5-foot-8 ½, 137), who works out to fit into skinny jeans and tank tops. " In nytimes
OMG! Reading a article by new york times after reading a fashion blog... Yar~ Even the ever so unfashionable me reads fashion blogs...
Anyway, leads me to this article... about thin ppl in US especially Manhattan. Wanna know how to be thin? Understand the obsession behind it? Read this! haha! http://www.nytimes.com/2009/07/23/nyregion/23slim.html
PS: I'm sooo not OBSESSED!

today's 29 aug, tml's public holiday!!! 12 more working days till contract officially ends! Hmm... ^^ Happy! I will miss the people in general but i'm still glad tt it's 12 more day!

Hmm... Spent $45 on wearable yesterday. Went to visit g's flea stall with zh... Bought a card for zh... extremely gorgeous! Of coz not as WOW as her previous ones(i got) which is super good. Hehe! Havent pass it to her yet... Haiz!
Anyway, shop ard n bought an envelope clutch. Peach colour~ ^^ for 15
And a pair of shoes at 313 later on for $20... Nice! Wearing to work today!
Oh! L8 today again... Seriously! I shld not read anymore bedtime stories... They'll just postpone my bed time instead. =.=
hope it won't rain yet...
Hungry!!!

Did I mention? 1 of my tutee scored 47 for sci... Or 48... Haiz!
Not bad lah... Total only 50 leh...
But dun think is me... She's smart de n pp a bit easy...

Haiz! Another v. v.busy day~ Dreadfully late to wk today! Haiz!

Last night i finally decided on the sub i'm taking, (based on advise frm chers, frens, my own fears, etc)

IBM, MICRO, MACRO, POA and MSM (hav i told u?)

Too tired to check if i'm repeating myself here. Hehe!

Starting wk in... 5 mins~ Super awful day! I'm feeling so lack of sleep~ Haiz!

Haiz! I'm kinda worried abt my kids who have finished their exams out next week i think. This week go easy on them lor finish off wadeva pp/ ws we were doing, they need to be doing~

EVERYONE jiayou! I need some alone time i think... A lone at my room time maybe a proper 8h or maybe 10h? Muwahahaha! Hmm... maybe tonight? Hehe! Haiz! -tired-

PS: today's wk got deadline... which is today. =.= given to me at 2-3pm yesterday... =.= My boss arh! tsk tsk!

Q!!! I'm being nice lor! Lol! Unless u wanna meet me? hehe!

Hmm... I know I sound v bo liao doing this... Hmm... I've calculated.
If not wrong I need 5 first class units... I got 1 1st for foundational just need another 1 1st for foundational n 4 for further. Sound really optimistic right?
Haiz! havent gotten a reply from MH, But so far...

My 2nd y shld be IBM, POA, MACRO and then maybe MICRO and MSM (POA, IBM N THE 2 ECONS VERY HEAVY LE~)

The only think i wonder abt is managerial or micro?

if managerial, MSM or ESAP? Haiz!

I need to score 1st for either POA or IBM. N 2 more 1st this yr to secure a good classification. Haiz! Depressed... Very~

Currently, if combine my best 2 foundational, is 59.75, think will round up to 2nd upper... Haiz! Shit lor~ Haiz!

y3 will be taking CF, OTIA, then 2 more... see wad i wanna take lor~ Something easy? lol!

I wanna take marketing but only if i do well for my Y2. Coz marketing is, i heard, kinda ibm-ish~

I actually went to see the past yr exam scripts liao~ really similar to IBM lor! Even the format~ 8Q choose 4Q

 

I need someone who'll be a fren to me and someone who can motivate me to plan my studies and work hard tgth.

 

I need to find a study partner or rather form a study grp early... HELLO!!! ANYONE??? Lol!

Make sure all Q in tutorial are filled in, i do my work, understands, but it's easier said than done. Especially when u're clueless about doing tutorials in btwn lessons... Haiz!

Hi all,
ask you a p5 Question.
DOES WATER CONDUCTS ELECTRICITY?

Year 2 sound like a suicide mission~ Haiz! I'm at work now, waiting for work.
Got work, i think.
I think i maybe more interested in micro but maybe i'm more managerial maths-inclined? Hmm... But i seriously prefer micro personally coz got someone to work with, pace me and good teacher. Haiz!
I'm really worried. Is year 2 gonna be a suicide mission? Lol!
I think been thinking almost every hour, every min, maybe not seconds...
Most probably
ibm retake (MEMORY WK/more PRACTICE)
micro (PRACTICE/ mix graphs, minimum calculations and a like very mini essays bah~)
macro (PRACTICE/ graphs and mini essays)
POA (PRACTICE/ accounting lor)
one easier unit. (Mkting- a lot of reading leh, msm? or esap?)
I dunno!!! or rather, can't decide~