Sunday, September 18, 2016
Tuesday, February 23, 2016
All the people in the world. We are all... idiots. Hahaha~
Started dating a guy for a mth plus liao. Then i started feeling we arent that suitable bah. Initially felt that he seems quite a nice guy though i wasnt very sure how he's like since he is a bit shy. But as time passes, he feels very uncle-ish to me. I did look forward to meeting him. But afterawhile, I guess maybe i started seeing his faults and flaws.
Colleague told me i pms. Maybe 😂 But i just feel that maybe i am not ready. Maybe i shld not rush. Maybe i shld just enjoy singlehood more.
But at the same time i crave a companion by my side, i look forward to meeting ppl knowing ppl, i look forward to someone who makes me look forward to.
Bit too much? Maybe. I need to know what i want. Perhaps a trip to dunno where alone will do the trick. Or not.
I like people. I like being alone. When will i be ready to have both?
Meanwhile, that guy... I dun think i wan to continue with him. But i dunno what to do. How to tell him. After what i have said, he should get it right? I seems to have gotten his hopes high and dashed it. But no point beating around the bush? In less than 2 mths, i think i like him then i dun think we are suitable, he is too guai. Thats fickle-minded, huh?
Sunday, January 31, 2016
Went out for steamboat today at the usual LS steamboat store. Like the food there is always v nice. But after that cfm wanna go toilet de. Dunno why.
Anyway, i think i gave him a good scare today. I spoke to him and asked him/interrogated him abt his ex. Think i was too persistant. Probably frightened him... But he googled me lor... TSK. Either way, i think he is a nice guy... Didnt get mad at me & stuff. At least I hope he isnt mad at me👉👈 I just wanted to talk to him especially since he always seems to put up a brave front. 😧
Maybe tml he wont talk to me liao... Ahhhh... So he also asked me abt xz, see if he still will contact bah... Its fun exploring sg with him. Lets see if there's another date soon 😉 or not 😔
Talking to him helped me realise, 我已经很久没去想了。
Just missing mj with moscato... 😧
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Sunday, July 19, 2015
Seems like you are still the person who knows me best. Though not everything but more or less you should be able to guess mostly bah.
I guess i am really not a talker and i dun usually think too much into things. Its like i dun like to go delve into and reflect on things much. Really glad for the talk today felt much better after that.
Went for the movie alone today. Its been so long since i last watched movies alone. Ant man is quite a gd start quite funny and exciting.
Not quite sure if i can find someone who is like you again. I wish mothing but the best for you~ (Adele 😂) My friends told me that i will always have a special spot in my heart for my ex and i guess that will be true. Not sure how future will be like but i hope you will be happy too. Hope that i will find happiness too~
Thanks for the debrief this morning!
Monday, June 8, 2015
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
Friday, February 27, 2015
Bought a bottle of moscato on my way to my fren's place for a drink to unwind after a week at work with all the bombs. Only to be asked to go home early coz gotta run tml morning.
You always say that I dun understand, you meant well for me to go home early to rest and exercise tml, stay away frm those frens, etc.
Are they really your friends?
Forget it. I will just catch the last bus home and rest early, if it pleases you.
Wednesday, January 21, 2015
Day 1 as a HR E
Day 1 just ended~
Hmm... since this is my 2nd perm position, I cant really say much about it. But today is quite chillax. Do mainly admin stuff nia. 😅
My RO reminds me of one of my excolleague Anthea for aome reason like a bit street smart kind? Other colleagues seems more dovey in general. It feel more like e2i than Jobstudio. Desk is much bigger as well 👏 Just crowded with messy paperwork ard my legspace.
Went around shaking hands but I have mostly forgotten their names by now... 😔 Though its also not a lot...
My department isn't big. But they seems to all be functioning well. Hopefully I will enjoy my tenture with them and learn a lot from them. I was told that the job will be very fast paced. But so far... Its mainly admin stuff. Maybe its just first day! ✌
I must say that I quite like my colleagues. 😆 Just no shuai ge 😜
Monday, January 19, 2015
新一年,新公司,新开始! 2015
Sometimes I feel 我应该更。。。粘人,烦人,缠人。。。 更体贴,可爱。
But not so easy leh...
Haiz! 为事业我也还有很多进步的空间。我要做好本分学习新的事务并且更加努力! 好好的工作!
I hope I will not feel too stressed etc. Stress is something I have to learn to cope with and handle. 加油!
Other than these, I also hope to be able to spend more time on self improvement. New courses and more allocation of time towards interest hobbies etc. Currently will probably be my wish to take up the 6mths HRM post dip within the next 2 years. And probably resuming dance lesson and excercise more regularly.
因为我懒惰所以要更加自律! 不要再上班迟到了! 加油!新一年,新公司,新开始!
努力!!! 为将来努力!💪💪💪
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Reason for leaving
Been thinking about how to talk to my boss when I wanna resign...
Probably they will ask like why I wanna leave.
I am not very keen in sales. My reason for taking up this position in the first place was to gain more experience in HR. I am looking for career growth and I really dun see myself doing recruitment for long. I would prefer to start and venture into inhouse HR role compared to continuing in this job for long... I want to work towards my future, where I see myself in a more stable position and in HR field. I want to get started.
Moreover, I feel like I am a burden to the company. Yes, I am putting in effort but I dun see results and I feel demoralised. I feel that 1 year is more than enuf time. I think its time to move on. I dun think recruitment is suitable for me. For me its not just about money. Its also about my future. Yes, I can have career growth in this job. But it is still not what I want. I might not know what I will be doing in future. But I know this is not what I wanna do in future.
This job is not suitable for me because I dun feel happy doing the job. Yes, I know all jobs are like this unless you are really passionate. But its not just the jobscope. I don't see money. I dun gain satisfaction when my cdd tells me I put then into a shithole. My cdd sometimes tell me that they are unhappy there and they are crying on their way home. I felt like telling them, me too. I cry for my sales, I cry for the stress of getting the person and I cry for them too. Feeling guilty.
It might all be excuses. But I guess main reason is cause I dun wanna continue trying.
It might be even more tough out there but I am keen to try and do my best. Maybe I will have to do tons of OT, get a lot of shit thrown at me. But I dun mind the hard work. It might change in future but its what I think now. If I dun work hard now, do I wait till 2-3 years later?
I think its time for me to continue on my path. No point waiting... Yes, I dun want to be labelled as a job hopper. But I think I need a change.
I am appreciative of all the opportunities given to me. Definitely, this is a good company. Good environment, colleagues and bosses. You might think I am saying for the sake of saying. But I feel that I am well treated here. I might not receive such good treatment elsewhere. My future boss might 管她去死。True, this company is not perfect. But I do think it is adequate. Its like what boss says, attitude is the most important. And the boss have the right attitude in term of improving the company welfare, staff retention.
My reason for leaving is not about the company but the nature of the position. I have lost interest, I dun think I have the right attitude anymore. I am worried that I cant survive outside as well. If I cant survive here, what more out there. But I dun wanna be a burden to the company. I wanna find something I am keen in doing and something I will excel in. It might take sometime but I need to get started. I know that maybe I can improve. Maybe I just need to focus more. But enough with the maybe.
Coz I have tried enough. maybe you might not see my efforts / results but I having been trying hard. I think its time for me to move on.
Monday, June 16, 2014
Been soooo long since I blogged, 都忙的没时间。Been indulging in some drinks n clubbing activities these few weekends :p
Soooooo I have decided on my bday, "i wanna go to" place. Wine Connection for dinner! Awesome food n drinks there. The Spanish rice thing? n also the pizza n also the small bites n of coz the moscato -smirk-
All quite nice arh! :)
Pressie... I dunno yet... hahaha... typical stuff bah...
Sometimes I think I will regret my decision. But at the same time, I know right now, it's the right decision. Its great being with u. Just that right now our personality just doesn't really match n I dun see the point of making life difficult for us.
你曾忘记了诺言,而当你记起时,我也已经选择了放弃,或许是我不会珍惜。但这不是谁的错,我想就是我们都累了。毕竟这样下去也不会有结果。
Monday, February 3, 2014
小啰啰的心声之跟老板拜年
No ang bao on my first year on my first job coz... no one dares to 跟老板拜年...
Then most of us neh 跟老板拜年 so no angbao. Damned sad... :(
Why 老板 so kiam siap? Then still kao peh kao bu say we didn't go into his office 拜年。
Just giv luh... Last year, I hear no need 拜年leh... then this year dai ji zuay zuay... Damned sian leh...
Its not an entitlement, I dun really expect u to giv. But if you dun see us 拜年 n u wan us 拜年, just send email tell us to Q up lor...
We change seating arrangement also kenna scolded, thought u wan us to change since long long de? Tsk! Haiz! Not like u ask 风水老师 or anything...
My angbao!!! Walao... first time got hear no angbao lor... my temp job also got angbao, got $10 lor! Walao... All the staff damned sian n angst today need to work. Still tell us we no ang bao... still kpkb abt the seating arrangements.
Last week see liao u also ask if we need help... then today u pms or wad? U lost money during CNY arh? Angst sia...
The point isnt really the ang bao. But to make the office so tense on the day we start work... 财神 also tense sia...
Do sales de how can you do this kinda stuff? Tsk sia!
-angry-
Still... my angbao...
Especially now that the seniors hav decided not to bai nian... there goes my $50 angbao...